*hugs you back stares blankly out the window as though nothing happy exists anymore*

no

I'll never be ok again

so don't worry about me

no you're fine... but please don't worry too much about me

*sighs*

*hugs you back* at least I know I'll never lose you...😔

*looks at you* oh

*leaves slowly and quietly*

looks like I've lost everyone now.

*starts crying as well* ok, that's good to know

I just wish maybe he could come back for at least a day or so... we were SOOOOO close to meeting in real life...

*hides under a blanket still crying*

yeah... I really hope so 💔

I really really hope so

*sighs*

MY EXACT FEELINGS RIGHT NOW ANN 😭😭😭😭😭

ideka

stupid, unappreciated

unwanted, emo

weirdo, stalker

nerd, creepy

gross, freaky

😔

all of those names I have been called at least once...

when I was saying those names I wasn't talking about you, you know that, right?

yeah. 🙃😔

I hate my life. just... a little bit of sustained happiness... please 🙂💔🤞🏻

a-abused?

😧

how so?

I'm sorry 😨

yeah... I guess not...

😔

it hurts me so much that Jeremiah and I haven't talked for almost 24 hours 🙂💔

you wanna know the real reason why I crashed that page

because we have had over like 30 chat pages, and they get to like 1000 comments and then crash. we talked so much everyday. I don't know how it didn't crash yet, but our last one was almost to 2000...

*you hear a cracking noise, and suddenly my heart falls out onto the floor, completely shattered and broken*

🙂yes

actually we admitted that we had a thing for each other... a long time ago... and he asked me to be his gf and I turned him down... not because I didn't love him but because I wasn't ok with online dating... then it kept getting stronger and it started to seem normal for us to be saying ily and other stuff... then just recently we made it official. and then right after... it shatters 🙂💔💔💔💔💔

(sorry long backstory)

heh... 💔🤞🏻🙂😔

heh

hehehehhehehe

HEHEHEHEHEHEHE *falls to the floor crying*

I don't know if we're still together... I'm assuming no... but it hurts me even more that we can't even be friends... why can't he just come back... hopefully still be together and if not be BEST FRIENDS😫😫😫😫😫😫😫😫😫

(I'm sorry... I'm kind of ranting to you... in a sad way though...)

yeah... if he doesn't come back... I don't know what I'll do

😫😫😫😫😫😫😫😫😫😫😫😫😫😫😫😫😫😫😫😫😫😫😫😫😫😫😫😫😫😫😫😫😫😫😫😫😫😫😫😫

how u doing

... what

😐

ok...?

😐🙄

ok then 😑

Can I be in one???