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i know that’s how you see it, but considering she’s now feeling “confused” by it, i don’t think she feels the same.
that’s not up to me, max. that’s fully up to you. it’s just… getting old. it’s draining.
it’s fine, i just… yeah. i dunno.
no, not really.. but do you need a hug? i just know if you hug ME I’ll probably lose it lol, but if I hug YOU it’ll probably be fine
yeah, im sure.. this isn’t a situation i want to keep crying over, yknow?
i just… i feel bad for the girl, yknow? im just… conflicted ):
like… i want her happy and i want her daughter to be happy. ive been in her situation before, yknow? but… i dunno.
no no no, i know you are. that wasn’t meant to be a criticism towards you ):
then let’s cuddle up so you can talk it out and cry, yeah?
okay, let’s go to the couch then? and i promise to just listen, i need to hear how you feel.
*heads over to the couch with you and sits, patting the spot beside me before holding my arms open*
*holds you close to me and rubs your back gently, sighing a bit* talk to me, max
so… what do you think the solution is, then? *brings my hand up to run it through your hair gently, keeping you close to me*
okay, okay.. *keeps you close to me and moves my hand down to rub your back instead, biting my lip*
*pulls you a bit closer to me and allows you to cry, rubbing your back gently* let it out
*hums lightly to keep you a bit calm, but allowing you to cry as you need to*
*adjusts the way I’m sitting after you start to sit up, looking down at you* any better?
*smiles a little and nods, keeping my gaze on your eyes* i love you too. a lot.
*nods a little in response and pecks your lips back lightly*
hey… *frowns a little and looks at you* you didn’t do anything wrong.
so… although i disagree, let’s say you’re correct. what would you do? or what do you want ME to do?
do you…. would it be easier for us to like… just not do this?
i dunno… i just feel like it’s not diana being a problem, but moreso me? if that makes any sense?
no no, you wouldn’t lose me.. i just.. i dunno. i know we could figure this out, but i also feel like I’m a cause in all this
you wouldn’t, but i get what you mean. and i also don’t think it’s solely you. i always have in the back of my mind that I’m not enough for you.. and it’s not because of anything you’re doing or saying. it’s just how i feel? i dunno. but im kinda just… talking right now. if that makes any sense. i don’t want any of us to be dealing with this right now.
i don’t know… i really don’t want to end things. im just confused yknow?
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