this couldn't be more true. like my sister has all these apps that she's not supposed to have and I just have this, Netflix, and YouTube yet they always freak out about what I'm doing

I feel bad for you guys.Im glad my parents aren't like this because I'd probably get worried and stuff even though there's nothing bad on my things.I guess that's what happens when you grow up with 3 siblings

^ my mom once took my phone away and i had a panic attack for 20 minutes until she gave it back because i was annoying her with all my crying. i had a panic attack because i was afraid she was going to look through my phone. i don't even have anything to hide, all that's on my phone are band members. i was still terrified she would find something though and then get super pīssed at me and break my phone so i couldn't ever use it again

I always panic. it happened this morning. I had a panic attack, and I dug my fingernails into my skin, because I panicked. I literally have nothing to hide. but my sister does, she has internet friends and she's 10, sHES NOT EVEN SUPPOSED TO HAVE SOCIAL MEDIA, YET SHE HAS FRIENDS THAT RP WITH HER ALL THE TIME, like, I know you guys and I knew you aren't creepy pedophiles because I've seen your guy's faces and stuff, but she talks to those creepy hórny people on catfish accounts and I'm sitting here talking to people that make me happy, yet they always take MY phone and not her iPad

tHAT SUMS UP MY SITUATION WITH ME AND MY BROTHER

LIKE HE'S OUT HERE GIVING OUR FŪCKING ADDRESS AND I BARELY EVEN GOT TO THE POINT WHERE I CAN TELL PEOPLE WHAT STATE I LIVE IN YET MY MOM YELLS AT ME FOR SAYING I LIVE IN OHIO

WT F ITS NOT LIKE WERE GONNA BE LIKE "OH SOMEONE LIVES IN OHIO LETS GO KNOCK ON EVERY FÜCKING HOUSE IN OHIO SO WE CAN FIND THIS 13 YEAR OLD GIRL WHO LIKES MEMES AND JOSH DUN"

WELL MY MOM THINKS YOU ALL WILL AND SHE'S LIKE "nO DON'T SAY WE LIVE IN OHIO THEY'LL FIND YOU AND RAPE YOU" LIKE ???? OHIO IS NOT SPECIFIC ENOUGH FOR SOMEONE TO KNOW WHRRRE EXACTLY I LIVE

OHIO IS A FÜCKING STATE, ITS NOT LIKE YOU EVEN GAVE A CITY, LIKE THERES A TON OF CITIES IN OHIO, RAPISTS ARE GONNA RAPE WHOEVER IS IN THEIR RANGE NOT SOME KID WHO LIVES LITERALLY ACROSS THE FÙCKING COUNTRY

riGHT and then she got all pīssy when I said I was in Hershey for the TØP concert and posted like one picture of the hotel room because she thought someone was going to murder us like no they wouldn't be able to tell what hotel I was at or what room number I even have

plus we were there for a total of two days, if a murderer can find out exactly which hotel i'm in and the exact room in a span of two days just from one picture then they need to be paid or something because dang that's impressive

in my house there is no such thing as privacy and the anxiety it causes for me is so much

"they need to be paid or something because dang that's impressive" Lee, are you willing to pay someone to stalk josh dun because that's the first thing of😂

i am 100% willing to BE the person that is paid to stalk Josh Dun

oh my god

I want Josh dun to see this convo

just saying

i want him to see this convo too

we should start a "get Josh dun to notice us" club

maybe then he'll fŪCKING NOTICE MY EXISTENCE INSTEAD OF STAYING IN THE FRONT OF THE AUDIENCE AT LEAST TYLER CAME TO THE BACK TO ACKNOWLEDGE MY EXISTENCE BUT NO JOSH IS THE DRUMMER SO HE STAYED ON STAGE AND IN FIELD ONE JFC JOSH

LEE YOURE GETTING MY HYPED FOR A CONCERT THATS NEXT YEAR

GOOD YOU SHOULD BE HYPED ESPECIALLY IF YOU'RE IN FIELD ONE

WHAT

WDYM

IF YOU'RE IN FRONT

IM NOT

IDK HOW YOUR'S WILL BE BUT MINE WAS FIELD ONE AND FIELD TWO AND I WAS IN FIELD TWO AND IT SUCKED BUT IT'S FINE BECAUSE I COULD ALMOST REACH TYLER WHEN HE CAME OUT TO FIELD TWO

ITS AN INDOOR ARENA THING

THAT MEANS NOTHING TO ME

^ me when my grades drop