*gets zero likes* fxck u man why u spreading hate. it’s such a waste of time

it’s whatever.... I’m never broken up about guy so much until he came along. I truly actually loved him.. yeah I got mad a lot but it’s only bc I was so insecure. I mean ... gray is hot asf so ofc girls r gonna hit him up.... I just was worried. I trust him just not other girls... I know how they can be. but I loved him... and I never have known heart break as bad until now. now, I just feel so fuxking hurt ... it’s like a knife is just cutting into my heart inch by inch. and there’s not a dayum thing I can do about it. I wish I would’ve died yesterday and I mean that Derrick. cuz a life without Grayson is a life not worth living for anymore. I just hope he’s happier now.... that I’m not around to be mad all the time. I hope he can find happiness and I want him to .. even if it’s not with me.. 🥴😔💔