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I'm so saaadddd she told me she was going private...
...
...Brina
come back...
...no
...why...
...i dont wanna be hurt even more..
...how would you be hurt...who's hurting you...
...
...tell me...I need to have a little chat with them...
..no
...who
...so your just gonna have a chat with yourself...?
wait what? how did hurt you...I can't fix it if I don't know...
...you just left....we were talking....
I know...I'm sorry...it wasn't just because Matty was on I left...
it was because I couldn't go live anymore...
.....oh
...yeah I should've told you I'm sorry...
....i-its fine...
no...I should've told you
...no its fine...i should have known...
okay...
...you okay?
mhm
mkk *hugs*
*hugs*
oh 😂😂
your just too amazing...i tell all of my friends about you....
aww no I'm notttt
yes chuuu areeee
nuuuu
i could talk to you for hours, days, months and even yearsss
oml ikr? I wasn't kidding talking to you comforts my fists
*smiles* should...i stop...?
no. Like for example, I was really annoyed at someone, but you basically calmed me down. that's why we're really good friends.
i meant...should i be happy brina again..?
yes you should
....actually nvm...i just saw something...that i shouldnt have seen and it broke...
...what...
...oh...
nobody's gonna find out who it is...I hope...
...why does my heart suddenly hurt so much...
I'm sorry...
...it could be anyone....
...because I hurt you...because I like the way we are now...being able to talk to each other about anything...
...just...ill shut up..
no...it's okay...let's talk this out
...ok...
I want to know how your feeling
right now...?
yeah right now
im alright (: i was crying...but i stopped..
okay good
...😱
what?
....i wanna die NOW OML
what?
tears are forming, I NEED PEN MARKER SOMETHING TO WRITE ON MY HAND
why what happened?
...i know who you like AGAIN
...oh...
....im freaking out, i dont know how to react...im crying, im shaking, im shook, im heartbroken, im IDK!....
I'm freaking out rn too tho
.....im gonna be off for a while...i need to rethink life...
what no...
yep....
no...
...i need to know why the hełł im still on here...
...okay...ig...
...i need to know something so badly....but i just dont know how to say it...
...just say it...
yepyepeyep
okay
you okay..?
idk
whats wrong?
I'll tell you hang on
mk
told you on wattpad
i know.. :/
😂😂👌🏻
...
...I'm scareddd...everything's going to change...
im not laughing, im not in the mood.
...
...
im sorry...
it's ok
...you ok?
mhm
you sure...
mhm
okay...*hugs*
mhm *hugs*
...its gonna be so weird without me...right?
whaddya mean?
im gonna have to leave soon...
why...
family problems are getting worse...my dad might end up in jail...im putting my ipad in jail...for as long as it takes...
...I'm sorry...that's not good...if you need to, take a break for as long as it takes...let your life settle, and let me know when your ok...
i really dont want to...i just wanna talk to you...:(
but you need to settle down though...we can talk off wattpad...
*sigh* alright...
I want you to relax...a lot is going on...if you need a break take it...if not, I'm right here...
i cant calm down....
I know...I bet...that's why I'm here...
...i cant stop crying...
I'm sowwy
...i think im gonna die...
no
...i cant anymore...i just cant...i tried...
...it's going to be okay...
...no its not...
it is...
it hurts it hurts it hurts it hurts it hurts
😞
..i cant breathe now...how nice...ill just suffer by myself...
...no...why...
i dont know why im alive honestly, i should be dead by now.
...no...
sorry...
it's okay..
im desperate arent i.....
no...
yes i am, I desperately want you, see?
why would you want me, I'm...I'm annoying, dumb, idiotic, ugly...
no you arent.
look at me.
yes I am.
no one even bothers to call me gorgeous fym...
I'm not cute or hot or gorgeous or whatever everyone says...
...yes...yes you are..
no...I'm not I'm shît 💩
no...please..just listen to me cause you never do...you're beautiful just the way you are...and i love you...
...I listen...I just change the word "beautiful" to Ugg Lee
...no...
...why...
...i should just leave you alone, im nothing but a mistake to you.
no...
you dont listen to me! you dont care!
yes I do...
...i gotta calm down....
...okay...
....evan
...yeah...
...are we still friends
yes. of course.
...its not fair...
whaddya mean?
...why cant there people someone who calls me beautiful and always is there for me...
I'm sorry...I don't know...I like to think that there are 4 billion people in this world, and one of them is mine.
...
...
just. let it go here.
what?
...just lets talk about something else.
okay
so hru
good ig wbu
ehh, i still cant breathe, and i wrote i want him on my arm but im fine..
...oooh...
im just feeling a little scattered and..dizzy
same...
well...i guess...im just gonna go....no one wants to talk so im just gonna cry myself to sleep...cya
...no...
...what?
...I'm lonely...
*hugs* same...
*hugs* I can't sleep...
me either....*hugs you tightly*
*hugs back tighter* 😔
its gonna be okay buddy....im right here...ill stay awake with you if you want....
okay...thanks...
no problem, ill distract chuu 😉
yayyy distract me
aww fxck, my mom told me to go to bed...or else she'll take my ipad away....sorry...im really sorry...i gotta go...but ill most definitely talk to you tomorrow buddy, night❤
okay gn
...I dunno...
whaddya mean...
...everything's weird...
...yeah I know...it's awkward now...
....I'm sorry...I'll leave go find somebody else
no
yes.
no. just cuz it's awkward doesn't mean I don't wanna talk with you. I want to make it less awkward.
...I just want my baby...I want him to be okay...I want him to be happy...I want you not to like me...I want it all back to normal...😖
...me too...but I can't control my own feelings...and I hope Hunter's okay...
....endendendendendendendendendendendendendendendendendendend...*smashes head on table*
*hugs* I sowwy...
I want it to stop...😖
me too...
....fxck cramps...
...eek...cramps suck...but so does not breathing...that happened to me today...
.....oh.....
...mhm...I was in P.E...and afterwards I couldn't breath...my nose is strange and I can't breathe through it, and my neck was hurting every time I breathed through my mouth...
....ow.....
...yeah...it still hurts...
...so do my ribs...
...I bet...they feeling any better...
...not really...
...I'm sorry...I wish I could fix it...
...eh....
so wyd?
I dunno....
how can you not know what your doing?
....not sure...
oh okay
yeah....
🙃
.....
no dots...
...dots keep me sane when hunter isn't here....he makes me so fxcking happy...😖
no no...they shouldn't...if your unhappy come to me...I can try to make you smile, like what you do for me when I'm sad or scared...
....my dad's practically disappeared since he started his own business....my parents had been sleeping in the same room again awhile back ago but now it's back to two different rooms...I've heard them up early arguing a few times...they're always irritated when they're both home...my dad works late and has been coming home for a few minutes usually when my mom's out....I'm scared divorce papers or something might show up soon instead of insurance papers...😖
*hugs* Matty...I'm so so sorry...I'm right here for you...anything you need...you can come to me, I promise...
*hugs back*....I'm terrified....I mean I'm used to not having my dad around...he's been gone with work so much he's missed at least 3 years of my life....but I don't know....everything's crashing down.....I can't do it...I wanna leave....leave it all.....
I know you do...I get it...I'm right here...I'm not leaving your side...you can talk to me whenever about whatever...
....I miss Abby....she fxcking left me....after five years....FOR SOME STUPID GUY!!! ....she promised me she'd never leave me no matter what...oh my god I can't stop crying...I'm bawling like a fxcking baby...
...it's okay...I told you...I'm not leaving...and I can tell you I'm not gonna end up with a girlfriend anytime soon...considering I enjoy playing with tweezers and eating wrappers...
....I wish I had my blades back...but I made a promise to myself I wouldn't upset Hunter and cut again...and besides trash day was yesterday so they're gone now...
...I know...I'm sorry...
......................I had been doing fine...............................whats wrong with me........................I wanna puke.............................
no...you'll be okay...everything's going to be okay...
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