it’ll be okay, silly- are you worried i’ll get mad or something?

alright, go on nutmeg

hm, i see

first, i’ll say that it doesn’t upset me so i don’t want you to worry about it

honestly though, i haven’t thought about it much and i know that sounds stupid- i came back and knew you had/have a boyfriend so it didn’t really occur to me to do a deep dive into my feelings or anything

i’m not quite sure what to say so i’ll say that i do care about you, all i want to do is be there for you again and make up for leaving, i’ve been more focused on that i guess

you don’t have to apologize x

i’m sorry if i’ve made things stressful by coming back aha, certainly not my intention

well actually i have a question

i know you said he was worried about me having feelings for you, were you worried about that too?

or thinking about it at least

i see

were you worried about me having feelings for you too though?

hm, what do you think the right word to use would be?

hm alright, i’ll take that answer i guess

no i don’t think that, you have a boyfriend

before we move on i’ll just say that if i ever do or say something you or your boyfriend wouldn’t like, definitely tell me

sure, it’s what big guys are for x glad we had that talk

i know ;)

i feel like i have more questions but i’ll save them for another time

well actually, i feel like i have concepts of questions instead of actual ones

i don’t know how to ask them

i’ll try to think, put all my big guy power into it

but i hope you won’t worry about it

well don’t worry :/ there’s no reason to, nothing’s gonna change and no one’s mad at you

do you have work tomorrow?

just about our friendship, really- do you work until 6 again?

i don’t know how to ask, nutmeg :( i don’t even know if i have any real questions

do you work on the weekend too?

you can ask, go ahead

and even if you weren’t technically allowed to, you’d still have to ask because now i’m curious

would you have wanted me to?

-_-

it’s hard to say, especially because i already know you have a boyfriend

was that not a good answer

i do, but only in the morning again

hopefully- though i think i might try to channel my inner blaze and get some cleaning done

you’re inspiring, nutmeg

you have too many names to keep track of 😮‍💨 not-Meg/nutmeg, evil queen, jane, blaze inspiring

though i’ve only called you Jane once

oh no

i don’t think i remember it

ohh okay, i see

i like nutmeg the best i think

speaking of cute nicknames

it’s adorable that you call aurora ‘dream girl’

oh yeah? i’m surprised i didn’t know/remember

maybe tomorrow after work or saturday when you’re not busy, i can have rora time again?

okay, good x

aurora dream fits her well, it’s a very cute name

what’s your middle name? i don’t know if you’ve ever told me that either

you’re funny, nutmeg

ah, now i remember

because you were born on the fourth of july, right?

it is, it’s february 8th

wow, now you’ve got the good memory too

gotcha, when’s her birthday?

duhhh is right, how could i forget 💔 don’t tell rora

so you’ve both got exciting birthdays, huh? i feel like that makes sense for you both

of course, she had to make an entrance of course

do you believe in astrology stuff?

sorry to disappoint nutmeg, but i don’t know anything about it either

my sister does so i just wondered if you did too, just a random question

they’re good, same old same old really- you’re an only child, right?

interesting, i used to wonder what it would be like to be an only child

yeah i was gonna say it sounds boring but i didn’t want to be rude aha

maybe rora will have siblings one day

yeah i’m fine, are you?

i’m just tired, but good otherwise

how are you feeling after our talk earlier?

that’s definitely understandable- don’t worry about me though, i’m alright x i just know that you’ve always been a worrier and an overthinker

i do, to know ms blaze ‘inspiring’ justice is to also know your worrying side

but i missed you too, sweet nutmeg x

yes ma’am🫡 except i am about to leave right now to go to bed

so goodnight nutmeg and i’ll talk to you tomorrow of course x

i’m so tired, i’ve been waking up early all week

i’m not built for this, nutmeg 💔 i know half the reason you wake up early is because of aurora but you must be half superhuman or something

no, i can’t make it </3

how’d you sleep though? hopefully well

oh poor nutmeg :( i slept like a rock, though not for nearly as long as i had hoped

i’m assuming you’re at work now

it’s cold here too- snowing and everything😮‍💨 though poor blaze :( hopefully it slows down some so you get a break

and at least you have the weekend off, you can look forward to that x

oh yeah? what do you have planned for the weekend?

ah, lunch with your mom? hopefully that goes well

you do sound like a busy bee, a busy bee blaze

and don’t say how cheesy that was

ohh, now you can be busy bee blaze 2x

did work ever get less busy?

maybe this sounds crazy but sometimes being busy is better than being bored and doing nothing- though hopefully you aren’t being tired out too too much

less than 2 hours x i think

uhhh sure😁 literally couldn’t wait to talk to my evil queen

okay okay okay

literally couldn’t wait to talk to my nutmeg😁

it was very boring unfortunately- work, gym, eat, clean

not interesting or entertaining at all, sorry nutmeg

yeahh i definitely get that, it’s an interesting place to say the least

tell me about your day now

i definitely wouldn’t mind watching her, endless rora time :) is she super hyper now?

well i guess toddlers are always hyper

she’s so real for that- do you consider yourself to be introverted?

interesting interesting, i feel like that’s what i would expect from you

in a good way, the way i said it makes it sound snarky aha

no no no i mean it, you seem extroverted and bubbly but i feel like i can tell you’re a bit introverted at times too

i’m definitely introverted though, nothing exciting or in between

see i definitely agree, it’s much less effort to just stay in instead of going out

which, now that i say that, maybe i’m just lazy instead of introverted

yeah i get that- you said you’re going out with your friends tomorrow right?

do you think you guys will go out out? or stay in and just hang out?

ah, well i hope you have fun when the time comes x

i’m going to bed, nutmeg- sleep well whenever you end up going to bed as well

good morning, nutmeg x

i don’t mean to be off with you :/ i’m not mad or upset or anything, i swear

i actually thought you were the one who was being kind of off with me

are you sure?

i just want to make sure you’re not still worrying or feel awkward talking to me now

no no no, you could never make me feel awkward or anything :/ i’m sorry if i gave you that impression

noo no, i would never ever want that- you’re my nutmeg <3 can’t do without you

and actually, i think i may need your advice on something

okay, well

trying to figure out how to talk it all out

i don’t know what to say

right, i figured that’s what i should do

though i don’t want to😭 i don’t like tough conversations

rather just avoid it entirely

and i don’t want to hurt anyone’s feelings or anything, and i also don’t know if val would feel the same- but i guess i have to ask

thanks, nutmeg <3 definitely needed to talk it out

i’m gonna talk to val first, i think

and i’ll let you know if i get my heart broken by anyone

so then i can have rora time😁

i bet- how is the little princess today?