THIS IS AMAZING WOAH

"Is it me that still makes you sweats"

'i scream, you scream, we all scream 'cause we're all terrified'

jk " enough of your bittersweet your sugar rots my teeth, clogs up my arteries I'm done with your bittersweet tragedy"

@Crybabyy_ I thought you were serious I was like Yessss Am I who you think about in bed wHEN THE LIGHTS ARE DIM AND YOUR HANDS ARE SHAKING AS YOU SLIDE OFF YOUR DRESS- THINK OF WHAT YOU DID AND HOW I HOPE TO GOD HE WAS WORTH IT

And @-MacMol- The Forest is so beautiful ;-;

Is the Forest an analogy for Heaven? Because that's how I imagine it for some reason

tysm , and it's bittersweet tragedy

I'm frosting I don't need a man to make my life sweet

no idea what I identify yet lol. I guess I'm going through an emo phase(?) idk. sometimes I feel like I'd rather look like a guy but stay a girl because I like the idea of having children and breasts (kinda) and stuff. (TMI I know) I'm also confused about my sexuality, since I feel like I'm failing people if I only like girls. I also really want to cut my hair short and dress the way I want to dress and do the things I want to do, but I don't really know how to do things for me and I feel as though that I have to impress other people as an actress, so that's why I'm keeping my hair long. I'm just so confused and I wanna be myself but I don't know how.

wow that's long I'm sorry

I have been. my hair is shoulder length now. I've started wearing more button downs and jeans and tee shirts that are unisex. my parents won't be upset. I just want to see if it's a phase or if I'm actually not straight. maybe I'll never operate under label ¯\_(ツ)_/¯. Today I had casual dress, and I tucked my hair into a beanie and I though it looked nice, but apparently it looked emo or goth or fake according to the girls. the boys thought it was nice though. who knew? I think I always thought I was failing God by not marrying a guy. but then one day it hit me. yes, it is true, it was natural to marry the opposite gender. but then I realized how this attraction came naturally to me, and to other people. I realized that it may just be God's plan. I'm a big believer in God having a plan for people. I don't think I'm going to hełł. I think this is what God wants of me. I'm not sure, but I think I'll make it out alright. I mean I'm sure my upcoming adolescent years are going to be sucky, but guess what ILL BE OKAY

what I just wrote was a train wreck

YEAS I love Lane Boy and I also like tearing curtains down *wink*

I hope so. there's this band my cousin introduced me to called Air Traffic Controller. they have a song called God has a Plan. it's one of my favorites by them, as I can relate and it has a TØP kind of feel. idk if it's one YouTube. my cousin had a really hard time finding it. it's on iTunes and Amazon music though.

nice. I hope you do. and it's no problem. I am spreading the good news of TØP. wait, do you drive yet? I know your a bit older than me but I don't remember how much.

"Ruby you're royalty and you're homeland they all call you queen"