HIIII

heyyy

i need to pee 😬

I love you❤️

heyy

hahahaha

i havent peed bc ive been in a wet suit :(

and I need a nap and some coffee hahaha

ily222

ok!!!

❤️❤️HAHAHAHA really Oml excuse me idk why that’s so funny

😂😂😂😂

OMG!! I TANNED!! i have tanneddd

Oml apparently ppl are making FAN PAGES now like wth is going on

YEA BABE GET THAT TAN ❤️😂

yehh

I don’t understand!!!!

ill send u a photo of my tan later!! i have a very clean tan line on my arms 😂

very nice bae

ikr

lol

i feel dead and my legs hurttt

i capsized so many times when sailing its not even funny 🤣

I’m not even gonna lie to u that collage you did as a face reveal I can’t stop staring at it 😂😂😂

whyyy!???

because ur stunning💖😘

i disagree tbh… :,)

SHUSH😑😑😑

lol 😆

you just SHUSH you look absolutely f$$$ing beautiful and I don’t wanna here a single thing about how you think you look “ugly”

aww thanks bbg 😘

yw bbg❤️❤️❤️

i wanna sleep tbh 😂

same tho I’m ngl I’m exhausted and I want snuggle

snuggles*

i will snuggle u 🤗

really?

yehhhh

my body is also very sore 😂

*snuggles*

fun :,)

YESS I GET SNUGGLES FROM A PRETTY GIRL YAYYY!!!

yea no not really

yeh i feel like that rn 😂

haha

im waiting for my dad to get me 😬

noice

omg I h8te these dumba&& h8te pages if they don’t go away soon imma lose my sh!+

also your almost at 500 followers and I’m almost at 600 woooootty

I’ll brb I gotta make a collage on the other account

oh ok!! sorry my dad got me and i need to sort out my bags with my wet stuff in it

thats what she said ;-;

ohh yeh, i am 🤣

OHHHH YES 600!!! WHOPPP

lollll

right..

ain’t nobody gonna look if they do I swear I’ll end them…

oh ok thanks :)

omg I have a black eye and a heavily bruised cheek from wrestling practice hahaha I’m lookin a little ugly

impossible!!

u never look ugly :))

nah like actually I’m lookin ugly haha

yea right

disagree :,)

whatever you say boo whatever you say

😆

im watching Brooklyn 99….

I figured haha

I have a stupid song stuck in my head 😂

my cat looks dead… but shes not?

i have Coffee by Beabadoobee in my head 😂

OMG have you heard “In the Stars” by Benson Boone omg I love him

hahaha

no??

I have Boyfriend by Dove Cameron in my head rn

omg u need to listen to it!!

i havent really listened to Dove Cameron BUT damñ shes hawt 🙄

but ur better 😅

she is tho I’m not even gonna lie

you’d like boyfriend

it’s a good song

awwww!!

i will… when i have time… if i have time??

my cat is laying in my legs and im laying on my stomach and she’s clawing my a&&

if I have time yeah that’s my life too 😂😂😂

omg the fedex man just ran into my dog…..omg….she’s fine but she got thrown into my other car…those a&&esdrive way to fast…

drive*

oh no :((

yea she’s ok tho but like fr don’t drive so fast ughhh

babe do u love me enough to make me a new icon?

lol

I want it with this photo if you wanna make one you can if not it’s ok :)

ohhh yeh sureee

tyyy!!!

sorry I like just got done w school haha

my stomach hurts

i feel suicidal lol

awww *hugs* what’d wrong? ❤️

what’s*

dont wanna talk abt it :(

aww r u sure?

you can tell me anything

fine :(

:)

in my friend group at school, im always the one left out. idk why but Isabel (who is kinda the main attention of the group) just always finds a way to get rid of me. she was gettinf very emotional as shes been doing the past couple of weeks and i said AS A FLIPPING JOKE “oh no, not this again?” and she said “shut up! u literally had a mental breakdown in gym class” and i said “well thats not my fault” she said “well whose fault was it??” and i sadi “no ones” and she said “aha EXACTLY!”

oh…

well then…

that’s not right sorry I should leave sorry

like does that bitt ch know what i go through? that mental breakdown in gym i literally just wanted to kill myself. and u know why? because shes always a bitt ch to me! and bc im actually nice! i didnt say it was her fault abt the breakdown in gym yet she is still a bitt ch to me :(

i mean… i dod attempt suicide after gym but thats not the point

some people are legit f$$$ing annoying that’s why I don’t do friend groups I’m a loner

haha

you did WHAT?!

why the h&ll wasn’t I informed of this?!

it was like 2 months ago 😐

😑

well..

…

……

well I thought abt sh the other day..

and i just dunno what to do anymore… i just wanna go kill myself and just end it bc i cant live like this everyday of my life 😭

WHAT!? i assume u didnt??? 💕

aww babe 😭😭😭

unfortunately no I didn’t..

good job ❤️ 😊

thanks ig..kinda wish I did tho..

well dont! ok? its not worth it xx

u sure?xx

yes

ehh..

im like 2 weeks and 4 days sh clean! and honestly im pretty happy w myself! sometimes i wanna cut but i dont! bc ik ill be disappointed in myself if i do cx

awww xxx

xx

what what’s up babe why r u freaking out 😂😂😂

ur mom 😼

ur mom really….

hmmm I’m gonna lose my sh!+ with Zoey in about five sec because I’m over it

what’s happening!???!?

Zoey told me to “back off” George like bruh wtfffff I don’t even like him also I’m taken so who tf are you to dictate that….ughhhhhhhh

also I have to go somewhere I don’t want to go later because 1. I’m tired 2. I’m gonna h8te it 3. I need coffee and 4. I also need a hug cause I’m super depressed rn but it’s fine

aww im sorry bbg :(

*hugs*

:(

I also just wanna cry cause I feel like no one needs me anymore like I’m useless

also can u see my pfp? because for some reason I tried to post that pic several times and it wouldn’t work…

nnoo!! i need u!! ur the reason im not dead 😂

yeh i can see ur pfp

idk I just feel like my self worth is low…

NO!! stop thinking that! ok? ur beautiful and ilysm!! ur worth sm and im so lucky to have u as my gf xx

aww xx❤️

new collage

I’m struggling…rn..

oh whats up??

just feel like giving up is all…

no pls dont!!

😭😭😭😭

all I do is get yelled at reprimanded and shamed….I don’t belong here

u do tho! u belong here! u were made for a reason!!!

really?

yeh!! ofc!!

hmm

idk I just feel numb…

also your really pretty❤️❤️❤️🥰😘

YOU make me happy! YOU make me feel like none of the bad stuff matters! YOU are the reason im happy after a year! YOU are the reason im not dead! seriously idk what i would be without u!!

aww thanksss!!

awww🥰

yw! :)

:))

also I thought I was gonna see your tan 😂😂😂😂😂

NO!! its really bad 😅

awww common 😂😂😂

see I don’t tan I burn 😂😂

NOOO!!!

Never :,£

:,)*

rude..🥺

WELL… mmm

can I at least see more pictures of my pretty gf 🥺 they make me smile

fine 🙄

yay 😂

lol

:)

i could slep rn 😬

same

it’s only 2:39pm for me and I’m tired like I might actually take a nap

its 7:40pm for me rn 😐

yikes lol

I’m just laying in bed chillin

lol im watching modern family w my friend 😃

noice

I love u ❤️❤️

ily2

I’m sleepy

and my back hurts 😂

same

well not my back hurting

lol

😂

hdhf bc hfhfhfjfhfnfjfjf

not even gonna ask…

🤣

question

u have just accepted the fact im weird 😛

do u get summer break? assuming you do

what?

yeh i think so

yes I have lol 😂

nice I get off school next Wednesday 😭😭😭

it like the end of june for 2 months

damnn

yea I think I go back beginning of September

fun

yurp

I’m going to the beach next weekend lol

ohhh fun 😀

my friends kittens are climbing on me and i feel outnumbered 😐

I fell asleep

fun 🤣

oh ima remix my makeup bc i kinda like it 😜

heyy

heyyy

okay!!

hehe

adorable

ik 😐

lol 😂😂

im tired 😂

same tho ngl 😂😂

idk im always tired 🤣

lol same

how’s ur day been bbg ❤️❤️

long

this weekends been sooo longggg

on Friday after school i went shopping w my friend and had a sleepover at hers. after that a different friend invited me out (THE SAME DAY!) and then today i met another friend… its been stressful ngl 😅

hbu?

hey! i think im having a breakdown

awww sorry bbg❤️❤️❤️

its alright its not ur fault :)

I love you :)

ily2

i feel dead rn 🤣

hi bby :)

heyyy

how r u?

omg I’m tired 😂😂😂😂

had a very long weekend

I love you ❤️❤️❤️

oh what happened on ur weekend? 💕

ily2 xxx

I went to a national wrestling tournament with my mom,sis and a friend ;)

OHHH HOW DID U DO???

think 8th overall

which is alright ig

OHH CONGRATULATIONS 🥳

thanks!!

lol me logging in and out of all my acc 😐

I’m so tired!!!!!! physically but mostly mentally

hahahaha

bruh sameeee

i h8te school life 😐

why is life so draining someone f@@@ing tell me

I’m out of school soooo…can’t say I feel the same haha

omg I got a hair cut and I love my hair haha

a bunch of drama keeps happening and im barely holding it together 😭

i dont wanna explain bc i cant be bothered to explain 🙄

OMG SHOW ME UR HAIR CAYYY

oh no tell me everything I’m here for you🥰🥰

idk cant be bothered tbh…

ok

gimme a sec

i mean i could copy and paste a message i sent to my friend abt it :,)

ok I don’t have any makeup on so don’t judge

Well… in the bathroom i was in a stall sorting… feminine things… and coral and kate come in. Kate is busy using the bathroom and coral is waiting for her… (these r fake names btw)

Coral says “it stinks in here i wonder what big bad animals have been living in here” and kate says “something beginning with L” then they both laugh and i just wanna cry… but before they leave they say “imagine crying in the bathroom all lunch… how sad?”

ok

OH NO I WONT JUDGEEE!! sorry i didnt see that message 😐

go to the neon purple to see the pic…when ur ready :)

UR HAIR IS ADORABLE 🥰

omg I’m so sorry girls r so mean…what a bunch of b&&&&

idk anymore i just h8te myself for being annoying to others… i just feel like a waste 😭

bby what other ppl think doesn’t matter your not a waste YOU gotta find your self worth nobody is gonna hand it too you I had to learn to find mine on my own because when I needed other ppl they all left me….

:(

ngl when we were at the tournament over h the e weekend I lost my AirPods and my mom just texted me she found them on the floor in the car 😂😂😂😂😂

thanks bbg

omg what??? found airpods lmaooo

wait… do u still go on ur sisters phone for PC?

also i gtg to bed now so gn!! ily pls stay safe and dont die on me bc i need u 💀❤️😘

yes I use my sisters phone for pc unfortunately….I’ll try bby I’m just having a really hard time rn…love you sleep good❤️❤️❤️

love u too

I love you more

omg I need one more follower!!!!!!

EEEEEE

dang i have 101 followers on my second acc 😐

OMG I DID IT!!!!

WHOOOOOOPPPPPP

IKR!!!!!!!!

I’m depressed rn like badly so I’m listening to my sad playlist and wanting to cry

I have an idea can u gimme the mirror selfie of u pwease :)

new post

your gonna love it ;)

dont be depressed:((!! u just got 600 followers literally 600 people care abt u 😭

i do looove ittt

awww

good lol

i gtg to bed bc i am tired and if i dont sleep i will be dead tmwr 😐

night!! luv u!! cx

ok wait a sec tho I have a pic to show u

go to my pride post

ik i love itt

awww thanks

npp

girl, ilysm!! seriously u dont even know!! i cant put it into words how much i love u!! sorry a lot has happened within the past hour and im very emotional 🥲

also… ik ur bi and i think ur attracted to boys and girls… even tho i don’t identify as a girl… do u still love me? xx

awwwwww yes baby girl I do love you yes I am bi I’ll love you any way I can get you❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️ ALWAYS!!!

why would you think I don’t love you 🥺

sorry I’m in a depressed phase of life lately I’m done and wanna give up….

also sorry I haven’t been on lately I’m been EXTREMELY BUSY I have a pool memebership so I’m at the pool a lot and wrestling practice basically im full on busy

also I’m just gonna be honest…..idk why but I have felt super straight lately like something’s wrong but I like girls more so I don’t get it tbh I’m super new to lgbtq and figuring it all out so idk….

ok yeh makes sense 😂

sorry abt the vent 😂

pls dont give up bc i will cry and kill myself 😔

aww

idk just because im not a girl… and idk i just h8te being mis-gendered as a girl and idk i just get body dysphoria

ahh

dang last time i went to a pool was like November and i had sm make-up on my legs 😐

lol

dude I literally just h8te feeling straight lately….

yeh 😞

🥺

idk I have a strange feeling lately

r u straight?

idk….

I’m thinking maybe idk it’s just that every guy that passes I think oooooooooo

random question….if we ever broke up would we still be friends….?

oh…

uh… idk… i just dunno…

i mean i am kinda friends with my ex but… idk its really awkward

why r u wanting to break up?

no just curious….

oh god… sorry abt her… she can be… very protective bc shes the best friend ever when shes not threatening you… haha dont take it personally:)

yeah lol

……

…

sorry abt ur breakdown ive not been on bc i was sailing :(

all good

but yeh… uhh… do u love me? bc if ur straight u probably wouldn’t like me… which would make sense im just a weirdo who just gets excluded and shh it

well I love you and I have decided I’m bi and proud of it I don’t wanna change who I am

yeee!! i mean u could prefer guys?? idk thats just something ahah

i mean i prefer girls to the point I literally thought i was a lesbian for a week

dang

ik

I’m done my depression is awful my household hurts me mentally no one cares abt me or loves me and I’ve had it I can’t take it anymore I feel like a psycho path no one likes

omg my friend, love her… but uhh yeh… pls i would miss u to the point i would literally kill myself. i feel embarrassed now 🙈

yeh i talk abt u a lot 😂

I DEFO LOVE U IN A ROMANTIC WAY

oh, my friend meant she liked u in a friend-ish way ohh

pls hold on bbg… ily to the moon and back and I seriously dunno what i would do without u xx

PLEASE ARE YOU SERIOUSLY OK? UR LITERALLY FREAKING ME OUT AND I KEEP BLAMING MYSELF AND I JUST NEED U! SERIOUSLY I JUST REALLY WANT U TO KNOW THAT I FREAKING LOVE U AND I KEEP CRYING EVERY NIGHT BC IDK IF UR OK AND I JUST DUNNO ANYMORE AND I JUST LOVE U SM AND IF U DONT REPLY THEN… i will assume ur death and will end up killing myself… ily

hey hey I’m ok calm down it’s ok I haven’t been on cause I’ve been busy ( I have a job) sorry forgot to mention that I love you a lot and could never leave you and lol yes your friend is funny 😂

my dad is drunk and punched a hole in his computer and yelled….

oh ok understandable:,)

i just got really worried 😐

omg what? ur dad? is he that strong green guy from the marvel thingys?

idk but I was outside luckily…my sister came outside panicked and told me I went in the house and his hand is bleeding and my sister is crying….( I am the oldest of four) so yeah I had a panick attack and eventually fell asleep

omg wth??

sorry if i don’t reply im currently on a boat for like 14 hours (its been like 6 so far)… so i wont be online and my phones at like 9 percent and i have no charger 😐

anyway… love u and i gtg or i will get sea sick 😂

awwwww ok love you too bbg have fun! also many questions abt being on a boat for 14hrs when u come back 😂😂😂

lol ok me is back now 😂

right ok… soo… i was tired last night so i didn’t explain why i was on a boat. i was on a really famous boat w my dad and it was a 14 hour cruise around the Scottish isles and stuff 😂

damnnnn sounds fun!!

I miss you (hugs) and I love you….(btw I’m totally not crying when I say this) you truly don’t know how much you mean to me I’d be so lost without you maybe even dead….sad to think abt but it’s true so thank you for everything you’ve helped me through

aww same here tho!! you seriously r the best person everrr!!

😭😭😭

u good? xx

yeah been busy xxx

how’ve you been?!

btw if you just say stuff I’ll answer it eventually 😂😂😂

ive been busy too!!

im on a boat trip… until like… Friday 😩

dangggg

ye 😔

Laia I have to tell you something

what? r u ok? xx

hey, i wanted to talk to u abt this and im not breaking up w u! but i wanted to recommend Childline? its a UK thing but u could lie and say u live in the uk? idk i was emailing them abt how u were scaring me abt ur mental health and they recommend that I recommend Childline to u? they have councellors and they have a private thing so they wont tell anyone unless they think someones life is in danger, or if u ask them too!

hmmm that’s neat…sorry my mental health scared you it’s been scaring me too truthfully I don’t like telling other ppl things so not sure that’d be for me

umm…I have something I need to discuss with you like soon it’s abt our relationship….just get back to me when you can

oh… is uh… everything ok?

u know u can tell me anything? right? xx

im just scared now haha… idk my stomach is off now and i cant stop getting worried and overthinking this. 😭 💕

Laia idk if I can do this anymore

I love you more than words can say but I feel like I’m causing you to be more depressed

why the heck would u think that? that’s literally the dumbest thing ever. u literally make me so happy! u dont even know how happy u make me. i love u so so so much, literally words ain’t enough to describe how much i love u! (ignore the chloe moriondo/tessa violet reference). just please understand that. ilysm bbg xx 😘😍🥰😻💕🫶🫶

ilysm tooo bbg sorry im not doing super good with my mental health rn been trying to stay off of here but I miss you

i miss u too!! but I understand take ur time bbg!! xx

I’ve also been extremely busy at work sooo

yeh, fair enough:,)

I’m sorry abt the story

its all good!! dww!!

idk what one u mean tbh 😂

hope ur ok!! and im here if u ever wanna talk :))

the rape one

I’m alright

ig

yeh its suckedd… but im beginning to slowly process it :(

I feel sick

oh no!!

u ok?

well obviously not :(

hope u get better soon xx

tyy bbg I miss you like heck and back tbh ✨✨✨

it won’t let me say he$$ ughhhh

babe….the one your friend mention that wasn’t on a whole lot would that be me by any chance…cause if it is I’m so so so unbelievably sorry I literally haven’t been able to be on at all lately because my sister and I work a lot I’m hoping I get my own phone again soon probably won’t happen tho but I shall try my very best to be on without getting caught. please please please from the bottom of my heart eat for me please you can’t starve yourself bae I care about you so much you literally have no clue!! ik your sh is bad and I hope it gets better!!! I’m sorry that you tried to commit suicide but please try to stay for me!! PLEASE!! if I had my way we’d be snuggling in bed and I’d snuggle you till we died together you make me sooo happy YOUR the reason I smile everyday YOUR the reason I laugh everyday YOUR the reason I’m still here do you realize how important you are to me if I lost you I’d cry and cry and cry till one day I commit suicide just to be with you. your my angel literally I love you babe! Love ,Willa

sorry i didnt have time to replay yesterday ^^

thanks :))

im really overwhelmed by long messages so idk how to reply

BUT ILYSMMMM!!! i always will :)

lol sorrryyyy!!!

Itss all goooodddd!!! Ilyyy

how ya feeling?

I’m busy watching Alexa and Katie on Netflix and babysitting a dog while eating Mac and cheese. lol

Meh im in PAINNN!! Dunno when im gonna be let out of this hospital but yeh IT HURTTSSSS!! Bruh Alexa and Katie are the best 😂

yesssss right tho I love them!!!!

I’m so sorry about that btw I hope you feel better

Its all good!! Sorry for not being active recently i just dont wanna bc im struggling and i cant really post on pc and look after myself :(

Ily tho pls dont forget that :,)

ik bbg I love you too I miss you so much I literally cried the other night cause I needed a hug

also if I don’t respond soon my pic collage won’t update so if you text me and I don’t respond for days I’m sorry!!!

our time difference messes with me too lol

Its ok dw!! Sorry, i just logged in again… ive been through a ton of s*** recently and im struggling. But im starting therapy again soo… yeh haha. But ily… sssssm. Uhh i wont see ur messages a lot either bc im not logged in much lol. But feel free to vent if u want might just take me a while to reply! *hugs tight*

same tho like why tf is so much going on!!!! I I’m hit my head again at practice…have a minor concussion…not in the right headspace and honestly just f******* tired of life all I’ve wanted to do for the past three days is k!ll myself…..my birthday is the 6th so 15 yay….not lol but at least there’s cake…..idk I just don’t wanna be here anymore and ik that sounds selfish but I’m literally so done with life….everyone I knew kinda drifted away from me like I was some kinda disease….idk I’m just not happy….anyways there’s my vent and life lately I love youuuuuuu!!!!!!

Omg im crying now haha… pls dont babe. Life will get better trust me!! I get that trying is hard… but u just need to power through. Trust me, as a person who currently has broken bones from attempted suicide, its not worth it! U are the best gf i could ever ask for, i will NEVER find someone better than u (mainly bc it’s impossible to be better than u!!) just hang in there, please. I just love u sm and if i lost u… i would be lost myself. I wouldn’t process it. I would cry so much and i dont think i can cope in life without u. I’ll keep holding u tight until ur ok. If we knew each other irl… i would hold ur hands tight and apart so u cant hurt urself or leave me and the people who love u (including me…) my friend does that a lot and it helps me a lot!! Just please be careful. Ilysm pls understand that!! Xxxx

Sorry abt ur concussion as well :(

Happy birthday if im not online :)

HAPPY BIRTHDAY FOR TOMORROW!! ILY AND I ALWAYS WILL NEVER FORGET THAT 😁

THANK YOUUUUU!!!!!!!

I LOVEEE YOUUUU!!!

Ily2

Listen to ‘Its U’ by Cavetown bc its basically how i feel abt u <3

awwwww

I miss you

hiiii

I miss u too!! Sorry for scaring u. My mental health is s*** and my mums best friend passed yesterday and she was the best:(

omg I’m so sorry at least tell me next time please!!!!

also u can tell me anything

Yeh its ok… im trying to deal with it but jts just hard. And im having a fake smile on all the time. School life is awful. Im never myself anymore im just a fake personality and the world is against me rn

Seriously the world hates me. I got 13/40 of a physics test yesterday 😭

ily ty for staying with me 💗💗💗💗

HEYYYYY just know I love you always will try to keep your head up baby girl life gets better I love you so much I’m literally crying while writing this you make me so unbelievably happy sorry I haven’t been on much life’s hectic I’m doing swimming wrestling and weight lifting sooo lots to do on top of school don’t even get me started on school

aww ily2!! i hope life gets better for u too! thanm u tho for making me happy!! im trying to become sh clean and im 2 days clean and ngl its stressful but im keeping busy to distract myself from sh… omg not school i literally failed 2 tests this year already 😩

Oml I’m sorryyyy abt the tests!!!!!! KEEP IT UP BABY GIRL YOU GOT THIS I BELIEVE IN YOU!!!!!❤️❤️❤️❤️💅🏼💅🏼💅🏼💅🏼💅🏼💅🏼

so I have homecoming tomorrow and I also have an infection behind my ear so I feel like utter sh!! and my mom is trying to get medicine for me that the doc won’t give her so I am left miserable

also if my sis and I take pictures I’ll send them to u cause I’m getting my hair done tomorrow and stuff

bruh I’m legit so excited and yet so sick there’s also and after party at an arcade not sure if I’m going to that or not my guy friend is coming to but my anxiety is to high to dance sooooo 😂😂😂😂😂

I really wish you lived by me we would’ve had soooo much fun together

omg i hope u have had/have fun? idk if its already happened or its in the future… nah im gonna study for the tests like 10 times harderrr!! awww sorry abt ur ear infection thingyy… ive been busy stand up paddle boarding and I DIDNT FALL IN! IM BERY HAPPY ABT THAT BC I DID NOT WANNA FALL IN!! plus its october and scotland so the water is like ice lmaoo! bruh we have a scottish caeleigh w school at xmas… im not going i refuse bc last year i went and i hated it… but i’ll probably dance w my friend as girls cant dance w girls… hes gay tho (hes a guy) and so am i so like… it wouldn’t mean anything 😂. but have fun and i’ll ttyl!! luv u!! hopefully i’ll be back online soon bc i miss pc but i am loving spending time w family and friends like a lot more. but im hoping to be back after xmas… depends on how i feel bc mentally im doing awful rn… literally the past month my longest sh streak was 2 days 😔

omg so many word!!! GREAT JOB ON NOT FALLING IN!!!! damnn it I wished I lived in Scotland sooo pretty and come back whenever you feel like it bbg just know I’m always here to help you!!! omg so my guy friend he’s straight but I highly doubt I’d dance with him cause he’s awkward nice but kinda strange 😂😂 like fr I don’t get it. IM SO HAPPY that your spending time with ur fam and friends your sooo strong ilysm you literally make me laugh so hard every time we talk godamnn it I’m lucky 🤭❤️😮‍💨

yeah my lymph nodes on the right are swollen and I was like wtff so my mom took me to the doctor….now I’m 15 and have never gotten blood taken never wanted too h$te needles but they made me take blood and they think I have mona so yay to feeling like sh!!

omg 😆 nah i got like 7 blood tests when i was a youngin and idek why i had to get so many but it was depressing ngl

LOL 😂😂

I miss you like he”” and back also homecoming was a blast

also I have the Covid so I feel like sh!! apparently that’s why my lymph nodes where swollen 😂😂😂

oh god not covid 😣

i literally tested positive for covid on ny birthday so i didnt even feel like i had a birthday this year tbh. ok… j was in a school trip and i tested before i went and i was negative but i started to get covid symptoms and feeling awful the second day… anyway it was 3 days long and we came back on my bday and bc i felt awful i tested and it was positive to that was great, love that, but it’s honestly making my 15th more exciting tbh bc i basically didnt have one this yesr 😐

awwww

I miss u so much… I have a really busy week so if I don’t answer I know why….also I don’t have work all week cause the kids I babysit got sick 😂 so praying I don’t get sick again…also has anyone ever told you how absolutely beautiful you are 💅🏼 like fr tho I literally can’t ur so pretty

bruh not me blushing rn 😐… but ur SOO FREAKING PRETTY TOO LIKE OMG IM SO LUCKY TO HAVEE UUU!! <33

how u can babysit idk kids annoy me to the point i get stressed and scream… so thats fun 🤩

LOL I made my high school varsity team for wrestling so I actually have to take time off wrestling

also I love youuuuu keep hanging in there babe your doing great!!!! 🤌🏼🤌🏼💓💓💓💓

fr tho if I was with you irl I’d always be there when you needed me I would probably live like not even five min from you 😂I just love you that much and hey remember your always LOVED even when you think you aren’t ily babe your doing great keep it up! you mean so much to me like honestly I have never been with someone that ik truly loves me it is such a good feeling you make me so unbelievably happy I really wish I was with you cause I need a hug 😂 I am childish

bruh how can u wrestle like bruh i don’t wrestle im wayyy too weak 😂

ilyt like sm u dont even know 😭 literally the other day i saw this online couple meet irl and i cried and imagined it was us when we r old enough to do whatever we want without our parents:,)

but u literally make me soo happyyyy! and trust me i act like a ten year old so dw if u act childish… i do too and yeh 😂

I like wrestling makes me feel like a bada&&

I also lift weights so I don’t feel weak XD

omg 😭😭😭 i love that story and fr tho it will be us I am so happy when I have a house and do whatever to f I want 😭😭😭

SAME THO.. right when ur older ur getting a flight to Scotland and u will stay here forever :’)

I love you 😘😘😘😘😘😭😭😭

you need to watch that couple on YouTube Caitlyn and Leah they remind me of you and me

bruh i already watch them Liao

lmaooo*

i seriously h8te auto correct

lolllll

then u know what I mean

bruh you know what I wish I wish I could do my eyeliner everyday you know why I can’t WRESTLING cause I’m to lazy to do it then wipe it off 😂😂😂

that was a random ADHD moment 😂😂😂

idk why but I am very lonely rn…

but i miss u… thats one thing i miss abt pc… it u! ilysm and i wish i could be online everyday, but i need to do well in school and mentally so i really dont have time for pc rn :(

bro my first comment didnt send :(

i would do eyeliner everyday… but i only really do it when i can be bothered. but mental health rn it uncontrollable and its going backwards and sh is just not going well… does it count if im 30 mins clean? haha. but yeh schools stressing my out but ima talk to my therapist tomorrow bc im not feeling good mentally haha

that’s a good idea…I umm have to talk to you about something…it’s important

u can tell me! im here :))

pls tell me soon… im overthinking and getting scared… 😭

I ummm..idk if I can tell you…I…don’t…think I’m gay…

I have cried for three days straight about this…

it is 100% me you don’t do anything wrong…but I struggle with long distance relationships just how I am and I h$te it…

I don’t know what’s wrong with me anymore literally nothing feels right it’s like I was doing good now I’m a sad mess again….

oh… right… its fine, its fine… i can deal with that its fine… its ok,

ur being sarcastic and ik it…

idk I think I just need a break…I wish I could just take a break from life and come back when I feel like it😂…

could you just tell me how you feel about it..

idk how i feel abt it tho… im sad ok? im sad, disappointed, just all the negative emotions… so u didnt love me that whole time? u were lying to me? i just, thought u were the one for me…

no I wasn’t lying to you Laia…I do still love you with all my heart..I just idk….sorry I didn’t respond sooner I was at a national tournament all weekend

I just idk anymore ok?! nothing I do goes right! literally nothing I try to k!!! myself doesn’t work I try to pass at school doesn’t work I try to have friends doesn’t work I give the f&&& up ok I give up all I wanna do is die ok and I can’t help that thought

but if u loved me u wouldnt be wondering if u were straight… i dont know either! i jusr dont know… im not in the right blooming mindset for this! i just cant deal with this rn. i just cant. we r done ok? we aren’t together anymore…. im sorry. have a nice life

here’s how my life is going….my hormones are f$$$ed I have to get them checked my mom is putting me in therapy….I’m going on anti-depressants….she thinks I’m some psychopath who needs to be put in a mental hospital….alll of my friends have left me….you left me…..I have nothing left to live for rn NOTHING and every time I try to sneak away to die my family magically finds a way to rope me into something so I can’t sneak away…..I’m sorry Laia I just can’t handle a relationship rn……my sh is out of control I barely eat…and all I do is wish I could float away…..I get bullied daily….I’m failing school big time…..Laia I am doing this for you because you don’t need to be stuck with a miserable loser like me…

I love you and I want you to have a happy successful life….I am just trying to help you because I am nothing but a useless loser that’s all I’ve ever been since birth…in fact I shouldn’t have even been born….trust me you don’t want to be with me….I did you a favor Laia and I’m sorry if the favor hurts it hurts me to but it is what’s best for you ily pls know that…💗

ok… look im sorry… just bc we aren’t together rn doesn’t mean that we cant be friends?? pls believe me that ur mum only wants whats best for u!! she always will and always has!!

I’d love it if we could be friends :)

idk she still threatens me with that sh!+ like daily just annoying I also have terrible social anxiety sooo that doesn’t help 😂

I really want 2022 to be over already even tho I know 2023 will probably be worse for me…

nah seriously 2022 not my year i’ve already fu***d ip 2023… 2024 is gonna be my year 😁

yup agreed tho

yeh 2022 is not off to a good start so thats great 😃

agreed

I h&te 2023 so far because I will be nervous for the next month and a half I have states soon for wrestling and let’s just say I have had to many panic attacks about it!!! also I am very lonely rn….

omg sorry i never saw thiss!! 😞

bruh dont worry abt finals cuz ur gonna do great

i get feeling lonely… but its only temporary! i promise

bruh so I figured out states is 15u meaning 15 and under so I won’t get stuck with them f$$$ing seniors less goooooo lol

also I popped my hip outta place so it hurts

you need to listen to Vaultboy he’s a music artist and you’ll love him

I’ll give you some songs:Aftermath,This is what I get, Disaster and I wish u knew

Serious question whenever you have the time

omggg sorry i forgot to check thisss :(((

u can ask me anything ofc :0

ok so I really like this guy and I need to know if I should risk my sanity and tell him I like him or keep it to myself and let nothing happen of it idk what to doooooooo

idk bc i dont rlly like guys so idk if i can help u :,)

I mean like in general how to tell your crush that you like them

I need someone’s help I am a lost cause alone 😂😂😂

idk bc the last person i told i liked was toxic to me 🤩

damnn I am sorry♥️👌🏼

ok so you know how I have my alt acc well…I didn’t block my ex in there….and I just saw a recent pic of him and he looks like he’s on some kind of drug should I umm block him like for my own protection?

… tbh probably

think I will

ok I blocked him…there’s no way I am going to deal with his drug addict self

On a completely different note…How have you been?

meh… tbh dont rlly wanna talk abt it cuz im just sh** rn :)

hbu?

same…but I have a bf now and he helps me a lot :)

:)

hey

heyyy!!

hru doing?x

I’m uh okie ig.my sh thoughts are tho…haven’t done it yet but I’m waiting for the moment I lose it…

bro I logged onto my alt acc and saw my ex made a whole new account just to get ahold of me….like f888ing creepy much….