Yes. I'm afraid to love you like that. Yes. You aren't technically "mine" in that way. But the thought that you could be in love with someone else literally makes me sick. I hate being jealous and I hate that I'm so possessive. You should be allowed to fall in love with another. We aren't "together" after all. And still, the thought of someone else making your heart pound and someone else whispering "I love you so much" into your ear... The thought that you could marry someone else. That you could be with someone else. It makes me so angry. I don't hate people, but this hypothetical person that you're in love with... I hate them with a passion. And it makes me hate myself.