I cut myself for one week at the beginning of the year but I then stopped myself after we had a chorus competition I had forgotten about, and the dresses had no sleeves. I spent the day trying to hide it from my best friend and eventually she saw, then was like "no wonder you tried to hide it, it looks like..." and I was like "yeah I know, it's awful, but Ally cat got mad at me." I wanted to cut for like the next five months and almost started at the beginning of the school year, but then I suddenly didn't want to. It's weird. Despite how much I always wanted to, I stopped. I think fantasizing the idea of doing it helped, and then not taking action. But yeah. Willpower bruh 😭