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I don't think I've meet your bro.... and I'd like to rp with you and your bro, after I meet 'em

hi Ben, I'm Octavia. *smiles softly*

*curtsies* Alright. I will see you both soon then

hi to u guys (idk what I should sayy 😂)

(who's the 4???😂😂)

if what sounds weird?

friend drama talk to Elsie to find out more it's a really long story

she has the full story

yeah ur life is more interesting

unless u wanna hear endless story's about drama

it's definitely not ur fault

she tell u the story's???

did she tell u how I failed at the concert and well

I only had two songs 😂😂 which they sounded awful

my literally only irl friend (best friend) couldn't stop laughing

yeah sure right 😂😂

this is not my first concert and I'm not getting better

playing violin is really hard

more like worse 😂😂

violin just gets harder and harder no easy part

ur whole body hurts from it

no the violin vibrates ur body

the bow hold hurts ur hand and the fingering don't get me started

plus u gotta stand a certain way

I just don't like the pain

it can be really fun

I'm trying everything to get better

I had a practice today and my hands still hurt badly

my "friends" say it doesn't hurt but boy are they wrong

my friend who plays cello has her shoulder vibrating all the time so that hurts for her

I'm literally practicing in the air

all I ever hear is practice practice practice

I barely have no time with school

I learned to never sit by someone who hates u at lunch

learned some stuff about me I didn't know that was true

get backstabbed by ur so called best friend

I tried ignoring it but I couldn't

wait what happened for what?

she practically said I hate u to me ON HER BIRTHDAY

left me for a b**** who is her really close best friend now and a stupid boyfriend who is a really bad influence well so is her new best friend

just don't hit someone please

just forget about all this stuff

just forget everything I told u it's not important

I need to get one 😂😂

FORGET I SAID ANYTHING

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just the friend war stuff

I might need some help with the violin but u guys don't know how to play

darn I forgot to make the 12:12 wish

hey I think u guys can help me tho

ok so as Elsie knows I'm like crushing like frîckin hard and can't get him off my mind np but I can't do anything with him

idk what I should do

problem-I'm not in his class (we have a weird switching system) we have no sports teams that he is on (I was on one but the season ended) and I am his friend plus friends with his friends

I literally barely see him anymore

and he doesn't ride the bus

he doesn't do anything to me

like he used to live next door (connecting yards) it has a whole hplong story

I went over a lot but that was bc his sister wanted me to but he ended up hanging out with us

all I can play for sports is volleyball which is like the one sport he doesn't play

we don't have that stuff

I try in gym and I fail miserably at any sport but volleyball

I can't throw or hit things or catch

tried that emailed him never a response

it's just not meant to be I guess

he's heard the rumors and everything so I'm doomed

like he would believe me over 5 other ppl

it's not going to work I just know it

like a 2% chance he'll believe me

he almost knocked me over once

never be in a rush and practically get knocked down by ur crush especially when ur in a hurry

it happened I almost fell

he probably thought I was someone else

if he did look I was already running away I was really late to this after school thing

me and one of his friends were bored so we had a dance off outside in the cold

he won 😂😂 he danced in the road

don't have dance offs with his friends ever

it was embarrassing for both of us

then Jake (crush) found out and started laughing

I'm out of ideas I've tried everything but one thing that's really crazy

eh I'm looking for my phone and getting ready for the bus

I hope Elsie told u I was coming.....well did she tell u the news??

or that I saw the saddest movie in the world and I'm still crying

yup it was really sad

btw (the mean person) Ellery balled her eyes out the whole time she was talking to the teacher

u guys should see the movie

beware of the sadness and crying

ok I think I'm done crying.....wait nope

now I'm laughing and crying

I would rather read then watch tv so that's probably why I haven't seen it

yeah I'm not excited about Thursday and Friday

in Social Studies we have to watch a movie on the American Revulsion for TWO DAYS

really boring plus it's a musical

I'm not sure wait... 1776

it sounds soooo boring and ITS A MUSICAL LIKE WHAT THE F****

yeah she told u right?

now this is getting embarrassing 😂

ok this is weird now.....

it's not ur fault is tell u something else about that but it would be awkwarder

hmmm should I tell u guys??

this is gonna be really embarrassing buuuuut

😂😂😂 I would do it

THIS IS SO EMBARRASSING ^^^^^^ 😂😂

yeahhhh...........😂😂😁

*slaps myself in the face*

*laughs* ok that was really awkward and embarrassing

why did I ever say that I'd do it?? well I wanted to tell the truth...... or IDK

is he ok with what I said??....

I'm like bright red now

I know I just naturally worry

now I feel bad bc I'm really red

it's not ur fault when I'm like embarrassed I turn pink and if I'm really embarrassed I turn red

why u smiling exactly??

please tell me this isn't embarrassing for him

he probably gets a lot of this I'm guessing

and now my hand hurts

I'm just gonna go now....... I think

didn't think someone would be happy

seriously I'm used to being hated on so its weird

I'm getting hated on and I'm used to it that's all

u don't wanna know how

the hate has become my life and it'll never leave

I don't live by happy ppl

well that aren't haters

tried it helps but then somehow they get mad at me or leave

now my one irl friend is mad at me for no reason

she's mad bc I'm not friends with Ellery anymore (the mean kid) so if I'm not Ellery's friend I'm not her friend

I've got one irl friend who thinks of me as a incase of an emergency friend so we decided on being summer friends where we hangout in the summer

not really nothing happens in the summer so like during school I'm kinda stuck

unless u count the boys as my friends but they're like backup backup friends

one is madly crushing on me and his best friend is which is really annoying so they're trying to out do the other

it's annoying and they don't stop

and somehow Jakes friends ended up being my friends idk how but they don't pay much attention to girls

the 2 go crazy and the other don't realize girls exist

yeah pretty much and one of the valentines cards was really weird

their trying to impress me I guess

they literally fight over me

I've known them forever and it's not gonna work

I'm not giving up on Jake yet

whoever would get picked well that would be a fight, their to involved in sports and it's just idk

plus I can't stand them

they don't leave me alone

tried many times I practically broke one of their hearts on his birthday but it was on accident

he's back to normal tho

tried and that backfires

I'm assuming u guys are going to bed so GOODNIGHT I'll be on tomorrow

what's up??? I'm not all red rn

what kind?? I literally drink 3 kinds they aren't different really

thanks for helping me guys my life is at like 1%

ok that 1% is gone my life is gone

nope u can't stop the whole grade of haters

I should just say goodbye

Q- who would care?? A-no one

u guys have a better life then this

u shouldn't help fight my battles this is solo I can't do this with anyone I've tried

they turn their back on me

like u guys would ever care

sure u guys do *sarcasim*

I can't believe anything anymore

*tears streaming down face* I'm not sure I really want to

but I'm not sure about you guys

but u guys....... I need prof

that I can trust u guys

all I need is prof ur telling the truth

I need real prof please

idk I just need proof

I told the story to Elsie so GO ASK HERR I would rather not tell the whole story again

I don't really understand why u guys care so much

there is nothing amazing about me

nothing about me or my life is amazing

I've only got online friends

I can't do anything with them tho

I don't get why u guys even care

I know but still I don't understand

ohhhh okie who's not on rn?

okie btw next week is spring break soooooo-NO SCHOOL FOR A WHOLE WEEK

that musical is actually called 1776

it's boring but what happens is just weird

they use "salty language" as my social studies teacher says and he had on the caption so it showed the words 😂😂

we literally have a no swearing rule

and I had to take down the flag today with someone and he had no idea how and I didn't know how either so we're just trying to figure stuff out

I ended up catching and folding it

I get to skip math today and tomorrow bc of this

I almost fell asleep and then the girl next to me (I was sitting on the floor) hit me and I jumped

of course not!! 😂😂 she was trying to get me to stay awake that's all

I ended up punching her when she fell asleep

we were helping eachother

that's never happened to me.....well it might have

I'm officially on spring break now!

today was really weird

I ended up falling asleep during the rest of the movie (i was sitting on the ground by nobody) someone came up and said are u dead?

I was half asleep so I heard and woke up and their like- *jumps* sorry I thought you were dead