{click} Guys I'm really scared rn. School is so overwhelming for me, and i couldn't take it. I cheated on a test (and it's not my first time). It was, however, the first time I was caught. My mom is mad at me, as well as my teacher. Worst of all, I think she may fail me. It's really stressful and triggering, and we are going out to eat tonight which is one of the most challenging things ever - socially and body image wise. My dad suggested I get school accommodations, but it feels like taking advantage of my condition. I know many of you are in a much worse mental state than I am, and if you don't get accommodations, why should I? It just feels so wrong. I scratched today, and rubber band fren is back. Idk if that counts as breaking my clean streak, but I'm not doing well. I've cried so much today and I don't know what to do. I'm feeling very anxious bc we have two tests and a project due tomorrow, and I have very very little time. And I'm going out for dinner. Gosh life is a mess.

I'm so sorry you didn't have a good day today, I hope tomorrow will be better. Please take care of yourself right now, it's hard to keep up with life and everything but remember you need to be healthy. make sure you're drinking lots of water so you don't get dehydrated from crying, remember you and your mental conditions are valid no matter what. there is always someone who has a situation worse than you do but that doesn't mean you aren't any less important than them. if you feel you need to get accommodations then please do it. you deserve to be safe and happy and free of worry. also, please try to keep your clean streak going even though it might be hard. if you have any urges then try doing things you like or enjoy to distract yourself. ily fren, stay strong.

I was literally about to type up a giant paragraph but they got it ^ ily fren, I promise you can get through this :)

it's called Frisson, I found it on tumblr :)

it's okay it's okay fren. breathe. pretend you're laying down in a soft field and i'm playing with your hair and putting cute tiny flowers in it. imagine rubber band fren disappears and all your projects go away and you don't have to fail. think of the sun. the sun is yellow and yellow is a happy color. :))

thanks fren, I'll try :)

yeah I was confused by them at first but it's like not exactly reverse psychology but it's to raise awareness and if silence helps homophøbia then speaking out is the right thing to do if you know what I mean? And the group that makes them are a group dedicated to LGBT+ awareness and support.

oh god i'm sorry you're in such a bad state. i wish there was something i could do to help but i'm just here not doing my homework and praying for a snow day. hopefully things get better.. stay strong buddy ❤️❤️

this is a beautiful collage 😍 and that plant app is called Viridi :)

hey, I just read what you wrote^ I'm so sorry, I never realised. Remember I'm here for you okey? Please remember that. I really hope things get better, ily fren <3

it's a very fine line between the two, and honestly I can't tell the difference either. in my opinion, if you feel overwhelmed and you can't do it anymore then that's not taking advantage of anything. taking advantage of a condition would be like over exaggerating a small scrap on your leg as a broken leg just to get out of gym. it's all about how you feel.

bro you're not whiny at all. and that was a beautiful metaphor

the 13th floor

oh rip

ssh yes you are

hahahaha yes

:))))

darling, you don't deserve to feel like that at all. sometimes it's hard to see anything but the worst through our own eyes, I can promise you you don't deserve to be stressed or sad or on edge. happiness is something everyone should experience, even if you don't feel you need to be. only the best for you, never the worst.

that's literally why I chose it over like spoookylester or something

idk I was in shock about it but now it's kind of starting to sink in

yup i do

I agree, there's probably more things that you can control than you think. if grades make you feel like you have a better handle on life then go ahead and do what you want with them. if they're stressing you out and causing you to feel worse then don't pressure yourself to keep them completely perfect. mental health is just as important as physical health, don't forget about that.

it's alright.. I mean it was bound to happen anyways no one wants to stay with me long

it's an app called Viridi :-)

round one is up good luck💓

:)

thank you so much 💕

side acc- natisnotaPUMPKIN if you look at my following list it should be there

hey it's totally fine. i hope your doing alright fren❤️

well that sounds amazing! :))

noo i'm not in the alt games? what are they?

ooh that sounds fun i'm gonna ask about the p!atd team i know like 3 songs but i can try

*fites you*

i asked them, idk if i'm in yet

but i started a collage just in case

bro my entire class is invited

i'm going as a skoopy scary skeleton

that's actually amazing??? I might see if it fits into any other songs. THANK YOU SO MUCH

the Royal one is my favourite

thank you, I love you too. it's hard sometimes, to be happy. you forget people care about you and love you because you've been in the dark so long. thank you for just existing? I'm really glad you're here and you care about everyone so much and you always remind me I'm not alone.

ohhhh my lordddddd I didn't even realise. or maybe that's why I like it 😏 IM JOKING

or am I?

I AM

lmàö what if I did though

oh my gosh that sounds so amazing😂🙌BUT IF I SAW A CLOWN I WOULDVE BLASTED ON OUTTA THERE😂😂

I'd die internally tbf

yeah I'm okay it happens a lot, it's just really hot out and there's no shade

oH FRICK!!1!1!!!1 rip @everyone lol :,)

I mean you get used to it after a while so

yes