I'm feeling sad again. I just want to see my best friend (septic_sam) in person. I get sad because I have thoughts like "it will never happen" or "she won't even be around for long." I hate these thoughts. I just want to hug her for the first time. I'm asking my parents if I can go see her in the summer. My birthday is in the summertime so it's a good time to ask. I'm tired of waiting for something I feel won't happen. I'm tired of waiting and I'm going to take action because it's something I've wanted for months.

I hope you get to her sometime hang in there

and btw I love this she's great