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if y’all are triggered by my stuff in the comments I suggest you don’t read

so i watched part two of Shane’s video today and i literally feel like I’m fatter than I am and I literally look like a blimp 24/7

my friends and other people literally look better than me, which is why I hate taking pictures of myself or getting pictures taken of me.

cause instead of saying “dang I look good!” im worried about “does my double chin show” “do i look fat” or “EW IM HIDEOUS.

and as much as I joke about my body and myself it comes from a place of discomfort and sadness. it comes from a place where I know people can’t relate.

and I can laugh it off but it hurts.

so yeah

DUDE I CRINGED WHEN THEY GAVE ME THE POSTER

CAUSE ITS ALL THE PICTURES WHERE I LOOK WORSE THAN NORMAL AND I JUST

and dude I’m gonna cry so much on Friday you have no idea

and I’m getting my phone back tomorrow so that’s cool

ugh

who cares about tennis