miller reed *raises my brows a little as I look at you while folding laundry on my bed*

*glances at you when you start folding and furrows my brows a little* I can do it, you don’t have to do my laundry

alright then *nods a little and continues to fold the laundry, turning my attention to the tv to watch while I fold*

*looks over at you and furrows my brows a little as I set the clothes down* do you feel like you did something ?

see, I told you I needed to show you more love *rubs my hand against my forehead as I let out a sigh before looking at you* you didn’t do anything wrong and I’ll be better, I swear

I’m not upset but I need you to la y it all out for me - everything you’re feeling, I need to know because these ups and downs that we keep having is exhausting *frowns a little as I keep my eyes on you*

do you question us every day or are you talking about me ? *raises my brows a little as I keep my eyes on you while you talk*

right *nods a little while chewing on the inside of my cheek* is it my turn to talk now ?

I feel like our relationship is very surface level and that’s what frustrates me - I feel like there’s no growth, I know the bare minimum about you and your day, our conversations are the same every day and I don’t know how to move on, I guess I just want something deeper and we can’t seem to get there *nods slightly after taking a deep breath*

I don’t know, I can’t really imagine being with anyone else *shrugs as I look over at you, pushing hair away from my face*

so you’re telling me that you’re happy with our relationship the way it is ? *furrows my brows a little as I keep my eyes on you*

*watches as you stand, then covers my face with my hands for a few seconds before looking up at you* we were okay, but that’s the problem - we’re not the best we can be, we’re just okay

I don’t want to be with anyone else, there is no one else *sets aside the clothes on my lap so I can get out of bed as well*

you don’t think we could just work harder at this ? *chews the inside of my cheek again as I look up at you, trying not to get teary eyed*

but you are enough *frowns a little as I drop my gaze to my feet, toying with the end of my braid* but if you don’t want to do this anymore, then I get it

I don’t know *sighs quietly as I sit on the end of my bed*

I just want more, but I don’t know what that even is *shrugs a little as I toy with the hem of my shorts*

I don’t want to lose you, miller *lifts my head a little to look at you and pouts just slightly*

but you’re right, we can’t keep doing this *shakes my head a little as I rest my hands on my thighs, digging my fingers into them slightly*

are you wanting to break up ? *looks up at you and sighs quietly*

*raises my brows slightly, then lets out a breath before talking again* I never want to break up

but should we break up ? is this going to get any better ? *furrows my brows as I look up at you*

*nibbles on my bottom lip, sitting silent for a moment before nodding just slightly, muttering* okay

you should’ve kissed me at midnight *sighs quietly, standing up while pressing my palms into my eyes*

miller *frowns as I watch you, tilting my head slightly* do you have to do that right now ? can’t it wait ?

it’s permanent this time then *nods a little as I feel the tears in my eyes* well I can’t be here while you do that, so I’ll be in the bathroom if you need me

*walks to the bathroom, closes the door and sits with my back against the door, rests my head in my knees and cries silently*

*stays in the bathroom, hugging my knees, keeping myself quiet while I cry*

*gets up after a few minutes, turns on the sink water and splashes my face with cold water*

*stares at myself in the mirror with the water dripping off my face, tears in my eyes as I breath heavily while trying to keep myself put together*

*stares at the necklace you got me that I’m wearing, unclasps it and holds it in my hand while I dry my face, then takes a deep breath before opening the bathroom door*

*steps out of your way and nods a little as I lean against the wall so I’m not in your way*

*grabs your hand when you walk by me, passing the necklace to you before pulling my hand away, sniffling*

only if you keep your ring *nods a little as my eyes well with tears again, sniffling as I wipe my eyes with the sleeve of my sweater*

do you want my ring back ? you can sell it or something *keeps my eyes up at you as I take the ring off my fin ger*

*nods slightly as I look up at you, rubbing my lips together*

*stays leaning against the wall, closing my eyes as I wait for you to finish*

*opens my eyes when I hear you, then lets out a breath as I come out after turning off the lights, walking back into my room* yeah ?

*tears up instantly and glances at your packed bag beside you, then looks back at you again, unable to speak*

*tucks my arms between us as you hold me, crying into your chest quietly*

*sniffles when I hear your voice, going quiet so I can listen to you talk*

I’ll try… *nods slowly, wiping my eyes before stepping back slightly so I can see you while we talk* I wish I could’ve been better for you

I’m going to miss you more than you can imagine *pouts my lips a little as I swallow to keep myself from crying again* but maybe this will be good for us

*lightly kisses your thumb and nods slowly with tears in my eyes* and I’ll leave my stuff up, just in case

f üčk *buries my face in your chest again as I try to hold in my cry, gripping your shirt as I nod, whispering quietly* I will

*clings to your shirt as you start to pull away, forces a smile as tears fall down my cheeks* think of me when you watch greys

*takes a deep breath as I let go of your shirt, breathing heavily as I lean against the wall, gripping the bottom of my sweater*

miller reed *smiles small as I wipe my eyes, sniffling while rubbing my lips together again*

goodbye, bubba *takes a deep breath as the tears start falling again, watching you walk away*

*stays in the doorway of my bedroom so I don’t have to watch you leave, listening to you*

*turns out all my lights once you’ve left, gets in bed and curls up in a ball under the covers, crying quietly to myself*

me too :(

it’ll get better

hopefully

i can turn my phone off

maybe that’ll make it easier ?

:(

you did nothing wrong, miller :(

please don’t think that

there was nothing you could’ve done better

you’ve always been amazing

you’ll always have a piece of my heart

forever

are you gone ? :(

wait

when you say leave, are you going to delete your account ?

me too :( I’m sorry

if you hadn’t brought anything up, we’d still be awkward and messy with each other :(

i feel like it’s a conversation that we should have had awhile ago

the stupid lump in my throat wont go away

I don’t want to cry because it makes my nose harder to breath :(

I don’t know how to help you :/ because I don’t know what to do either

:(

I don’t know, I guess it depends on if you’re leaving

I don’t want to make it harder for you

it’s okay <3

I will say that I’ll be leaving too, I just plan on leaving my account up in case I get an itch or something but also because my friend, Edmund, I’ve always kept my account up for him - we like to stay in contact from time to time

good then, I can leave you message from time to time too, even though you said you won’t be back

I hope so <3

goodnight, miller reed 🤍 x

sobbing while listening to chasing cars

who am I gonna have late nights with now :(

30 minutes without you, it feels like a lifetime already

I keep tossing and turning bleh

maybe you’ll sleep around 3:30, that’s when you seem to get tired

every time I want to be like “let’s just get back together” and I keep hearing you say “we’re going to be stuck in a loop” :(

yeah but you’re probably not wrong :/ once we get past the excitement of being together again, we’ll probably end up right in the same spot

I felt like I was making your life miserable

like talking to me was a chore and I felt bad for that

it feels so forced :( I don’t want you to feel forced to do things just so we can be together, it needs to be genuine

I never want to be the girl that’s tells her man how to be a boyfriend, y’know ?

I don’t want you to feel like I’m trying to change you

what about me ? do you think I’m the best version of myself when I’m with you ?

I don’t even know what that looks like

I feel like I’ve been going through so much lately, I can’t even remember what the best version of myself looks like

honestly

I’m scared to get back together

that’s not saying I don’t want to, I’m just scared

because I don’t want to put you through the things you said you don’t like - the daily questions, the ups and downs

I feel like it’s my fault and I don’t want to do that to you anymore

I’m sorry :/

are you upset with me ?

I do believe you though :(

I know you will

I mean, you literally changed your work schedule for me

trust me, I believe you will try harder

I just don’t want to be the reason our relationship s ücks

part of me is saying “just ki ss and make up” and the other part is saying “what if it happens again” so I’m coming up with a solution

I agree, our relationship was never bad but it did need improvement

well first, I think I still need this week for myself

second, we can get back together but if either of us picks up on this issue we’re having, we’ll have to end it immediately because clearly no matter how hard we’re trying it’s still not working

also we need to be fǔ cking communicative

any little things needs to be talked about because keeping things silent is what’s causing all of this

and I’m going to need you to be patient with me… it’ll take time for me to keep from asking the daily “silly questions” and whatever this off/on moodiness that I keep getting is, I’ll need you to be patient with me through that as well especially because I know I’m going to feel horrible about it

I don’t know, I guess our relationship felt very bland and like I said “surface level”, we can’t have dry conversations because that’s when I feel like I’m just a burden to you

I guess I just want to know that you’re interested in me, if that makes sense

are you suree ? because I feel like our conversations are so routine, there’s not really any care behind the words

and also, I am interested in youuu and I try my best to let you know but you make it sooo hard for me and then I feel stupid

like when I ask about your day, I genuinely want to know details - when you respond with “it was good”, I feel like I’m annoying you by genuinely caring :/

I understand completely, which is why I never ever wanted to bring it up

it feels like such a small thing and I didn’t want to be that nit picky girlfriend, but here I am, being that girl

okay let’s stop making this about me, it makes me feel selfish lmaoo

is there anything you’d like me to do ? to improve our relationship

absolutely, I’ll try harder, I promise <3 I think I just beat myself up about things that annoy me about myself and I just assume they must annoy you too which is why I tend to convince myself that you don’t mean some of the things you say but I swear I will try harder

stop itttt you’re gonna make me cry

okay okay, I’m not crying

sooo I’ll just take this week to do a lot of thinking and I’ll pop in occasionally to check on you, maybe once a day if you’re lucky hehe

and then we’ll talk about getting back together again after my week is up ?

I think I feel some relief, I definitely still feel worried but I’m going to trust that it’ll work out the way it’s supposed to

I’m also feeling really hungry hehe

I’m off on Wednesday so maybe I’ll be here a bit extra that day even though you’re working x

also just because I just remembered, I think more dates would do us good

and not awkward datessss… I feel like we never know what to say to each other when we go on dates and I h ate that for us :(

the irony that you “broke up” with me even though you said “we won’t break up if I can help it” hehe

how are you feeling now ?

that’s okay, I thought it was a tiny bit funny oops

I agree :( I really hope we can both do our best to make this work, we’ve been through too much for this to not work

i truly did mean it when I said that if we get even the smallest inkling that this isn’t working, we need to end it because we really can’t keep doing this, it’s unfair to us both

if it doesn’t work, even if we’re trying, it means it’s not meant to be and there’s something better out there for us 🤍 we both deserve amazing things x

okayy well do you want to try to sleep again ?

I want to keep talking to you too bleh :(

you are my heart and soul, miller reed <3 I love you forever

hehe okayy no cryinggg

have you seen that movie ? forever my girl

yes sir, watch it this week :)

okayy sounds like a plannn - I will sleep right now and I’ll be thinking about you every chance I get this week :) I’m gonna miss you tons, but this is going to be good

goodnight, handsome boy - I love you I love you I love youuu

I’m actually having sad moment, can you tell me that you love me or that I’m amazing or something please and thanks

bleh you don’t think I’m entitled, right ?

that’s just what I’ve been called today :)

okay, I’ll leave you alone now - sorry, momentary break down hehe

ummmm let’s do Monday to Monday instead

it’ll be easier because we’ll be so busy with work and by the time the weekend comes, it’ll feel a little easier to be apart a few days x

you know what s ucks ?

I really try to be unproblematic and somehow I end up being called a lot of things that I personally don’t feel like that I am, which maybe I’m narcissistic for thinking that way but basically maybe I’m actually a horrible human being and I’m convincing myself that I’m not

bleh

will you be here all day or do you have things to do ?

also, I just want you to know that you are truly and genuinely my safe space and I couldn’t be more thankful for you <3

okay, lovey <3 have a good time with them and I’ll be here when you’re back :)

it’s okay, love - I’m feeling okayy, how are you feeling ?

hehe I was thinking about you a lot today tooo

welllll I woke up with a horrible horrible headache so I had to take meds straightaway, then I chugged a redbull, then I made a sandwich, then I got a call from my mom and that’s when I had my breakdown oops then after you calmed me down, I reorganized the kitchen and my dad brought rora back to me because he had her overnight and then we took a short nap together and then we had spaghetti and now she’s playing with her toys and I’m working on part of her birthday gift :) tell me about your day x

omg that’s so long I’m so sorry

yeahhh my headache is starting to come back though :(

hehe look at us communicatingggg

what kind of pre workout do you take ?

sounds like you had a pretty good day tooo though :)

celsius is sooo gross omg

I’ve never heard of the bucked up one brb I’m gonna look it up

it looks scaryyyy like it would kill your heart or something hehe

have you ever tried ghost ?

I personally don’t use pre workout, but I don’t think it’s a guy thing - a lot of my girl friends use it before working out

oh yeah and I don’t have any guy friends :)

I need to eat healthier toooo

anddd I think coffee shop boy probably takes a couple extra shots of espresso for pre workout hehe

I should I ask him when I see him again x

I can help youuu, I love to cook !

do you like salmon ? that’s good for you anddd filling anddd so so yummy in my opinion

yummyyy that’s how I eat it too :)

do you use ground beef or ground turkey ?

bad boyyy, turkey is betterrrr

I loveee ground turkey lettuce cups 🤤 x

it’s romaine lettuce cups with ground turkey seasoned with literally anything - I make two types : the first is cilantro jalapeño and the second is seasoned like taco meat

or sometimes I’ll make ground turkey with zucchini and corn, then I’ll scoop it into lettuce cups and that’s really yummy too

yayyy and add cheese to the taco ones 😮‍💨 cheese and tomatoes x

it’s healthy so you can have a second dinner :)

overnight oats are yummyyy omggg

I put protein powder in mine hehe

but I think if you don’t like the texture of oats, you might not like it still :(

you’re such a guy hehe I love ittt

it means you’re a human disposalllll

you’ll eat anything and everythinggg

if it’s food, you want it in your mouthhh

hehe remember when we first got back together the very first time and you weren’t eating omgggg

I almost left you for being skinny 😤 I like a big mannn

I loveee my big man :)

that’s okayyy, tomorrow I’m off at 6, Tuesday 5:30, Thursday and Friday 5

when are you going to sleeppp ?

bleh :( I just had coffee so I’m wide awake

I hope you have a great week though, my love <3 like I said, I’ll probably pop up here and there because being away from you is so tough for me but either way, i hope everything goes well and if you really really super need me, I’ll be here as quickly as I can :)

I have a question for you, before you go to sleep, if that’s okay - I know you said no more but this will be the last one I think

okayy so I’m just asking out of curiosity

you said you felt like I was “losing feelings” for you and that I might be “happier with someone else” - did I ever give you the impression that there was someone else ? was that ever a concern for you ?

okay, noted :) that’s allll

oh also one more thing before you sleep

I showed rora the movie cloudy with a chance of meatballs today while we ate spaghetti and she’s obsessed now haha

ohhh great, another movie for you two to bond over hehe

I will cry if she asks for a cloudy with a chance of meatballs party because I already started buying trolls thingsss

I hope you have the best week too, my love <3 I’ll be thinking of youuu, I love you and I hope you sleep well - goodnight, handsome boyyy

hi loveyyy, I nearly died not talking to you yesterday hehe

I just wanted to tell you that I’m actually off today andddd tomorrow

also I’m keeping a “diary” of sorts in my notes so I can tell you about my days when the week is over

I hope you’re doing good, I miss you wayyy too much - k I love you byeee

you’re so cute - I love you, bubba <3 get some restttt

it’s near where the big celebrities live :) I’m about 3 or 4 hours away so I should be gooddd

I miss you extra tonight bleh :(

UGH FINE HI

CJELCNWLCHSLXBALSKSLSL

YOURE SO CUTE I H ATE IT

am I really on a break if I sit here and stare at your messages every chance I get ?

they’re pretty much memorized at this point hehe

okayyy I’m gonna disappear again soon, if you’re busy or asleep already oops

AHHHH HI BUBBY

hehe I’m smiling so big rn omg

MY MAN MY MAN MY MAN

OMG IVE BEEN KEEPING NOTES ABOUT MY WEEK

LET ME SPAM YOU WITH ONE DAY AT A TIME

Monday

I thought about you being my big man multiple times because something about the way you said it made me happy

KFC CAME OUT WITH NEW BOWLS

body talk - kane brown

tuesday

Someone told me “if you always smell this good, you can get it— get whatever you want whenever you want because you smell so good” - currently smelling like marshmallow latte hehe

Wednesday

today has been one of the most chaotic days possible

Do you like Vietnamese food ?

Thursday (this one has a lot BECAUSE I MISSED YOU TONS TODAY)

Break up more often - Riley green

Blastingggg dam n good day to leave on the way home hehe

I was thinking about you a lot today

LONG LIVE COWGIRLS RODEO FOR ONE NIGHT

WRECK MY PLANS LIKE YOU WRECK MY BED

change my mind by riley green would probably be your theme song if you dated tarayummy “look at me with them pretty brown eyes” oop

I seen your messages about missing staying up late with me since you have the next day off as you were sending them and I wanted to cry

I think if you had begged me to spend time with you this day, I would’ve hehe

You won’t know this but I decided I’m going to like your post when I’m thinking about you hehe so I liked your post right now and you’re probably gonna be confused about it but it’s just because I’m thinking about you

THE END

you can smell me anytime ;)

I loveeee spring rolls, mango sticky rice, pho, etc. etc.

yesss body talk has been on a lot lately for me hehe

hehe yesss

I was reading them seconds after they were being sent

the urge to respond was sooo strong because I missed you so much

but I tried to hold out haha clearly that didn’t work

yessss you have to try it :) it’s so so so so so good

AND ITS HEALTHY FOR YOU

omg when she comes home tonight just started playing in my head

Jesus saves is a stapleee

hehe I know I know I’m the best thing that ever happened to you ;)

omg I’m so glad you liked those taco cupssss

what kind of overnight oats did you make ?

not you ignoring what I said about tarayummy, how rude

omg that sounds so good, now I want to make it 😫 x

AHHH STOP

THAT MADE ME SO SMILEY

AND OTHER THINGS

THAT WAS SO H OT ???? FOR NO REASON OMG

they were called like strawberry cheesecake? idk it had strawberries, chia seeds, some honey, oats obviously, almond milk, greek yogurt, and some vanilla. i skipped the graham crackers because yuck

I LOVE GRAHAM CRACKERS

do you like cheesecake ?

omg do you drink almond milk ? like instead of regular milk ?

omgggg bubby, we can’t be friends - graham crackers are amazing

oat milk ? no no no, so bad for you, don’t do it

cheesecake can get it any day from me 🤤 x

you’re going to h ate the way me and aurora eat graham crackers hehe we dip them in milk til they get soggy, then we eat them LMAOOO

oat milk is literally sugar water, don’t drink it and and and it’s literally just a cup of carbs which turns into moreee sugar

cheesecake factory date ? ;)

ITS SOOOOO GOOD

easily swayed, we love to see ittt

I prefer regular milk, I’ll drink almond milk if it’s flavored x

IM GAGGED HOW DARE YOU CALL ME THAT RIGHT NOW 😭 x

I’m gonna get a slice of cheesecake and spread it all over my body so you can lïck it off ;)

MILLER REED BEHAVEEEE but yes hehe

you tease 😤 x

I should have already disappeared againnnn, stop distracting meee

just tonightttt :)

distance makes the heart grow fonder

you’ll love me more when I come back hehe

okay okay okay I’m stopping

nooooo I told you I’ll stay with you tonighttt

sureeee, like whattt ?

you’re always feeling like a homebodyyy, but yes, let’s do it :)

taco bell or cheesecake factory ?

ummmm that’s scary

maybe it’s because we didn’t remix from bios like we normally do ?

try to remix my post

iiiiiiii have to tell you something oop

I fell and bruised my chest hehe

and it really freaking hurts right now bleh

no no no, it wasn’t right now

it was like on Tuesday I think or maybe yesterday, I can’t remember

noooo, thank goodness - I was climbing on the counter because I couldn’t reach the touch shelf of the cabinet and my knee slipped so when I feel, my chest took the hit against the edge of the countertop

we are never going to leave me home alone, that’s what we’ll do :)

oh my god, I swear my phone autocorrects to the wrong words sometimes omg

I couldn’t reach the TOP shelf

and my knee slipped so when I FELL

I swear I’m not stupid I g

OMG

YES THATS BAD 😭 that means i text bad all the time and you got so used to it because you never correct me omg

that’s actually so embarrassing omg

are you tireddd ?

hehe cutie cutie cutie

I am a little bit tireddd, but I don’t want to stop talking to you :(

I knowww :( it’s okay, I’ll just get extra shots in my coffee tomorrow x

I’m sureeee

noooo, not coffee shop boy - he’s a little too shy still for that sort of compliment hehe

this was a stranger lmaooo never spoken or seen him in my life

“who told you that you smell good?” you sound like a jealous boyfriend omggg

it wasn’t super creepy because we had been like having small talk before this, so I can see why he would assume that I wanted to “get it” and then I’m guessing he felt weird saying that so he changed it to getting whatever I want haha

you’re cute when you’re jealous :)

not smooth at all, it was a little bit awkward hehe

but I loved the complimentttt

since you brought up coffee shop boyyyy, we should talk about him :)

hehe yes he is, but he gives of very golden retriever vibes

OFF* omg

of course I do, we’re basically friends now :) depending on what time I go in, he’ll ask things about my day and about work and about aurora or we’ll talk about his shift or his day

I told him about my new machineee and he’s offered help if I need it oop

a new friend since ashton dumped me 😤 x

but yes, a friend is all he’ll beeee

can I be super extra honest with you ?

I think that kinda played into me being sad honestly - I think I valued our friendship maybe more than he did ? I can’t know for sure obviously, it just sücks

I reached out to try to end things on better terms and he just ignored my message I’m pretty sure so I deleted it because it made me feel stupid :)

and the worst part is some days I still miss him even though that was such a jerk thing to do lol

it makes me feel like I can just be tossed then picked up again whenever, y’know ?

of courseee, tell me

I wish you would’ve asked me, I think it could’ve been nice to talk about it sooner but I just didn’t want to upset you or bring it up if it made you uncomfortable and things like that

you’re so sweet though 🤍 x

it might’ve made me temporarily anxious, but I wouldn’t have been bothered by it

it’s fine though, I’m focusing on moving on :) there are and will be other people, like coffee shop boy, to focus on

hehe thank youuu

I hope it’s doing me good or else it will have been a waste of days not talking to you :(

ummmm be proud of me though, I’ve lost 4lbs since the first hehe

yeahhhhhhhh

brb I have to peeee

hi I’m back hehe remind me to deep wash my hair tomorrow pls and thanks

I’m just eating healthyyyy 🙊 x

oh wait jk cause we’re not talking again tomorrow ugh

well you can still remind me, I just won’t respond oop

I’m technically not lying because I am eating healthy :)

hehe that was really cuteeee omg

AHHH WE ARE SO CUTE OMG

defineeeee “enough” :)

I knowww, this weekend is going to be horrible because I literally have no plans

STARVING ?! I never said thattt

I’m just counting my calories, that’s all x

wellllll you see, I’ve just been snacking frequently and I having 1 full meal

oh andddd I’m intermittent fasting

so I don’t eat anything til 11 and stop eating by 7 :)

twooooo ? that’s so muchhh

when I feel lightheaded or like I’m about to faint, I just have a snack and then I’m fineee

ummmm shush :)

I have a tiny tummy

it’s only the size of my fist

which actually is very very small

soooo it can really only fit one big meal and lots of tiny snacks

if it was the size of your fist ;) then I could take 3 meals for sureee

will you take me to a hockey game ? hockey boys are so fineee

that’s your fault, I’ve been begging to know the size of your fist ;)

rude, you’re supposed to say “yes my beautiful stunning darling wife baby momma, we can go to all the hockey games so you can stare at all the men that wont be your handsome amazing husband baby daddy”

I’m always doing something to you, silly silly silly :)

soooooo be a good husband and let me stare at them 🤭 x

I don’t know hockey teams oops I just know hockey men hehe

do you knowww hockey teams ?

hehe woah…

yeah those all sound like good teams :) let’s go see them allllll

I think it’s the blackhawks that I like though

brb going to stalk them

ottowa senators ? is that a team ? I like that one hehe

don’t be impresseddd, I’ve never watched a game in my life

what the hellll

I’m trying to send a very innocent sentence and it keeps saying there’s an error

I

just

really

like

Shane

pin

to

OMG HIS LAST NAME IS NAUGHTY ???

LMAOOO NO IM SORRY

and duh, everything I do is cute

wowwww “fü çķ tarayummy” lasted a good… what ? 3 hours ? I’ll take what I can get I guesss

and duh, I like him - he’s literally my type ;)

omgggg the blackhawks was a good choice on my part hehe they have some cutiesss

NO

STALKING

TARAYUMMY

WAIT ?? BECAUSE ACTUALLY THEY HAVE REALLY YUMMY MEN WTG

Colton Dach ??? helloooo

Frank Nazar ??? oh myyyy my my

shut upppp

you know what ? I was going to post a bikini picture for you to stare at but never mind

go look at tarayuckys brown eyes

I wasssss

not a bikini pic but a bathing suit hehe

I bought a new one since the weather is already starting to get warmer during the day, I’ll need it soon enoughhh

so I was gonna show you because I thought I looked quite good in it

but I guess Tara would look better in it

so I’ll just sit on the curb and wait for the trash pick up guys to come and get me

oh so you’re not even going to tell me that I’m not trash ?

and you’re not going to disagree that Tara would look better in it ?

that’s it, I’m going back on my break

bye

no I’m heartbroken

blazeheartbroken

blazecrying

blazeisntascuteastara

tarayummy & blazeyucky

blazevomiting

sigh

it’s fine

you don’t like me anyway

go on a break

tara will be here when you come back, but blaze will be gone

sigh

don’t be sad, I posted for you yayyy

yeah yeah yeah

don’t say I never post anything for you 😑 x

DONT SAY NAUGHTY THINGS WHEN IM TRYING TO BE SAD AT YOU

but I want to hear your noises so bad omg

don’t tease unless you’re going to find a way to send me an audio of you making those noises :(

the girls look good though, huh ;)

ohhh not you disappearing to rub one out oop

mhmmmm enjoy it now, it’s gonna be a few days before you get to see them again ;)

naughtyyyy, miller reed

I’m deleting itttt

ummmm we’ll see

is it ? that’s crazyyy BECAUSE ITS 4am OVER THERE AND YOU NEED TO SLEEP

I can’t come back tomorrow because I like it better when you miss me extra extra hehe

so I have to keep leaving for 3 dayssss

maybeee tomorrow night ?

OH I FORGOT YOURE OFF

you’ll be fine because every time you tell me you have a day off or no plans, you find something to do all day anywayy

so I’ll just be here at night once you’re home and settled :)

bro

ain’t no way you just pulled a jump scare goodnight on me with literally no warning ?

we can’t be friends omg

that was pure evil

can we talk about how your vibe didn’t change even though you’re tired and normallyyy, it would hehe

you’re so mean for just leaving me like thattt

ugh fine goodnight, I love you too :( <3

it’s a good thing :) I had no idea you were tired hehe because normally you start getting grumpy and dry

I love youuuu for putting in the effort, truly <3

I’m really happy we got to talk today tooooo, I really missed you

okayyy you can go to sleep now

goodnight, handsome boyyyy

I’m looking forward to tomorrow night <3

guess whatttt

guessss

okay I’m officially declaring it night time

come pay attention to me right now

listen to dear future husband by Meghan trainor

I was going to tell you that I didn’t go to work today because rora got sickkk

we are on our fifth or sixth movie for today haha I need to make her something for dinner but she’s being extra clingy so I’ve given up, I might just have to order food for her

yesss, she was having the runs all night and she vomited twice :(

I need to find someplace that has soup, she needs chicken noodle or something gentle for her tummy x

yesss :( she keeps crying and it’s hurting my heart

her daddy should make it so momma doesn’t have to spend money :)

my aunt and uncle stopped by unexpectedly so I might respond slower x

you should post a yummy photo for me to comment on too :)