alrighty frens I have my phone back :)

also I just realized this could sound mean this is purely aesthetic please don't pull the trigger frens stay alive

i mean I kinda want to so I made this as like something my brain says to me, not u guys...

no no, I'm okay. sorry I should have read that through, I had a headache and I asked my friend for medicine and I took two like I'm supposed to but it felt like too much. I was shaking a little bit afterwards and so I said I should have only taken one. sorry for the scare, I'm just fine right now 💕

that sounds cool. what song are you doing? (sorry for the late reply I logged out of this account)

why I can't go to my therapist? or why I need to go?

yeah, sleeping helped but since I had so much caffeine in my body I couldn't sleep until 12 am

she thinks I'm "psychotic" and that I just make everything up in my head so she doesn't want to waste her money on something that's not true

thank you❤️

alright, thanks fren :)

thank you fren 💛

THANKS FREN

sorta? not really? I mean last night was bad and the urges were bad and needless to say I ended up going from a month clean to zero days and yeah. today isn't any better so it's been a constant war all day wether to add on to the scars and scabs that are already there or to let them heal.

if you have time to listen and I'm not to much of a burden I'd be happy to talk about it.