what up I'm Juli I'm fourteen I have a basketball game tomorrow and I'm here to rant

that was a reference

I don't actually play basketball

but anyways let's talk about sad stuff

the other day I was reading right? and I come across this one sentence about a character crying and breaking down and it reminded me of when my mom came and told me my brother was dèad and how I fûckin screamed when I cried and I thought I was going to pass out and I was clutching my head so tightly and pulling at my hair and shaking because there was no way that could be true

like I shouldn't be reminded of that just from reading about a character crying

I shouldn't be jealous of other people having siblings when I have no living ones