I forget what it's like to actually know what you're doing with your life and to actually be anticipating stuff happily. I'm not looking forward to Sarah's party, nor going to Cedar Point for orchestra, nor going into the office to get my violin tomorrow

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I forget what it's like to actually know what you're doing with your life and to actually be anticipating stuff happily. I'm not looking forward to Sarah's party, nor going to Cedar Point for orchestra, nor going into the office to get my violin tomorrow

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that caption's kind of depressing I'm sorry I'll leave
BRO ITS OKAY I CAN TALK TO YOU EVEN THOUGH IM LAME
it's fine I'm fine you don't have to talk to me if you don't want to I'm good I'm chill I'll be fine probably maybe idk haha I'll be fine I'm just-anxiety y'know?
I don't have anxiety so I don't personally know how you feel, but my mom and best friend both have anxiety and I've understood it secondhand. but it's probably way worse than I could ever comprehend so I'm sorry if I can't help but I dint mind taking at all
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I was typing fast sorry
it's fine I type really fast too and make tons of errors too. it's nothing really, I'm just scare I won't enjoy myself and I'll hate being at Sarah's and I'll have an awful time at Cedar Point and idk I'm just freaking out over nothing
just calm don't and don't overthink. distract yourself. maybe rewatch a childhood movie or write a story or watch the Youngblood chronicles over again
I'm trying to, I'm trying not to think about it by just paying attention to the lyrics of the songs I'm listening to and just paying attention to what I'm posting. thanks for the recommendations though, I'll probably use those some other time or in a few minutes if I'm still freaking out
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