i love my new friends, so so much. i feel like i mean something around them. with them, i am confident, outgoing, etc. even though i don’t yet possess those qualities around people i don’t know well.👀i dance around my room a lot, and i am content doing so. 💐the only thing that is truly bothering me right now is my disturbing dreams. the come ever so often, and they are vivid and terrifying, but in a different way then when i was younger. they aren’t gory or grotesque but the only word i can use is disturbing. i want to get it checked out by a psychologist but i’m not sure ://

I too have “disturbing” dreams quite often. they used to be very vivid, but somehow I have made them less so. I used to be very in to studying dream psychology and sleep paralysis. I somewhat, on a small scale, did a bit of my own “research” you could say. my dreams had always been vivid up to that point, and I had the occasional bad dream that everyone has once in a while. I cannot recall an exact moment, but over time I noticed my own dreams were becoming much stranger to me than ever before. they were not gory, just... “disturbing”. Similar to what you describe. Gradually, but yet also somewhat suddenly, my fascination was replaced with repulsion. I never quite developed insomnia, but it contributed to the development of my anxiety, and I was also very afraid of going to sleep for some time. i sort of trained myself to forget anything I had dreamt as fast as possible, a few different ways. I rarely remember my dreams anymore (well... relative to when I used to remember the majority of not all of my dreams and all of their details).

if there is a moral to this story, if you think you may need help, I suggest just seeking it instead of pondering. perhaps if I would have it wouldn’t have disturbed me so..🤷🏼‍♀️

but, if you would simply like to get them off of your chest which I understand can be helpful, I’m here if you need✨🌙

beautiful!

hey! @kittylovelauren here💓 sorry for the copy&paste message. Just wondering if you have Spotify cause I like you as a general person😂sorry I’m weird, but u should already know this💓😂. Anywayz let me know if you have an account! -Lauren😂

self love is the best thing. a great group of friends really is a great thing. and dancing around your room is truly an incredible experience. what’s your favorite song to dance to?

TYSM😀 and I love thisss

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hey! @kittylovelauren here. this is an old account turned into something new, so check it out!💖💚

Your movie posters rock 👏🏼👏🏼👌 how are you? ❤️

I like that. Cheesy french music. 😂 You’re great

AHH TYSM

this collage is beautiful but your pfp is even more beautiful!! luh ya girl !

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ugly pic

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is that some kind of drug she’s sitting in?

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hay I know I’m new dut I need more followers I post ons every day sometimes twice and it is my dest artwork

stop asking people to follow ask people to follow you is not good to me it sound like it to me you just trying to beg🧐🧐🧐🧐🧐

I only have45 follows because I don’t beg people to follow me😶😶

but the picture is STUNNING

I just got 65 followers

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