it’s definitely you baby :) definitely you

you’re absolutely stunning and alluring ❤️

your hair and eyes look really nice here :)

your makeup looks very nice :)

sorry :) I just liked it ❤️

sometimes I get distracted by you ❤️

it’s weed isn’t it?😂

well I did now :)

i searched it up, it IS weed

i understand :) that’s what they’re meant to do

now that I think about it, I never liked the smell of weed

he beautiful :)

you’re welcome ^

I’m glad I got with the right sister 😂 drugs is such a turn off for me

don’t worry, I won’t get into anyones stash anytime soon😂

Hi, love.:)

😡

I don’t remember

oh my god.. Mariah I am so sorry you have to go through that :( can I get you anything?

hmph I’m so sorry :(

you are really strong for getting through that you know? very strong 🩷

maybe I can tell you something too?

I hope he’ll stay around though? maybe something came up? it’s not like him to leave you :(

do you need anything?

so are youuu ❤️

maybe Aaron can help with that coping :) maybe tell him, ask for help? and he can support you?

well, has Aaron ever made you feel like your exes? or maybe make you feel unwanted or not appreciated?

if so, than I understand why you’d be nervous

I think that’s the best medicine 💜 *smiles wide as I open my arms, gently wrapping you with them*

I don’t know if I ever told you this but, I was actually r^ped? I’ve been SA’d a few times unfortunately as well

you’re welcome :)

just thought I’d bring the idea up :)

I’m not a violent person but that makes me very upset

have you?🥹 I missed you toooo *smiles wide and hugs you gently* I wasn’t sure if you liked meee

not all of it but, I have been r*ped in the past? it happened when I was dating a guy, this man just.. held me down, even when I screamed no? people kept asking what I was wearing, and it didn’t help that I was wearing a skirt during the whole insidenr, but that was years ago? it still affects me but, I have been assaulted on the streets, at parties? they usually shove their hands down my skirt or pants even when I say no :( and it’s not your fault at all? but I do appreciate your concern

I’m sorry for what you’ve been through :( if you need to talk more or want to open up I’m here

you don’t deserve to go through that :(

I felt like I was getting in the way? I didn’t want to make you feel.. less important to Aaron, or that I’m replacing you, or that I am “prettier” or “better” than you, so I took a few steps back? usually it’s hard for me to have girl friendships *frowns and hugs you gently*

I’ve never told anyone that? not even my mom, or my dad? I just felt so dirty after those moments, so gross :( like part of me was stripped away and I couldn’t get it back.. it’s something I dont wish on anyone. I don’t blame myself but, I just felt like part of me was missing :( i thought about telling blue but I don’t want him to feel different

*smiles softly and looks down at your eyes* really?.. oh thank goodness, I was just afraid. usually in girl friendships, the other person feels that I’m a threat? or that I’ll steal their partner?

hello mariahhh :)

I apologize for leaving without warning yesterday :( I was very tired

but I appreciate your reassurance.. I was just scared I would get in the way, maybe I need to communicate a little better :)

I’m so glad I have a girl friend :) and I always want to make sure my other friends don’t feel like their in a competition, sometimes they see me as a threat and I really don’t want that. :) have people really tried to flirt with him in front of you? that’s so inconsiderate :(