voodoo.. please tell me what’s wrong.. this isn’t ok, I hàte seeing you like this.. please don’t hurt yourself or bring yourself down, you’re an amazing person and I’m so glad to have met you. you’re strong, you’ve been through things like this before and you will get through this. I want to help.. sorry for me being annoying or nosy like usual but I really want to help..

re//: thank god you’re back.. and I care about you because I love you. you’re such a good friend to me and others. you don’t deserve anything that you’re going through. please tell me what’s wrong, I really want to help..

re//: no, voodoo.. please don’t give up.. if you’re tired, then take a small break.. I’m sorry, I really have no idea how to help you.. I’m not really in a great place to help right now.. aa

re//: nono, you’re not bothering me at all! I’m always here for you, it’s just I’m a bad friend and bad at helping people..

Hey Ar... umm I’m back? kinda

Oh, well I’m gonna be gone for a liiiittle bit longer but I’ll be active today

ahah- well um it’s good that I was missed- If I’m not busy, I’ll be online on Thursday.

oH! WeLL uH thaNks

How have you been doing...? not very well, I guess?

Oh, I’m sorry...

Hmmmsjskajs I just feel like everything is my fault

I don’t know, bad habit.

Right, sorry. I’ve tried to stop ahah, it just happens..

idk if I’d say safe but yeah it’s nice to be back, missed you a lot

no no it feels good to be missed... and by “idk if I’m safe” I mean that family has lowkey been a wreCk and I’ve bruised my ribs but that’s a-okay

I can’t help it..

No thanks, my dysphoria is too bad for that

aaah soRry I just I’m really paranoid about not passing because I’m short and small and my voice is so tiny and aahajsjs

ohh, aah thAnk- yEah uhhh I just I’m really sensitive about my voice atm bc I made a joke and one of my friends started teasing me by repeating what I said in a whiny, high pitched voice and said that it was exactly how I sounded

thank you..

I just aaaAah- compliments catch me off guard and it’s like “???uh??? what? there’s no way that’s true??”

I’m terrified

I’m gonna go swimming right and this guy that tried to r. â pē me is there and uhhsjajsj I get bad anxiety any time he’s near

I’ll uh be sure to talk to you if I need anything, or I’ll at least try.

no no no I want to, you’re one of the people I trust the most

help

please

Ariah

Please

sorry sorry I think I’m ok now... I’ll need to rant when you’re back

no no no don’t apologize it’s ok- It’s kinda a long story ig? um if you want to hear it?

brb

re:/ sorry, but my stepmom is a little mad so I have to get off my phone. I promise I’ll be back soon, but idk it may be an hour or so. I’ll tell you everything when I’m back

kinda back?

may gtg soon idk but I can talk for a lil

yeah, I think so.

oh, that’s really not necessary...

ah, well uhh thank you...

I guess I’ll go ahead and explain what happened. the guy i told you abt was talking to me the entire time and trying to hug and touch all over me, then acted like he hadn’t done a thing wrong. I had an anxiety attack in the bathroom

ahah... hmm.. thank you. you’re just so nice to me like w tf

I guess

if you insist

aaah I can’t really breathe right now

excellent question, I can’t tell if it’s bc of sadness, bruises, jealousy, or all of the above

I dunoo, I mean if we could keep talking that’d be nice...

can I ask you something kinda stupid

why do you care about me? heck why do you even think about me? I don’t understand why you’re so nice, I’m not very special

oh...

sorry that was awkward I’ll shut up

that is correct, yes. I’ll be on pinterest all of tonight

bye...

ᴸᵒᵛᵉ ʸᵒᵘ

ah I was hopin since we blind gang that you wouldn’t be able to read it but- yoU couLd-

I’m online for a few mins (I’m at school) uhh I’ll probably talk once I’m outta school ;P

ooh good. just got out :/

oooh yikes, not good :(

hmmm ok ig. today has been WACK but I finally got the biNder and oh gosh I LOVE IT HOLD ON LEMME SHOW YOU HOW WELL IT WORKS

aaHhahahsksk thAnk-

stAph, you’re embarrassing me-

It’s just occurring to me that... I didn’t really have lunch??? I had crushed chips

ahahahsjak cant, have to wait til my stepmom leaves at like... 5

it’s currently 4:32

thiRtY miNutEs

ahah, that would be really nice. she’s leaving right now so I can eat here in a few minutes.

soooo I got some dinner, (it’s only 5 and I usually eat at 6 but whatever) and it’s kinda a lot? yeah

I’m gonna be sick now- we watching the dark crystal rn

yeye it’s good... whatchu wanna talk abt

idk. uhh

ohhh geez that’s not good at all

ahh I’m sorry, I wish I could help

maybe I could try and distract you?

uh I’m tryna think of how. Maybe like truth or dare or hmamakks idk? would you rather? i could remix some memes

hmmmsjsk i’m in a good mood so truth or dare. you wanna go first?

ahajsks sAme, uhhh tRuth

Hmm... actually, yes. I have one dog that I really don’t like bc she lowkey hates me so I would trade her, but I’d probably buy her back tbh because she’s weird

ooh right soo your turn, t or d?? also aaaaah I think I’m gonna scream

truth, okayy time to ask the same question I ask literally everyone bc LaZY- crushing on anyone atm? and idk just bc my back hUrts

aaa you’re probably busy sorry-

oH ITS A GIRL THATS OBSESSED? yiKes

hksjakkska I’m lowkey scared for you

girls are craaaazy when obsessed

ah I’m so sorry... if it’s a person on pc, block them? if it’s irl, maybe explain you’re uncomfortable

eW? uh okAy yeah that’s not cool. I’d definitely find a way to get rid of them

well, maybe tell her how you feel. if you’re really worried, try and talk it out

ahh, hmmm. yikes. I don’t know-

i hope so. should we change the topic?

I’m worried I’m bothering you

oh sorry