What's up?

my family is constantly fighting with each other, I could hear them all the way down stairs just yelling and screaming at each other. I don’t want to be any part of that.. so I’ve just been in bed all day staring at the ceiling or just sleeping... I don’t even think they know I’m alive. but when I thought matters couldn’t get any worse, my friend hit me up and asked if I was ok because I didn’t show up to a party. I told her everything and instead of helping she just told me her whole past and all of her problems! and i get it that does help some people... but I’m not one of those people. so I just got so frustrated... I hate my life... I hate it.

Maddi, I knw you hate hearing this, but yes, I know what that feels like. To be put in th middle, to hear and basically see the anger in the air. I know you hate hearing this as well, BUT IT's GOING TO BE OKAY. Whenever people say that, it's normally when they don't really know how to handle the situation you're in, but they're trying to let you know that you're not alone, and that you have someone else beside you in these instances. And whenever someone tells you their past, they're trying to let you know that they have experiences in these situations and will be able to answer a lot of questions that you might have.

Tell me what you want to know, specifically, so I can know how to help you.

i don’t know if you can help me.... I don’t even know how to help myself! I don’t know why I posted this because I know people are going to want to help me, and there going to ask how they can help me... but the problem is I DONT KNOW HOW THEY CAN! I feel like I’m losing my mind and I’m losing my sanity... I don’t know why... I feel like two different people are trying to work at the same time to control me but can never agree... therefore leaving me unbelievably confused and lifeless...

i know this makes no since but I’m just trying to express how I feel... if I had to be completely honest.. I can’t feel anything at all. again I don’t know why I posted this, or even thought I could be helped, because I can’t... I have to figure it out myself.. thank you for trying though fam... I really appreciate it..

Write everything down on a piece of paper. That always helps me.

Turn it into something that you can appreciate

thanks girly! ❤️😉 this is why your my bestie

Anything I can do :D

...... YOU MUST MADE MY DAY! I love you alpha! your da best! ❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️

hey I am feeling the same thing right now I agree