I hate that little thing in the back of my mind that tells me people don't actually like me. Like when my friend doesn't respond for a while, I say he's probably just busy, then that thing in the back of my head comes back, and tells me that my friend ha

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I hate that little thing in the back of my mind that tells me people don't actually like me. Like when my friend doesn't respond for a while, I say he's probably just busy, then that thing in the back of my head comes back, and tells me that my friend ha

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Hates me. That I probably did something wrong, and annoyed him. And then it the thing stays even when my friend responds. It tells me he just responds out of pity, or because he doesn't want to tell me he doesn't like me anymore. That I'm not actually interesting anymore, that there's no way anyone could like talking to me, and I hate it. I wish I could tell what other people thought about me so I wouldn't have to worry about this.
And the thing is, on weekdays I know he's busy, so it's easy tell my mind that, but otherdays I just guess, he is a rather busy person, so I just keep telling myself that. I know he likes talking to me, he's told me so multiple times! But then the thing in the back of my mind comes back...
yeah, me too :(
it's okay. I get it, it's difficult and it's horrible
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