Yikes another lil doodle I did when I was bored

Voodoothecat

Yikes another lil doodle I did when I was bored


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It’s okay! Just keep on pushing through, like your fighting a battle you need to win. I’ll help you(besides chat place) in anyway I can, Voo. I’m here for you. <3
then, you’re letting yourself slowly die. Every cut, scar, scratch, knife-made injury, they’ll slowly kill you.
:)
re//: oh oop I forgot I put my account on public a-
^^ skye what is wrong?? why are you on private??
^^ a lot.. I would tell you, but I really don’t want to start drama, since it involves some people here. I’m just being really jealous, overprotective and stupid.. I also feel isolated and forgotten ajsjs, oof I’ll just shut up now skandoajjdoa
^ I mean, I could just let you rant without starting anything, I don’t like starting drama either so I wouldn’t do anything, but you’re most definitely not forgotten, there are so many people here that think about you everyday!
^^ oof.. not really, I went on private for over a day and no one said anything. I just feel like everyone is moving on, making new friends while I’m stuck here and left behind. I won’t say who, but two of my best friends seem to be getting closer together and I just akandkakcnai I just can’t deal with it- I’m so fRicking god dang overprotective and jealous. my mind just wants to say bad things to them, but I don’t want to... I feel really bad and like a horrible person and friend hhh
^^ hey hey, you’re not a horrible person, I know exactly how that feels and I know how terrible it is to watch your best friends become closer and slowly leave you behind, it’s happened to me so many times. I noticed you were on probate yesterday and I tried asking willow about it but my remix was pending and I didn’t see that it was until this morning, yeah, it may seem like everyone is leaving you behind but I promise I won’t leave, that may seem dumb and doesn’t mean much but I’ll always be here for you. I’m sure many others will still be here for you as well.
^^ no, no.. that means a lot to me. I have very bad trust issues, after my best irl friend left me. we were pretty much inseparable, and she promised me she’d never leave when I asked her if she would. yet she left. a few years ago, one of my irl ‘friends’ was catfished and abused badly. I wasn’t really involved, but it still scarred me. the person who I think is leaving me promised they’d never leave too. and now I’ve made Alazel feel bad and I think the only thing I’m here for is making people sad..
^^ no, please don’t think that, you make so many people happy, such as me. I know you kind of realize how bad my depression is and such and I honestly think you’re one of the only people who do, you actually care and notice when I’m gone, or when I hide secret meanings in my posts. you’re such a great friend, whoever left you, that’s their loss. I can’t even understand why someone would leave someone as great as you but they did so that’s a shame for them. they lost an amazing friend.
^^ aAa nO stOp you’re making me tear up- I really don’t think I’m that good a friend.. I try to help you and others as much as I can, but I just feel like it’s not enough. everyone I give advice too either shrugs it off or says everything is fine, or even just ignores me. I try to notice my friends and when they’re upset, because I hate it when they are. that’s a nice thing to say, about how it’s their loss, but aaa I lost a huge part of me.. if I loose this friend, hh I don’t know... I’ve been friends with them for five years, longer than my other.. I don’t even know what I’m saying anymore hh
^^ hey, it’s alright, I wish there was a way to send actual hugs through the internet :/ but besides that, I get how you feel. it’s absolutely terrifying and it hurts so much to be possibly loosing a friend that means that much to you, you’re a great friend though, skye. at least to me, it may seem like nothing since it’s just text on a screen but really, you mean a lot to me and I care for you a lot. I try to take your advice just it’s a bit hard when I’m feeling really down. I think about it all the time though. you help me so much. as well as others I’m sure of it.
^^ I’m really glad I help you, as bad as my advice may be.. I really didn’t think I meant so much to someone, I’ve never really before.. ty for making me feel better, it feels like a weight has been lifted off my shoulders. I’ll try to ignore what’s happening, I don’t need many friends. I’ve gotten this far in life with only like two anyway, oof
re//: tysm, you’re such a good friend to me and it means so much to hear you think I am one too and say you’ll never leave.. 💕
re//: ty, tysm. Alazel is still on private, and I really need to talk and apologise to her.. this is all my fAult aa
re//: she’s bAck aA-
re//: I can’t hElp but feel stupid- I opened up to someone, and I find it hard to do that, about personal things to just be ignored like why do I torture myself hh
re//: yee, but I’m kinda used to it. I feel better now I’ve thought things over, maybe they had a reason to ignore me idk a
re//: no, it’s ok. I’ve been really stressing lately and now I feel bad because I snapped at them for ignoring and they didn’t understand akdnkandksndisn
re//: aa ty, thank you for being here for me to fight whoever I need you too qwq
I hope you’re feeling okay...
ah, that’s not good. need to talk?
nothing you said was correct even in the slightest but okay, and I can understand why you feel that way
I understand what you mean, and I’m sorry you can’t see yourself how I do. I’ve been incredibly excited to talk to you
hey, stop that
you’ve got nothing to apologize for
you’re doing so well, I promise. I’m so freaking proud of you, okay? I know it’s hard but just breathe. everything will be already
of course you do
ily, v. like sm
I’m always here for you. I love you more than you can comprehend
no problem. need anything?
I’m about to head to class, but just a reminder that I love you 💕
We had early release so I’m omw to the movies with some friends. One of them wants to request for their mom to call me by my preferred name but idk im kinda scared
how are you doing?
that’s good, and ya I miss him too
uh, okay.
I guess, idfk.Just a little upset
I don’t think so. I’ve tried everything and it just seems to be getting worse
sorry...
I’m going to bed since it’s 11 over here, I’ll probably have to vent tomorrow
thank you, and yeah I crashed hard. Still tired af
ah, that’s not good.
re// my pride is extremely hurt and im wearing a dress rn, cut myself a bit deep but idki guess im pk
you’re okay, I promise. I’m sorry
no you havent done a thing wrong