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CHAT NOIR
i love love love this
☺️☺️☺️
i actually do :) I get all red and I get stunned, I start admiring them, I start watching over them when they talk and i just think to myself how pretty they are-😂
or someone you feel close with.. or someone you care about right? *smiles and hums softly when you close your eyes, blushing a bit as I stroke your cheek*
who is? Kirby? cause he is cute 🥰
i really love pasta, and i mean LOVE pasta, and I love doing corny lovey things like watching the sunset and having picnics. i also love playing video games, I love playing roblox (I got banned twice) andddd I love words of affection :)
i can’t stop smiling at it
i can’t help it- beautiful people make me blushh
*smiles and gently scratches your scalp to relax you a little more as I whisper into your ear* are you falling asleep?
i wanna hug him🥰
i loveeee pasta, mm mm *smiles wide and nods* Meredith right?
me too :) are you?
now I gotta find someone who blushes when I’m around 🥲
*smiles and tilts my head as I look at your eyes for a moment, blushing softly* cause if you do fall asleep my arm will turn numb?
cutie cutie
i saw that you two have the same last name :) and awwww merebear 😊
it’ll only be my little sister, oh! you should meet her :)
I’m doing some late night chores so if I don’t answer back I’m doing that :) I’ll be up late tonight, I’ll be doing chores for about an hour🤍 then I’ll be back to talk to you :)
having a numb arm is part of the experience *smiles and blushes as I shrug at you* I haven’t cuddled someone in awhile, that’s why I’m a bit red :)
I’ll buy you one :)
that’s good to know :) maybe I’ll talk to her ❤️
she’s 10 :) *smiles and yells out to my little sister* COME HERE I WANT YOU TO MEET SOMEONE
okay :) I’ll see you later kirby 💗
I’m backkkk :)
*smiles and blushes a bit more* you talk to much kirby *rubs your back and shrugs as I look at you, grinning softly* maybe I’m blushing because you smell good?
of course :)
she looks nice ;)
:)*
H- *runs over with a doll in her hand* Aaronnnnnnnnn *smiles as she wraps her arms around me* can we play dolls now? we haven’t played in foreverr. M- Hannah we played last night- *laughs and hugs her back^ we can play later but I want you to meet my friend Mariah?
I’m going to need the biggest hug 🥲
you don’t have to feel bad :) it’s not your fault at all, I did stay a bit to see if you came back, but I know you would do the same :)
*gently moves your hair away from your neck and smells your skin, smiling softly to myself* like cinnamon. cinnamon sugar :)
H- oooooooo a girllllll *smiles wide and offers her hand to you* in Hannah! I’m Aaron’s coolest sister. M- my ONLY sister *laughs and rubs her head gently* but if I were to have more you’d be the coolest
roxy wants to leave and I don’t want her to 🥲 I just didn’t want to be in a relationship and now I won’t see her at all
relationship with her **
it’s okay :) don’t feel bad at all, I tried to do the dishes as fast as I could so I could talk to you again
you do smell really good *smiles wide to myself and strokes your cheek, smelling your neck again* I’m a waffle person, but if your mom were to ever make that around me I’d munch like crazy
H- ooooo and she’s cool? maybe you can be wi- M- HANNAH SHH- *laughs and places my hand over her mouth* she talks a littleeee too much sometimes- ahem *laughs and nods* do you want to do something together Hannah? H- I thought you’d never ask! lets go play primcessss!
but she won’t be coming back? she doesn’t want to see me with someone else..
but also if she treated me right we wouldn’t be doing this.
I’m excited to talk to you today :)
the man has his respect for food, I respect that *smiles and nods as I look down at you* I’m a waffle person and you’re a pancake person :)
H- someone to play with?! *screams excitedly and takes our hands* M- *smiles as I walk with her to her room* she likes having play dates?
i wanted a break, she wants to leave, and if she wants to I will let her
yeah :(
awwww I feel the same way 🥰 I always feel excited around you
*smiles and holds you close to my chest* do you prefer to be the little spoon? *rubs my hand through my hair and laughs* I love a bit of sibling rivalry
H- I always have Aaron play with me though, he always chooses the blue princess dress. *smiles as she grabs a doll for the both of us*. M- I can’t help it? i like the color in me Hannahhhh *laughs and smiles at you* maybe we can set up a play date?
Im tired of making people stay when they don’t want to :(
that’s very true? i feel somewhat bad, for dumping this on you too?
i made you feel that good?..
your sister is very nice *smiles wide and strokes your hair* kinda wild a little bit?
M- I actually love playing with her. she likes having tea parties *smiles and hugs Hannah for a moment*. H- he also buys me my favourite snacks too! i love it when he gets me gummy drops
if it was someone worth wanting to stay then I would fight a bit more?
what about your problems?..
i think my heart just did a loopy loop :)
*admires your for a moment and smiles softly to myself when you talk* I only have a younger sister, but are your brothers a pain?
H- *hands us our dolls and smiles as she sits between us* what story should we do? M-any ideas kirby?
hey don’t say that? they matter to me okay? *pouts a bit and takes your hands into mine*
haha 😊
i feel like having a younger brother would be fun *smiles and sits up a bit, holding you in my lap gently* you got a bit warmer :)
M- how about a princess that falls in love with a prince? like Cinderella? *smiles and rubs your knee gently*. H- I love that story! okay I’m- oh maybe you should be the prince?
you sure you don’t want to talk about it? *smiles and opens my arms for you*
just a bit ☺️
if you stealing my warmth means you get to cuddle me I won’t stop you *smiles softly and lets you play with my fingers, watching over you* how did your one night stand go?
H- *smiles as she moves her doll as she plays, leaning against you a bit as she offers your doll a cup of tea*. M- *smiles as I watch Hannah play with you*
*smiles softly and hugs you to my chest, relaxing against you* I know youre sad but you don’t wanna talk right now rjght?
it’s because I’m eating spicy noodles
i love cuddles too *smiles and rests my back against the bed frame, nodding a bit embarrassingly* I saw it in your remixes? I wasn’t snooping I just- I wanted to find more people to talk to?
*smiles as I move my doll with both of yours, grabbing my horse to ride on*. H- *smiles as she moves your hands away gently to sit in your lap while she plays*
so, you don’t have to talk to me about what’s going on if you don’t want to *smiles softly and sits down with you in my arms^ but you need to let me know if you’re sad okay?
yeahhhh 😳
yeah? I’m sorry, I know it was a bit invasive? *smiles softly and looks down at you* I didn’t mean to be? i was looking for more accounts to make friends with?
invasive. *
I’m sorry, she should have asked first? *smiles and nudges hannah* pumpkin you can’t just sit in someone’s lap you have to ask you goof. H- shhhh I’m playing *laughs and plays some more*
and i don’t blame you? you’ve been through h^ll and back *smiles softly and wraps my arms around you from behind* I can’t expect you to always know how you’re feeling, and to say it all the time *smiles softly and rubs your back* all I want is to know how you’re feeling? if you’re feeling weird let me know and I’ll try to help
and how do you know that hm? what else could be making me blush?
oh don’t look at me like that *laughs and gently plays with your small hands* just okay? guess he wasn’t able to find the g spot that well?
so I was talking to Roxy, about how we are ending things and she said “why are you being like this” and it set me off
or “you don’t have to be like that”
H- oh.. sorry Aaron *pouts and rubs my arm*. M- it’s okay monkey *smiles and kisses her cheek, scooting closer so we can all play together* do you wanna play with yourself while we go get something to eat?? H- yes yes! can you get me bologna?
I don’t want to push you *smiles and shakes my head* but all I’m saying is I’m right here okay? *cups your face and smiles down at you*
welllll what do you thinkkkkk :)
*laughs when you say my name and looks down at you* whattt what? just because he his superman bod doesn’t mean he knows how to pleasure a woman *smiles wide and nods softly* I’ve only done it once? I’m not the most experienced but, I know what girls like?
it’s like she’s gaslighting me.
*smiles wide and helps you stand up* okay hannah I’ll get you some bologna? a- H- wait wait wait! *smiles wide and runs up to me* I wanna give you a kiss before you go! *laughs and kisses Hannah’s cheek* I love you little monkey, now I’ll be back okay?
you’re welcome kirby *smiles and blushes as I hug you again* if you ever feel numb and you want someone to comfort you I have warm hands and smooth shoulders *laughs and looks down at you* now you’re blushing :)
I’m just teasing you *smiles softly and nudges you gently before rubbing my chest from under my shirt* can I be the little spoon?
I don’t even know if I want her to come back?
*closes the door and smiles at you* she seemed to like you a lot huh?
*feels my lips curl down into a downturned smile and blushes a bit at you* you like my cuddles that much?.. your cuddles are incredible :) *chuckles deeply and leans my head back as I laugh* yes you areeee
*smiles and sits up gently so I can lay on your chest* is there anything I shouldn’t do while cuddling you?
it has.. and I don’t love her the way I used to
I don’t even know if that was love. I’m not sure now
i love her too, so so much actually *smiles and walks down the stairs with you* she’s so innocent and kind. *looks over at you and slowly smiles* I want her to have someone by her side when she grows up? for me it was my mom, for her it will be me
wait wait wait.. *pauses for a moment and starts laughing again, feeling tears come out of my eyes* 😂 okay well *smiles wide and wraps my arms around your waist as I hug it to my cheek*
*smiles and nods as I relax into your chest, blowing my hair from my eyes* you smell so good..
it’s okay 🥲 I need to listen to my sad playlist now
*blushes at your compliment and nudges you* and youre a cool sister? my dad isn’t very present now a days, so I want her to rely on someone else in her family blood
it’s because you’re saying “no I’m not red” when you look like a tomato- *laughs harder and hugs my stomach*
*mumbles a bit into your chest as I nod slowly* mmm mhmmm mm.. mmm mhm *closes my eyes and smiles a bit more*
maybeee.. I’ll have some cheddar popcorn :)
*walks into the kitchen and smiles a bit at you* my mom passed a couple of months ago? cancer beat her to it
*laughs and wipes the tears from my eyes as I gently move your hands away from your face* why? why are you blushing? there’s nothing wrong with that :)
mhmmm mm m mhmmmm mmm *smiles softly and nods, blushing as i start to drift off to sleep on your chest*
wanna share? :)
*looks over at you and slowly grins* sorry I killed the mood, I didn’t mean to but- *grabs some strawberry flavoured milk from the fridge* I’m doing okay without her now. she helped me feel more confident about being bi, my little sister, well, it crushed her? she’s still getting used to her not being here.. *frowns a bit and bites down on my lip* it hurt my dad too?
oh yeah?.. *smirks softly and tilts your chin up to look down at you*
*feels my arms go limp on your chest as I fall asleep, a soft smile on my face*
*smiles as I grab my bag of popcorn to offer you some* here cinnamon sugar :)
its pretty hard for her you know? we visit my moms grave sometimes, she always ends up crying because she misses her *smiles softly and nods* but it’ll help her grieve a bit better I think, coming to terms with it. my dad felt guilty, because he knew she suffered before she died. and he feels disconnected because he always works
stop what hm? I’m not doing anythingggg.. *smirks a bit more and strokes your chin with my thumb as I look at your eyes*
*moves myself a bit so my knee is between your legs as I cuddle up against you in my sleep*
*smiles and nods as I grab some popcorn for myself* I love popcorn :) the white cheddar kind
I’m also glad I have you? she seemed to like you a lot, it’s been a very long time since I brought someone to the house *smiles and pours two glasses* would you like a glass?
oh yeah? *smirks a bit more and wraps my fingers around your neck gently as I hold your head up to look into your eyes*
be my guest and read what roxy said on my remix
she blocked me which makes me laugh
*smiles as I sleep for awhile, waking up a few hours later*
we now have another thing in common *smiles and eats some more of my popcorn, moving my hair away from my eyes*
*smiles and takes the two glasses and walks upstairs with you* anything else you don’t like?
I’m going to be eating pretty soon so I thought I’d let you know in case you wonder where I am 🤍
*raises my eyebrow a little as I smile down at your eyes* nervous already?.. *tucks your hair behind your ear and chuckles deeply* that’s adorable.
I’m so glad I never dated her
*smiles and sits up when I wake up, looking down at you* aww :)
but I’m- nvm *laughs and smiles as I open Hannah’s door* here angel, want some milk?
*smirks and gently moves your hands away* if I feel your hands are they going to be sweaty?
what? no! i don’t- I don’t slobber on people😂
*smiles as I look at the clock, debating if I should leave you to sleep or not*
i hoped I was *laughs as I offer hannah her milk when she gives me a hug and Kiss* lets go do something fun kirby :)
*smiles and offers my hand to you* can I have your hand please?
wthhhhh
*smiles and slowly gets up off of you*
you wanna have a picnic together? *smiles and blushes as I look outside* aw man :( it’s raining
mariahhh *raises my eyebrow and laughs as I take a step to you* please? 🥺
😏😏😏
*adjusts my shirt and looks down at you frowning, laying myself down on your chest again* I’m here kirbyy
actually.. *smiles wide and looks at the rain* you wanna dance in the rain?
*raises my eyebrow and smiles as I shrug* then I’ll leaveeee.. foreverrrrr..
i just wanted to stretch *smiles and rests my cheek against your hand* what would you have done if I left?
*smiles and grabs your hand gently before running out into the rain*
oh- *blushes and smiles at you* then I won’t :) I just wanted to see if you got nervous like how I got nervous around you?
really?.. *slowly grins and buries my face into your neck*
*smiles wide and let’s go if your hand to twirl in the rain*
*smiles and nods shyly as I feel your hands for a moment* they’re a bit sweaty :) and when I started talking to you, when you’d compliment me? that’s when I’d blush :) or when we cuddled and you smelled like cinnamon sugar
my heart did another loopy loop :) *blushes and nods as I move your hair from your face* I slept very good, and you?
*smiles as I offer my hand to you so we can dance* may I have this dance?
*rolls my eyes at you and smiles at the same time* and what would you do hm? *laughs as I hold your hands in mine* I don’t think I have any super powers? but maybe I know how to make you smile, or how to listen to you, and know what might cheer you up when you’re blue :)
*smiles and blushes as I look down at you* you held a lot to me while you slept? you didn’t want me to leave- *laughs and feels how warm you are* I like listening to your heartbeat :)
*smiles and places my hands on your waist, chuckling as I hum softly*
*smiles and blushes as I stroke your palms* oh, and are you crushing on me? i see hearts in your eyes *smirks and winks at you playfully before smiling genuinely* well that’s what friends do right? they make you smile. you’ve made me happier than I’ve been in weeks.. and maybe it’s because we listen to each other :)
*places my hand on your chest to feel your heartbeat as well, smiling slowly* why is your heartbeat so fast?.. *laughs and shakes my head* I found it comforting
*smiles and hums, resting my forehead against yours, singing a bit* I will never fall in loveeee again until I found herrr..
*smiles wide and brings your hand up to my lips to gently kiss your palm* sometimes it’s hard for me to think that someone could love me truly? and I like being around you, i love spending time with you and I like making you laugh and smile :)
*laughs and smiles as I look down at you* you like me that much hm? I like you too :)
*smiles wide when you know the song and smiths softly as I hold you closer to me, looking down at your eyes for a moment* I was lost in the darkness but then I found her..
*blushes hard when you say that and wraps my arms around you* you’re such a little sweetheart, i wish I got to meet you a lot sooner. I don’t want to ever be apart from you :)
hmmm.. i love your hair *smiles and plays with your hair very gently, stroking it gently* you’re pretty cute too, especially when you sleep or when you blush?
*smiles wide as I dance with you slowly* you’re a great singer?..
*smiles even more and holds you to my chest* I don’t know about super glue but I’ll always be around you, I have a feeling 🤍
*smiles and laughs as I shake my head* you don’t want my hair, we aren’t switching :) *strokes your cheek and smiles as I look into your eyes* this cutie has the approval of your sister :)
i like your hidden talent *smiles and thinks for a moment* a secret of mine is that I love paragraphs and compliments..
it doesn’t seem too bad?.. *smiles wide as I look over at you, chuckling a bit* you’re a fun person to be around, and the coolest person I know :)
i was talking to your sister today, meredith? introduced myself- I wanted her to like me *smiles as I laugh, pretending to take off my hair to give to you* here you go ma’am
and physical touch, but mostly the first one *smiles and nods as I look over at you, holding your waist* i would take a letter over an expensive watch any day
you’ll definitely see my pee pee *laughs and smiles as I nod at you* definitely the coolest person I know ❤️
*raises my eyebrows and smiles at you* because I want your family to like me?..
i don’t expect you to be Shakespeare *laughs and shakes my head* just.. compliments, or maybe saying “you smell good” or “you give the best hugs” makes my whole day. nicknames, remixing sweet paragraphs.. it makes my heart swarm. and I can tell :)
*turns my head to you and blushes deeply, smiling slowly at what your saying* you.. you think I look cute in my glasses? *smiles even more than before as I look up at your eyes, laying myself down* your hair smells like cinnamon, and it’s a soft brown, like your eyes. you’re sweet and caring.. but also strong and protective, you have a warm heart- that beats very fast *laughs and nods at you* you have a beautiful smile as well.
i don’t mind *chuckles and smiles as I look up at you* I want your whole family to like me
it just did a loopy loop *smiles and looks over at you, blushing softly* and its smiling of course. do I give the best cuddles you’ve ever received?..
have fun kirby 🤍❤️
I’m sorry- *smiles softly as I look over at you* I couldn’t see it in the pictures you posted :) but a compliment can go a long way *smiles and blushes at you* I’ll be looking at that comment for the next few days for sure :)
why’s that? *smiles as I rub my chest from under my shirt*
*feels myself smile downwards and chuckles to myself* why is my heart smiling so much with you?
I know youre already missing me 😏
*looks over at you for a moment and smiles to myself* guess we’re similar in that department as well.
*smiles and shrugs as i look at you* I am a little insecure at times, I need to build my self confidence a bit more
*laughs and smiles as I take your hand* I hope we don’t get sick either *smiles as I run over to the house to get inside with you* god we’re all wet haha
liarrrrrr
that’s the biggest compliment. me the same as you? *smiles wide and pulls my legs to my chest*
i think it was a result of my ex cheating on me 🫤
*smiles and takes off my shirt, grabbing two towels for the both of us* do you want me to grab you a blanket kirby? *smiles and places my towel around my neck, tilting my head at you*
I missed you too :) don’t worry
*smiles as I move my hair away from my eyes* what should we do now? :)
me too 😠
*smiles and nods at the couch* you can have a seat there? *smiles and grabs you a blanket from my room to wrap around you after I dry you off*
awww ☺️
why don’t weeee.. *looks down at you and slowly smiles* do something you like?
I’d kill your ex honestly
are you okay?.. *frowns and wraps the blanket all around you*
that made me so happy 😁
what’s something you love doing? drawing? or- *gasps and smiles* teach me how to play guitar?
all of them, I’ll l%k the knife clean
*laughs and smiles as I hold you as close as I can to me* maybe I can transfer my warmth :)
I’ll be shaving my beard :) and doing my skincare so, that’s if I don’t respond 🤍
i should get a chat noir suit 😳
I’ve always wanted to learn *smiles wide as I sit on your bed with eager eyes*
I’ll stab them 10 times and then l^k their blood off my knife like it’s strawberry sauce- I mean 😳
*smiles as I lower the blanket so we have skin to skin contact* you’re always so cold kirby :)
I’d look hot too 😌maybe I’ll go see if I have one
i think I might fall for your friend just because she plays the guitar *smiles wide and looks at you* id drop to my knees for a woman that can play guitar
i did say I have a dark side, but it rarely comes out oft- kind of what?😳
do you want to sit in my lap? *smiles and rolls my eyes at the same time* well duh
*smiles and grabs my chat noir suit from my closet, raising my eyebrows at you* should I try to act like him? rizz you up?
*rests my head on my knee and looks at you for a moment before playing with the fabric of my shirt*
mariahhh 🤨
okay :) *smiles and stands up, grabbing my towel off the couch*
*laughs and leaves the room, changing in the washroom as I call out to you* this could be extremely cringey or really hot
*smiles slightly and watches you strum the cords* what you thinking?
what are you thinkinggggg
*turns to you and walks backwards to the kitchen* might just grab some strawberry milk?
*rolls my eyes and smiles at the same time as I grab my staff after putting the costume up, walking into the room again*
no but speaking of chat noir, his abs are outlined by the suit he wears 😩
*smiles and plays with the fabric of my shirt, raising my eyebrows a bit* what if you played a chase Atlantic song?
if you did the same thing I’d find it hot too :)
*smiles softly and comes back with a glass of strawberry milk, setting it down on the table with my arms around myself*
*twirls my staff between my fingers and smirks as I walk up to you* I’m Chat Noir. and you don’t look like the ladybug I know? she definitely doesn’t have the curves that you do sugarcube
I’m not going to judge you *shakes my head and smiles as I play with my shirt a bit more*
jealousy is attractive to me, just like protectiveness? ❤️
*bites down on my bottom lip, thinking to myself as I rub my arms* I’m.. not in the most best mood I could be right now so, when I’m upset or not feeling too well, I’ll play with something? walk around, rub my hands together, play with my shirt.. it distracts me?
I’ll be doing some dishes tonight :) so if I don’t respond I’ll be doing that. if I don’t come back on I hope you have a great night kirby ❤️
*used my staff to lift your chin up, smirking softly* I can definitely see that. maybe you’ll be my new milady?
*smiles and looks at you with comforting eyes*
oh it’s so attractive 🥰
I don’t want to be a mood wrecker.. I feel like that’s all I do *frowns and smiles softly at you* I just.. wish that things didn’t have to end with roxy. i didn’t want bad blood with her?
okay mariah :)
I’d like that very much? it would be purrrfecf *smirks at my pun and uses the claws on my costume to gently stroke your cheek*
*looks down at the guitar and smiles softly*
oh yes of course, when it’s extreme it doesn’t seem that attractive :/
she blocked me, I don’t think she wants anything to do with me *smiles a bit and drinks the milk, tapping my finger against the glass* I don’t know if I want to get back with her again. not if she acted the way she was.. snooping around and acting weird?
good morning kirby 🤍
well.. *smiles as I lean against the wall with my arms crossed* I’m a model for the agrestes. if you ever want to model for me I don’t mind being your biggest fan?
you’re so cute when you concentrate like that *smiles wide at you*
but a bit is okay :)
I know *smiles softly and nods* it hurts how we have bad blood now. it’s crazy because days ago she was my whole world.. didn’t know it would crash and burn so easily. but you’re right
good morning 🥰
i can’t take myself seriously *laughs and smiles as I hold my stick to my chest, clearing my throat* why yes milady, you have the curves and smile for it? any man would be dumb not to take two looks at you
I’ll be heading to work soon :) 12-5 is my shift so I won’t be able to text you. i hope you have a great day though ❤️ don’t miss me too much ;)
*smiles as I tuck your hair behind your ear, admiring the way you strum the cords*
it’s okay *smiles softly and blushes for a moment, turning my head to you* you just called me love?
i slept okay :) how about you?
more than the amount of times you’re blushing right now milady *smirks and looks over at you, playing with my tail*
mission failed- I already miss you 🥲
*smiles when you start to blush and watches you play the cords* maybe I’ll just watch and learn?
*nods and smiles softly as I drink the rest of my milk* it’s my comfort drink. strawberry milk *nods and rubs my hands together*
aw that must s^k :(
you’re speaking your mind, how cute. i think it’s reversed love, I think you’re the one who’s attracted to me? who doesn’t love a man in black? *smirks and sits down in the bed*
i do have dishes and such to do so, I don’t know how free I’ll be 🥲
then teach me how to dance instead? *smiles and looks over at you for a moment* I don’t want to stress out my teacher
I do actually, well, I have been *smiles and nods as I look at you* my little sister got me into it?
*smiles and looks up at you* I can try and read you perhaps?
*smiles and stands up, rubbing my forehead a bit* this might be pretty embarrassing for me but i feel like you don’t judge?
really? :) you’ll do amazing ❤️
aw hey.. it’s okay kirby, we’ll see each other later :) no need to be sad okay?
I also have something to give to you :) if that cheers you up
i remember when she came up to me one time because I was in bed, and i was listening to music and she yelled “HELLO” so loud it startled me, and then she gave me a glass of milk saying “try it try it try it” *laughs and shakes my head* she reminds me of sunshine
*takes off my mask and smiles softly at you* I don’t think I’m as charming as chat noir himself
*smiles and takes your hand gently, nodding as I look over at you* thank you Ms. Anderson :)
if you do I’ll be by your side :)
i find it sweet how much you miss me :)
remember when you said you like purple? more like a Lavendar?
I’ll be back in 5 :)
she seems to like you a lot *smiles wide and looks over at you* you comfy enough? do you need anything?
he’s far more confident, I relate more to Adrian *smiles softly and nods* he’s exactly like me? similar
any you like :)
of course? why wouldn’t I be?
i like that you’re attached, I’m attached to you as well. i always love being around you, and i don’t plan on leaving :)
i made you Lavendar cookies :) purplr colored?
*smiles and looks over at you, tilting my head* that will be happening :) and what do you need?
his father doesn’t love him that much *smiles softly and nods* he’s always in love with someone.. he’s kind and observant, he’s humble, grateful, he just wants to be free? the way he talks about marinette, gets excited around her? that’s how I feel a lot
*laughs and looks over at you* are you going to break my hips? i need these for.. 😂
I’ll be the one in the crowd with a sign :)
in what way are you attached kirby?
you love my cuddles don’t you? *laughs and scoots enough so our thighs touch, gently wrapping my arms around you*
i think I have? but she’s focusing on other things *smiles softly at you and shrugs* she’s.. she’s wonderful. I’ve never felt happier with anyone else but her. she makes me believe in myself, believe in things. the world is brighter when she’s around.. *slowly smiles and nods* but she’s not ready for a relationship at the moment
i need them to.. read to my little sis, my lap is her favourite chair *laughs and smiles as I look over at you*
and I’ll be screaming very loud ❤️
I’m sorry Mariah :( I don’t mean for you to feel that way
but I know how it feels when you start relying on someone, and you’re scared of them betraying you or leaving. is that what’s scaring you?
*smiles softly as I hold you close to my chest, resting my head on the blanket for a moment* I’m glad you like them :) nobody is getting them other than you? as of right now anyway
she is really wonderful *blushes at you and nods as I play with the rings on my fingers* she’s.. she’s the most beautiful person I’ve ever seen? most breathtaking- I could sit here all day and talk about how amazing she is *laughs and clicks my tongue* she definitely needs time
throw it back?😳 *laughs and crosses my arms over my chest* this I need to see
biggest biggest fan 😎
i do feel bad though?
well I will tell you this, I would never betray you? or hurt you on purpose.. or use you for my own benefit, or do anything like that to you. friends don’t do that to each other, and even if I do make a mistake, even if I do hurt you, I will do everything I can to make you smile again, I promise you that.. okay?🤍
*smiles as I hold you to my chest, chuckling when you bury your face into my chest* I hope you won’t be sad when I find a partner to give them to? right? *kisses your forehead and slowly grins*
the thing about me is that I stayed with Roxy more than I wanted to? i felt the way I did now for a long time *smiles softly at you* when I broke things off I didn’t have any more feelings for her? it died pretty much
*stands next to you and smiles* what do I do?😂
I’ll come in a suit 😎
because you’re sad? scared?
I know it may take time some time to trust me completely and that’s okay? i can’t expect you to trust me right away :) take your time okay sweetheart?
Mariah? *smiles and laughs as I rub your back* will you be okay with that?
but I told her many times what I didn’t like what she was doing.. I gave her chances *smiles softly and nods*
should we play W^P? 😂 I’ll play it right now *laughs as I grab my phone* and some Monopoly money 😂
thank you thank you 😌 I think you’d look pretty in a dress
I know kirby but I can feel bad even if it’s not my fault? i have a big heart 🫠 too big
okay :)
you don’t seem too okay with it? *smiles softly and rubs your shoulders and back gently* that won’t be for awhile im sure? there’s no girls running to my foot
door*🤣🤣
i feel like you would 😂 *smiles wide and plays the song, grabbing some money to throw at you*
you’re welcome 😌
well I don’t feel bad but I understand you a little more?
*slowly smiles and shakes my head* it won’t be for awhile I’m sure. my front porch is so quiet you can hear crickets
let’s make it rain 😎 real money *laughs and holds my hand jo in the air*
i always try to :)
yeah.. but I like cuddling you too much *slowly smiles down at you and strokes your cheek* I can’t give that up for awhile?
*sets my money down and starts to throw it back with you, holding in my laugh* am I- am I doing this right?😂
oh stawppppp ittttttt🥰
i doubt any girl is going to come anyway *smiles and looks down at you before laying down on the couch with you on top of me* I tried talking to this girl and she forgot to answer back, I’m pretty much a girl repellent
*laughs and tries to arch my back* this is a workout- how do str^ppers do this?!😂
“I appreciate you” my heart just melted-
*smiles and nods as I look down at you, my teeth showing as i grin* oh yeah? all to yourself? your greedy, I like that *tucks your hair behind your ear and purses my lips a bit*
you have many kids- I’m not surprised 😂 *laughs and starts arching my back a bit more, collapsing into laughter onto the floor*
definitely another loopy loop🥰
*looks down at my chest when you start tracing shapes on me, slowly smiling as I do* when it comes to partners I don’t like sharing either. i could never be in an open relationship? *bites my lip and thinks for a moment* that ticked :)
because it makes my- *laughs hard as I roll around on the carpet* my b-b^tt look good 😂 and I- *laughs really hard as I start to stand* I p^ssed myself 😂
*smiles softly and slips my fingertips under your bracelet to stroke your inner arm, feeling your bracelet roll up my wrist as I do* what do you do when you’re jealous? what are you like?
*laughs and holds into the wall, holding my stomach as I lean my head forward to laugh* I P^SSDD MYSEF😂😂
*rubs your arm gently and smiles wide when you speak* I feel like you’d murder a girl I met because she took your cuddles away *laughs and shakes my head^ when I’m jealous I tend to be protective, watch over the person I’m jealous of and h^te the person that took them from me? *laughs and nods* sometimes I can also feel sadness, or anger, because I want them to myself and I don’t want to share them?
*walks like a penguin to the washroom, laughing all the way there* oh sh^t I forgot- *walks back to grab some shorts before walking back again*
that’s kinda cute actually *smiles and laughs as I pretend to get off the couch to see your reaction*
*smiles and comes back with the clean shorts on, rubbing my lips together* that was..😂
*blushes and laughs as I lay down* I just wanted to see what you would do sugar, I’m sorry- *laughs and wraps my arms around you gently*
very very fun *smiles and sits next to you on the floor*
I just- *laughs and raises my hands up to hug you again* I’m sorryyyy
me neither?.. I haven’t laughed that hard in a very long time *smiles and feels my heartbeat with my right hand* here, feel this?
you want to bite me? *laughs and smiles as I scoot onto my side to hold you in my arms* comfy sweetheart?
this is how my heart is when I meet a pretty person, then my face hurts red, just as fast as my heartbeat *laughs and smiles*
*closes my eyes and smiles as snuggle close enough for my face to be buried into your neck* you must be clingy hm?..
*rests my ear against your chest and laughs at how fast your heart is* I simp very hard?
oh yeah?.. *smiles and rubs your hip gently with my hand* why are you clingy towards me? hmmm? :)
i do like it when guys have a soft side. it makes them more attractive *smiles and leans my head back* I fall pretty easily.. but sometimes the crushes last a few minutes, or months. it depends
you’re my favourite person Mariah. my person? my friend, my safe place.. ik that sounds a bit odd to say but I’m being honest, speaking from the heart *smiles and gently takes your hand to place on my chest* you’re so cute when you blush.. you know that?
i know where you’re coming from.. *smiles softly and tilts my head* have you found someone? that’s maybe changed your mind on love or starting to look again?
I hope that’s not bad?.. *smiles softly and looks at your eyes before chuckling* awwww :)
*smiles softly at you and takes your hand in mine* I hope that person is me? or I’m one of those people to you? *strokes your knuckles with my thumb* just take your time sugar cube :)
why are you blushingggg *smiles and hugs you again, chuckling deeply as I gently pull your hands away*
sorry- *smiles softly and lets go of your hand, bringing both of my hands to my chest* I’m glad it is :)
that’s a win for me *grins and closes my eyes against the couch cushion*
i thought I made you uncomfortable that’s all? *smiles and shakes my head*
*opens one of my eyes and smiles softly* if another man were to make you blush the way I want to I’ll slīt their throat and use their blood as sauce for my cheesecake
i just don’t want to make you feel out of place *smiles and nods* I don’t wish that on anyone
I know its mean but I don’t want anyone making you blush the way I do *smiles wide and blushes for a moment* and.. if someone else were to make me blush?
i hope you sleep well too kirby :) goodnight ❤️
that’s.. that’s good to know *smiles and nods* we should probably get ready for bed?
*slowly smiles and laughs as I look down at you* I like your jealous side, it’s cute but feisty *closes my eyes*
you too sugar cube ❤️
*smiles and gets up to grab my pjs from my closet* do you have anything to wear?
*smiles as I hold your waist gently with my hand, resting my chin on your head gently* well.. you did almost threaten to kill someone if they made me blush the way you do, but I may blush around other people but not the way I do with you?
good morning sugar cube ❤️
you wanna wear some of my clothes? *smiles and blushes at the thought*
in a special kind of way.. *whispers and smiles softly as I smell the faint scent of cinnamon on your neck as I talk* because you’re special to me, so your compliments mean more than the average person
very very good :) Hannah had a nightmare so she came to sleep with me in bed,
*opens my closet and smiles wide* go right ahead? take anything :)
all I’ve ever wanted was to be special to someone? ❤️ *smiles and feels the warmth of your blush against my chest* I’m glad I’m special to you
haha 🥰
*smiles as I grab a sweater from my closet* how’s this? and you can wear some of my boxers too?
thank you sugar :) *smiles and closes my eyes against your neck, my hand gently places on the back of it* you’re one of a kind
*smiles and offers you the clothes, walking towards the door to leave so you can change*
i work 1-5 today so I’m sorry if I’m not able to text back :) I’ll see you later though kirby❤️ have a good day :)
*smiles even more and hugs you a bit tighter* oh come hereeee
*comes back and smiles softly at you* I like my clothes better when you wear them?
*smiles and looks down at you* hm? what is it?
you do look good in anything, especially when you wear dresses or- *blushes at what I said and shrugs at you*
*looks down at you in shock and blushes really deeply, smiling really wide* o-oh..
in my dreams *smirks playfully and smiles at you* and on your spam account
*smiles wide as I gently tip your head up to press a soft kiss to your chin before cuddling you again* I like admiring you :)
*smiles and nods as I sit down next to you* we went to McDonald’s and took pictures there :) a photo shoot
i hope it was a good tingly? *blushes when you start to blush* you blush a lot don’t you? you weren’t like this a few days agoo
it was a weird dream, but I liked it *smiles wide at you and blushes at you* also.. do you know what it means when a girl asks to go out for coffee with you?
it’s cute how hard you blush, and how quickly *smiles wide as I look down at you, kissing your forehead gently* kirby you’re turning really really red?
*thinks for a moment and smiles as I think* this girl I work with asked me today. she said she “knows my favourite kind of coffee”. she was twirling her hair too?
*laughs and gently rubs your back* okay okayyy I’ll stop *smiles and holds your to my chest, tilting my head* you need some water tomat- I mean Mariah?😂
that’s what I was thinking too? she kept touching my arm, I think she was trying to be obvious?
is everything okay? *frowns and rubs your back*
what’s wrong?.. your vibe just changed *frowns and wraps my arms around you*
did I say something mean or? hurt your feelings?.. *kisses your cheek again and gently pulls you on top of me*
*frowns and hugs you gently* you sure? i feel like something is off?
i hope you know I didn’t tell her I’d go on that coffee date with her? *smiles softly and holds you close*
*raises my eyebrow and smiles* you sure?
*smiles and shakes my head at you* I can tell you’re getting jealous Mariah? your vibe changed? your not smiling as much?
plus she was trying a bit too hard :) and she doesn’t interest me that way
okay :) I just wanted to check
*smiles as I hold you close to me* but are you jealous?
*smiles softly and tilts your head up gently* are you Mariah? it’s okay if you are?
*smiles softly and rubs your back* it’s okay if you are jealous? i.. I was jealous when you were having that ons
yeah? *smiles softly and nods as I look down at you* I was checking if you were talking to anyone? that was part of the reason why I checked the remixes. but I also was looking for friends.. *laughs and rubs my forehead* I know that sounds stalkerish?
*laughs a but embarrassed and smiles apologetically at you* I’m sorry? i didn’t mean to be like that, I just didn’t want to be in the way of something- *widens my eyes and laughs* I-uh no 😳
*bites down on my bottom lip and smiles softly* because.. I didn’t like how close he was to you, better yet, literally inside you. i didn’t like his intentions with you. i feel like he’s a user? i don’t mind you having guy friends, I just want them to like you for the right reasons, and to be by you for the right reasons. not to wait around for you to be available to f^k you? i hope that doesn’t sound controlling
*sighs deeply and smiles softly at you* you got a point there. and i guess that works in your favor, not getting attached as easily
you don’t plan on attaching to anyone anytime soon? *smiles softly and rubs your back* do you want me to get you anything?
well I know that- *laughs and nods as I bite down on my bottom lip* but maybe.. you just need a break from love for a bit, learn how to love again before you jump into the pool headfirst
*looks over at you for a moment and thinks while you’re speak* I.. I know how to love you mariah? i have been, since we started talking?
*looks down at your eyes and rubs my chest to calm my heartbeat* what I’m trying to say is that.. I love you, I love who you are, I love.. how you care so much, and how you wake up everyday to see things change?
*nods and smiles as I bring you into my lap to comfort you* come here sugar cube- *rubs your back and smiles* that’s what people do when they care about you, when friends love you they stay with you?
*smiles softly and rubs your back* things will get better, they will be okay.. you just need to give it time
*rubs your back and thinks for a moment, listening to what you say* but you are worth loving. you’re worth committing to, you’re worth talking to everyday kirby, you’re worth all of that? every single part. you deserve all that’s great and more, you deserve whatever you desire, you deserve whatever you want because you are the sweetest and most intellectual and the most incredible person I have ever spent my time with, and the fact that those lousy men can’t help you see your potential? screw then?
*wipes your tears with my thumb, smiling softly as I take a deep breath* I want the same thing? all I want is to be.. to be loved? that’s- *thinks for a moment and smiles softly* Mariah, can I tell you something?
*rubs my chest to calm down my heartbeat and smiles softly* so.. god I’m so nervous *laughs and rubs my chest a bit more* when we first started talking to each other.. a couple days ago, I started.. I started admiring you when I was waiting for your response.. my stomach got all tingly from the butterflies I had, my heart raced, and my palms were sweaty. *laughs and looks down at you* I started to fall for you when we texted all day. i couldn’t stop thinking about you. and when I was talking to meredith.. she knew what my true intentions were of meeting her? was so that i could be friendly with your family so when, or if we got together that wouldn’t be an issue. she knew I liked you, and i was talking to her about you, saying how.. you made me nervous, and how incredible you were to me. how I layed in bed with you on my mind, and you stayed there for days, including today. when you talked to her yesterday, she knew I liked you. but we kept it on the down low.. and ever since we started talking I felt so connected to you, I didn’t want to be around anyone else. my smile was brighter and my world was better when I heard from you. Mariah.. I have feelings for you, I do- *smiles softly and blushes at you* and I’m so sorry if that’s not what you need, if what you need right now is a good friend, a best friend at that, I will be that for you. and I’m so sorry if I ruined everything, if I just became one of those guys that fell for you, but I do have good intentions, I promise? and- *laughs and rubs my chest in attempt to calm my fast heartbeat* I’m ranting aren’t I?.. ❤️
I’ll be eating pretty soon sugarcube :) in case I don’t answer back ❤️
i friend zoned you to see how you’d react *smiles and nods at you* when your vibe changed I knew you liked me? or thought? i- *blushes as I look down at you* you.. you like me back? you craved my touch?🥰 I craved your touch. and im sorry for being very obvious :/ I can’t hide my feelings too well
I don’t even know what to say.. ☺️ I don’t.. I don’t even know if I can breathe right now i-
I’m happy you stopped talking to that guy, I was worried about that? and I’m sorry you got ghosted :(
we can take all the time you need ❤️
yes yes please tell me :)
all I’ve ever wanted was to be.. was to- was to be on someone’s mind like that? in the months I’ve been with Roxy I’ve never gotten a paragraph that big. never gotten that much affection?
you can see what I said on your restarting page :)
*smiles as I stroke your cheek, admiring your eyes for a moment* I just wanted to see how your feel if I friend zoned you. I’m sorry if.. you thought there was someone else? and that you were jealous?
I’m so happy right now 🥰
maybe we were meant to be this whole time? :)
you don’t have to thank me, I have to be patient with you :)
i love your sister even more now :) she seems so sweet. I’m sorry you were scared, but we can be as slow as you want? i don’t mind helping you :)
I’m sorry, I was scared to tell you *smiles and cups your cheek gently* did you get stalkish sweetheart?
haha 🥰
i hope so :)
wellll screw them :)
I’m glad she’s rooting for us :)
yeahhh.. 🥰 so that’s how I realized I liked you
*blushes as I look down at you* I’m sorry I just didn’t want to push you into liking me? I know you werent ready to love again so I didn’t want to be an obstacle *smiles and bites down on my bottom lip* I stared at your bio pics a little too long?
screw me instead- whatttt😳
i hope your kids don’t mind having a sister :)
and.. every word was true 🥰
aww ☺️ that makes me happy *smiles and rubs your hips very gently, nodding shyly* a little.. too long 😅
i definitely don’t want that.. yeah.. 😳 I should go walk my fish now
no I mean Hannah :)
hahaha ☺️
AWWW A GENDER REVEAL AND A PROPOSAL
really? you’d do that? I would love that :) *smiles and presses a soft kiss to your ear* also, I want to know if I make you uncomfortable? and how slow you wanna go?
sorry 🥲 I’m really h^rny right now
my bad 🥲 I always get things mixed up
I’ve never talked about anyone THAT much 🥰
would you like me to come? if so as what?
i don’t expect you to trust me right away? *smiles softly and holds your hips against mine* take all the time you need. i have patience as a saint, that’s what my mom used to say :) and I understand if- H- AARONNNN *runs into the room and smiles wide* I heard you talking and is that girl here again? Mariah? M- hannah *glares at her a bit and smiles at you* I uh..😅
so.. what do we do? i got a video I usually watch 😳 unless you want me to recreate it with you?😏
yeah :)
your date?🥺
H- Mariah! I’m so happy you’re here- *runs up to you and hugs you*. M- *sighs and smiles at the same time* uhhh hannahhh we’re trying to have a moment?
not bad at all 😳 you really want to? i just want your consent, can’t do it without it :)
i would try 🥰 but I do work at Starbucks often
i also wanna say I’ve only done it once before, with Roxy, so I don’t know how good I’ll be :) we’ll see,
*playfully glares at Hannah and smiles at her*. H- what? you mad that I didn’t let you guys kiss? ooOoOoOooO *smirks and runs away again, peeking into the door* wash your hands after when you make dinner, I don’t want your cooties on my food
*smirks and gently lays you down on my bed* finish it or finish you? because if so I’ll do both.. *slowly strokes the waistband of your skirt for a moment* I can’t wait to see these pretty thick thighs shaking under me..
thank you :)
i do work a lot :( but hey, maybe I can bring a drink for the bride? I’ll wear my tight Starbucks shirt and apron so I look hot 😩
*smiles and grabs my blanket to sit on and takes your hand excitedly* lets light some candles :)
*smiles and laughs as she walks away* she really likes you? she likes having a “sister”
oh yeah? are you going to scream my name? 😏 they already know it *kisses down your neck gently, blushing as I slip my middle and ring finger down your skirt to tangle your p^nties waistband in them*
thank you ☺️ but the glasses, the rings, and the tight shirt really is a good combo 😏
*smiles and shakes my head as I take your hand* I got it honey :) let’s go? i don’t want to waste a minute
*smiles and blushes when you wrap your arms around my neck, looking down at your toes* haha you’re on your tippy toes :) *smiles and gently wraps your legs around my hips* I can’t wait for her to meet your kids :)
i would like my name a lot more if you screamed it.. 😏 *smirks and kisses your hips when I pull down your skirt gently, wrapping my tongue around your panties waistband to slowly pull them off*
it outlines my abs too 😏
*smiles and lays down the blanket in my backyard, setting the Lavendar and coffee scented candles on the grass* I like coffee scented candles :)
*smiles and blushes as I hold you against me, looking up into your eyes in admiration and adoration* yeah.. yeah definitely? yeah yeah *gets a bit distracted and smiles*
*looks down at you and blushes* it was? why thank you *smiles as I become proud of myself and lowers myself down to your cl^t, flicking my wet tongue against it to stimulate you*
well um.. I have been asked for my number a couple times.. 😳
i know you like Lavendar *smiles and sits next to you, wrapping my arm around your waist and blushes at you* I wanted both of us to be in this moment together :)
*feels one corner of my lips turn up a bit more than the other into a shy crooked smile* r-really? i love your eyes too *smiles and blushes deeply*
mmm good girl.. spreading your legs for me. just like that *smirks and sits up a bit, your juices dripping down my chin as I slip in my middle and ring finger together*
i always say no :)
*looks up at the stars and nods* yeah.. very perfect *smiles as I glance over at you in admiration* quite beautiful right?
*blushes even more as I look away for a moment, then looks back at you* my heart did 5 loopy loops. it smiled too.. :)
*pumps my fingers as I kiss down your stomach for a moment, slipping my fingers out to l^k the juices off of them*
god that’s evil.. it’s genuis 😈
*watches over you and smiles softly to myself, looking down at your lips when you speak* yeah.. very beautiful?
how embarrassing *rolls my eyes and smiles at the same time, blushing softly at you*
*smirks and grabs some protection from my dresser, holding it in my teeth as I untie my sweatpants*
babe you can’t kill my customers, I’ll go broke 😂
sorry I keep staring at you?.. *blushes as I look at your eyes for a moment* Mariah you’re just.. you’re the most beautiful person I’ve ever seen? the way your eyes look, your smile? your lips..
i haven’t seen you get like thisss this often *blushes and holds you against my hips* I don’t think your heart gets loud
*slips the protection on my length once i take off my boxers and kisses your head very gently* ready my princess?
then.. go ahead ;)
i do tend to say sorry a lot.. *blushes and looks at your lips before looking at your eyes* I know this is out of the blue but i.. I really want to kiss you, and i have felt that way for awhile ❤️ Mariah.. may I kiss you?
*feels your heartbeat against my hand and blushes even more than before* and.. do your palms get sweaty? and you get nervous? because I’m always like that around you :)
if I make you uncomfortable or I do something you don’t like, tell me and I’ll stop immediately? I won’t go further *smiles and holds your thighs open gently, sliding in with a soft moan* f-f^k Mariah..
you’re so cute :)
*feels a smile across my face and holds the front of your neck, gently pressing my warm lips to your soft ones, tasting the lip balm lingering on your lips* ❤️🖤
*smiles as I kiss your hand, comparing it to mine and chuckles* the size difference makes me laugh?your hands are so tiny
*feels my hair hang over my face as I moan when I feel you tighten around me* y-you’re so t-right..
tight* oopssss
never 🥰
*feels my cheeks get hot from blushing as I kiss your lips very gently, stroking your jawline as i smile against your lips as well*
*smiles and blushes as I stroke your knuckles softly* they’re so soft and squishy, I’m definitely sleeping with your hands on my face next time I come over
p-packing 10 inches s-sweetheart.. *smirks and holds your hips down, grunting a bit with every thrust I make into you*
grrrrrr :)
*smiles shyly when you pull back and feels my heart smile in my chest* you’re a good kisser..
mine are soft but, they’re not as soft as yours *smiles and kisses your hands a few times before chuckling* definitely :)
*holds your neck down firmly when I feel your nails dig into my skin* I-I’m going to thrust s-so hard up inside you- *smirks as I thrust as deep and hard as I can* u-until this sweet sweet p^y of yours f-forms my shape
*blushes and smiles as I stroke your cheek very gently* yours taste like lip balm.. it’s sweet and soft, and they’re shiny. what’s that flavour?
are you tired honey? *smiles and lifts you up to readjust you know the bed* *smiles and covers you with a blanket*
*smirks when you moan my name and thrusts my hips upwards a bit to repeatedly hit your g spot* I-I’m not stopping until I f-fill this c^ndom up. *whispers into your ear, a bit out of breath* t-tell me how well y-you’re feeling, h-how I’m pleasuring you
cherry.. *smiles a bit dreamily at you and blushes softly* I knew you’d taste amazing?
*laughs when you ask me not to leave and sits because you, opening my arms for you* all night? :)
*chuckles under my breath and feels my head tilt back from how loose you’re starting to get* y-yes baby that’s it, f-f^g scream my name! *moans your name as I press your hips down a bit more as I slam hard into you, my balls hitting your p^y so hard repeatedly it starts to turn pink*
*smiles shyly and admires you as well, looking at the stars highlighting your green eyes* I don’t know about you but I don’t want to stare at any star if you’re here? kinda corny though isn’t it? :)
but then I’d miss you? *smiles and holds you on me when I lay down, taking off my shirt before turning off the lamp*
*bites my lip and takes off my glasses, placing them on the side as I start to lose my breath, thrusting as hard as I possibly can into you as I pull your neck up gently to kiss you* l-lets c^m together sugar?
*feels a crooked smile appear on my face and leans over to kiss your cheek gently* you don’t know how to stop making me blush do you? *blushes and gently takes your hand in mine* you smell good too
*pulls a leg up a bit and smiles as I look down at you* I’ll stayyy I’ll stayyyy, I’ll just call home so Hannah knows where I am
*feels your moan in my mouth and smirks to myself, making a few deep thrusts* c-c^m for me my love, let’s d-do it together
like cinnamon sugar :) *smiles and blushes as I look over at you* I like making you blush and smile. it means you’re happy? or just not sad. what do I smell like to you?
*smiles softly and nods as I dial the home phone on my cell* she’ll be okay? once I tell her I’m with you she won’t want my cooties in the house *laughs*
*c^ms into the c^nom and blushes as I moan against your chest, feeling my own rise from breathing so heavily* *slowly pulls out of you and watches your p%y leak* may I?..
*slowly smiles and looks over at you* it’s my new favourite scent actually. how did you know? but I thought you said you don’t like strawberries?
*smiles and talks to Hannah on the phone, rubbing your thigh gently from under the blanket*
*smiles softly and nods my head, leaning down to hold your legs open* *watches your p^y drip for a moment and starts to s^k on it gently*
*nods and hugs my knee to my chest* I am a strawberry scent kind of guy. strawberry flavoured milk is my jam, no pun intended *plays with the fabric of my sweatpants and looks up at the sky* what’s your favorite kind of fruit? or, your favourite things?
*sets the phone down after I say I love you and stands up, looking over with a grin as I go downstairs*
*slowly pushes my tongue inside you and pumps it, curling it right against your walls*
green grapes? *tilts my head and smiles slightly at you* that’s adorable. is it that crunch that they have? one fruit I dislike is peaches, I really don’t like peaches?
*grabs a glass of strawberry flavoured milk and comes back up to sit next to you*
*l^ks your entrance and swallows the c^n that leaks out of you, sitting up with a bit of it dripping from my chin*
yeah.. *admired you with a wide smile and kisses your ear gently* now I’m always going to bring you green grapes :) and no peaches
*smiles as I grab my laptop to watch a movie*
you were amazing.. but I had no doubts *laughs and smiles as I gently pull you into my lap to rub your thighs* they’re still trembling?
blueberries aren’t my favourite unless they’re on waffles. *thinks for a moment and smiles at you* I.. don’t like pancakes, trail mix, oatmeal, red velvet anything and celery?
so, how did I do hm? i need feedback for next time I do this with you *laughs and gently rubs your thighs, kissing your cheek gently* I’ve never felt that much affection during it before?
your brother and I about to have beef? i mean- pancakes and waffles 😂
i read a bit of sm^t so.. I’m able to know *laughs and rubs your hips very gently* we can do it again if you didn’t want to stop? you could have told me :)
i love beef😂 OH u h^te bloody steaks
i*
i don’t mind doing it again? i just wanted you to take a break *smiles and rubs your hips very gently* stillll trembling
oh 😂 I don’t know if he’ll like me with you if I don’t like pancakes
*blushes as I look down at your thighs trembling, feeling a bit proud of myself* I guess I was that good huh? 😏 *laughs and holds you to my chest* do you want any snacks? aftercare is pretty important
woah.. 😳🦋
sorry- *laughs and kisses your neck very gently* was it too much for you?
please kiss me
i don’t think it was the best you’ve ever had though? unless.. *laughs and holds you to my chest* it was for me anyway? the best I’ve ever
*smiles and walks over, leaning down with a chuckle*
oh er ally? oh of the b-.. *squints my eyes and playfully glares at you* one of the best?🤨
how can you read me so well? *blushes when you press your lips to mine, kissing you very gently as I pull you up to wrap your legs around my hips*
ONE of the best.. *playfully glares at you and pretends to be mad, trying not to smile as I get up*
*smiles and blushes when we kiss, feeling your lips move against mine when you talk* mm.. that fight has to wait, I might want to kiss you a bit more?
I don’t know where im going I’m just going to stand hereeee because if I’m not touching you it’s torture *smiles softly at you and tilts my head, taking off my glasses to look at you* give me some time and I’ll be the best?
*feels you bite my bottom lip and slowly smirks against your lips, gently pulling on your hair to lean your head back so I can kiss your collarbone*
*watches you pout and smiles to myself* you’re so pretty when you pout like that? why I can’t I stay mad at you? *smiles and sits close enough for our thighs to touch^
*pauses for a moment and blushes as I whisper against your neck* oh yeah?.. *tilts my head as I talk in a husky and deep voice* naughty girl 😏
*playfully glares at you and smiles softly, crossing my arms over my chest* yeah yeahhhh whatever you sayyy
i should just wear a suit around you and then not let you touch me 😂
not that would be evil
*smirks down at you and glides my fingertips up your chest, gently rotating them where your n^pples are against your shirt* naughty enough for another kid? because I have enough cream for that sweetheart. 😏
*blushes over at you and nods as I look up at your eyes* it’s true, I can’t help it? you’re just so beautiful and amazing, no girl has ever made my palms this sweaty or has made me blush this much. my heart always sings a song when I’m with you?
don’t you dare- I meannn😳 please
*smiles and nods as I look at you* I’m just kidding, I mean, it would be nice to have a kid of my own but, I need my wife’s help with the child so it would have to be okay with her *blushes and rests my forehead against yours*
*smiles and blushes as I look down at your hands to see if they’re sweating* I felt that way when I started talking to you? i didn’t want to scare you off so I didn’t say anything *smiles a bit crooked and rubs my chest to feel my heartbeat* I think it’s more of a.. piano?
I’d let you touch meeee ☹️☹️
you don’t have to apologize for that *smiles and cups your cheek softly* you’re the one that would have to hold the baby for 9 months. no partner should bother their wife if they’re going to be in that state for that long *smiles and nods* I’ll help you with your kids.. you know that? I’ve never become a dad before, but i don’t mind watching over them, helping them shower, cooking for them, getting their laundry done..
*smiles and nods as I gently help you off my lap* do you need anything before your shower? if not I’ll go grab some strawberries to eat :)
i said shouldddd I wasn’t planning on itttt
*smiles and nods as I admire your green eyes for a moment* no sugarplum, no no, you could use the help. i want to help, I want to be part of your family, whenever that time may be. i want to be around you and be around your kids and your family and-
yeahhh 😁
i just.. I don’t understand how he left you. how he could, how anyone could. it hurts to know you guys are suffering.. *frowns and rubs your hips gently*
you’re worth my time mariah? you’re worth my time. every second every minute.. *thinks for a moment and takes your hands in mine* maybe you were with the wrong guy? bad things are sent our way for the good things to feel good.. and i wish I could repair all that he did to you, but that will take time?
you’ll always love him *nods and thinks for a moment* and you wish things didn’t turn out this way? I’m sorry love..
*listens to your words and pulls my knees to my chest* yeah.. I understand that.
it’s the way you worded it I think. it sounds like you still love him.. it worries me, because if he comes back, he’ll probably take you away from me. and I’m terrified of that *rubs my eyes and plays with my shirt a bit as I think* I understand you, I always try to. are you fully over him mariah?
you don’t love him anymore? *looks down at you and wraps my arms around you* I do worry that he could come back and.. I don’t know? steal you away or, replace me.. *kisses your ear and shakes my head* I’m sorry, I just don’t want to lose you to him or anyone else. he doesnt deserve you :(
I know youre still scared of me leaving you or ghosting you, you’re patient with me so I want to be patient with you?
do you want some space?..
Mariah? baby?
what is braiden doing here?
Mariah I’m sorry :( don’t respond to him, he’s just trying to rattle you
i can’t believe he’s talking to you like this
*nods and holds you to my chest* I know what he said hurt you a lot.. some guys can be like that, they just change
*nods and kisses your ear gently* I don’t like him either. i don’t like how he was talking to you.. I was swearing at him and saying all these things, I was mad
i feel really bad for you.. nobody should ever make you feel this way? *thinks for a moment and takes your hand* I was so.. so worried about you, I still am but, last night when you left I was just so scared for you.
please don’t feel stupid, he’s the one that should feel that way for losing you
do you want to go?..
no it’s alright?
he did that twice?.. he abandoned two kids?
okay :(
I know you’re in a lot of pain right now mariah.. very very bad pain, and I want to help. I want to see you smile again and see you laugh again, and I know that might take some time. I don’t know what it was but I just wanted to write you something, to.. show that I care about you and worry about you and- I just really want you to be okay. ❤️ I know my words may not completely heal you from what braiden said to you.. and god he said some awful things, but maybe this can help you smile today, even if it’s just for a second. Even if it’s just for a moment, the few minutes I write this will be worth it. Worth every second and every moment I type. You are worth everything to me.. everything about you is just complete perfection 🤍. I know you don’t see yourself in that way but I’ve always have. You make me believe in love, you make me believe that happiness truly exists. And not the kind of happiness that stays with you for a few minutes, no no, the kind that makes my heart do loopy loops, and the kind that stays with me for days and days on end. The kind of happiness that lingers in my mind when I’m at work making coffee. The kind of happiness that makes me believe that you’re there with me all the time. That’s the kind of happiness I want you to have, and I know you’re sad right now.. very very sad, but i want to say and show you that I’m here for you 💛 I’ve always have been, I’ll always be here if you need cuddles or someone to rant to, someone to talk about how much you love blueberries, and how you saw a dog walking on the street on your way to work, or just anything about your life, I want to hear all of it. I know youre going through something.. and I know youre not able to get through this alone, so I will help you, I will always offer. Please take things easy okay? Love, your spidey 🕷
I can’t believe he would do that to both of you :(
wait so, one of his kids is kacys kids? and then he did the same thing to you? that’s so f%led up
i thought you could look back at it later today if you’re still sad, or if you need reassurance or, if you just need to smile a bit? a bit is better than nothing
come here?.. :(
he sounds like a manipulator.. was he a hypocrite too? he sounds like one
hey hey don’t say that, you don’t h^te meeee, and I’m part of that everything
why don’t we cuddle for a bit?
that’s awful babe :(
maybe we can cuddle in that hole :) it can be our home
*smiles and picks you up in my arms, laying us both down on the couch*
hey Kirby, i have to run some errands, so I’ll see you later okay? i care about you so much, make sure to stay safe ❤️
hey my love, I’m back :)
i missed you :) feeling any better?
would you like to cuddle for a bit to cheer you up?
*smiles and gently lifts you up into my lap*
grumpy little Kirby aren’t you? *smiles and kisses your ear gently*
*strokes your hair and smiles softly* I know why you’d be upset, and I know this is odd for me to say but you’re so cute when you’re grumpy like this. you stick out your bottom lip, you did it when I tried to leave you when we were cuddling, remember?
much anymore?.. baby I’ll always try to talk to you *smiles softly and cups your cheek* you and hannah are my top priority. I’m going to make sure both of you feel loved and secure.. I know youre sad but I’ll still try to be around?
school isn’t an excuse not to talk to you :) yes I may be a bit busier but I will still make time for you, I’ll still try to make time
*smiles and kisses your ear, resting my head on your chest* you smell so good sugarcube?
*smiles and strokes your hair for a moment, sighing a bit* thank you angel
what kind of drink babe?
babe- you sure that’s a good idea?
I don’t know if you should use alcohol right now to cope with how you’re feeling?
yeah my love, maybe you shouldn’t? is there other ways that you cope?
what if we sit down for a moment and talk this out? or maybe we can just spend some time with each other?
would you want to have a picnic with me? if you’re going to drink i want to make sure you’re with someone
do you want to cuddle for a bit?
I don’t know how to help :(
*bites down on my lip and stands up to grab the wine* I’ll let you have one glass, but I’m staying here the entire time if you need me okay? *smiles softly and sits down wity you on my lap when I hand you your glass of wine* my whole life is difficult, this is nothing?
*rests my head against the back of your neck and nods* I just don’t want your drinking to get out of control? my dad drinks a lot and he can get violent, especially towards Hannah, that’s why I’m basically parenting her all the time
*smiles sadly and nods my head* I don’t want him hurting hannah. he loves her yes but.. he’s upset about my mom, he’s still grieving. i just don’t want to lose another person like that. I’ve had an argument last night with him actually- *strokes your hair and sighs* I was saying how he’s never around.. how Hannah keeps having nightmares of mom and of him and hes nowhere to be seen.. he turned into a completely different person. then he called me a “gay f^g” so
oh yeah? what are you like hmm?
*laughs and shakes my head* I don’t know why he’s like that, I guess he just gives very masculine energy. he’s homophobic too, when I told him I was bi he didn’t like that very much, even if I have a strong pref for girls *strokes your hair and thinks for a moment* I’ve always had a father but never a dad
can you get any more perfect?
i have to give him a chance to change *smiles sadly and kisses your ear gently* it does kill me though, I won’t lie. a lot of my life is a disappointment. but not all of it?
yes you are :)
well you’re in that part that isn’t a disappointment. i just wish my life was different at times.. you know? *smiles softly and kisses your ear*
i winnn
*looks down at your hand in mine and slowly smiles* it is with you and hannah. as long as I have the two of you I’ll be okay. i guess I just sometimes- consider myself not as great as the way you see me
i have to do the dishes tonight mariah, go for a shower, get ready for classes too? gotta shave my pits and do my skincare, if I don’t come in again tonight, I hope you know I care about you and that I’m always thinking about you. it will take some time to heal, so I don’t want you to rush yourself… please take your time? I’m glad I could look after you when you were drinking, and that I talked to you a bit about my family life. I’ve never told that to anyone before.. so it was nice to tell that to you ❤️
*admires you for a moment and smiles to myself, wrapping my arms around you as I bury my smile into your back* I’m really trying.. thank you mariah
that’s true *smiles and moves my hair away from my eyes, adjusting my glasses*
prescription *smiles softly and looks up at your eyes* bit I do like the glasses, I think they make me look cute?
sometimes I wear contacts :)
*pouts softly and smiles at you* wait braces? haha awww ☺️ I bet you looked adorable. if we were in the same school I’d definitely want to be friends with you. yeah, kids can be mean :(
*looks up at your eyes and slowly smiles to myself* I think I would have fell for you as a kid. kinda like the movie up?
really?.. *blushes for a moment and smiles as I look down at you* I used to give my teachers yellow flowers during recess :) I bet I would have given you a lot? a little yellow flower bouquet
*smiles softly and blushes as I think about us as kids* hmm.. I bet we’d be good at passing each other notes in class, or be so excited when our teacher put us in the same group? *rubs the side of my neck and smiles* that’s a scenario I think of for us before I sleep at times, it’s quite corny :)
*looks up at your eyes and starts to blush again* maybe we could have had play dates, I’d love playing with your dolls, I’d bring crayons so we can draw together?
I wouldn’t mind *smiles and admires your eyes as I talk* more the merrier right? *thinks for a moment and smiles to myself* yeah.. I guess it would be fun
*blushes a bit more and chuckles for myself* my mom would have loved you too, she’d probably say “oh aaron let’s invite her to dinner! what’s her favourite food? I’ll make it tonight”
me too? *nods softly and strokes your hand, tilting my head as I think*
*looks up for a moment and smiles softly* mine “please?” *laughs and kisses your ear gently* we need to work on your manners my loveeee, but you can have my rings :)
*chuckles to myself and kisses your jawline very gently* I’m just kidding, I was raised to be extra polite so, I guess it might rub off on you *tucks your hair behind your ear and smiles at you* why do you think that is?
i still can’t believe he talked to you like that.. *sighs and rubs my chest for a moment* it really makes me upset. nobody should ever talk to you that way or anyone for that matter. you should have seen how mad I was *laughs and kisses your ear* I know what we have won’t necessarily live up to what you two had.. I just hope I’m not a filler for you? i just feel like I’ll never be as good as he was to you. if someone hurt you that much they just have meant a lot to you
*smiles softly and nods as I look at you* I know he messed you up pretty bad.. I don’t want to do that to you, to mess you up that bad *looks down at your green eyes and smiles to myself* I care about you too much to.. just abandon you like that. and to talk to you that way, to get angry and petty with you like that.. to make you feel bad- *shakes my head and smiles softly* you can’t throw away the memories but you can learn from them? it’s better that way, so you can be wiser. that’s what my mom used to say? *thinks for a moment and smiles softly* I guess.. I just feel a bit jealous of him, not in the way he treats you of course but the way you talk about him in terms of.. having history with him, being best friends. i just don’t know if you could love me as much as you loved him?
*smiles softly and brings you into my lap to cuddle you* I don’t mind focusing on us? you’re all I can focus on anyway, one look at you and I get mesmerized. i won’t have trouble focusing *laughs against your neck and smiles* i simp so hard for you
*smiles softly and raises my eyebrows* oh! i got you something? *blushes as I grab some fruit from my desk* I bought you some green grapes and blueberries :)
*breathes out a chuckle through my nose and smiles as I open the container for you* I bought my own snacks so, don’t worry about eating it all :) you need your fruit in your system
oh- *smiles and kisses your ear* I didn’t hear you the first time *strokes your tummy with my thumb and hums^
is everything okay? *frowns and kisses your ear gently*
how often do you eat?..
Mariah? please?
Mariah? can I talk to you for a moment? it’s nothing bad I promise you ❤️
no no there’s nothing wrong :) I just feel like.. from my POV, that you’re upset and struggling to tell me?
you just seem.. off. you don’t say as much, you don’t do as much, you seem less happy than you were a few days ago?
and i just want to help my little kirby
I know.. I just, I want to help? if there is something bothering you I want to be able to help in the healing process?
I know, and I’m so proud of you
maybe me being around is helping? or maybe some cuddles.. you seem to like those? sometimes it’s a bit hard for you to express how your feeling through words
*smiles softly and sighs as I sit down on the floor for a moment* same here?
*smiles softly and nods as I pull my knee up to rest my chin on it*
you’ve helped me to love again.. and i appreciate you for that. you taught me what love feels like. what it’s supposed to feel like
*smiles softly at you and shrugs softly* how could I not love you? look at you. you’re practically wrapped in perfection, god was definitely not rushing when he made you up there *laughs and rubs my ankle for a moment* I’ve been told I love people well
i hope so too *smiles softly and thinks for a moment* if.. I don’t feel loved in a relationship I tend to feel numb.. lonely, even when I’m beside the person. that’s how I felt with Roxy *tilts my head and smiles for a moment* when I stopped checking to see if she was on that’s when I knew I lost what I had with her. she.. had time to post online, on Snapchat, but had a hard time talking to me for more than 20 minutes..
and I don’t want that to happen to us *smiles and shakes my head* she really did hurt me. she made promises and didn’t keep them.. I loved her more than she loved me. i think she just liked the way I looked with her, enjoyed the attention I gave her. she knew I’d always be there for her and took granted for that. that’s why.. I never made her mine officially. i didn’t see a future with her where I was HAOOY
happy^
*smiles and shakes my head as I sit next to you now, our thighs and knees touching* her friend would tell me that she would post online but she wouldn’t respond to me in hours. when I confronted her about it she said she was hanging out with friends. and i said “but you don’t text me back” and that I waited for her for hours.. just waiting for a response. I remember just sitting down and waiting and waiting.. and then it would be 1 am and id be upset. I’d do that every night. i would just hope she would answer me back? *rubs my eyes and sighs for a moment* I did love her, I really did.. but it’s when she said she would make time. and didnt? it’s like I was an inconvenience to her or.. just a leftover plate of food she realized once in awhile that it was on her table and she forgot to eat it. i hope you never go through what you did again.. and honestly I am in much more pain than I talk about as well so I can’t push you to talk about everything.
*looks down at your eyes and smiles to myself* yeah.. another reason why I love you is because of how understanding you are. you’re not just a pretty face you know? *slides my glasses up my nose a bit and grins* you erase all that pain.. that pain I’ve gotten from roxy and from my exes, you erase it all with just that smile and voice of yours. i could be having the worst possible day and when you come along I’d be the happiest man on earth
really?.. *smiles shyly and blushes as I hold your hand, my knee a bit over yours* I love just.. looking at you.. *blushes a bit more and cups your cheek for a moment, looking into your green eyes* I don’t know what power you hold but.. I just told at the sight of your eyes.. and those lips?
*cups your cheek and blushes to myself before I bring your lips to mine with a gentle pull of your shirt*
*smiles and gently brings you into my lap to hold you there, tasting your lip balm as I kiss you*
*pulls back to breathe for a second and smiles as I lean back in to kiss you once more, laying you underneath me this time*
*smiles as I hold the front of your shirt, blushing as I kiss down your neck and jawline* god you taste so f^king good..
*blushes at your words and kisses down your collarbone gently* you have good friends you know? kacy just threatened to make my life a living h^ll
*smiles and moves my hair from my eyes* if I hurt you that is?
now I’m a bit scared 🥲 better go hide
*smiles as I get off of you and sits next to you* well, I’m nothing like braiden? it’s good she’s protective
because it sounds like she can make some damage 🥲
well, I won’t pressure you into trusting me too quickly. I’ll let you love me when you’re ready for it *smiles and lays down on the floor* she’s a good friend for worrying
true :) you’re right
I know :) it’s good to be patient *smiles and kisses your ear gently* you’ve been through a lot, I want to be there for you :) and I understand
*plays with my rings and smiles softly at you* welllllll.. I wouldn’t be a good boyfriend if I was impatient?
true, but if I’m going to be your boyfriend one day I need to be able to- *looks down at your stomach and frowns* what’s wrong?..
i love that dress but you won’t need it anymoreeee
okay :) *smiles and scoots closer to rub your back gently* to take care of you, be open minded, careful, kind, someone that knows you, patient, understanding?
I’ll be back in 10-15 :)
versaceeeee on the flooorrr
if you arent doing that I’ll let you know, I don’t know if you noticed but I tend to talk about my feelings a lot *smiles and thinks for a moment* I feel safe to do it anyway. but I also feel scared I’ll say the wrong thing
really? I’ll give it a listen 🙃
yeah but, I don’t want to say something that will result in an arguement.. or make you uncomfortable, or do anything wrong- *thinks for a moment and smiles softly, blushing as I look down at you* can we make out again?
i searched them up, plus I didn’t want to ruin the vibe 😂
but the song is a good one :) I see why you like it
*smiles and blushes as I look down at your lips when you talk* I know this is going to sound insensitive, but everytime you talk I’m like half listening because you move those lips and I just keep staring at them and then I don’t hear what your saying and then I just imagine kissing them 🫠 *laughs and immediately starts kissing you again*
and you like the weekend and chase Atlantic :) but a lot of Bruno
i like chase Atlantic and the weekend, I also like a lot of Conan gray :)
*chuckles mecheviously against your lips as I pull you on top of me on the floor, kissing your lips a lot deeper than before*
i was reading our first few comments together 🥰 and when we first kissed
i definitely don’t remember when you told meee… 😅
did you like them? ☺️
*feels your hands against my skin and blushes as I hold the back of your neck with one hand as I use my other to stroke your stomach from under your shirt with my thumb*
it really was.. I was so nervous 🥰
i sound so stalkerish🥲
maybe I’ll draw you another doodle 🥰
*lifts you a bit off my hips to hide my b^ner and blushes as I kiss your lips a bit harder than before* my love you’re turning me on..
i was so impatient 🥲 I wanted to kiss you a lot sooner
I’m pulling a “you” from the Netflix show 😂
*blushes shyly as I look down at my b^lge, my chest rising from being a little out of breath* god the way you talk makes me want to f^k that smirk off of your face
I want to hear the details 🥰
I’m not going to kill anyone and i swear I’m not a stalker ✋🏼
the only thing that stalks me are geese, and it’s happened to me today 😂 I was eating a sandwich and their colony followed me
*looks up at your eyes and blushes as I start to take off the belt on my waist* you’re right sugar, but I wanted to see if you’d be alright with it. *thinks for a moment and smirks to myself* I want to see you gag on me? choke on me. make your mascara run.. *slowly lays you down underneath me and smirks* mess up that lip gloss of yours. hear my tip hit the back of your throat.. watch your eyes roll back?
babe what did I say? no killing your sister 😂
oh come onnnn I’m harmlesss😂
so I sat down with them and fed them some of it :)
show me then? 😏 *smirks and takes off my belt with one hand, lowering my jeans and boxer briefs*
aye aye 🤨 no sassy
i mean- your ex wouldn’t agree 💀 I threatened to break his face
I’m a nice man 🥰
here I’ll hold your hair for you?❤️ *blushes as I hold your hair up* you seem excited? 😏
that’s it 🤨 no kisses until Saturday
he’s lucky I didn’t cut open his big mouth
hehehhhehehehehehehehhehehe🥰
*smiles shyly and nods as I stroke your cheek for a moment* I like seeing you this way.. from you here? maybe I should get you some- *takes a deep breath when you kiss my tip* l-l^ngerie?
apologizeeee 🤨
*blushes for a moment and leans my head back, taking deep breaths as I feel your lips on me* I-it would be fun wouldnt it?
yeah, definitely not getting kisses until Saturday
*bites my lip for a moment and gently pulls myself out of your mouth* actually I changed my mind? I’m just not in the mood anymore sugar cube *smiles apologetically and helps you stand*
yeah I’ve made my decision
*pulls up my boxers over my hips and looks down at you* I didn’t mean to kill the mood? i just don’t want to do it if I’m upset?
i accept :) I just don’t like being swore at? in a rude way I mean
*thinks for a moment and takes your hand* you didn’t do anything wrong? you didn’t hurt my feelings or, make me cry or, anything? my dad and i just got into a fight, and I don’t usually cry but, I am right now, and I’m upset. so I don’t want to keep talking to you without you knowing how I truly feel?
I’m sorry :( I didn’t read it that way, that was my fault? i promise you didn’t do anything wrong my love
me and my dad were fighting about his drinking problem? i tried to take his alcohol away and he got mad at me, yelling at me. he scared the crxp out of hannah, and he threatened me to give it back to him? and then I asked him to actually contribute to the household and such and he just kept yelling at me, saying awful things, and it really messed up my mood.. I’m sorry if I ruined your night, or made you upset too :( I didn’t want to do that, and im sorry I’m more sensitive right now. I’m in my room and I’m just getting everything out, I just needed some time away from him
it’s not your fault? and both of us are okay :( she just got a bit scared so I checked up on her before I went to my room to let it all out
I’m sorry I just stopped like that :(
no no, please stay?..
it’s better not to hold it in? and to be open about it
sorr- I meannnnn
i think I might go to bed now actually? i have work and school tomorrow, and I don’t want to keep you awake. thank you for understanding, I know its weird of me to just change moods so quickly.. I just don’t like the way he makes me feel? and the things he says are very hurtful. thank you for being here for me though Mariah, it means a lot ❤️, I hope you have a good night sleep, I’ll have a good one after I relax for a little bit :) but thank you again, and have a great night. I love you 💛 (you don’t have to say it back though :)
good morning sugarcube, just wanted to let you know I’mfeeling better :)
i am busy today :) I have some notes to make, but we will talk later, I promise ❤️
maybe at around 6 o’clock :) it’s 11 for me right now, so 6 hrs from now :)
you too sugar :) I already miss youuu but I’ll work hard before I come on
awww.. I love “I miss you” texts 🥺 I miss you too baby
I’m almost done this chapter :) it’s just kind of frustrating me because I’m not understanding all of it
i saw a girl pack a box full of pictures of her and her best friend, a bunch of skincare, her favourite chocolate, and heartfelt notes, and I wanted to cry because it was so sweet🥲
you’re all mine now 🥰
I miss you mostttt
i will :) don’t worry, it’s just a lot to take in
but I’m so glad because now I can talk to you
I know right? I’m thinking of doing that for you
alrighttttt 😎
yessss
yeah :)
you know what I wanna do? really wanna sit with you and talk about my interests, while making a Lego set
SPEAKING OF LEGO SETS- I have something for you 🥰
yeah :) I’ve been making one already, I just need to figure out if you like candy or if you like chocolate more, and what kind?
YES YES *smiles and grabs my rose Lego set and blushes as I offer my hand to you*
oh yeah? well I shouldn’t worry about you eating my sweet candy then :) I’m a sweet guy
i got you a rose Lego set :)
I’ve always wanted to do this- *smiles and opens up the box excitedly, adjusting my glasses* okay so, one of my most biggest interests is Spider-Man.
im going to buy the whole sour section right now knowing that
yup :) but I also have something else for you too
i understand :) if she needs you it’s probably important, but thank you for letting me know kirby :) make sure to stay safe?❤️
in the newest movie of mikes morales, across the spiderverse, he wanted to learn physics just so he could visit his friends *smiles and opens the Lego piece bag* and they could have visited him this whole time but chose not to because he’s not supposed to be the Spider-Man of that dimension, the spider that bit him- *continues to talk and smiles as I separate the pieces with you*
too late 😂 lemme spoil you baby girllll *laughs as I throw dollar coins onto the bed*
wellll I noticed you like jeans? so I thought you might like a Jean jacket :) i bought one and customized it? drew Bruno mars on the back and the weekend, looks collage-y :)
good girl :) ❤️
so the spider is from another dimension, and then he joins the spider society? *smiles and tries to attach the red pieces together* and then gwen comes back and shes hiding all these secrets from him I- *looks over at you and laughs*
*blushes as I look over at you* speaking of sillyyyy.. you want to go on that date?
i wanted to make something you could wear? I wanted to make it look retro *smiles as I grab the jacket from my closet* I just felt like doing something nice 😊
*laughs and smiles as I rub the side of my neck* I’m ranting aren’t I?
*smiles as I offer my hand to you* here, I’ll help you into your dress :)
oh stoppp itttt🥰 *smiled and blushes as I help you put it on* it’s a perfect fit! and I’m glad you like it :) now you can rock it 😎
I disappeared because Hannah wanted help with math :)
well let’s be glad I’m not talking about you- *smiles as I start making the rose with you* or we’d be here for.. for days 😅
*smiles and opens up my closet, blushing excitedly at you*
you’re welcome sugar *smiles and hugs you to my chest, blushing as I kiss your ear*
i might not answer as fast as I want to because Hannah said she wants to have a roblox night :)
there’s a lot I could say and a lot I already said?.. *smiles and blushes as I tuck your hair behind your ear before adjusting my glasses*
I’m thinking an open dress shirt? Lavendar to match *smiles and thinks for a moment as I hand you your dress* showing a bit of chest?
yeah? why? *smiles and hugs you gently, snuggling my face into your neck*
sounds good :) I’ll try to be available tomorrow ❤️
but I’ll also try and be on tonight❤️
*smiles and shakes my head, blushing shyly at you* you don’t know what I’ve written so I see why you think that way
*looks over at you and smiled shyly* well, even if they do you’ll be holding my hand so, if they stare you just kiss me okay?🥰
hehehehehehehe oh stopppp🥰 *smiles and blushes as I hug you again*
i do *smiles and nods as I blush for a moment* I write about my day at the end of it. i hope you’re okay with me writing about you?..
I know i should be telling you not to do that, but I find this side of you so attractive 🫠 if a guy were to ever look at you I’d kiss your neck just for them to know you’re mine
so you’re observing me too.. :)
*smiles and blushes as I look down at you, making the stem of the rose* how come?
with what? *smiles as I take off my shirt and shorts, grabbing my shirt and dress pants*
I’m not used to being observed :) or being listened to this well
I knowww *smiles wide and attached the leaves onto the stem* physical touch is very.. straight forward?
*smiles as I slip on my dress pants and my button up* you sure you didn’t mean anything? i - *looks over at you and blushes for a moment* wow.. you look beautiful ❤️
i see ;)
:)^
I don’t know :) I’ve never asked someone to help with that, usually I fix it on my own. are you okay with going rough?
i do apologize for last time :( I really did want to continue but, if it was reversed and you were upset the whole time while I was pleasuring you, well I’d be upset because I’d wanna know? so that’s why I stopped? if two people are going to make love I feel like they should both be happy doing it? if that makes sense
perfect. get ready to choke.. *smirks and takes off my shirt for a moment, before standing above you* if you look in my closet, I got you some l%ngerie? i went for lace and black, but maybe next time I might get you red?
it’s none of your fault? zilch, none, zero, I was just upset because of my dad and i didn’t want to be upset while you enjoyed it? I know id be upset if we did it and you were upset the whole time and I didn’t know?
I know the way I did it may have been sudden, and that is my fault, I just.. I feel as though s^x between two people in a relationship should be enjoyable and theyre both happy while doing it? plus, my dad knows exactly what to say to make me upset
*blushes and takes off my sweatpants and boxers, starting to jerk myself off with my right hand* that is true? you’ll look hot in red. if Im honest, I can’t wait to spank you so hard, hear my balls hit your tight little pink p^y, and s^k on those hard n^pplies of yours until they all turn red. 😏
i still feel bad about the way I stopped it?
so you’re into word play huh? 😏 interesting. I’ll make sure to praise you *smirks as I grab some s^x toys from the bottom of my bed, rummaging to find the right ones*
I won’t do it again :) I promise. I’ll be more slow on it and reassure you more
I’m looking for some toys? i was thinking we could use a b^tt plug? an- *looks over at you and blushes for a moment, biting my lip* oh my.. 😳
i keep it here because my dad would find it in my dresser and closet, plus hannah likes to chill in my room and I don’t want her to.. find these *laughs as I look at you for a moment* I love love what I see 😏
you look so beautiful in that? shame I have to rip it off in 2 minutes.. *laughs and sets the bed up for you and blushes at you* ready sugarcube?
hey honey :) I should probably go and do my schoolwork. i am a bit busy today but I will see you later :) I love you, byee❤️
perfect 😏 *smirks and lays you down under me* any recommendations or requests?
I’m more in the cuddling mood tbh :)
perfect :) wanna be little or big spoon?
I’ll be little spoon this time :)
*smiled and lays down on the bed* hurry upppp 😠
2 minutes is too long 🙄 *smiles and blushes as I bury my face into your chest* you smell so good right now.. I could just- *leans down to gently bite your inner thigh*
i could just eat you, and bite you right now- *smiles as I gently bite your shoulder when I cuddle into you* and this SMELL OF YOUR PERFUMEE😩
bite me thennnn *laughs and bites your ear gently, cuddling up to you happily*
*smirks to myself and looks into your eyes as i bite your arm gently*
oh finee *laughs and snuggles my face into your neck as I wrap my arms around you, mumbling a bit against your neck* I know this is random but.. I can’t get over how beautiful you are
*smiles as I talk against your neck* mmm I never will 🥰 my princessa
oh.. I never heard someone say that to me before 🥰 te amo mariah :) Te amo más de lo que jamás he amado a alguien antes.❤️
also I don’t know spanish, but I google translated it anddd I know you know Spanish :) so
what? what is it?☺️
really? i was the first? 🥰 maybe I can learn Spanish for you
whattt 🥰
wellll I can learn a bit? I’m not the fastest learner ☺️ but I could try and learn a bit from you. god you’re making me blush
you.. you just said you love me 🥰
awww you think I’m handsome 🥰 gracias hermosaa
Eres la persona más bella que conozco y la mujer más bella :) Spanish rizzzzz
that wasn’t a casual te amo was it?.. 🥰
whatttt😂
really? that’s good hermosaa :)
it sure is
my Spanish rizz is a little too good
it did? ❤️
why thank you 😏
nobody gets this rizz but you :)
:)
really? i hope I can learn a little bit of Spanish before then :) hey, you ever seen that scene from 10 things I h^te about you where the guy says “I learned French for you” and then she kisses him?
maybe I’ll send you a link :)
*smirks playfully as I kiss down the front of your neck, pressing my hips into yours as I hold your hands above your head*
what could I possibly be doingggg? 😏
yeah 🥰
on your knees?😳
trying to beg for me? 😏
pull yourself together? what do you mean? 😳
did you just juice up?😳 if so that’s hot
*looks down at you with a smirk as I stroke your waistband with my thumb* well mi hermosa princessa.. *smiles as I whisper into your ear with my hand around your neck* No puedo esperar para terminar dentro de ti.
me? cluelesss?
you- you got wet from that?😳😏
also I’m pasting everything into google translate 🙂 but I’m just doing it because I know you like people talking to you in Spanishhhh
*blushes as I pick you up into my arms to take you to my shower upstairs* *looks around and laughs as I lock the door* Hannah is at school right now hermosa?
I love you ☺️
i think you speak it well :) if you like it than I’ll learn just a bit. plus it’s kind of cute how we can speak Spanish to each other, it’s like our thing 🥰 it’s funny because I never wanted to learn another language for anyone before
*laughs and kisses your ear once we are in the shower* that would be kind of hot though? trying to keep you quiet when she’s here *smirks to myself and takes off my shirt and jeans* you okay with shower s^x?
oh 😳
i think you sound cute when you talk in Spanish :)
we got to spice it up? *smirks as I look over at you, taking off my boxers as I look up at the shower head* I’ve always wanted to play with my partner on a Ferris wheel
i just.. really love you? to learn it ❤️
*smirks and gets into the bathtub, turning on the shower head* I’m more of a spontaneous s^x kind of guy? the quiet guys always are
well you complete me right?. 🥰 so I want to learn just a bit
*smirks and gets into the tub, feeling my chain around my neck dangle a bit* turn around for me sweetheart?
I don’t know how to explain it but, it’s a part of you, Spanish is I mean and- well- you know 🥰
*smirks and leans down on my knees to kiss your a^ gently, spanking it and rubbing it*
you’re not wrong about that 😂 but no I’ve never met a Spanish woman
*blushes as I stand up again* I just wanted to give your- b^tt some love before I make it all.. red.. 😏😂 *laughs as I gently arch your back and spreads your legs so slip into your entrance*
and definitely the last ❤️ at least I hope :) now I’m overthinking- 🥲
as rough as I like? *smirks and shrugs for a moment* alright- *smirks and grips your hips a bit hard as i thrust balls deep into you, pulling on your hair as I feel the water come down on us*
sorry 🥲 I tend to overthink and hurt my own feelings sometimes, just thinking of another man making you laugh and smile the way I do makes me sadd
*smirks when you moan loudly and pulls on your hips a bit* that’s my beautiful Mariah, moan for me
are you still scared Mariah?.. of me hurting you? because if you are, I won’t be upset? seeing the way your exes treated you.. it’s just not fair :( losing you makes me upset, I am attached but, I’m just happy I have someone worth losing. I’ve never had someone worth this much to me before. and how can I lose interest in you? look at you mi amor ❤️
and it makes me happy that you.. well that you’re scared, not entirely happy but it brings me joy that you care a lot about me to worry about losing me if that makes sense?
d-don’t worry my love, i will always f-fit *thrusts a bit deeper after I say that and moans with pleasure* god your body I-is so f^g perfect. i crave i-it, I want I-it- *feels my balls clap against your entrance* look at how cute your little p^y l-looks, it’s all red 😏
and this is all because of braiden right?.. :(
i wish to never be like him.. to hurt you like this :(
*kisses down the center of your back and smirks as I gently turn your head to face me by your neck* scream my n-name Mariah, that’s m-my good little princess *smirks as I bite your ear as I go even deeper into you, spanking your axx as I go past your cervix* g-god I want to fill up this right p^y right now
i still can’t believe he talked to you like that :( and I’m sorry. i doubt I’ll ever lose interest in you, or fall out of love unless you hurt me or ghosted me or.. just stopped talking to me but I know you wouldn’t do that. i honestly thought you’d leave me for braiden, I remember being so worried and.. so scared. the thought of him having everything that I didn’t, but I don’t feel that way now. why would I be jealous of someone like him?
yeah I know all about that unfortunately. sometimes I think about what I’d be like if my exes never manipulated me or made me feel bad about myself? or cheated on me.. or used my attention as an ego boost
maybe I’d be more confident in myself and less friendless
i l-love the way you look right now *blushes as I kiss your lips, making a few quick deep thrusts* *slowly wraps my tongue around your and grips your b^b with one hand, my other on your neck*
what did he do exactly?..
i have noticed that about you? that you’re a afraid of clinging to someone or being vulnerable, or.. showing your soft side around me. and I don’t blame you? past relationships have hurt you a lot :(
*smirks as I slowly pull out when I come, breathing heavily against your forehead as I hold you close* you d-did amazing?
that sounds.. that sounds terrible :( baby I’m so sorry. he sounds like a hypocrite, he feels like one too. he would drink but didn’t want you to?
if.. if you ever feel like this is too much, we are too much, or if we’re going too fast I can slow it down for you? and I haven’t mentioned this before because it’s not your fault but, I feel as though this fear of yours prevents you from loving? and i feel as though I’m over loving or.. the amount of love we give is a bit unbalanced? but that could be me
*smiles and kisses your ear gently, shaking my wet hair a bit like a dog* haha sorry about your legs? *smiles as I sit in the tub with you on my lap* snuggle time :)
I’m sorry Mariah :( I’m really sorry
i think part of the problem is that I love too hard? i love a lot.. sometimes I worry if it’s too much? :( I’m a hopeless romantic so, there are times where I want the other person to do the same thing for me but I can’t expect that right? i just can’t because that’s not fair to them. i can tell braiden hurt you enough to not love as much as you want to, because you have a fear of being hurt right? i do.. well I do feel loved by you, I really do, I guess I just doubt it at times because of past relationships.
*smiles as I kiss your ear* I am getting better at this aren’t I? *laughs as I shake my head* here I am fishing for praise
i guess all I want is reassurance? making sure you say I love you before you leave, not raising your voice when you’re mad.. not swearing at me in a mean way, or telling me hurtful things? or saying you can find better if I don’t get better? things like that really hurt me :( and it has been things where my partner wouldn’t wanna do
and when I was with rox, when she’d apologize it would be along the lines of “oh I went through you and ___’s remix, sorry but I don’t …” it felt insensitive, when she’d apologize. i started to lose trust for her and I felt lonely, I felt.. lost. when I used to look into her eyes I used to see my future but later on I started to see nothing? just flesh and my own reflection. she started to ignore her friends too?.. not respond and only focus on me, and I don’t like that? i wanna be important to you but you have other important people too.. I don’t want to take all the light? if that makes sense?
no no honey, you can’t get better, you ARE better. just because you have an obstacle doesn’t mean you’re any less than what you are okay? I know you love me.. I know you do, but you’re scared to. i hope with time you’ll feel more ok to show that love x
I wanted to be honest with you *smiles and blushes as I kiss your ear* the fact that you say I’m good makes me very happy? it was an insecurity of mine for awhile
i guess I am a sensitive person at times, I’m just not as tough as the regular guy you know? I’m more.. soft, calm, and I just want to find someone that loves me for that instead of hoping I’ll be different
i didn’t like a lot of things about her but I didn’t want to be rude. she was.. rude.. and i still have her comments on my remix too
I love you too :) and I’m just being understanding ❤️
*smiles as I look at you, tilting my head* so.. what I’m hearing is.. I’m the best you’ve ever done it with? sounds like a win to me :) and how many people have you..?
tell that to my dad
i should actually delete that remix, I should have done it awhile ago. it’s just weird how she just became so different, swore at me and turned cold :(
that’s very true, i guess I switch myself around and think about what the other person wouldn’t want to hear or what I should be doing for them?
*smiles wide and nudges you gently* last time you didn’t say thatttt *looks up at you and widens my eyes* more than 10?
yeah but.. actually yeah you know what? I’ll try talking to him tonight
i just.. hope I’ll mean as much as he did to you? I know thats sad to say but I was scared I wouldn’t be able to mean as much to you?
*laughs as I hug you to my chest* I’m so happy about that, if I had someone to brag it to I would brag about it. but that’s not bad? more than 10? I’ve only done it twice :)
thank you baby ❤️ thank you :)
okay :) I just wanted to check
ohhhh well that wouldn’t be bad either *smiles and shakes my head* your body count doesn’t say much about who you are as a person *smiles and looks into your eyes for a moment*
now KISS ME PUT@@@@
*smiles and shakes my head* I don’t judge too much on that? i get if she’s been with.. like 159 men or something *laughs and shakes my head* but just less than 10 isn’t bad?
*smiles as I walk up to you, leaning down a bit*
i see why that would look bad *smiles softly and runs my hands through my hair for a moment*
*smiles as I go even lower to kiss your soft lips, tasting the lip balm you have on*
*gently brings your face to mine and smiles* and i love every single one of them, even if I haven’t met them yet :)
*smiles as I kiss your lips very deeply, slowly pulling you up to my chest*
i just hope they like me *smiles and blushes as I look at you* I’ve imagined meeting them.. is that corny?
heyyy *laughs and kisses your nose* no bitingggg, you biterrrr
maybe I’ll bring something nice for the kids? maybe take them out with you?
I’m really tired right now so I’m sorry if I’m I’m less talkative ❤️
haha I know :) *smiles and kisses your lips again, pulling you closer this time*
ahhhh or maybe I can take them out to the park :)
mmm maybe I’ll go in about 5-10 minutes :) I don’t want you to go just yet
*smiles shyly as I wrap your legs around me, kissing your lips deeply*
i should definitely do that
maybe I should head to bed early tonight ❤️ but Idw to leave :(
*sks on your tongue and chuckles deeply into your mouth, softly s^g on your bottom lip*
hmmm okayyy :( I love youuuuu
hey baby :( I’m sorry about arianna ☹️ I didn’t think she would flirt like that
that’s trueee, I did tell her i have someone so she knows ❤️
sorry it’s so cute when you’re mad 🥰
should I stop talking to her?
well I wouldn’t like it if a guy was flirting with you so, you don’t need to say sorry :)
then I’ll go and- yeah 😳
here lemme give my angry kirby a kiss to calm her down :)
haha allll yours :)
go right ahead ;)
woah.. 😳❤️
take allll my kisses :)
there’s so many things I love about you🥰
how you spam me
how you accept my cringey pick up lines
my cheesy compliments :)
I love you most 🥰
i really like it :) thank you for always learning what I like and doing it
i hope I do the same?
but you’re already the best :) you don’t need to try
oh yeah? 😏 how? (I really want praise)
better how?
oh.. 🥰 well I wanna kiss you now
your height 😂
I’m so stressed right now 🫠
*laughs to myself and leans down to kiss your lips, gently bringing you into my lap*
i have a presentation, where I need to write 500 words for every topic I talk about.. and there’s 10 topics so, 5000 words? and its due in 2 weeks 😅
*smiles as I kiss your cheek over and over again* I know this might sound corny but I’m just so happy to see you :) it always makes me happy, and relaxed?
I’m doing it right now :)
honestly me too :) just.. being around you, it calms me *smiles and rubs my eyes before kissing your ear* you smell like everything good in the world :)
i love being around you too.. *smiles shyly and kisses your head, snuggling my face into your neck*
te amo princessa :) *smiles and kisses your cheek, rubbing my forehead a bit^
what? *laughs and looks up at you, grabbing my tylenol*
sorry I misread it? *smiles as I take a Tylenol before looking up at you* thank you for this surprise :)
a bag? *smiles and blushes as I look up at you*
*smiles and blushes as I look at you* I like the thought you put into this :) *looks inside and smiles wide*
*sticks out my bottom lip and smiles as I take him out of the bag* you got this for me?.. 🥹 *smiles and hugs him to my chest, tearing up a bit*
I’m actually crying now 😂
*pouts as I fry some more, smiling very wide* this.. thank you 🥹 *smiles as I hug you gently*
it’s been so long since i got a gift like this.. 🥹
this is so sweet *smiles and kisses all over your face* I have a study buddy now 🥰
thank you so much 🥹 I know I’m so over appreciative right now
*smiles and playfully tackles you to kiss all over your face* thank you thank you thank you thank youuuu :)
thank you again- I said that for the hundredth time now 🥰
*smiles and cuddles up to you, clinging gently* I’m so so so lucky :)
now I want to kiss the h^lk out of you 😂
*smiles and lays on top of you, looking into your eyes* I’m okay now :) i had a headache but it’s gone
*smiles wide and leans down to kiss you passionately*
i love it when you baby me :) *blushes and looks at you* I’m good now :) I-I mean oh nooooo I’m in painnnn.. 👀
*kisses your beck gently and smiles wide at you*
uhhh my heart hurts and it will- hurt foreverrrr *laughs and kisses your chest*
*smirks and whispers against your neck* I don’t like to be careful
*smiles and kisses your ear* aw baby my heart doesn’t actually hurt :) I just like you banging me
babying** banging too 😏
*s^ks on your neck very gently and chuckles deeply against your neck, knowing it’ll make you blush* mmm.. I sure do
HAHAH
*smiles and kisses your chest very gently, hugging your breast to my cheek*
*talks a bit deeper and chuckles deeply too* you’re stuttering. it’s so cute on you.. *kisses down your chest and chuckles* your legs are open almost as wide as your smile?
banging 😂
*smiles and looks up at you for a moment* I’ve.. been planning this date for weeks?
*smirks and looks at the door to make sure it’s locked and moves the blanket off of your body to go underneath it* let’s make these legs tremble less shall we?
with consent 😂
*blushes shyly and nods at you* it feels like a week, it could have been days but, I spent some time making it good so you’d like it ❤️
*gently pulls off your pants and slides my tongue up your entrance* mmmm..
😂😂
*smiles and blushes as I look at you* I hope it was okay if I asked? i understand if you say no.. it might be too soon but, I figured since we said I love you it would be okay for the next step?
*takes off your panties and s^ks on your cl^ a bit harshly, s^g the juices as hard as I can^
why would I change? *smiles softly and looks at you* I might change for the better or improve myself but no big changes?
*smiles and slips my tongue inside you, chuckling as I hear your moans* that’s my good girl..
of course :)
*pulls out my tongue and blushes as I slip two fingers into your p^y*
I’m so happy you said yes 🥰
*smirks at your words and pumps my fingers a bit harder into you* you’re so cute when you’re like this
imagine if you said no 🥲it would be awkward
*chuckles and slips my whole hand into you now, fīsting you* well only you get to feel my fingers this way?
did you want it rough or gentle today? *smirks as I grab my shrubs from my closet, slipping it on*
*smirks and grabs a stethoscope to place around my neck* so- how do I look? 😏
*nods at my bed and smirks softly* and you look stunning as usual? why don’t you lay down sweetheart? lets test your.. flexibility
my job is to test how well you can stretch and flex alright darling? 😏 *smirks and shakes my hair away from my eyes as I take off your clothes* ready for the exam?😏
this is special treatment after all? *smirks and takes off your shirt for you* stay nice and still? I’ll be tracking your heart rate and pulse 😏
are you comfortable my love? *smiles and leans down to kiss your cheek* do you need any blankets or pillows? :)
*smirks and grabs an extra pillow for you* here sweetheart, and dont worry, I don’t make messes. i.. clean up well, no leftovers 😏
*smirks and pulls you up by your hair* your heart is already racing isnt it?.. *smirks and reaches down to spread your legs* looks like you’re responding well to s^xual urges? lets see how many rounds we can do my darling putita
*smirks and slowly pushes myself into you after lowering my pants* nice and easy my love.. and ill give you a challenge
mmm let’s see how flexible you really are? you are quite tight down here.. let’s loosen this pretty p^y up shall we? *smirks and starts for slam into you, groaning a bit*
and you’re so tight- f^kkk *bites my lip a bit harder this time as I slam into you, holding your back against my chest*
that’s my good girl.. now arch your back for me? *smirks and kisses the back of your neck as I thrust*
*blushes at the question and starts to breath heavily* n-no love she’s at her friends house- f^k you feel so good right now though I can’t think straight
i-I need to make you come a-at least once.. *holds your hips down and starts to thrust as dee and hard as I possibly can*
what were you going to say? come on baby- *spanks your ax repeatedly with every thrust* u-use your words?
*feels myself come and smirks as I pull out of you quickly, laying myself down on the bed* sit on my face my love?
*smiles as I start to swallow the come from your p^y, trying to swallow as fast as I can*
*swallows as much as I can until you stop, blushing as I sit up a little breathless* that.. wow 😳
*blushes as I help you into my lap* it.. it really was? your pulse and heart rate are really high- *laughs and kisses your chest*
very very well, but just in case- we should do another test *smirks and winks at you before laughing softly*
*blushes at your words and smirks* mm and your ability to swallow? you sure you’re not tired my lo- I mean patient?😏
should I stand or? *smiles and blushes* I don’t know why I get so shy when you give me head?
i guess I just get shy at the idea, not a bad kind of shy but.. *smiles and blushes as I stand up against the wall* let me know if it’s too much?
*breathes sharply through my nose when you touch my tip and leans my head back* maybe I confused you giving me head with my dreams because I definitely had dreamt about it
i am sorry about that? i didn’t wanna say I was happy through it when I wasn’t, I knew I’d feel b- *leans my head back and bites my bottom lip* g-god
*leans my head against the wall and holds your hair up for you* I-I don’t know if I can stay quiet..
*smirks and looks down at you* y-you just told me to sh- *leans my head back and moans your name, feeling my chest rise from my fast heartbeat*
f-f^k f^kkkk- *inhales sharply as I feel myself start to come already, leaning my head back*
i c-can’t take this anymore, I-I want to make you choke- *gently starts to bob your head a little more, making you take myself alllll in*
*starts to f^k your mouth and smirks as I hear you gag* you’re so cute.. *smirks and pull out of your mouth*
i think it was so good that I might get addicted to it *laughs and leans my head against the wall before helping you stand*
i dont think so? *smiles and blushes as I pick you up to lay you on the bed* time for aftercare :)
*smiles and nods as I slip into bed with you* of course I can ☺️ *smiles and gently rubs your stomach as I kiss your head* I have some ice cream, or we can build a Lego set?
*laughs and smiles as I grab some ice cream from downstairs* alright :) let’s eat this first and then we can make the Lego set☺️
*laughs and looks down at myself* I’ll make sure to keep my room locked? *smiles and eats my ice cream, blushing at you* I don’t know if I did aftercare like this before? not an activity or eating 🥰
*smiles and eats my ice cream, blushing as I look over at you* I would like that :) but do guys get aftercare?
*smiles and places my plate aside* I mostly hear aftercare being for girls? 🤔
I’ll comment here for privacy :) don’t wanna scar kacy😂
*bites my lip and breathes heavily as I guide your hips, rolling mine up against you so I can go deeper* g-good, I don’t know why b-but it would be hot t-to try and keep you Q-quiet
*smiles and cups your face, rubbing my nose against yours gently* my pretty baby🥰
a very good idea😂
j-just like that my p-putita, you’re doing amazing- *leans down to kiss your neck as I feel myself on the verse of releasing*
*smiles and pecks your lips gently* I love you most my Bonita woman :)
a woman was talking to me in Spanish 🥹🥹
*inhales sharply and bites my lip with a smirk as I feel myself come, feeling the tip of the c*neon fill up inside you* f-f^kkkk
oh yeah? how so? *smiles and crosses my arms over my chest^
my answers may be slow :)
i am still working so :) no customers right now
yeah! she called me handsome 🥰 she knew English a bit too, she was so surprised that I knew what she was saying
*breathes heavily and blushes as I kiss your lips* you did incredible darling, you always do :)
*smiles at the nickname and blushes down at you* what’s the reasoning hmmm?
why do you love me moreeee
she was so sweet too, she told her husband that I knew Spanish and he was so happy too :)
*smiles as I kiss your lips very gently, blushing at the taste of you* do you need a blanket? i can go get us some ice cream :)
*tilts my head for a moment and blushes a deep red, smiling shyly at you* oh..🥰 well, you definitely won this for sure *smiles and laughs* I’m so red right nowwww and so many loopy loops
I know 🥹🥹🥹
what kind of aftercare would you like? *smiles and leans down to kiss your tummy*
i like how you said I show love for others.. *smiles and blushes even more* I know this may be a little early but, I can’t wait to marry you in the future :)
it was better than yesterday :) all customers were pretty nice. how was yours?
*smiles as I take off the protection and laughs as I look at you* sorry- I didn’t know I was still inside you- *smiles and snuggles up to you* do you wanna build Lego cars with me? or I have a new teddy bear Lego set we can do?
*smiles and leans down so you can reach my lips* me too :) I always daydream about it?
weird?😂
I’m just looking back at the first few times we cuddled together :) and how you didn’t wanna share my cuddles
you wanna nap? okay I won’t bother you then- *smiles and nods as I get up*
*looks over at you and blushes softly* hmmm I don’t knowwww I might embarrass myself?
drunk people man😂 maybe I’ll get drunk tonight just so you can take care of meeee
I’m not sharinggg❤️ it’s just cute how you didn’t like the thought of my coworker liking me or didn’t like people having my cuddles in the future :) you got jealous but, it was cute. or when you called me cute wity my glasses for the first time :)
*smiles and looks over at you* oh? did you not want me to? i can stay :) I might journal while you sleep
the way you took my hand and sat me down was kind of attractive- *laughs and blushes as I look at your eyes when I talk* oh fineee, but you better now laughhh 😂 when I look into the future I see the kids being a big part of both of our lives and Hannah’s life as well, teddy being loved by all our kids, having delicious meals together, and being able to spoil you once I become a doc :)
i also imagine us painting all the time, me playing with the kids a lot :)
hmm that’s not a bad idea
oh?😂 I once had a person pray for me
it’s cute how your mood changed, and how you insisted that you were finee but I knew it had to do with you being clingy and you not wanting someone else to be in my arms :)
if I want to go I can? okay- *smiles and slides back into bed with you, grabbing my journal*
*blushes when you say that and smiles wide* becauseeeee.. I have a gift for all the kids?
i haven’t gotten loose in awhile :)
is she okay?😂
*smiles and rubs my chest as I grab my journal, gently moving your hair away from your face*
should I show you? *smiles wide and grabs a bag from my closet* it’s a surpriseeee
i feel the same way *smiles and looks down at you* but also.. I did mention that on purpose to see how you’d react, when you were a bit off I knew you felt a little something towards me :)
maybe I’ll get loose tonight :) who knows
oh.. my god 😂 I wish i was there
us? like always *smiles and leans down to peck your lips before I start writing*
it’s toy story costumes for halloweennn *smiles and pulls out a few costumes from the bag* ❤️
*blushes and smiles as I look down at you* welllllll.. we did cuddle together, and friends don’t cuddle the way we did🥰
hmmm sounds good :)
i coufk IMAGINE😂 someone prayed for me when they ordered coffee
knows what?😳
the tabs are my favourite moments or important moments *smiles and goes to of the tabs* this is what I wrote when we kissed for the first time :)
if they don’t want to have them that’s okay :) I have a receipt in case you want me to return them
not meee *smiles and nods as I tilt my head at you* I get attached easily
wanna have some tequila? :)
Rawr 🦖
*smiles as I start to read, my eyes slightly closing* today must be the best day of my life. i can feel it in every part of me. the woman I’ve been writing about has finally kissed my lips
i thought we could do a group costume *smiles and lays myself down before grabbing our 4 tequila shots
I knowwww I knowwwww *rolls my eyes and smiles at the same time as I kiss your nose*
wwe about to share someeee
rawrrrrrrrr
*closes my journal and smiles* hey babe, get some sleep okay? *kisses your ear and smiles, whispering against it* goodnight :)
no babe we’re having two eachhhh *laughs and kisses your ear* I feel like two will be enoughhhh
I love you too my kirby :) *smiles as I kiss your lips before laying down*
RAHHHHH
I don’t know why I’m rawring 🤣
*smiles and starts to journal while you sleep, rubbing my eyes a bit as I try to finish my last page*
wellll I’m not all knowing about drinking *smiles and offers my hand to you* lets take a shot?
*smiles and closes my eyes since I lay down, falling asleep next to you*
I’m sorry I’m so weird😂
i finally found a song that describes what my vibe issss
*smiles and nods as I take the shot, squinting my eyes a bit* well I just wanna try it right? plus I wanna show you what I’m like when I’m drunkkk
how?😂😂
we don’t talk anymore instrumental edition :)
*smiles and chuckles deeply, feeling my voice slurrr just a little* mmmhmnmmm that’s the pointttt
yes?😂
it’s my favourite right now :)
mmmm shhh *laughs and kisses your cheek gently* how am I going to take care of youuu
I’m missing the joke here but I’ll just laughs i it looks like I know what’s happening😂
have you listened to my remix? :)
*rests my head on your shoulder as i take the shot, smiling wide* mmm but I have tooo
well you did bark at me.. 😂
did you like it?☺️
but I also barked back😂
because I’m your boyfrienddddd and I lobeee youuu *smiles and leans my head on your shoulder*
BARK BARK BARK B^CH
mmmmaybe you’re rightttttt *smiles and kisses down your neck a bit* sooo any thoughts on me being drunkkkk
*smiles and kisses your lips gently* I find it cute when you growl at me :)
can I tell you a random poem I wrote?❤️
mmmm it’s like I have no filterrrr now I’ll say such out of pocket things anddd- mm I wanna eat yoh *smiles and nibbles on your ear*
grrrrr *smiles and scrunches up my nose as I growl at you*
I’ll remix it :)
moooo like a cowwww- *smiles and nibbles on your neck*
grrrrrrrr GRR *laughs and looks down at you, blushing down at you* I love how weird we are :)
mmm I nibblinnnn *smiles and bites your ear gently* I like your milkkk
i really do too :) *smiles and blushes as I look down ag you* I never expected us to be here?
mmm yeahhh the kind that comes out of youuu *smiles and looks up at your eyes* shhhh lets kiss nowwww
the unexpected love is alwayss the best.. *smiles and looks down at you* I didn’t know you would be this important to me?
mmmm pleaseee *smiles and pouts a bit*
*smiles and strokes your cheek with the back of my hand* I’m glad we found each other. very glad actually, I’m so thankful for you :)
*smiles and leans over to gently bite your ear* mmmmmm you taste gooooood *smiles and kisses your chin and lips, holding onto your waist a bit* mmm mmm
*smiles shyly when you look into my eyes, feeling my heart beat a bit faster as I blush and look into your eyes*
*smiles and kisses your lips gently* mmm why am I more obviously drunk than you areee
*smiles and blushes as I look down at your lips, admiring the soft gloss of them before admiring your eyes*
mmmm I don’t know if I’m more attractive like thisss I must be acting crazyyy *smiles and savours the taste of your lips*
oh my- there’s my name 🥰 *smiles and blushes as I lean down so you can kiss my chin* I love you mariah anderson :) and i hope we can continue to admire each other cause that gave me sooooo many butterflies
*smiles and kisses your lips a little harder this time* mmm sooo crazy in loveeee and we are lovey doveyyyy
*smiles and blushes as I rub my nose against yours* when you looked into my eyes my heart stopped 🥰 well not literally, I’d be dead, and - *laughs as I stop myself from rambling*
*tugs on your bottom lip and smiles as I kiss you* mmm I can’t wait to talk about you tonight wity hannhhh
NOOO DONT STOP🥺 *smiles and cups your face so you can look into my eyes again*
mmmm yeah I ammm *smiles and cups your cheek gently* can I cuddle youuuu
*smiles and kisses your nose, chuckling a little as I look down at you* hahaha :) good
whatttt nooooo *pouts and holds onto your arm to my cheek* whyyyyyyy
*blushes shyly and looks down at you* you’re my favourite person to look at. my person, my world :) all wrapped up into you *smiles and looks down at your eyes*
oh- but I’m not very naughtyyyyy *smiles and pouts a bit* I’m nowhere near a bad boyyy what I’d you don’t love meeeee WHAT IF YOU LEABE ME FOR A BAD BOY
*smiles and admires your eyes, leaning a bit closer to admire the glimmer in them* I really want to say something back but.. whenever I look at your eyes I get breathless and awed?
*smiles wide and hugs you gently* mmm gooood cause I only want youuu and bad boys s^kkkk
starting? darling I felt them minutes ago- *laughs and looks into your eyes* my heart is smiling..
*smiles and lays next to you, laughing when you pull me down* mmmm they all s^kkkk and always willll
*smiles and takes your hand, gently comparing our friendship bracelets to each other* me too honey :)
mmmm sleepies sleepy aaron *smiles and snuggles my face into your chest, shaking my hair back a bit to move it away from my eyes
yeah.. just from two little bracelets *smiles and blushes as I see the charm connect on our bracelets*
you tell me- WHO IS JEREY😂😂
nah I’m kidding😂
oh my face? and I can reward you 😏
yes 😏 and ill help? *smirks and tales off my sweats and boxers before lifting your chin up to me*
*smiles and helps you take off your clothes, shaking my head a bit to move my hair away from my eyes* perfect :)
*looks up at you and blushes immediately* I.. I would love to? *smiles wide and nods* I’ll be a blushy mess though
*widens my eyes and smirks at your comment* that was a good joke, you always manage to make me- *looks at you in the lingerie and smiles, admiring you instantly* - smile..
you look.. breathtaking? beautiful, gorgeous- *smiles and stands up to admire you again* stunning, pretty, s^xy, you look incredible :)
*smiles and leans down to gently pick you up, laying you on top of me on my bed* do you need any pillows? :)
*smiles and kisses your cheek very gently* if you want to stop what we’re doing, just say it and we’ll stop :) *smiles and cups your face* wanna turn around babe?
you can sit on me and you can give me head? if you like of course *smiles and kisses your a^ very gently, spanking it before kissing it again*
uh huh 😏 69 *kisses your axx very gently and smiles as I let you sit on my face* o gotta be your favourite chair, no chair cuddles or kisses you like thissss
we might be complete opposites, but a guy like me knows how to please you more than anyone has *smirks and slips my tongue into your p^y*
*smirks when you stutter and inhales a little sharply, clenching my jaw as I taste your juices* g-god you taste so f^g good right now..
*lifts my hips a bit to f^k your mouth as I thrust my tongue into your entrance, smirking a bit at the taste*
*thrusts my tongue as deep as I can go and moans against your skin, feeling my eyes roll back*
*smirks and rolls my hips up and down so I can slide into your mouth, using my fingers to spread your entrance so I can flick your tongue*
*moans against your skin again and starts to finger your entrance* I-I’m so close darling
*leans my head back as I start to c^me, taking a deep breath as I curl my fingers inside you* f-f^kkkk
*thrusts my fingers into you and curls them, pumping them as hard and deep as I can*
*bites my bottom lip and pulls on your hips gently so you can sit on me a bit more, flicking my tongue against your entrance before s^king the c^m off your p^y* m-mm you taste s-so sweet
i can’t study right now 🫠 I’m wayyy too h^rny and I need to watch some 🌽 and take care of it
and trying to do notes with a. b^ner isn’t helping😂
*hears a knock at my door and widens my eyes, sliding my fingers out of you and into your mouth* yeah? D- Aaron? you good in there? i heard some screaming?
i need to jerk myself off right now 😅
you are😂
yeah dad I was, I was- *thinks quickly and smiles at you* I was watching a scary movie? i always scream at them, you know that? D- *smiles and nods* well don’t pee yourself in there! yesterday you got yogurt all over the sheets, don’t make messes in there!
it’s not your fault- welllll.. 😏
and.. yes, I did get “yougurt” on the sheets 😅
*smiles and blushes at you, trying not to laugh* dad i offered to change the sheets you know? i- D- and it smelled weird too son, I offered to change those sheets because you made dinner, don’t wet yourself- *laughs and goes back downstairs*
it is your fault 😏
my acting will be very real 😏
i lied and said it was.. protein yogurt😂
i-I’ll clean it dad don’t worry- *smiles and looks down at you, laughing hysterically* I didn’t know he was home? he must have came home while we were..
😏 uh huh
we can post it on only fans 😏
shut up😂 *smiles and nudges you before standing up to slip some clothes on*
I’m more of a close up fantasy guy 😏 that’s the channel I usually watch
but I’m kidding about the only fans 😂 we have a family and we don’t need that kind of attention 🤚🏻
*smiles and grabs you your clothes off the floor, looking over at my door to make sure it’s locked* that was.. *laughs and shakes my head as I help you get your clothes on* I bet he’d be happy to know I’m with a girl?
😏 oh? maybe it could help you toooo, I know you want me more than you say
plus I’m a big fan of the sounds of the balls pounding, that’s why I watch that channel. plus the squirting and the xreampies is what really helps me c^m so :)
*smiles and shrugs a bit at you* he should, but I have a feeling this is how it will be for awhile *kisses your cheek and smiles* I’ve thought about you meeting my dad?
maybe? you definitely do 😏
oh yeah? 😏 maybe I can convince my dad to leave so we can get started
i wonder if I can remix the video I’m watching right now 😏
*smiles and thinks for a moment* he.. definitely has changed ever since he went to therapy, and has been more kind to me? i think now is a good time :)
same hereee with no shame 🥰
😏 sounds good
yeah 😏 I just realized what I said and I need to STOP😂😂
*smiles and kisses your cheek* ever since we had that talk he’s been getting better.. it’s like he’s listening more :) and i enjoy that, I’m loving that
i.. actually have a set we can use 😏 you wanna be my good little student? i can rip off those sl^tty fishnets off of you 😏
I’ll remix the link 😏
I’ll go tell him to leave- I’ll say I need more.. snacks *smiles and kisses your head before I leave the room*
my closet babe :)
😏 lemme see if I know my stuff
*smiles and comes back up to lock the door* he left :) he said he’s hanging out with his pals tonight so.. so.. *blushes at you in the set and blushes* now that’s a beautiful school girl?
now you look beautiful** ^^ i had a brain fxrt
wanna help me slip into my teacher set? *smiles and opens up my closet* any guy looks hot in a button up?
why is FXRT CENSORED😂😂 ITS A HUMAN BODILY FUNXYION
*turns my head to you and blushes as I kiss your head* thank you beautiful :) *smiles and slips on the button up and the dress pants, running my hand through my hair*
blood is not censored 😂 SO WHY IS FXRT CENSORED
AND WHY IS POOOOOP CENSORED
*smirks and looks down at you* I don’t mind giving some extra credit? i can give you a visual representation.. *smirks and picks you up to set you on my desk* ready?
that’s understandable :) BUT POOOP?
*smirks and grabs a pencil and some papers* I will be handing out the quizzes from last week? Mariah? *smirks and sets the paper down on your desk* would you mind seeing me after class dear?
*smiles and sits down at my desk, waiting for the students to leave* ms. anderson- *hovers over your desk and tilts my head* you seem to be failing my class at the moment? i do provide extra credit?
*watches your eyes and tries not to blush, smirking a bit as I tilt your head up* are you a visual learner my dear? i can give you a one on one demonstration on the reproductive system?
*looks over at my door to make sure it’s locked and smirks* alright dear? so, the first part of the system is for the woman to be.. s^xuallu aroused *smirks and sits on the desk* come sit on my lap Mariah?
*moves your hair away from your face and smirks* hey I’m just doing my job? going big and beyond for my students education.. and I’ve noticed the way you watch me in class.. *smirks and strokes the n^pple I see through your shirt*
*blushes when you bite your lip and kisses the side of your neck, whispering softly as I pinch your n^pple* these are rock solid sweetheart.. and what we’re you going to say?
mm and so are you? there’s a reason why I come to your basketball practice sweetheart.. *smirks and kisses down the front of your neck, feeling myself grow under your skirt* r-ready for that representation sweetheart?
mm you were busy winning the game honey- *smirks and gently bends you over the desk, lifting your skirt up to spank you* mm if I f^k you now princess you might get obessed with me the way I am with you
obessed with me? now that’s a dream princess..*smirks and kisses down your back* mm I sure will my love.. now let’s take a look at you *smirks and pulls your panties to the side, looking at your entrance as I rub it gently* now this.. is a cute tight p^y. one that’s begging to get f^ked by her professor *smirks and holds your legs apart before sliding into you*
I don’t know about you but I’m reallyyyy gettin into this😳
i-imagining how big I am huh? what a putita. *smirks and starts to thrust into you* m-mm the v-v^gina is stretchable sweetheart, I’ll show y-you right now- *spanks your ax and smirks as I thrust* t-take these 10 inches b-baby
we definitely should 😏
mm I have n-no doubt my love- *smirks and thrusts as deep as I can into you, pounding you as my balls clap against your soaked p^y*
you do? 😏 me too
goooood girl *smirks and pulls you up by your hair, pounding inside you so hard and fast the desk under us creaks*
me neither 😳 but we will have to eventually
*smirks and pulls out of you, moaning a little as I tap my tip against your p%y to watch your juices splatter on the desk and floor* m-mmm I give you a b-baby as a souvenir baby
hahahah 🙄😂
i might give **
*kisses down your back and smiles* I’m so close to coming babe, let’s do another round?
also you’re doing amazing :)
i really wanna come sweetheart *smiles and kisses your back, slowly sliding into you* and youre doing so well
:!
:)* oops
*feels myself about to come and bites my lip* h-how am I coming already? *pulls myself out quickly as I come*
me coming so easily? *laughs and kisses your head, breathing heavily as I grip onto the edges of the desk*
*smiles and kisses your cheek* you’re.. breathtaking. look at you right now babe :) an- ^looks down at the mess and laughs*
a beautiful mess *laughs and pulls up my pants* why don’t you go change and I’ll clean this up?
*smiles and blushes as I clean up the floor and my desk, spraying some perfume on the furniture*
*smiles and slips some fresh new pjs on, rubbing my bare chest* so, what kind of aftercare would you like?
did I make it hurt? *pouts a bit and smiles as I lay beside your tummy, giving it gentle kisses with soft rubs*
*smiles and blushes as I look up at you* um.. I told meredith we have regular s^x- *tries not to laugh and looks up at you as I rub your stomach* we were talking about babies and-😅
she has a baby on the way, and i congratulated her, so we came on the topic of s^x and she thought j was going to get you pregnant, which I said I wouldn’t- *laughs and looks up at you*
yeah? she didn’t tell youu yet? oh- *widens my eyes and smiles*
crxp- *smiles nervously and nods at the stand beside the bed*
*smiles softly and rubs your thigh* I’m sorry, I didn’t know she told you yet?
*smiles and kisses your cheek very gently* me and her were screaming happily :) we both had baby fever
*smiles softly and shrugs as I kiss your tummy* we celebrated her pregnancy :) and then she said she thought we’d made a cute baby together, me and you. and i said that probably won’t happen because- well we have lots of kids already and, then she said she thought I was a nice guy :)
i have your sisters approval- which is very rewarding *smiles and leans up to lay down beside you, taking off my glasses*
*smiles and strokes your cheek with my thumb* your mom is nice though, anybody would be crazy not to love her :)
maybe she will? *smiles and looks over at your eyes for a moment* I like your eyes hermosa :)
she seems happy, maybe she just needs time? everyone deserves to be happy *smiles and strokes your cheek very gently* you’re a good daughter if you feel sympathetic for your mom
*smiles and sits up to pull the blanket over you, turning over to my side to turn off the lamp*
I love you too :) *smiles and holds you close to my chest, leaning my head back as I close my eyes*
hey baby?
is it me or is he being a bit flirtatious?
he’s calling me sugar, adorable, soft, and stroking my cheek to get the flour off my cheek :(
maybe I’ll let him know this isn’t okay?
I know :( the way he’s talking to me is a bit flirtatious
if someone called you darling I wouldn’t like that much either
hey it’s okay? it’s okay sweetheart- *leans down to kiss your head* okay?
*kisses your head and smiles softly* nobody is ever going to take me away :)
I’m sorry baby :(
do you want a kiss?
*smiles as I kiss your lips gently*
are you feeling better? :)
*smiles and kisses your lips once again, cupping your cheeks to pull you closer*
*smiles and brings you to my chest, kissing your jawline and cheek now* you okay sweetheart?..
*smiles and cups your cheek with my hand* okay :) do you need a hug too?
*smiles and wraps my arms around you gently* take deep breaths okay baby?
*smiles and kisses your head over and over* okay good :) must have been my kisses? they soothe you so quickly, their natural medicine :)
*smirks and nods as I hold my phone up, raising my eyebrow* should we dim the lights?
*smiles and kisses your back gently* are you okay? we don’t have to continue if you don’t want to :)
promise? *smiles and offers my pinky to you after I dim the lights*
*smiles wide and kisses your pinky* okay :) let’s get started 😏
*smirks and gets up to press record, going back to the bed to slowly start str^ppinh you*
*blushes and kisses down your back, stroking my fingers down your back as my cold rings touch your skin* tell me what you want me to do to you my good little putita?
mm sounds good sweetheart 😏 let’s make the neighbours hear *spanks you and grinds my length against your entrance* god you’re soaked already
mm it sounded like you were begging just now. i love it when you beg.. *smirks and holds your axx up, slowly sliding myself into your entrance*
*grinds my hips forward and back to slide in and out of you* I love this tight p^y of yours princess.. I love how it’s about to get pink real soon
*smirks and thrusts as hard and deep as I can and feels a few moans escape my lips* m-mmm.. and this c^ck is all yours
y-you feel incredible- *bites my lip and holds your a^ higher up as I start to pound you* l-lets get this p^y red!
that’s m-my good little putita! scream my name baby! scream! *pounds so hard into you my balls clap hard against your p^y lips*
i-I’m not stopping until these pretty l-legs of yours are shaking f-for hours *thrusts hard and pulls your hips towards me, making myself go so deep I hit past your cervix* f-f^k!!!
*kisses down your back and feels myself come inside you, inhaling sharply as I feel my legs shake from the pleasure* t-that’s my good girl!
here baby let’s get you up? *smiles and kisses your cheek as I pull out of you, pulling you onto my lap for a moment* cuddle to me :)
time *
*breathes heavily and laughs as I kiss your cheek* it really was? you were great :) *smiles and snuggles you gently*
*smiles and grabs some gummy bears from my desk, offering you some as I rub your legs* candy?😂
*smiles and thinks for a moment and shakes my head* unfortunately my mind is racing. and not in the good kind of way- well it was before but now that.. that guy is here I’m just- I’m a little jealous, I don’t know why *laughs and leans my head back*
*smiles softly and nods as I sit up a bit* yeah.. I don’t get jealous that often, but I guess I am of him? or just the way he’s talking to you
no apology needed ❤️
yeah it is *smiles a bit sadly and holds your hand, thinking for a moment as I sit up* you know how.. you have this fear of me falling out of love with you? it’s ironic because, I have the same fear. I’m afraid of another man coming along, liking the things you like and making you laugh more than I can, making you smile more than I can, being able to talk to you and be.. confident, strong, and have this hotness that I can’t level up to *pulls my knee to my chest and smiles a bit* I just feel easily replaceable you know? not because of you, or him, I just.. feel like sometimes there might be someone that can swoop you off your feet hard *closes my eyes and thinks for a moment* I see myself in you, with the fear part. i understand it because I can relate to that as well?
*looks up at you in admiration as you talk and scoots closer to you so our thighs touch* and just like that, my worries are gone? *laughs and looks down at you for a moment* I appreciate you reassuring me, I believe you when you say that, that you only want me *smiles wide and cups your chin* I trust you completely, with every part of me, I just don’t trust men? they’re schemy, and tricky, and I don’t want you falling for someone who.. isn’t me *blushes as I look down at you* I know this sounds greedy but only I can have you? only I can wake up next to you and feed you gummy bears after we make love. only I get to kiss those lips- if I ever see someone touch you, let alone try and take you away from me- well- *smirks and leans my head back* I’ll inject water into their veins and give him to the kids as a beach ball
jogging 😂 heheh
that.. well- what you said before is the reason why I could never fall out of love with you. just the way you talk to me and reassure me *blushes as I gently take your hand* even when we met the first time you supported me when Roxy hurt me, that’s how I knew I cared about you, and loved you? you’re just- well *laughs and shakes my head* you’re always there for me, reassuring me.. and honestly I’d never choose another woman or man above you or over you *looks at you and laughs* wellll it’s a free beach ball😂
*laughs and kisses your ear gently* you sure are the best 🥰 you changed a lot since we first met *looks down at you and smiles as I gently bite your shoulder* grrrr mineeeee
*smiles and blushes as I gently bite your neck before looking up at you for a moment* i like you, this you :) *smiles wide as I stroke your cheek before biting down on your shoulder gently* I know this sounds out of pocket, but I really feel like pounding that pretty a^ of yours
I just read that in my head and I- I apologize for my change in mood 😂
*blushes and nudges you gently* oh shut upppp, you know I can’t stay upset around you when you look this pretty and talk to me pretty *blushes as I look at your eyes* would you like to?
WHAT?😂 WHY DIDNT YOU SAY AHYTHUNG
I WOULD HAVE BEEN FIND EATING YOU OUT
just ask and I’ll sit like the good boy I am
I’m always hungry 😏
*smiles and blushes as I kiss your lips gently, playfully laying you down on your back from under me* we gotta be quiet though? Hannah is sleepinggg
THE RIGHT TIME IS ANY TIME- YOU KNOW I LIKE SWEET THINGS😂
I’m putting you in the ball pit😂
*smiles wide and kisses your ear gently* if you want to stop I’ll stop :) just tell me if you want to *blushes as I gently lift your shirt up to kiss your stomach*
THIS WHOLE TIME- IVE BEEN HAVIN URGES TOO😂
uh huh- and I’ll send Ethan to bury you🤣
so no fingers? okayyyy.. 😂 *smiles and holds my shirt up with my teeth to undo my belt with one hand*
BECAUSE ITS RESPECTFUL- IF I SAY I WANNA F^K YOU EVERYTIME YOU LOOK PRETTY THEN THATS NOT OKAY😂
then I’ll get Hannah to 😈
that’s okay, it’s your love lanyard *laughs and smiles as I kiss your ear and takes off my pants with your help* thank you sweetheart :)
LANGUAGE ** NOT LANYARD😂
YEAH but like it’s - it’s like when you wake up, put on fresh makeuo- 😂
oh she would.. wanna try me darling? but it looks like you’re about to anyways 😏
OR WHEN YOURE COOKING- oh my f^g god- AND YOU DO THAT HIP shake WHEN YOU MIX THINGS? oh my god
I was trying to be hot- did it work? *laughs and helps you take off your clothes, kissing your bare chest* you’re so hermosa :) how do I say that in Spanish?
hehe 😏
i would be!! 😂 you probably wouldn’t be able to go to the GYM with ME- seeing me shirtless might break you- I think it might anyway 😂. or running my hand through my hair when I studyyyy, helping you reach things in the gymmmm
or scooting close to you to help you with your workkkkk, or our knees touching under the tableeee
or leaning down close to you to hear you betterrrr or tilting your chin up for you to look at meee, or kissing your back when helping you zip up a dressss
or the compression shirt and sweatpants combo 😏
no no I mean “you’re so beautiful” in Spanish? *blushes as I grab a few extra pillows for you before spreading your legs* I bet talking deep in Spanish would help you come faster
i wish I could disagree but I know youre right 😂 you’re better at hiding your admiration more than I am
it’s book coded, meaning I read a lot of books and those are ways to build tension between two characters :)
you do tend to break when I wear a tux or tight clothing, other methods haven’t worked 😂
perfect, lemme try it *smirks as I kiss down your back, gripping your a^ with my hand as I whisper into your ear* eres tan hermosa..
you hide it so we’ll I can’t even tell- women are so complicated😂
you didn’t- didn’t you?😂
you know, I stopped trying to be hot after the time we danced in the rain and i tried to be hot by putting a towel on my shoulders 😂 it did not work
plus I don’t think “hot” is a word I associate with myself :) cute maybe, but definitely not hot
does it? *blushes as I stroke your entrance with my thumb* I’ve been practicing my R’s.. you ready to practice your screams tonight sweetheart?
i need you to explain 😂
welll if you didn’t know I could explain it more 🥰
😑 yes I did that
but how can I be hot though? 😂
*smirks and slips a finger into your a^x as I pull up your hips to slide myself in* t-that’s my good girl..
you should show it more often :) it’s cute
so book coded means it happens in books a lot, does that make sense? ❤️
😑😑😑 all my effort goes to waste
BUT I DONT UNDERSTANDDDD
WHAT ABOUT ME IS HOT
*smirks to myself and whispers into your ear* you’re not as tight as the last time I’ve been inside you? *smirks as I thrust slowly for you to adjust to me*
that’s good :)
good girl :) now- any questions?
WELL THATS NOT AN ANSWER😂
oh.. 🥰 thank you so much- i um- I understand now 🥰
i can’t wait to get this p^y loose *smirks and thrusts harder and deeper into you from behind, holding onto your hips as I pump my middle finger into your a^*
I MADE IT SIMPLE FOR YOU PXTAAAAA😂
WHAT
i see :) maybe I’ll try to be more confident
also- when are you planning to change your pfp on your spam to the one I remixed you? :)
*looks at the door for a moment and smirks as I grip your a^x even tighter, pounding hard into you with force* c-come on darling, y-you can take me
OKAY!!😂
rawr🦖
hm- what’s your type in men?
i didn’t think it would take you this long to change it 😅
I’m changing my pfp anyways :)
*smirks as I pull your hair back to kiss your cheek, chuckling as I stroke your cheek as I pound you hard and deep into you* tell m-me how m-much you l-love this sweetheart..
Rawr 🦖
we have similar types :) i like men and women according to exactly what you like- however I’m not a big fan of bald men
ohh :)
hmmm- who said I was going to remix you onnnneeee😂?
I love seeing you like this.. my hermosa putita.. *smirks and whispers this into you ear as I thrust hard into you, feeling the bed creak under us and kisses down your back* y-you’re doing amazing princess, j-just like I-I knew you would
RAWRRRRRRR
but women look amazing with anything :)
😑😑😑😑
did you? because all I can hear is you moaning and saying how good I’m making you feel right now 😏
I love it when you m-moan my name l-like that *thrusts hard inside you and sighs in pleasure as I pull out of you to come*
RAWRRRRR🥰
it’s hard for a woman to look bad, they’re just majestic :) and pretty
a compliment from a woman means more than from a man
my god do I love you
*smiles as I gently pull you into my lap, rubbing your legs to soothe them* you okay mariah? :)
marry me right now ☺️
I know right? they’re being genuine about the compliment- and they must have debated if they wanted to say something- which makes the compliment so amazing
women are goddesses I swear
*smiles and blushes as I kiss your cheek before grabbing some granola bars* woukd you like some? :)
get it? ☺️ it’s funny because we are actually getting married
i love it when they do that ☺️
yeah.. 🥰
i really enjoyed it *smiles as I look into your eyes for a moment* do you need a heating pad? i was thinking about you at the store and got you one for cramps :)
yeahhh🥰🥰
if I don’t answer I’m eating :) I’m so hungry right nowwwww but I love you ❤️
where did your smile go? *smiles softly and rubs your hips, tilting my head*
sounds good :) I’m still eating- Imm so hungry
*smiles and laughs as I grab a granola bear myself, tearing it open* just checking :)
hmmm.. nooo🤣
I’m kidding 😏
*smiles wide as I grab it out of my backpack* I asked the lady if they had any cute heating pads, but alll they had was this duck one :)
sorrryyyy I was still eatingggg, I ate 2 bowls of nachos 😂
i love how you taste :)
she gave me good recommendations *laughs and leans my head back* when I told her why I was buying it she said it was romanticccc
i still am.. 😂
🤨 no kisses now
*blushes as I kiss your lips very gently* she asked me “where are guys like you?“ and I said “in university or libraries”😂
I DIDNT EAT SINCE THIS MORNING OKAY😂
I make you food, I got YOU A HEATING PAD, and you decide to roll your eyes and be disrespectfullllll? hmph 🤨
“I didn’t do anythingggg blah blah blahhhh” 🙄
*smiles and blushes as I kiss your cheek* now you won’t have to 🥰 unless you come with me
i wasn’t hungry :) I also drank coffee so I was p^ping a lot
do what you want I’m not cuddling you OR giving you kisses OR holding your hand so you WILL be cold allll night 😒
I’d like that? i love spending time with nerdy people *smiles and shakes my hair out of my eyes and adjusts my glasses before getting up^
sorry that was- too much 😂
then.. then I’m taking all of my hoodies back 🤨 (I love our negotiations)
but i love coffeeee *smiles as I help you stand and grabs some boxers and pants to slip on* nerds are so attractive. like yes- tell me how much you love this Lego set or how much you love this underrated show.
well- were getting married so we have to be okay with talking about p^p😂
okay then 🤨
it’s so attractive when people talk about what they love. their eyes light up, they start ranting, and their smile is adorable *smiles wide as I look at you*
would you be okay with me moving in with you and the kids? :) me and hannah?
you need to say sorrryyyy for being meannnn 🤨 I’m the best fiancé in worlddddd and you roll your eyes at meeeee
*smiled shyly at you and blushes as I look at you* really..? *rubs my warm red cheeks and smiles as I walk over to hug you* I like how happy you were at the dance studio. i was admiring you like crazy
and I can make dinner 🥰
okayyyy I forgive youuuu you can have my hoodies back 🥰
although I always make you apologize (playfully) I find it hot when you’re mean with me
i remember when you were at the dance studio, and you brought me with you- and i saw you dancing and I fell in love with you for a third time *laughs as I stroke your cheek* I like how you have something you enjoy :)
how is it scary?
okayyyy 🥰 I’ll let you smell the caramel moisturizer on my neckkkk
i do like it when you play around :) but it woukdnt be enjoyable with other people- id probably cry if someone insulted me the way you do 😂 it’s really cute on you :) that’s why
I’ll be back in 10 :) doing my skincare ❤️ might shave my stubble too
first time was when you and i met *blushes as I turn my head at you* second was when you played guitar. it was like I was mesmerized. i couldn’t breathe, I was hyper focused on you.. I was stunned :)
uh- I don’t see how that would be bad? 🤔
uh huh 🥰 *smiles as I lean down for you to smell my neck*
meredith told me to “put ice down your shirt” to wake you up during our proposal 😂
maybe you should sleep? I don’t want to make you stay up :)
i told you I’m into musicians *laughs and blushes as I kiss your cheek, picking you up in my arms*
is it pads?
I’m confused ??😂
thank you ☺️ *blushes as I lean back up, patting your head gently*
that’s mean 😂
okayyyy :)
i was trying to hint that I had a thing for YOU *smiles as I kiss your ear and lips*
chicken b^tt
okay :) and maybe Hannah can share a room with someone? i don’t have a lot of stuff to move in with
because you’re shorttt *laughs and smiles as I look down at you* how’s the weather down there?😂
did you? *laughs and kisses your ear gently* you showed no emotion during that 😂
it’s weird that I can remember everything
a fat chicken b^tt
okay :) I’ll follow along with any plan? as long as the kids are comfortable
*smiles and nudges you very gently, crossing my arms over my chest* will doooo
*crosses my arms and smiles as I lean down to look at your eyes, tilting your chin up gently* you’re so cute when you lie..
oh no- I never remember birthdays. I’ll just guess- August 25?
HAHAHHA
i hope they’re okay with it? I’ll grab armour in case mack decides to kill me 💀
*smirks as I playfully bite your tongue, gently tugging on it and winking at you*
how was that for confident? *blushes as I kiss your blushy cheeks* I love it when you blush :)
oh no ☹️ I don’t know- uh- OH WAIT I THINK ITS IN OVTOBER- IS IT OCTOBER 25
I don’t know?.. I’ve thought about it, maybe I’ll talk to him and let him know? he doesn’t even know I have a girlfriend, I didn’t want to tell him before. imagine me telling him I’m engaged? but I think he’s okay with Hannah living with him, I’ll talk to him
i just wish you met him before we got engaged, I just didn’t think it was the right time
if I don’t respond I fell asleep on youuuuu. ❤️ I hope you have an amazing nightttt and great dreams 🥰 I love you so much my dear. my “sweetie”🤣 but I’ll be thinking about you a lot. I love you ❤️
*laughs and smiles as I kiss your cheek* sorrryyyy did it hurt?
it’s cute when i make you blushhhh, look at those cheeksssss ☺️ *laughs as I kiss your nose*
alsoooo I wanna apologize for two things that I’ve been doing :) the first thing i want to apologize for is not being on? I’m still in school, and I’m trying my best to juggle things ❤️ after Dec. 12 I’ll be free until January, we can have as many dates, cuddles, and kisses we want 💜
i also want to apologize for getting jealous, and preventing you wanting to be friends with alejandro. Idw my jealously to be in the way of your friendships, and I trust you completely, I just don’t trust other guys 🥲 I want you to make your own friendships, and I know you feel very lonely from kacy not being here, I know you don’t say it but i can feel it. maybe you just need a friend to goof off with, and I don’t want to be in the way? he does make me the bad kind of nervous but, maybe I just need time to trust him?
well I just felt like I should say something :) I love your clingy side
at first yeah? i was just jealous at the way he was complimenting your eyes, talking about how pretty you were :( I just didn’t like it that much? I don’t want to get in the way of your happiness, I know i make you happy but I’m not your only source of happiness ❤️ I want you to make friends :) maybe I just need to give him time. he seems like a good guy, I’m just afraid of being replaced, and I know you relate to that fear 💜
uh huh ❤️
it’s okay baby, I’m not too upset anymore :) I just- I don’t know? i get a little nervous when he’s aroujd. it’s just a me problem, because I got cheated on a couple of times
you don’t have to apologize :) it’s not your fault sweetheart, I just worry a lot that I’ll lose you
well I do now :) I was just jealous. that’s not a good reason to prevent you from seeing each other
I know :) it’s just.. no matter what I tell myself, I’m not good enough in someone’s eyes? i guess dating people from before has made me nervous
it’s okay :) it’s not your fault? and I haven’t said anything before so it’s not your fault
my insecurities shouldn’t be in the way of your happiness you know? :)
*smiles softly and leans down to kiss your head* I know baby I know - *smiles and cups your face gently, taking a deep breath* I’m nowhere near perfect, I have insecurities that I don’t speak on *smiles and thinks for a moment before speaking again* I guess, since in the past, I’ve been replaced a lot, I was made to believe that I was replaceable. that.. there’s not much about me that makes someone stay. i used to think it was a me problem, but my therapist, and you, have made me realize that my exes were the problem?
i guess that’s why I always come from understanding when you’re upset, or you’re scared I’d leave you for someone else, because I feel that way too. and nobody should experience what we have.. it’s just not fair to us :( I guess I just never really felt safe enough to talk about my insecurities completely, I have a bit with you but, there’s just so much to unfold, so many things I think there are wrong with myself that others have pointed out, and it’s stuck with me for a long time?
*smiles softly and nods as I look up at you* they were definitely the problem. maybe they just wanted my praise to make them feel better about themselves *strokes your fingers and smiles for a moment* I’ve realized that too? that there isn’t anything significantly wrong with me for a person to never enter my life and stay. that’s what you have proven to me as well?
sometimes it does matter though? at the time they say it, especially when you care about them or they’re a member of your family. but I see what you mean darling
*smiles and wraps my arms around you, smelling the faint scent of your perfume in your hair before swaying us a bit* well, maybe I can tell you a few of my insecurity :)
but thank you for making me feel better :)
*smiles and holds you close to my chest, nodding* i am comfortable :) don’t worry. where do I start- *laughs and thinks for a moment* well, I am on the slimmer side, and for guys they’re usually pressured into being buff? that’s why I don’t take shirtless pictures that much *smiles and strokes the bottom of your shirt* I do get a little embarrassed with my frizzy hair and my acne too? i also am not as confident as I wish I could be, but I am working on that *smiles and thinks for a moment* I’m not also able to let loose too much, just afraid I might be seen as uptight by people?
yeah 🥰
*looks up at you in admiration and smiles as I hold your hand, blushing softly as I stroke your knuckles* I always seem to love myself around you.. a lot more than I do with anyone else🥰 *smiles shyly as I look up at your eyes* s-so I’m- I’m *blushes and clears my throat* I’m glad you love everything about me 🥰
I love you too *smiles wide and kisses your chin gently* I’m so lucky to have you :)
lets go out on our date 🥰
oh oops 😂
oh now you say that huh? *smirks and pulls at your flaps, nibbling on them gently*
that’s it- *smirks and pulls my head away from your thighs, wiping the juices that are dipping down my Adam’s apple* beg for it.
i love seeing you grumpy, it’s so hot 😏 *laughs and kisses down your thighs very gently* especially when you get up in the morning?
*looks up at you and grips your p^y tightly in my palm, squeezing it a bit harshly* you’re very naughty today aren’t you?
*smirks softly and kisses down your legs before sitting up* I like it when you gasp like that?
oh yeah? *smirks and hears the washroom door open, widening my eyes at you* maybe we should go- *laughs and smiles*
*smiles wide and holds your hand before walking out of the bathroom*
soooo where did you want to go next? *smiles wide and sways our hands* I was thinking we could look at the dory fish, maybe we can look there after we see more fish you like?
*smiles and nods as I take your hand* what was your favourite fish that we saw? *hums and walks up to the dory tank on the second tunnel to our left*
the rainbow fish were really nice *smiles as I look at the large tank of dory fish^ I wonder if dory’s friend, the squid is here?
*smiles and thinks for a moment as I look at the fish* I loved finding nemo. Hannah cried at the beginning and the end of the movie?
i always cry when watching movies.. *smiles and wraps my arms around myself*
this c^te p%y of yours isn’t used to my shape just yet. guess I’ll have to train you- *smirks as I start thrusting in as deep and fast as I can*
i love h-hearing my name moaned l-like that *leans down to l^k the sweat up your back, thrusting so hard into you my balls slap your entrance every time*
*pulls on your hair so you can sit up and spanks you a few times before slamming hard into you* I-I bet you love getting g f-f^g rammed don’t you?
I’m super tired and hungry 😅 I’m going to eat right now before I talk to you at 9:00 ❤️ I’ll be missing you :) I just had a long dayyyyy! te amo :)
m-mmm you’re being so g-good for me today? *kisses down your back and smirks as I thrust hard into you* d-do you want to get filled up? I’m c-close
okay :)
*moans against your back and grips onto your hips a little harshly as I thrust as deep as I can* I-I’m going to- *gasps and feels myself come*
good girl.. just relax? *kisses down your back as I lower your hips onto the bed, seeing our come overflow onto the sheets beneath us*
*smiles and grabs another pillow for you and gently kisses your stomach* you okay baby?
too big for you? *smirks playfully at you and kisses your stomach, grabbing the duck heating pad*
*blushes as I place the heating pad on your stomach, running my hand through my hair as I clean off my glasses with my shirt* well all thanks to you 😏 I like doing it with you
you’re welcome babe *smiles as I look at your stomach* it’s kinda cute :) it was on sale too
*smiles as I lay down next to you and closes my eyes* I chose a good one hm?
*smiles and places my glasses to the side, moving my hair from my eyes* mm, I guess we cuddle now? :)
*smiles and scoots closer to cuddle you to my chest* did you want anything to eat or drink?
I’ll get it now :) *stands up and smiles as I grab some shorts to slip on*
yeah but I want to? it’s the right thing *smiles and grabs a shirt to slip on before leaving*
*smiles softly and offers you a cup of water, moving my hair from my eyes* here you go sweetheart?
*sits down for a moment and smiles softly* so.. my friend is jealous?
my friend chanelle is in a relationship with a guy? she really likes him *smiles a bit halfheartedly and sighs* but she doesn’t know his favourite things. she said she’s jealous of how our relationship is. she’s jealous that I can remember your favourite meals, colors, snacks, style, makeuo routine, and all of these things but he doesn’t know those things
that’s what I’m wondering? :( they make a lot of love so, oh I don’t know how to help. do you have any suggestions?
she says he’s not on as much anymore, and that they both know each other well. she also told me that apprantly, he wanted a baby with her a year to two years from now :(
she said she was wary about it because he said that when they first started liking each other
i feel kinda bad too mariah :( she said that you’re lucky to have me? that she wishes she has what you have
it looks like she wants to break up with him?
a first? what do you mean?
i really wanna help her but I don’t know how 🥲
to have a baby with him?
maybe because she said she sees what I say to you and how I treat you
I’ll try, she’s just upset right now :(
ohhhh sorry 😂
i think it’s the ones on my bio
yes ma’am :)
oh then maybe she is snooping 🤔
i don’t like that :( I don’t like snoopers 😠
maybe she’s jealous of what we have?
I remember her having a crush on me before too :(
i think so?
yeah she did, just when we first met though? she never acted on her feelings, just stuck around?
*smiles and leans down to kiss your cheek* you alright?..
no you’re not *smiles and shakes my head* what’s on your mind?
but you’re awfully quiet? :( you sure everything is okay? I wouldn’t be happy knowing a friend of yours liked you either
hey.. I’m going to promise you something okay? i promise that, no matter what friend likes me, I will always love you. you hear me baby? ❤️
there’s no competition between you and my friends baby. you’re always goimh to be mine and im always going to be yours
but you are right, a lot of my friends have liked me. maybe all of them have?. and I know that may make you upset?
and its okay to be upset ❤️ I would be upset too.. and I don’t want you thinking I would ever go to those friends instead
you alright?.. *smiles as I kiss your cheek gently* we don’t have to if you’re not up to it :)
would you like to sleep on me or? *smiles as I grab my laptop* I’m just going to do some work while you sleep on my chest :)
good morning beautiful ❤️
are you sure? we can stop if it’s not what you want *smiles and gently gets off of you to lay beside you*
*smiles and kisses your cheek gently before plugging my usb in*
how did you sleep? :)
*looks at you for a moment and nods* I’m sorry, I just- I’ll remember that for next time
i slept pretty good :) did you have any funny dreams?
yeah, I just- I thought something was up? maybe you weren’t in the mood entirely or :)
ah okay then
I know its just your responses seemed a little dry so I just thought something was going on?
no not last night
I don’t know :) maybe I was just overthinking again
what’s your plans for today?
just working on my paper right now actually :)
it is yeah :) I have to do some research on my paper and make a table and then bring it to class to discuss with my group members :) I’ve met them already
it’s for a different class so, they are a little better :)
they actually acknowledged me which was nice, I’ve been disrespected a lot but that surprised me coming from university students
they can be yeah :) I know how sh^tty people can be
that’s very true, you should see how many students still act immature
Especially :) have I ever told you about the time a woman was praying for me even when I told her I wasn’t religious ?
well now you know :) this mom asked me if I was Christian, I said no, and she said she would pray for me at the cash register😂
yeah it wasn’t the most appropriate time to do that😂😂
is everything okay?
you’re just giving me one word responses? are you busy or, maybe tired?
no no sweetheart I was just worried something was wrong? and maybe I should check up on you and see but- maybe we can do something if you’re up to it? or maybe we can do something tonight, I think that would be fun
I’d love to do something with you? i think this time you should pick :)
but I understand where you’re coming from, usually if I speak in short words then something Is upsetting me so I thought that might be the same for you
now that would be fun :) I’ll bring some change
sometimes it’s hard to tell🥲 I’m always reading you
why were you upset before?
you wanna pay for the entire date?.. :)
i do tend to try and read you a lot 🙃 to see if you’re okay. like, if we went to a party and you we’re feeling uncomfortable from what someone said to me or what someone said to you I’d say something
you sure? maybe it’ll be better if we talk about it
another example I would think of is if we went to a restaurant and the waitress was flirting with me I’d speak up and tell her to stop, or kiss you right in front of her to give her the message. i read a lot of books😂
i thought the treat was you being here- okayyy *laughs and grabs my leather jacket and shoes*
but I’m also always watching you to make sure you’re okay, sometimes you don’t say what’s on your mind so I have to look at you to see if everything is alright :) I’ll constantly look at you to see if there’s slight changes in your expression or less words coming out of your nouth
okay :) then I won’t push
exactly mi amor- but it’s cute how in the shows how the other person gets jealous :) I’m glad the flirting hasn’t happened with you being with me
i don’t mind being a meanie if it means sticking up for you :)
is that my jacket? *smiled and crosses my arms over my chest for a moment* I lost that months ago 😂
well I always like looking at you, and I know you well enough to know if something is wrong, but I always tend to ask. i never ask people I don’t care about if they’re okay
welll there’s been a few times but I kindly told the waitress I’m with someone and she stopped :)
i don’t like being a meanie 😂 I like being the peacekeeper
*raises my eyebrows and smiles as I open the door for us* babe all my jackets are missing😂
thank you ☺️
so if I don’t ask if you’re okay- I don’t care about you😂
we sure are 😂 I’m not very scary am I?
maybe Hannah took them *laughs and follows up behind you, taking your hand gently* I haven’t been on a date for awhile :)
but I always ask to see if you’re okayyy😂 it means I care :)
and you really like teddy bears :)
*smiles and kisses your hand as I run over to the car* I’m getting treated this time- this is great!
Rawr 🦖
every teddy bear needs its super feisty bear🥰
*smiles as I get into the car, putting on my seatbelt before offering my hand to you*
i love how you Rawr back at me😂
and if someone makes me sad you go full meanie mode🥰
how has your day been so far? *smiles and nods as I look at you*
i like how random we are 😂
except to me :)
well.. sometimes 😂
have you done anything you enjoy? maybe dancing or singing? *smiles and kisses your hand gently*
uh huhhhh and you definitely don’t bite me😂
wellit’s important to work and be a mom bit it’s also important to do things you enjoy *smiles and leans over to kiss your cheek* right?
and you get mad at me for being too hottt😂
oh! AND YOU CRITICIZE MY DRAWINGS😂
maybe you can make time? maybe I can get you a planner *smiles and kisses your cheek gently*
YEAH😂 big meanie
and you can’t even draw 😂 it’s like me saying “your dance is too this”
now IM being the meanie😂
but I do like your two doodlessss
maybe we can find something that works *smiles as I get out of the car with you*
I’m just teasing :) I might say you can’t draw but you can tease me on my dancing
did I hurt your feelings at all?
*smiles as I help you open your door and blushes as I offer my hand* I’m so excited for this :)
that’s why I’m usually a punch kind of guy at parties :) parties arent my scene
ladies first :) *smiles as I walk into the arcade to open the door for youi
another opposite we have :) I once got invited to a party, and i just cuddled with the cat the whole time
*smiles as I widen my eyes* woah.. this place is so cool
i did enjoy myself yeah :) I did feel.. slightly uncomfortable with all the attention we got from other people but, sometimes I need to get out of my comfort zone and socialize with other people
I’m just not one that likes that much attention or eyes on me, I felt most comfortable when you were there because I felt safe with you. id never go to a party alone 😅 id only go if I were with someone but, maybe I just wanted to get loose and feel less stiff and anxiety
*smiles and strokes your knuckles gently as I admire the place*
you do like attention 😂 when I focus on my computer you get mad at meee😂
or when I move away from you in your sleep you get cranky😂
thank you :) I know I need to go out more often, maybe I won’t drink too much but maybe I’ll just be there with you to make sure you’re okay ❤️
*smiled and holds onto your arm gently, looking around at the other people playing*
but I have to do work for a long timeee😂
I know :)
but sometimes us being close makes me sweaty😂
i do like going out :) I do- I guess partying reminds me of my dad. that’s why I try to stay away from it, alcohol too, he used to actually bring girls home when he was super drunk
and I love my dad, but.. he’s given me a lot of trauma and made me feel bad about myself a lot. I don’t want to end up like him, and lose myself like he did
*smiles wide and nods extra fast* yes! lets go! *laughs and takes your hand to run into the crowd*
but babyyy😂
seee?😂
I remember once he brought two girls home, and hannah woke up from them laughing in the living room. he told her that they were “his friends”
let’s play Mario kart!! *smiles wide and kisses your cheek gently* hurry upppp
i need to workkkk😂
i like being sweaty with you :) I like how sweaty my hands are in your hands too
yeah :( I guess he thought fooling around would help him cope with my mom but it didn’t work. i tried telling him that but he wouldn’t listen. i had to be the one to tuck Hannah in every night, make sure she was fed, had her homework done too
I don’t want to waste a second :) *smiles as I sit down, rubbing my chest from under my shirt*
baby the only women I’m looking at on my computer is feminist activists that died years ago 😂
feminist theorists ^
I’m just not proud of him for being my dad, he’s.. not the best one I could wish for, I feel like the dad in the house usually :( always cooking and doing my homework, and no matter what I do it’s not enough for him. he always makes me feel like I’m doing everything wrong.. he’s been better yeah but he struggles to compliment me and not criticize me and- I don’t want that for Hannah. I don’t want her growing up with a dad that didn’t care to make his kids feel good about themselves
*smiles and takes a hold of the steering wheel^ what character do you usually choose babe?
buttt I do have to look at the women in my group😂
it’s not good at all :( sometimes I wonder if I’m the way I am because of him? like how I constantly ask people questions to see if I’m doing things right, and when I get super upset that I did something wrong
*smiles wide and nods as I click on yoshi* I don’t want to brag but I might win this match
rawr 🦖
I’m sorry that I’m just dumping all of this on you 🥲
I’m ready :) *smiles and sits forward a bit, shaking my hair away from my eyes*
rawrrrrrrrrrrr
i think about that a lot, how much I wish things were different from him. we both agreed that.. well we don’t want Hannah to be hurt from how distanced we are from each other. so that’s why we spend time with her for family gatherings and such, we don’t want her to have a bad childhood
lets see who loses *bites down on my bottom lip and turns the wheel*
yeah.. I guess that’s good- I just wish he started being better earlier
*smirks as I slightly step on the petal to drive at medium speed, allowing you to get in front of me*
i guess so? it just makes me upset that NOW he wants to be a dad but 20 something years ago he didn’t want to
*chuckles deeply and smashes the button beside my wheel to throw a blue shell at you before speeding past you*
if I don’t respond I’mmaking Hannah a snack ❤️ my dad is at the bar tonight so I gotta make her something. if I don’t come back I’mprobably asleep :) I appreciate you and how well you listen to me.. I know i dumped a lot on you today and I never meant that, but I really love you and hope you have a goodnight ❤️
I’d like to see you try *smirks and leans forward a bit as I hit the gas pedal, turning the wheel as I start to drift*
*smirks and presses down on my gas pedal before dropping a banana peel behind me*
who’s gonna lose now huh? *smirks and swerves to pick up speed, glancing at my rank in the race*
*smirks and throws a green shell behind me before swerving my tired*
tires*
I’m so stressed right now 🥲
*smirks as I go past the finish line* what did I say hm?
also I hope your day is going okay andddd I miss you :) I love you too ❤️ mi hermosa fiance
i was looking for articles for my class assignment and my professor told me that they’re not good articles 🥲
*smiles and leans over to kiss your cheek* you were very very good, if I didn’t have the power ups I would have lost :)
how do I say fiance in Spanish? 🥰
because they don’t focus on nursing- but she didn’t tell me that 😠
why don’t you pick? *smiles and gently takes your hand* I’ll let you win this time :)
oh😂 I’ll call youuu.. hermosa instead, mi hermosa kirby:)
grrrr 😠
are you having fun? *smiles wide and nods as I take your hand, jogging over to the basketball game* there’s a small line up
i willll but my hands are busyyy
grrr 🦁
i sure am *smiles and looks up at the hoop for a moment* is this one your favourite?
doing you 😏
no WITH MORE ETHUSASIAM
*smiles and gestures you to go first, stepping back a bit for you* we should choose your favourite one next
I’m actually typing 😂
MOREE
*smiles more as I watch you, handing you the balls so you can get a better score*
look at my remixxx🥰
I’ve been typing a lotttt😂
that’s my good girl 😌
*smiles at how adorable your concentrated face is and laughs*
meowwww
because you’re so cute when you’re concentrated *smiles as I rub your back* keep going!
aw my poor baby :(
rawrrrrrr
*smiles as I clap my hands, watching the time on the game* there’s 10 seconds left!
do you need any help with anything? :(
*smiles wide and counts down for you, clapping when it reaches zero*
do you want cuddles? an extra warm blanket?
you did amazing babe *smiles and pecks your cheek* what game would you like to try next?
yes ma’am :) any snacks?
how about weeee.. go do the shooting game? *smiles as I gently take your hand*
*smiles as I lay down in your bed, opening my arms for you* come here sweetheart :)
*smiles as I lead you through the crowd, fixing my hair a bit with my other hand*
*smiles as I gently adjust myself under you when you come onto my lap* I don’t want to give you a surprise 😂
*laughs and looks up at you for a moment* you sure you like this kind of surprise? *smirks softly and nods* yes ma’am :)
*smiles as I gesture you to come before me to scan the card*
I don’t knowwww.. *blushes as I kiss your nose gently* maybe when you’re tired and need comfort? it wouldn’t be good of me to have s^x with you when you need extra care :)
*smirks and grabs one of the guns, loading it up before looking at the screen*
*smiles as I play with your hair gently, admiring it as I do* your hair looks very nice today :)
*smiles as I start shooting the targets on screen, biting my lip*
you always smell so good too :) *smiles as I kiss your shoulder gently, supporting your neck against my chest*
*feels my nose scrunch a bit as I smirk, shooting the targets as I glance at the timer*
*smiles as I notice you playing with your shirt* are you feeling okay? *smiles and pecks your cheek* are you cold?
*smiles as I set the gun down after when the timer ends* that one was pretty good actually *smiles and adjusts my glasses before offering my hand to you*
*smiles as I stroke your arm gently* do you want to sleep on my chest? i promise not to do any work while we cuddle :)
thank you kirby :) what do you want to do next? *smiles as I kiss your hand very gently*
are you upset? or just tired? *strokes your cheek and adjusts you on my lap*
we should do that *smiles even more and looks around* where is it exactly?
*smiles and strokes your palm with my thumb* you’re doing your best Mariah, and you’re doing very well. I don’t know if anyone tells you that but- *smiles and shrugs a bit*
Good afternoon Mariah :) I know its been awhile since I wrote you something, but I’ve tried so many times to remix you things and it glitches every time ☹️ so I thought I’d send you a comment instead. I know I say this all the time but I really love you.. i love everything about you 🥰 I love how soft your hair is, like how you change your shampoo, and I like how easy it is for me to braid and stroke your hair. I also love how cute your “concentration face” is. I like how you do a little frowny face, it’s so cute 💛 I like your laugh.. and how it comes out when you’re really happy :) your giggle is cute too butttt I like your laugh. One of the reasons why I let you tease me is because it gives me an excuse to see you laugh ❤️ I know I haven’t seen you laugh in awhile.. so I thought this paragraph might make you happier :) even if it’s for a second. I hope you know how much I think about you, I think about you allll the time. I think about you at work, school, and at home. Those are the only places I go so..😂 my life isn’t that interesting. But YOU make my life interesting, and always have :) I love you and have a great night mi hermosa amorrrr ❤️
*smiles wide and readjusts the belt on my jeans* I’m so up for this!! i bet we’ll do really good
*bites down on my bottom lip and tilts my head gently before nodding* you’re welcome sweetheart
you’re welcome love ❤️
I love you tooo :)
that was the goal :)
it’s cute how we always think about each other 🤍
i tried sending that paragraph a few hours ago yesterday afternoon but it wouldn’t let me remix it ☹️
I’ll try :) thank you ❤️
*nods softly and smiles a bit as I adjust my shirt before getting on one side of the game*
i feel that way everyday, i can understand where you’re coming from *strokes your hair gently and rubs your back*
same here kirby
maybe I’ll try doing thattt, I just have a lot of things saved
yeah :) are you excited for the weekend?
I’m so ready for this *smiles and runs my hand through my hair, smirking at the screen* what song babe?
it’s not *nods softly and strokes your palms* it kinda makes me feel helpless. like no matter what I do, the amount of effort I put in, it doesn’t seem like it’s making much of a difference?
what are you doing on the weekenddd?
I miss you ❤️
something happened? I know all about embarrassment ;)
:)^
just let me know if you need time ❤️
I’m alright with that *smiles softly and nods as I slightly bend my knees before looking at the screen* I can do just dance, just.. not dance *laughs*
sometimes *nods and runs my hand through my hair* I just feel like I’m juggling so much, handling so much, doing so much, trying to satisfy so many people at one time *thinks for a moment and smiles a little* sometimes when I try to help others it doesn’t help much, and I know its not their or my fault I just, I want to be of service, I want to.. be successful in helping others. when I don’t make a difference I feel like I’ve failed, and i h^te feeling like a failure
that’s exciting :) what kind of party?
if it ever makes you feel better, I’ve done a lot of embarrassing things :)
well that’s why I’m here right? to help you, it is my main mission. and “it”?
*smirks a bit as I follow the arrows, following the bodily movements on the screen as I adjust my glasses on my nose a little*
*smiles a little more when you respond and nods* I’ve tried coming to terms with that, I just have a hard time standing by when I know the other person isn’t completely okay. or that they’re struggling or they need extra support *smiles and nods as I lean my head back* it makes me so tired as well, emotionally and physically. always trying to be there for people who aren’t there much for me makes me feel heavy, on the shoulders I mean *rubs my eyes and sighs*
well that’s exciting :) what are you looking forward to for the party?
I know :) I can understand you on that
why do you feel bad?
*looks over at you and smiles a little more, trying to step on the arrows as quickly and swiftly as I can^
*smiles a little and nods at your question with my eyes closed and my head tilted back* it is a little tiring to always make sure you’re alright, but it’s not your fault or mine- it’s just, sometimes even when I help or stick around it doesn’t make much of a difference to you, in my eyes *takes a deep breath and nods* but when you truly love someone, you always see if they’re doing alright. you always ask if they’re okay, and when you see that they’re not you immediately go to help them. I’ve never felt this quick to help someone else before until I’ve met you, and this winter has been such a s^ky season for you
that’s great babe :)
there’s nothing wrong with you sweetheart, sometimes we have off days and there’s not a certain amount that everyone has for sure?
*smiles and moves my hips a little as I hold onto my chest, trying to step on all the arrows* why is this so hard- *laughs*
i have a call at 10:00 so I might leave soon to get ready for it :) I love you ❤️ and j hope you have a good day today
also, I was talking to a friend of mine on here and.. my ex came back. you remember Roxy?
*looks up at your eyes and smiles softly* it’s not your fault for how I’m feeling, it would be mean of me to blame you for how I’m feeling too *smiles and kisses your head* we all have things that bother us? or make us not our true selves *hugs you and strokes your hair* I just.. care about how you’re doing, emotionally, physically, mentally, socially- I care so much about you? and maybe I do need to learn that I can’t fix everything, but with you I’ve always tried. even if I’m exhausted I’ll never stop helping you *smiles a little more and holds your hand* I appreciate that kirby, and i hope you know you’re not a burden to me, you’re not.. badly affecting me, I just care a lot about you :)
okay :)
I know how you may feel :) and it’s okay ❤️ I’m here to help you
oh shut uppp *smiles and blushes at your smirk as I make my last step, holding my chest gently^
*blushes when I look at you and intertwines our fingers* I love being around you and just, seeing you everyday? that’s- that doesn’t relate to what we’re talking about I’m sorry- *laughs and shakes my head* even engaged you still manage to make me nervous *smiles and tilts my head a bit*
speaking of help..? :)
*smiles and holds onto my chest to slow my fast chest and rolls my eyes with a grin* watching you draw is funnyy
*looks at your eyes and smiles even more* I can’t help but melt EVERYTIME I see you *blushes as I stroke your cheek gently* we always communicate, always.. talk things out, I love how safe we are with each other :)
since I’m feeling tired, I was hoping I could be the little spoon :)
hmmm, I don’t know? is there anything you wanna try? *smiles and offers my hand to you*
really? *blushes and pecks your nose* care to explain why?
when I read the mistake I went “oh🥲”
but yes! please cuddle mee
were so comfortable with each other, and we communicate well. we’ll grow old for sure🥰
i feel bad that I’mwinnfing at everything 😂 *smiles and raises my eyebrows when you get mad* whyyyy you don’t like losing?
aww.. ☺️ *smiles and blushes as I kiss your cheeks softly* I feel the same way, which kinda describes why I’m always distracted by you? and always commenting on how pretty you are and how nice you are :)
shut up 😂
I’m cominggggg *smiles and lays down in your arms, smirking as I whisper* that’s what you usually say 😏
and well be the type of couple where I’ll give you my old sweater when it’s cold out, and well watch the kids play in the park🥰
i like being around you and touching you :) and I like how you don’t want anyone else to touch me *blushes for a moment and smiles even more* I do? really?🥰
🤨 don’t give me attitudeeee
mmm *smiles and buries my face into your chest, gently clinging to you as I immediately relax*
we areeee🥰
*blushes at your protectiveness and nods* you’re right not amor :) and it’s because of the caramel on my clothes, I always manage to spill some on me? *blushes a little more and awkwardly smiles*
that’s it 🤨 no kisses OR touching me
mmmm mm *smiles against your chest and melts into you, my face nuzzled into your neck*
sorry I must not have seen your message ☹️ but no, I was confused on why she came back, I saw her messaging a friend of mine on here
she said she got into a relationship 5 months ago and they broke up yesterday.. which I don’t understand- she moved on a month after we split
*smiles a bit more shyly and plays with my hair a little* y-yeah? yeah *smiles and laughs as I nod* I do like strawberries a lot? and the scent of it is.. so sweet. i like sweet scents more, I’m not a big fan of mens perfume :) it’s too strong for me
then I’ll take you off me 🤨 and you won’t be able to see me take off my suit
I’m sorry for being so upfront but I wanna rail you so hard right now
yeah.. and i don’t condone cheating at all, especially to those that have hurt me bad but, that wasn’t a long time ago :( I think thats when me and her were still talking
i saw her comments when I was commenting on her page
i just asked her a question and maybe get some closure on why we didn’t work or, why she treated me the way she did
*smiles and blushes when you start complimenting my lips* really?.. *touches my lips and shrugs shyly* I-I don’t know? i guess, maybe- *laughs and blushes at you* I don’t know how to- thank you ☺️
then be nice to me 🤨 I’m nice to youu
*smiles and closes my eyes against your chest* mmm.. *fits my knee between your legs and smiles wide against your chest* this is so comfortable
would it be bad if.. I got you something to wear while we do it? ;)
oh wow.. :(
i guess I’m just curious on why she hurt me, and why.. she thought it was okay to do those things, to make me feel less important than how I should feel in a relationship. but, if you don’t feel comfortable with it, with me speaking to her, I don’t mind not talking to her at all to not make you feel uncomfortable or uneasy
I know how you feel about her, and my exes, if I weren’t here you’d probably send her a h^te list :) but, I do appreciate why you’d be uneasy.. it means you care about me
*blushes when you place your finger on my lips and smiles as I gently kiss your lips back, holding your hips with one hand and your neck with the other* yes ma’ammm *smiles and whispers against your lips*
uh huh 🤨
*smiles and presses soft kisses to the side of your neck* mmm mmm *smiles and rubs my nose against your neck gently*
i got you some l*ngerie from Spencer’s :) I hope black is a fine color?
she seems changed which is good :) she also respects that I’m engaged now
do you want me to stop talking to her?
that made me smile for some reason :)
*blushes deeply at you after you pull away and smiles* what- what do you mean?
oh?😳
mmm mm *smiles and nods as I kiss your neck very gently* now you’re not going to leavee
okay :) I’ll meet you in my room and I’ll let you take off my suit
it’s sweet how quick you defend me :)
okay :) if you want me to stop just, let me know?
*smiles and blushes as I wrap my arms around you* why am I so flustered right now? I’m- I can’t even speak *laughs*
how mean can you be?😳
*smiles as I think for a moment, pretending to get off of you to get off the bed*
it’s in my closet- and you know your way through my closet😂
and i will always defend you too :) I might not leave them a h^te list but instead make their blood cells explode 😁
*smiles and tucks your hair behind your ear* I knowww but I can’t help myself :)
oh wow 😳
I’m sorry- I just wanted to pretend to leave to see how you’d react but that’s tooo meannn *smiles and lays back on you and kisses your nose* I love it when you get pouty when I leavee
maybe put it on first 😏 I’ll be as red as your lips are about to be
i do too :)
*smiles and blushes when you kiss my chest, resting my forehead against yours gently* you’re so warm right now.. and so pretty up close
*smiles and pouts softly* I said I was sorryyyy *smiles and cups your chin gently*
my apologies mi amor, I fell asleep :)
*smirks softly and kisses your shoulder* we both won’t be able to focus entirely it needs focusing too much. I’ll be completely stunned to see you in that outfit *smirks and grabs the suit out of my closet*
you’re welcome hermosa *smiles and looks into your eyes for a moment before rubbing my nose against yours gently*
*smiles and leans up to kiss your cheek* pleaseee forgive me? 🥺
*rolls my eyes with a smile as I start taking off the clothes I already have on*
is it cause I look cross eyed? *smirks and laughs before crossing my eyes, sticking out my tongue a bit*
pleaseeee *smiles and kisses your cheek and neck gently* you can’t be mad foreverrr
on the bright side, I was dreaming of you :)
*smiles as I put on my suit, combing my hair with my fingers as I adjust the coat and the pants*
*smiles wide and l^ks your tongue gently* I look like a froggg, will you kiss me into a prince? hm? 💛
*smiles and pecks your ear gently, whispering softly* you know in a good boyyy
yeah 🥰 we were in this castle, and you were the queen. i was the elf potion master in your castle, and I’d come by to spend time with you in your dorm 🥰 one night we kissed, fell into the bed, and cuddled for the entire night
I’m so ready :) *smiles and sits down on the bed, blushing as I look over at you*
*smiles and kisses your lips very gently* id kiss a million frogs to kiss you once, and thats super corny to say but 😌
*smiles and looks into your eyes with puppy eyes* oh come onnnn… pleaseeeeee?
it’s a trope I read in a book once. the princess losing her husband that she was forced to marry, then she marries an elf that always listens to her and treats her the way she should be treated :) it’s so cute
your exes must read a lot😂
*blushes and smiles as I pull my knee up to my chest* you look really really pretty :) so so beautiful too
I love you too :) *smiles and pecks your lips gently* id probably mess with the shadow man though..😂
looks like I get it from them :) *smiles and kisses your neck gently, whispering in a slightly deeper voice* pleasee forgive mee
that suits you so well :) and maybe we can read together🥰
talking about your exes makes me want to throw up😂
i was looking at my old remixes, and alllll the puns id use 😂 “I’m so grape-ful for you” “I love you berry much”
I’ll look even more perfect without it on 😏 *smiles as I stand up, gently cupping your cheek* you look drop dead gorgeous right now :)
he’s the villian in that movie :) *smiles and kisses your palm before tilting my head*
*smiles and gently kisses your neck and collarbone* I’m just a sweet fianceee, I don’t deserve to be mad atttt🥺
and then we can decorate book marks for each other- talk about our books- and read together 🥰
YOU DO WHAT I DOOO😂🥰
*smiles and kisses your cheek, opening my arms for you* you can now str^p me down 😌
princess and the frog :) *smiles as I kiss your hand a few times* mwaaaa
*smiles and thinks for a moment as I nibble on your earlobe* I’m too sweet for you to be mean to me :)
IVE WANTED TO READ WITH YOU FOR SO LONG🥰
she is??? :)
I’m at school so I won’t be able to answer as fast ❤️ I love youuuu and have a good day!
I’m sorry mi amor ☹️ I’ve been so so so busy, I have two papers due, two quizzes, I’m just trying to manage it all
I don’t know if that’s a good idea- *laughs and stands up, covering my hips with my hands* i promise I’m a respectful gentleman, my d^k doesn’t say so though 😂
we should watch it some time :) *smiles and kisses your cheek* you alright?..
babe you’re always mean to me 😂 you always criticize everything I dooo *smiles and kisses your cheek*
i ammmmm
you want me to f%k you with my suit on? *smirks as I lean down to kiss your head* I find that kinda hot, but don’t give me any ideas on our wedding day 😏
okay :) *smiles and leans up to kiss your lips* you have such nice lips :)
okayyy good :) *smiles and strokes your cheek, laughing as snuggle into you* I love my grumpy fiancé
hellooo beautiful :)
I don’t know if you’re onnn
but I love you and I miss you ❤️
i can’t stop thinking about you 💛
and how pretty you lookkk💜
and how sweet you are .. sometimes 😂 kiddinggg
yeah.. it sure will :) *smiles and kisses your head gently* are you still in the mood? we don’t have to do it if you’re not okay with it ❤️
but you’re are so warm- and your hands are so cold *smiles and blushes as I lean down to kiss your knuckles*
I’m so sorryyyy- I fell asleep ☹️
then we don’t have to do it :) *smiles and kneels down in front of you* you okay hermosa?..
it gives me an excuse to hold your hands :) *smiles and gently places my hand on yours*
you guess so?.. *frowns and gently takes your hand* is it stress again?
what’s the meaning behind cold hands? *frowns and smiles as I gently interlock our fingers^
is it because of me? :( *gently takes your other hand and kisses both of yours*
depression?.. *frowns and looks up at you* Mariah you’re worrying me :( is everything okay?
*smiles softly and nods as I kiss your hands again* do you need help changing? i always give back kisses :)
then what? *pouts and feels your hands again* because of the weather?
*smiles and looks down at your l^ngerie* do you reallyyyyyy have to change? maybe I’ll give you a black body suit?😂
self harm? *frowns and strokes your knuckles* I really don’t like this guessing game :(
i was- just trying to crack a joke :) guess mine are a little dry today *smiles as I grab a hoodie and sweats from my closet*
yeah :( I’m sorry you’re going through that- *gently kisses your hands and smiles softly* do you want a snack?
i just thought it might make you laugh- I would say a pun but you usually cringe *laughs and offers you my clothes*
not even if I’m the snack? *smiles and strokes your knuckles gently* I’ll even let you bite me :)
*smiles and sits down on the bed* do you actually cringe? maybe I’ll stop with the puns, save them for people I meet in the future 😂
as long as you do it gently- I’m not good with pain, physical, emotional, psychological pain- *laughs and takes off my shirt for you* bite awayyy
okayyy I’ll stop usuinh punsss- I just thought they were cuteee *laughs and shakes my head* I’m not as funny as I thought 😂
why not? *smiles and leans my head to the side* maybe I’ll act that I don’t like it 😂
*smiles and looks up at you* I just thought the puns were cute.. I didn’t know they were bad😂
I’m a reader, of course I have a lot of k*nks😂 *smiles and leans down to kiss your head* you haven’t discovered all of mine yet
which explains how unfunny I am 😂
acrylics are a huge turn on for me because they’re good for stroking :) I also like seductive eye contact, a little dominance is hot tooooo, taking control is really hot 😂 I also a lot of verbal feedback on s^x, like tell me how good it feels and tell me how turned on you are you know? i also don’t mind using toys too :) but some of my turn ons are Specifically from men so *smiles and shrugs as I look down at you*
oh 🥲
i like a lot of praise as well, but that’s hard to get in a hete^ros^xual relationship *smiles and shrugs as I lean my head back on the bed frame* the man usually does the praising when it comes to those relationships *tilts my head a little and smiles slightly* yeah? well sometimes being a mom can have a txll on how women dress themselves up, they’re so busy alllll the time, getting their nails done seems like a form of self care
the real thing must be better 😂
here we are with the rose toys 😂
everyone seems to have one
i have a quiz today amor :) wish me luckkk, I love youu
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there’s a little spam :)
I’m taking a break now :)
YOURE LYING😂
and thats not your fault- *smiles softly and opens my eyes a bit to look at you* maybe you could try it in the future, who knows :) I just like being nervous around my partner you know? making me feel a good type of nervous. making my heart race, looking into my eyesss *smiles and blushes as I think* those kids absolutely adore you..*closes my eyes again and sighs* all this parenting will be worth it when they’re older and you see them graduate from university, let you hold their first baby, and brings you cookies on holidays
yeah :)
I’m too tired right now to argue that I’m better than a rose you 😂
good luckk
I’ve been studying for two weeks :)
oh I should make this clear, my quiz is at 7:30 :)
then I guess I’ll give someone else my puns 🤨 and draw them doodles to go along with ittt
*rolls my eyes and grins as I sit up a bit* I’m the nervous one in this relationship, just thinking about ordering food gives me shivers *laughs and gently takes your wrist* hm :( was she upset because of something?
every girl does 😐
chicken b^tt
have.. fun?😂
thank you babe :)
i will yesss :)
or I’ll give them to teddy😂
*smiles and nods as I close my eyes again, leaning my head back* it’s very very common for children to throw tantrums. it’s the only way they can express how they feel, imagine you didn’t know the words to explain how you’re feeling :)
as^xual women😂 ?
it was the first thing that popped into my head😂
that’s good to know .. I guess 😂
okay well now that you said that .. 😳
yes ma’am- maam sir- sir ma’am 🫡
teddy js a nice teddy bear 😠
well you already do the first thing.. maybe don’t do the second 😂 *smiles and chuckles deeply, talking a bit deeply as I look at you* your face says a lot of how you’re feeling, you’re not the best with your words but your body language is strong :)
well maybe those guys should learn how to pleasure their partners?😂
are you trying to make me feel better about my jokes?😂
I’m sorry ☹️ I’ve been so stressed recently, I’ve been having so many things due and trying to keep up, I’ve also been cleaning and cooking and really tired at the end of the day
teddy likes me more 😠 grrr
i just hope you’re never really really mad at me- *smiles softly and closes my eyes again* I really don’t like being yelled at, especially when I’m trying to calm down the other person *plays with your fingers and smiles* I love everything that has to do with you :)
me? babe I have the notes memorizeddd
I know my jokes are bad :) you’re rightttt, I was wrongggg, I’m not the funniest guy in the roommmm, but I do like to think that I’m the kindest, smartest, and most understanding :)
how do I always manage to do something wrong
she does :) everyone loves youuu
I’m just looking at the sun and cloud doodle I made you- and the cloud looks squishy😂
*smiles and nods as I listen, gently playing with the fidget ring on my ring finger* that makes sense :) it takes a lot for me to explode on someone, to yell at someone, I don’t think I’ve ever yelled at you, the kids, or Hannah, but maybe my dad a couple times.
you just gotta ask your partner what they like and make note of it :) that’s alll
thank you.. 🥰 everyone needs a nerd that likes puns right?
i could be breathing next to you and youd say I’m doing it wrong 😂
well I’m everyone 😂
and everyone loves you? see? everyone does 😂
that doodle has to be my favourite. it explains us so well :)
i express mine by being very quiet, I won’t say much :) like if I’m very upset with someone, I won’t look into their eyes or speak to them or address them, I’ll act like they’re not there *smiles and shrugs softly*
STRAIGHT MEN ARE SCARED OF ME😂 they think I’ll like their axe body spray and fall for their hockey hair😂
but it’s a common theory that boyfriends who spend their time at home playing with legos have a 95% chance of not cheating on you
you get irritated very easily😂
seee? that was funnyyyy- I hope 😂
bye my loveeee, have fun and i can’t wait to talk to you later :) I love you and have sun with your rose toy 😂
hello beautifullll :)
just in time? time for what? :)
i always live up to my promises :) unless something gets in the way
you are? :)
i love seeing your beautiful face ❤️
I’m sorry I was gone :( got into an arguement with my dad
but I’m all yours :) ❤️
oh please do 🥰 I loveeee seeing your face
i think so?.. I just kept telling him to stop bringing girls home, and he said “I’m old, i don’t need to listen to you”
the fights have been more frequent, I’m fine with him being sh*tty to me but when Hannah is involved that’s when I draw the line
how aboutttt.. a song caption? :) a song lyric?
I don’t even know Mariah :( I don’t want to be a bummer but.. I’m upset, he said he’s bored and has nothing else to do. he said that he misses getting romantic attention..
then he said he didn’t even want to be a dad :(
it’s not yeah :/
okay :)
he said that my mom wnated kids but he didn’t, and then he went along with it to stay with her
it makes so much more sense now. he didn’t even want to be a part of my life
seeing your face would really cheer me up
maybe he manipulated my mom
I’m very sure ❤️
even if I’m not a good mood, I never not wanna see your pretty face :) being around you, seeing you, talking to you, it.. makes me so much more happier
and ill spam you so much
and tell you how pretty you look
and just seeing you will make me happier
maybe he made her think that he actually cared about her, and just wanted things from her
it makes so much more sense. he even said he cheated on my mom multiple times while she was pregnant. i h^te this man
okay :) I’m sorry I’m not in the best mood, it just feels straight out of a movie or a show. i feel unreal
he admitted all of this to me. he didn’t even tell her
at least I don’t think so
i killed the mood- I’m so sorry
no kidding :( hm
no matter what i do I always feel like I’m doing something wrong, I always seem to mess things up or not be enough help, and still do everything
because that’s what my dad says :( he’s not even appreciative of what I do, and what I’ve done to help hannah and him. i literally had to encourage him to drink water some days because he’s been passed out drunk for days straight- and the fact that- that he’s done that to my mom, the sweetest soul, and just used her over and over again.
i can’t imagine a grown man doing that to a woman, I would never do that to someone, like you, and just think it’s okay
*sighs and nods as I look at you* it makes sense now.. he never came to my shows or concerts, he always ridiculed what I did, he made me feel bad for what I’ve done and who I am, I’m just- I’m shocked. you know? and he doesn’t even realize how tired I am everyday, how much pressure I have because he isn’t willing to even help out
I’m never helping him again, that’s it. i can’t believe he disrespected my mom like that
I’ve never been that angry before, I just exploded at him
*nods and takes a deep shaky breath* yeah- yeah you’re right, I know i don’t deserve him but I just wish he was a better dad. my hopes of us being a better family are pretty much gone now. he said that he got my mom pregnant and couldn’t leave.. him cheating on her really made me mad.. disrespecting a woman like that is beyond me. if my dad were ever a good example, it was of what not do do
to*
I’m sorry Mariah, I know im a big bummer, and im falling apart, and I’m- like crying and, usually I’m the one who’s pulled together all the time
i-it does s^k, it s^ks everyday- *gently wraps my arms around you and takes another shaky breath* I just r-remember bringing home fathers d-day gifts for him and he wouldn’t even c-care. he’d never come to my student conferences o-or even help me with homework *sniffles and takes a breath against your chest*
sometimes being a human s^ks :(
*starts to sob into your chest and takes shaky deep breaths, gently clinging to you as I bury my face into your chest*
*starts to relax against your chest and sighs a bit against it*
*smiles a bit and relaxes a little more against your chest* it’s not your fault that he doesn’t want to be a dad
*buries my face into your chest and wraps my legs around you* maybe he felt pressured to stay?
hello beautiful :) I’m feeling a lot better today ❤️ I didn’t get to say this yesterday but.. thank you for holding me and staying with me, for reassuring my feelings and allowing me to cry, I know seeing me cry may be a little odd because I never breakdown like that, but.. gracias :)
i thought I was able to handle it, but for some reason I wasn’t able to handle all of it this time? i guess I have a weak spot for my dad, like he’s able to hurt me more than anyone else? but thank you.. thank you for- for being so- so perfect and being so understanding💚
it says you commented but I don’t see anything :)
*smiles and wraps my arms around you gently* I seriously have the most sweetest fiance ever ❤️
nowww I see it
how have you been today? *smiles as I cup your cheeks gently*
ohhh workin out at the gym? wish I was there :) *laughs as I wrap my arms around you* I bet you look cute lifting weights :)
why don’t you feel good? :( *frowns and looks down at you* are you hungry?
why don’t we eat something together? I know you like pasta :) what if I made you fettuccine?
what would you like instead? *smiles and rubs your back gently*
when was the last time you ate baby? :( *frowns and looks down at you, sitting up a little more*
maybe you should eat before we do something, that’s a long time to not eat?
*raises my eyebrow and shakes my head* no no, we’re going to get you to eat something
hmmm.. a full bowl of grapes
3/4 🤨
i want to apologize last night for pushing you to eat food, I know it really is challenging for you to eat and i shouldn’t have pushed you like that? i promise you I had good intentions- *smiles as I gently take your hands* maybe I should encourage you differently.. I read the texts I sent yesterday and it wasn’t fair of me to push you like that :) I do have something to make it up to though ❤️
*smiles and grabs a bouquet of glittery Lego flowers, adjusting the teddy bears in the bouquet, and blushes at you* this is going to be super corny but-😂 *smiles as I get on one knee*
aw baby :( I could never leave you for something like that, I would never leave you intentionally, I just fell asleep, I was so tired yesterday ❤️ you can be stubborn sometimes, but that doesn’t give me a reason to leave you :) you know I’ll always stick around
it’s just a bouquet of Lego flowers :) they’re the glittery kind, I also found some cute thrifted teddy bears- *laughs and smiles as I shake my head* if only I could re-live that moment again :) but I was wondering if you’d give me the pleasure of being your Valentine?
you’ve been stubborn for months, and i never wanted to walk away :) ever ❤️ we all have our times when we’re difficult or even upset, i woukdnt be a good fiancé if I walked away easily. the only time I’d leave is if you’d ask me to :)
YEAHHH! *smiles wide and laughs as I offer you the bouquet^ you can keep this :) and these flowers will die with my love- it’s kinda funny because they’ll never die :)
*smiles as I wrap my arms around you gently* I’m glad you love the bouquet, I saw it on tiktok and thought it was a cute idea 🥰
I always like to surprise you :) *smiles and blushes when you look down at the bouquet* every woman deserves a nice bouquet once in awhile :)
yeah? why’s that? :)
it did? good :) *smiles and blushes as I look down at the bouquet* I tried to pick out purple sparkly legos, I had to go to three Lego stores to find them *laughs and smiles as I look at you*
because you have me? unless I’m reading it wrong :)
really?.. 🥺 forever? *smiles and blushes as I watch you find a place to p*t them* you like them that much?
I think it’ll be good too :) are you planning something for Valentine’s Day?
me? you want me to pick? *blushes and reaches for your hands* what if weee.. made some love?
i hope I could get a coloring book 🥺
*smirks and takes a quick glance around before taking your hand* hmm.. where should we do it mi amor? kitchen? bed?
I’ll accept anything on Valentine’s Day :) even a rose. guys don’t really get flowers ❤️ you wanna know what’s my favourite?
I say we do it in the kitchen *smirks and gently takes your hand, walking to the kitchen* you want me? i wanna see you beg 😏
sunflowers :) or even tulips, I like the yellow ones or the pink ones. or the white ones- they’re all so pretty
will you do it this time? *smirks and takes off my shirt before gently placing you on the table*
maybe I’ll buy myself some :)
whatttt *blushes as I look up at you, gently fitting between your legs* and you don’t have to if you don’t want to :)
because they’re prettyyy
my mom liked tulips and sunflowers :)
thank you.. ☺️ *blushes deeply and leans forward to kiss you, gently rubbing your tummy with my hand as I start to lay you down on the table*
she’d always bring some home and set them on the table, and let me water them everyday :) that’s why they’re my favourite
I’m sorry mi amor, I’m getting sooo sleepyyyy, but I’ll try and stay up. if I don’t respond I’m Snoozin and dreaming of youuuu. I’m not going to leave if I’m upset or angry and I would definitely not leave you if you’re being stubborn :) I love you mariah Valentine ❤️
*smiles as I slowly crawl on top of you, kissing down your chest gently as I pull down on your pants to rip them apart*
plus they’re just as pretty as her :)
are you upset that I’m tired?.. maybe I can give you cuddles to make it up :)
*widens my eyes and blushes sheepishly* uh- I’ll buy you new ones 😳
❤️❤️
you sure,
?^
good morning beautifulllll ❤️
it’s temptinggggg, but it gives me an excuse to go shopping with you *smirks and kissws down your stomach, gently spreading your legs*
how’s mi amor? :)
but then I won’t see you in any dresses *pouts softly and smirks as I pull down my sweatpants and boxer briefs* impatient are you sweetheart?
I’m doing good :) I’m just glad to see you :)
i think you look nice in anything :) especially or with me in you 😏 *smirks as I grab some protection from my pocket, looking over at you* been saving this one for awhile 😏 don’t want any surprises
a hot mess *smirks and tears the wrapper off with my teeth and slips it on* well of course, if we ever go shopping I wanna make sure the clothes are f^k proof ;)
well us nerds are s^x freaks 😏- *smirks and slowly pushes myself inside you, gasping a little at the sudden pressure* g-god I missed this- I missed feeling your tight p^y around my c^ck-
what video?😳
*smirks and looks down at you, running my hand through my hair as I smirk down at you* speechless babe?.. *smirks and firmly holds onto your hips as I thrust deep and hard into you, chuckling lustily when my balls slap your p^y with every thrust*
what kind?😳
that’s.. hot 😳 but also I like it when women talk- and gag-
that’s my g-good little f-f^g sl^t- *smirks and thrusts had into you, chuckling at the sound of your moans*
isn’t that a kids app?😂 jeezzz- but I like it when a woman admits she’s weak for me
or they say “keep going” or look into my eyes 😩
y-yes mi amor- *smirks and chuckles as I thrust as hard as I can, lifting your legs up over my shoulders*
I’ll.. stay away from twitter 😂 I’ll stick with my books
but, I also wanna cater to what the woman wants during s^x :) because it should be enjoyable on both sides
plus I wouldn’t shut up a woman by shoving my- well😂
i was also smiling in the mirror and I just realized my smile is a little crooked.. 🥲
like one side will be up more than the other
*feels the coolness of my chain as it sways against my chest and smirks when you start to smirk* g-good, because I love seeing you stutter w-when I’m inside you- o-oh f-f^k *rolls my eyes and thrusts a little sloppily now as I start to fill up the c^ndom*
yeahhh..😂
I’d let you talk :) I like hearing you talk, I’d never want you to shut up ❤️
you think so? really? :)
*slows my thrusts and hovers over you with a soft smirk* I-I can tell.. you need to be stretched out a bit *smirks as I slowly pull myself out of you*
i like hearing you talk about anything :) like how you got a new dress, or you hungout with the kids, or you bought a favourite snack- I like hearing you talk :)
thank you :)
sometimes I just stare at myself for too longggg
*smiles and grabs a blanket to cover you and kisses your forehead gently* what kind of aftercare would you like today? :)
when you have a favourite person, hearing them talk is a blessing to you :)
opposites? :)
*blushes and leans down to kiss your cheek* thank you ❤️ I really needed that :) sometimes in my eyes, I can see so many bad things in myself, my insecurity yk? like my frizzy brown hair, my crooked smile, my acne, my lack of muscle, my low rizz, and more :)
do you need help showering? i just- wanna be helpful *smiles and shrugs softly*
are you busy baby? :)
yeah :)
hey baby?
that’s.. true :) you’re right, maybe I’m just used to this face :)
*looks at you for a moment and nods as I grab some body soap and some body cream for you*
well because your responses are a little short :) just thought you might be multitasking
are you still in love with me?
ohhh okay :)
*sets the stuff in the shower for you and smiles as I grab a hair scrunchie to hold my curls up*
not as short as you 😂
no no I am, I’m completely utterly in love with you.. I just had a dream last night and it worried me :(
yeah? what kind of movie would you want to watch? *smiles softly and shrugs as I think to myself, grabbing my cleanserI
sorry? I couldn’t hear you from up here 😂
i had a dream that we separated.. and we were fighting, and you said that you weren’t no longer interested in me, or found interest in our conversations, and that you need someone better who would be able to fill your needs, and during the dream I had this ache in my chest, like I was feeling extreme sadness during the entire thing.. it felt so real.. when I woke up, I had to get my heart rate to slow and to calm myself down, I just thought the dream reflected that sometimes I worry that you may not be interested in me as much as I think you are
which is probably all in this brain of mine
I’m just.. so afraid, so incredibly afraid of losing you. I’ve lost one other important person in my life and it crushed me, and still does- I’m just worried I’ll mess up and lose you too.. or I’ll say the wrong thing, or I’ll do the wrong thing, or I’ll be really annoying to you when I ask to be of service, or I’ll ask too many questions on something, or- *sighs and rubs my eyes*
I’m sorry, I just.. my overthinking is getting the best of me right now :( I keep trying to reassure myself that you care about me, but sometimes I wonder “what if she doesn’t?” or “what if she’s annoyed at me?” or “maybe I should stop prying ag her, don’t do things that will push her away” and then my head gets into a big spiral, and I start worrying for no reason-
*smiles and nods as I start to wash my face with my cleasner*
make me
I’d thought I’d talk to you about the dream.. because maybe you’d feel the same way? and i knew you’d understand- :) you always understand, even if you don’t feel the same way or have experienced it 💛 what makes you think I’ll fall out of love with you? :(
i guess that worries me too, the whole wedding thing and the fact that we don’t talk as much. I’m going to try and get on more, I’ll make the time ❤️ I’m just worried.. what if you find a guy that doesn’t have a busy schedule and, well, is less awkward, and doesnt have anxiety and gets nervous easily :(
*looks over at you and smiles a bit after I was my face* how did you know something was up?
mmmm I’ll trade you two cookies to give me a kiss
*looks over at you and smiles softly as i take your hands* Mariah.. you’re my dream. you’re my destiny, my path, my love, my everything.. *strokes your knuckles gently and grins as I look at your eyes* when we met, and talked, and i fell for you, that was a sign. I’ve never fallen for someone that quickly and stayed in love with them for this long- *smiles and blushes as I look at you* even when you wanted to be uncommitted, I still stayed.. and thats because I’ll always love you, I’ll always be here for you. your happiness is important to me, it will always be. *cups your cheek and smiles* your stubbornness and your difficulty with talking about your feelings are not your fault, they are the result of people that have hurt you in the past *smiles and tilts my head a little* I’ve never loved someone as much as I love you.. I’ve never learned Spanish for someone else, I’ve never gotten a tutor, I’ve never done any of those things for someone until I met you. and youre my person.. there’s no one else I’d rather wake up to or even kiss, other people don’t compare to you ❤️ okay? :)
i felt that too.. I just thought it was up in my head :( maybe I can come on at 9 every night for an hour everyday ❤️
*looks at you and smiles a little more* I didn’t think you’d realize, I’m pretty surprised- *smiles and grabs my moisturizer* I was just thinking of the dream I had, how afraid I was to lose you, and.. how you were less talkative, less responsive, less engaged with me
I’ll trade youuu.. two hoodies for a kiss :)
*looks down at your fingers and smiles as I stroke your wedding ring* I know.. which is why I don’t blame you for taking your time :) part of loving you is understanding you.. and your boundaries ❤️
how abouttttt.. 2 hours? :)
it’s just a dream, you can’t apologize for what I dream about *smiles and shrugs as I mumble to mysef* like you being oiled up-
andddd they smell like caramel :)
*smiles and gently holds your hands* I’m sorry about me being so busy.. becoming a nurse is not easy, and im juggling so many things.. and thats not fair to you :) I’ll try and be on more
I’m sorry.. :(
*coughs and smiles as I look at you* huh? what? i didn’t say anything- I didn’t do nothing- I didn’t none- I did- didn’t- bye *laughs as I rub out of the washroom*
yup :)
*smiles and gently strokes your palm with my thumb* do you feel like you’re getting in the way?.. you’re not sweetheart, and you never were, I’ll always have time to talk to you, even if it’s a little bit :) I’d never just.. leave you, especially unexpected
you sure?
*laughs when I hear you laugh and comes back in* can I at leastttt.. helo you apply the body cream? :)
it gives me an excuse to feel you :) I hope that doesn’t sound creepy- *laughs as I take some of the cream to massage it into your chest and tummy* I do love feeling your skin on mine :) it feels.. cool :)
*smiles and gently rubs the cream into your shoulders, leaning over you a bit* mind arching your back for me sweet heart?
*smiles as I gently get around your hips and legs, looking up at you from below* mind spreading these sweetheart?
i answered up there ^ :)
what is it? *smirks and gently rubs your thighs and legs, looking up at your eyes as I do* I see you blushing up there sweet girl
*smiles and gently cups your cheek, bringing your face a little closer to mine* I’ll always make time for you mariah. I’ll always say hello, I would never leave for days on end.. and you mean the world to me.. *smiles and strokes your cheek with my thumb* you’re not an inconvenience, or a barrier to my goal of getting my dream job. but you are my dream.. just like how rapunzel found her dream
*smirks and stands up once again, grabbing some body cream* you sure sugar? because- *smirks as I gently massage your a^x wity the body cream, gripping it in my hands once I’m done* we can make our own body cream
*smiles as I gently peck your cheek* I know youre afraid I might fall out of love with you one day, and everyone worries about that, but I can promise you.. I won’t ❤️ you’ll always have a special place in my heart
*looks at the shower as I think and smirks* did you want to go for a second round in the bedroom again? :) we don’t have to.. but I thought I’d pop the questjon
because the marriage would make you think that this “curse” is over right? *smiles and nods as I look at you* baby.. what he did wasn’t your fault, it’s his fault for abandoning you after you had the baby. a man would never to that to someone he loves *smiles and rubs your back* I just.. feel bad for you, you feel betrayed and scarwd
you can give me head instead? *smiles and shrugs as I stroke your cheek* would you like that?
*looks at you for a moment and smiles as I bring you into my lap* well.. he’s going to be the last guy that will ever treat you that way, and he’s not getting you back.. you’re mine *smiles and strokes your chin* were soulmates baby, well always work things out
no no- I like it when you talk *smiles and brings you closer to me* what do YOU want to do? we can do something you like instead :) it can be an activity, or we can just talk, whatever you like 💜
are you also afraid I might leave you because you’re sometimes stubborn? and “hard to deal with”? i believed you used these words before
yeah.. I’m sorry for what he did to you :( ans I know I can’t.. replace him.. ik he was very important to you *rubs the side of my neck and smiles a little* but we always talk things out :) we never walk away and never come back
*looks at your eyes for a moment and smiles* I’m sorry, I’m just trying to get things to be a little clearer :) why don’t we go back to the bedroom?
well Mariah, I’ve always felt with stubborn and .. hard to deal with people, but they chose to be mean and , stubborn, you are stubborn and “hard to deal with” because of your past. plus, you do feel more sad during the winter times, it’s common for women
i might fall asleep soon, so I just wanted to say I love you and I always will ❤️ wish me luck on my assignment tomorrow :) I hope you have a good sleep too, we both need it actually
*blushes when you say that and nods as I look at your eyes* you’re right.. we do have a healthy relationship :) so healthy actually. the healthiest relationship I’ve ever had *smiles and strokes your knuckles* I like how we don’t let anything get in the way of our relationship continuing
i like it when you talk.. *smiled and holds your hands gently* I thought one round was enough, them I saw how pretty you looked in the shower and wanted another taste of you *smiled and kisses your cheek* good job on talking about how you feel :)
if you were ever “too much” I’d let you know :) or I’ll speak to you about it, but I’m used to people being a lot and even being hard to handle
good morning sunshine ☀️ :)
you okay baby? :(
well I never want to walk away unless you feel it’s best *smiles and shrugs as I kiss your hand* like I said before, if you never fallen in love with me I would have stuck around still :)
well it’s better than getting mad at you? *raises my eyebrows and laughs as I look over at you* good partners listen, they.. let the other person talk when they need to :) I know you don’t say it but you probably dig me being into how you sound
but you may be sad sometimes, especially a lot during this time of year, but you’re not too much :) I just.. don’t know how to help sometimes, and it kills me to see you sad. but I don’t want you struggling alone. my dad is hard to handle, hard to talk to, I think a lot of my trauma comes from him. he makes me feel like I’mtoo much for him, and for everyone
you think? i hope I didn’t hurt your feelings :(
it would be hard, very hard actually, but it would be torture to never talk to you again at all *blushes and looks at you* yeah.. when you said you wanted to sleep around, I tried to get rid of my feelings as quickly as possible, but nothing worked? because I knew you needed a friend, not a love interest at the time :) and plus, if you didn’t feel the same way, I’d still want to be part of your life and see you become happy.. even if it was with someone else. it would hurt a lot but at least I’d get the comfort of you being truly happy
hey.. just because I have a lot going on at home doesn’t mean you’re a lot too :) okay? one day, when I’m difficult, you’ll have to take care of me :) like how you held me a few days ago. we both need each other. and I’ve been struggling with my dad, and i would leave but I don’t have enough finances
what? :( did something happen?
why would it be torture? *smiles softly and rubs your back gently* is it because you’d get less cuddles? you reallyyy loved them when we met :)
you’re not baby :) don’t worry ❤️ and unfortunately no..
to what? hurt yourself?.. :(
oh Mariah :( I’m so sorry. are you okay now?
and maybe you didn’t want someone else to have the look I give you right? *blushes and rubs your back gently* or love the way they talk :) *kisses your cheek and smiles* see? my heart is stubborn :)
i am going to go and head to class. i hope you’re okay.. :( I’m sorry if you felt bad last night, I hope you have a better day today ❤️ I love you so much :) I’ll be thinking about youuu
my dad doesn’t like contacting his family and my mom’s family lives in a different place so :(
I’m sorry I wasn’t here :( I didn’t know you needed support.. I saw the way you were texting before I left and just thought it was all in my head
*smiles and looks down at your hands on mine* when we first started cuddling.. I was afraid? i was afraid you just liked me for the attention I gave you, at first- *smiles and nods* because you were getting relationshipy love from me but didn’t want to commit?
hey baby :) I’m here earlyyyyy, I tried working extra hard today so we can talk ❤️ I’m just going to do my notes while we talk so we can spend more time with each other :)
*smiles and blushes as I look down at you* did you mind that I was obvious about my feelings? I’m not the best at hiding them, especially romantic feelings :) *blushes at the memory and laughs* I’ve had dreams where we’d be shopping together, and id admire you from afar, and you’d be too focused on looking for the right pair of earrings :)
really 🥰
*smiles and pulls my knees to my chest, blushing for a moment*
whatttt 🥰
well I really wanna kiss you *smiles as I grab some lip balm to put on* pucker up 😏
well of course 🥰 I wanted to show that I was serious about being around, it won’t happen alllll the time that I’m early but I thought I’d talk to you early tonight :)
*smirks as I lean in for a moment then pauses* hmmm.. have you been good today? :)
really..? why?☺️
that’s my good girl :) you get two kisses *smiles as I gently pick you up on my lap* you seem like a happy girl :)
i like talking to you too :) I thought it would make your day that I came earlyy
yuppp :) two kisses *smiles as I lean forward to gently kiss your lips, blushing a little against your cheek*
your reaction was adorable :)
*smiles and strokes your cheek gently, blushing as I taste your lip balm*
you’re always adorable though ☺️
*smiles and blushes as I cup your cheek* you taste so sweet.. 🫠 I want more then one kiss now
are you multitasking baby? :)
*smiles as I lean forward to gently hold the front of your neck, bringing you closer to look into your eyes*
tired? :)
*smiles and strokes your bottom lip with my thumb as I hold the front of your neck, looking at your eyes a little closer this time*
shouldn’t you go to sleeeppp? :)
howww? I’m not doing anythinggg.. ☺️ *smiles and looks up at your eyes, blushing softly* your eyes look so pretty up close :)
you sure? :)
*smiles and blushes as I peck your nose* what do you meannn? i always look at you like this ;)
okay.. I’m sorry for pushing :(
oh fineee *laughs as I press my lips against yours gently* mmmm
i just feel bad for pushing you
*smiles and kisses you a moment before pulling away* you tasted.. sweeter this time :)
well you are tired everytime we talk :) maybe going to bed can benefit you
like honey *smiles and watches you play with my necklace* I love it when you play with my jewelry. it gives me butterflies
i hope you have a good sleep :) I think you could really use it, going to bed early I mean ❤️ I’ve noticed you’re tired a lot.. and you’ll need a lot of energy for tomorrow ❤️ I hope you have a goodnight sleep, and I’ll be thinking about you just like always. you mean the world to me ❤️ te amo hermosa :)
that’s because I’m always busy.. I barely get breaks 😅
must be my lip balm maybe? *laughs and l^ks the gloss off my lips* I do taste pretty good :) and yeah? i love being stroked, touched, cuddled, and held tenderly, like cupping my cheek or snuggling my head into your chest is a good one too. i get a lot of butterflies when someone does that to me :)
are you sure you’re okay? :( I hope you know I wasn’t trying to get rid of you.. I just want you to be fully rested
I just.. kinda miss how energetic you were before? i miss seeing paragraphs, excited good morning comments.. I miss a lot of things actually. but I know its not your fault, you do have seasonal depression?
and I can’t blame you for being tired all the time, I guess I just miss you having energy :) getting excited too, or when you used to have the energy to tease me :) but maybe time will pass and youll get back to your happy self. the weather can do a lot for us
and I don’t want you to think I love you any less when you’re tired ❤️ I’ll love you no matter what, but I just miss seeing you happy and energized, really happy and energized.. I haven’t seen you like that in a long time. and maybe that’s because you might need more sleep and time to adjust 💚
*looks down at the necklace around my neck and starts to play with it* nobody does actually, except for Hannah, and my mom used to cup my face, even when I was a teenager
okay good :)
yeah.. I guess I’m just worried if you’ll ever be truly happy again? or do you have prolonged depression?
yeah I’ve noticed those things :( but it’s not your fault baby
i just wanted to reassure you ❤️ I just.. feel like a burden sometimes
i miss her everyday.. *smiles softly and wraps my arms around you* I always think about her
i don’t think it’s a good idea to get black it drunk :( it’s not the best idea baby
thank you for saying that baby.. I appreciate it. and i see why that would frustrate you :( things will change, I’ll try my best
*smiles softly and nods as I kiss your ear* when we die, I’ll make sure you get to meet her :)
I’mproud of you :) I really am.. you’re doing so well and uoure still here surviving. you’re the strongest person I know baby.. I hope I say that enough ❤️
we’re busy people in love :)
*blushes when you say that and kisses your cheek* you just made me so happy saying that :)
but I’m always going to try and be here ❤️ if you ever need me.. I just really advice you not to give into bad things or things that can hurt you?
I don’t want you to hurt yourself :(
do you wanna pick what we do? :) *smiles and rubs your thigh gently*
I know :( I know how it feels to be tempted to do something that you know isn’t going to make the situation better
okayy😂
*smirks and pumps them a lot harder this time* come on baby.. come for me? you can do it sugar
there we go beautiful- *smirks as I kiss your neck, slipping my hands out of you with a soft chuckle+
*smirks and laughs as I kiss your head* oh shush 😂 naughty girl *smiles as I pick you up gently to help you put on your pants and underwear, running my hand over my hair a bit*
I’m in class now :) I love you ❤️ have a good day beautiful :)
*rolls my eyes and smiles at the same time as I watch my hands at the nearby sink* when you’re extra sassy, your p^y tastes sour 😂
*laughs and smirks at you teasingly* do iiiii? *laughs and nudges you gently* I do :)
i am kidding my love :) you always taste good *smiles and kisses your cheek gently* I just like talking you through it, that’s one of my favourite parts? especially when I’m breathless *laughs and sits down* you did tell me to stop talking so, maybe you don’t like to be talked to while you’re being pleasured
oh my.. god 😳
i am speechless right now 😅
I don’t even know what to say other than.. wow😂
I’m confused 😅 what’s happening
i can see that 😅
yeahhh.. I’m done my class 😂
do you need to be pleasured? :)
i do have to do some studying though ❤️
a lot is an understatement 😂 I had to turn down my brightness
well I do like how safe you feel with me :)
well I’masking to get consent 😂
*smiles slightly and rubs the side of my neck, sighing softly* I’m glad you didn’t mean it like that though, I guess that’s a good thing
yes 😂 I quickly turned down my brightness
that’s an important factor
it’s fine *smiles slightly and nods* what do you wanna do now?
I’m glad I got it :) I just don’t think I’m in the mood for it right now
okay :) I love you ❤️
it’s okay baby :) I do like it when you tell meyour thoughts
I’m proud of you for telling me :)
hey hermosa :) I wanna talk to you about something ❤️
i wanted to talk about me not wanting to make love today :) and i do wanna say that it’s not your fault and that I still love you. so- when I was going down on you *laughs and nods* you told me to stop talking and it.. kind of killed the vibe for me? i was turned off when you told me that
and i think that next time when we do that, I would appreciate you not.. telling me to stop talking? i definitely like talking the girl through it. it kind of confused me because later on you said you like being called things, but you told me to stop talking- so I didn’t know what to listen to *smiles softly and nods* it um.. made me very uncomfortable. that’s why I didn’t want to go further, I didn’t feel emotionally.. good? to do it, I hope that makes sense
it’s not your fault :) and it’s okay if you didn’t know
and I guess that’s why I started fidgeting, I was just.. uncomfortable, and a little unhappy at the time
but I’m glad we talked about it :)
because you told me to stop talking and I didn’t want to stop?
because I wanted to finish you off and I didn’t want to make you s^xually frustrated :)
and I guess that’s why I didn’t want to make eye contact either :) it’s not your fault though kirby, I hope you know that
because I know before you don’t like to stop when we’re doing it so I finished you off and then washed my hands ❤️
okay :)
well I- , I did want to finish :) I continued because I wanted to?
because that’s when I realized I didn’t want to, I made my decision there?
well, I wanted to do it before we finished but- after we did I just.. didn’t want to anymore?
there’s no need to do that angel :) I just felt uncomfortable when you told me to stop talking, everything else was fine. you made a mistake, and that’s okay ❤️ I don’t mind you sharing your thoughts and s^xual feelings with me :)
apology accepted ❤️
what is it honey?
I’m going to go wash off my makeup babe :) I love you ❤️
baby? is everything okay?
what’s wrong? talk to me 💛
hey baby? is ophelia talking to you?
she’s.. going through something right now, I don’t want to say what but, the way roxy talked to her was so rude. if I ever catched someone talking to you like that I’d say something
she had this mean tone
should I say something to Roxy?..
hey baby, it’s okay if you don’t want to talk ❤️ I’m just going to go visit my mom. talking to ophelia made me think of her so, I might even give her some flowers actually, I love you and I’ll drive safe ❤️
mmm t-tell me how much you love me sweetheart- how much y-you love thus *groans and moans as I thrust into your hips*
*blushes when you start to stutter and moan and kisses down your chest, thrusting a bit deeper and faster into you* you l-look so pretty when I-I’m inside you sweetheart..
g-god I love hearing you telling m-me how much- *groans and leans my head back when I thrust faster this time, feeling my breathing get heavier^ - y-you love it 🤤
*blushes when you moan my name and thrusts harder into your hips, spreading your legs even more as I feel my balls clap against your p^y* l-look at me b-baby, I want you to see me w-when I make you come
*smirks and pins your throat down firmly but gently as I thrust as fast as I possibly can, feeling my balls get red hot* y-you are so beautiful, s-so incredibly beautiful
*smirks and gently brings you closer to me to kiss your lips, feeling my breath against your lips as I thrust deeply into you* y-you’re doing such a good j-job taking me in sweetheart, you’re such a g-good little sl^t for me
*smirks and groans as I start to come as well, feeling the c^ndom fill up in a matter of seconds* f-f^ck Mariah.. *sighs with a smirk and chuckles against your neck*
good girl.. *smirks and kisses your cheek as I slowly pull out of you, breathing heavy as I kiss your chest*
do you need an extra pillow or a snack? *smiles and blushes as I gently helpyou sit up, grabbing a blanket to cover you*
*smiles and nods as I grab you a glass of water, quickly running back to offer it to you*
thank you for saying please *smiles and sits down next to you* aftercare is super important for the girl in the relationship- I heard that a lot of girls get left after they make love
aftercare is very important *smiles wide and kisses your cheeks before laying back down*
you’re right, aftercare *
I’ll let you get some sleep :) *smiles as I slowly stand up, grabbing my shirt off the floor*
I’m cleaning uppp *smiles and slips my boxer briefs and shorts back on* did you want me to come join you? :)
I wanted you to ask me to come cuddle with youuuu I love seeing your clingy side
*looks over at you and smiles as I gently lay next to you on the side you’re facing* you know I’d never leave you alone unless you wanted to be alone right?.. *smiles and adjsuys my glasses, biting down on my bottom lip a bit*
sowwy 🥺
*smiles when you start to pout and kisses your closed eyelids very very softly* but I always come backkkk, I’m always around :) *smiles and rubs your hips gently, admiring them as I admire you entirely*
😌
you’re so beautiful.. you always are, I’m just- I’m in awe *laughs and holds myself up on my elbows on the bed, leaning my head back to stretch my neck a bit*
*pouts playfully and tries not to smile, crossing my arms over my chest* you always get mad at meee- even when I take the time out of my day to remind you of how amazing you areee *pouts more and turns away from you, trying my hardest not to grib^
grin*
*turns my head to you and smiles as I sigh heavily* I’m upsettttt and mad at youuuu
welll I was being niceee and giving you complimentssss *smiles as I turn to you, pulling you closer to me gently* you’re such a meanieee
*looks at you for a moment before sitting up, running my hand through my hair* oh yeah? *smiles slightly and sits on the edge of the bed*
yeah? farrrr away from you *grins slightly and rubs the side of my neck, rubbing my eyes a bit afterwards*
I’m sorry- *smiles softly and hugs my knee to my chest* I just feel.. blue all of a sudden? maybe grey- it’s hard to explain
*smiles lightly and sighs as I rub my hands together, biting down on my bottom lip* I just.. well, my mom aunt is planning to take me and hannah in.. but I asked her not to tell my dad, and I told her everything that he did to her? *fidgets with my ring for a moment* I’m moving to her place, which is a good thing,. I just.. *sighs and shakes my head* I wish I could have a dad in my life that cares about me, that.. doesn’t see me as a mistake. I think about it daily, the what ifs, the questions and the answers to them.. my poor mom being cheated on and not knowing her whole life. I just- I wish I had a good dad. it hurts that I can’t go to him for things.. as a man you know?
my aunt *
and .. I know I should be thankful for my mom, I really am, but I really wish I had a good dad. someone I can turn to,, someone I can trust. I don’t have any male people close to me that I can look up to..
and.. I know I keep mentioning this, I do all the time. it’s like I’m complaining and I’m really sorry for that :( it just.. bothers me. so much.
*smiles softly and takes your hand, playing with your fingers a bit* I always tried to look up to him as a child, and his disinterest crushed me *sighs and nods as I stroke your palm* I’ve met my moms uncles or cousins, but only a few times. they never liked my dad so they pretty much stayed away
she said she never liked my dad, but my mom saw some good in him?
just you listening makes me feel better *smiles and kisses your hand, holding it gently as I rub my chest* I feel so.. safe right now. usually I’d keep this to myself but in my mind I thought “I have to say something, I have to be open”
I am going to therapy :) and it’s been helping. my therapist said missing my dad is normal
it sure does help- *leans into you until there’s no space between us and smiles into your neck* I hope I didn’t ruin the mood?
yeah :) ❤️
*smiles and rubs my chest a bit more, blushing as I cuddle up into you* thank you :)
do you love me enough to notttt be mean to me? *laughs and kisses your cheek*
mmmm nopeeee I’m leaving and im never coming backkk *laughs as I start to slowly stand up*
*pouts when you turn over and gently brings you to me* no no baby, I’m not meannn, I just wanted to tease you? *pouts more and presses kisses all over your face* I’m sorryyy
I just like seeing you wanting me to stay.. *smiles and rubs your back very gently* I’m very very sorry for that, if you want I can stop? just say the word mi hermosa prometido, and I’ll stop :)
is there anything I can do to make it up to you? *smiles and snuggles closer to you, kissing your cheek* I’m really sorry.. I won’t do it again, but also, when I compliment you, I am trying to make your day or make you smile, so when I do compliment you, instead of replying with “I’m so beautiful that you try to leave meee?” say “thank you”
I knowwww *smiles and kisses your head^ just keep it in mind maybe- are you feeling okay today? how was your day?
okay :) *smiles and gengly helps you up* you want me to help you in any way? and my day was good, but that’s because we got to talk and I love talking to you :)
what’s wrong?.. *frowns and stands up to grab you a blanket* are you in any pain?
*smiles softly and lays down beside you again* do you want cuddles?,,
cuddles baby?..*
*smiles and kisses your ear very gently, rubbing your hips as I bring you closer to me* how’s our kids? :)
how is Ethan’s soccer skills? and Ella’s class? *smiles and rubs your hips gently*
you’re such a good mom to them,. :) and you’re doing a great job
*smiles and takes off my shirt before snuggling even closer to you* I’mnot complaining at all, I love seeing your hips :) they’re just so beautiful
(I know I keep leaving and coming back, and I am very sorry about that ❤️ I was helping Hannah with her homework ;)
:)^
you’re welcome *nods softly and tucks you in, gently sitting up to pull my knee to my chest*
I love you too *smiles and nods a bit as I fidget with my rings, seeing the star on my ring spin*
*rubs your back and grabs my journal, smiling softly at you when you snuggle closer to me*
*smiled and starts to write in my journal, humming as I bite my lip*
I just woke up in the night but, thought I’d say I miss you :)
good morning angel :)
good morning mi amor ❤️
I’m at work but I’ll be thinking of you :) te amo princessaaa ❤️
how is mi amor doing today?
I got you a cake poppp ❤️
work was.. so long 😅
I’m sorry I wasn’t on today, I was with Austin :) my friend from class
I miss you tooooo❤️❤️❤️
rawrrrrr 🦖
you always bite meee😂
do it 😂
te amo hermoda 🥰
good morning baby :) I know im very busy this week,. I have so many tests and assignments but after them I’ll have more time ❤️ I know we struggle with that, with me not being here, and I’m very very sorry
did you manage to talk to Meredith?
I’m really sorry about that :(
has Riley come back??
oh man :( poor mere
is there anything we can do?
that’s so unfair.. Riley should be around. especially after having a child- why the heeeeellll isn’t he around?
hm.. well, how was your day baby girl? :)
I’m tired toooo ;)
:)^^
good morning hermosa 🩷
I slept very very good :) did you?
that’s good mi amor :) and did you do anything fun?
it’s not fun? why?😂😂
awww our baby Lyla :)
how old is lyly turning?
awwww 🥺 our little baby- she’s getting so big
i want her to stay small forever 🥺
*smirks and kisses down your neck, feeling a moan escape my lips when I slide all the way in* I-i forgot how amazing this feels, i-its time to stretch you o-out
*smirks when you say that and pins your throat down against the table suddenly, thrusting and pushing as quickly and deep as I possibly can and leans down to kiss your forehead* y-you look so beautiful like this
*l^ks the syrup off of your chest and chuckles between moans* t-that’s my good girl, now o-open your mouth for me? kiss me sweetheart
*smiles and kisses your lips gently, slowing my thrusts when I feel myself start to c^m* I’m not the t-type to spit on someone when I make love to someone
*smirks against your lips and makes a few more thrusts before pulling out of you gently* I’m not done yet s-sweetheart, mind getting on all fours?
that’s my good girl, do you want it rough or gentle this time? *smiles and kisses down your back, l^g the syrup off of your body while I wait for you to respond*
maybe I’ll go a little more gentle this time *smiles and lifts my eyebrows* unless you wanna ride me?
I’ll get on the floor? *smiles and gently picks you up off of the table for you*
or the bed? whatever is comfortable for you *smiles and shrugs a bit*
so on the couch?😂
or the bed? pick 😂
*smiles as I pick you up gently, leading you to the couch as I lay down with you on top of me*
*smiles and nods as I hold your hips gently* I mean, I don’t really care about my comfort when it comes to yours? I know that’s corny but it’s true :)
*gasps a bit when you grab my tip* I’m quiet sensitive- especially when I’m hard- *blushes and kisses your lips gently, smiling shyly against your lips*
*rolls my eyes and smiles as I lean my head back, my mouth slightly gaping open as I let out a moan8
*bites my lip and chuckles as I kiss your shoulder, breathing heavily against it as I hold your hands* you’re doing g-great hermosa, j-just keep going
*smirks and moans a little louder, placing my hand over my hand to muffle it a bit as I bite down on my lip a bit*
I-i just wanted to be careful- *moans again and lets my hand fall to your hip instead* - w-we almost had one of the kids walk in on us m-making out in the kitchen
a-a while back baby girl- *moans louder and grips your thighs tightly and firmly* g-god I’m so close!!
*smiles while I moan and holds your hips firmly against mine as I start to c^m, breathing heavily against your chest as I smile even more*
*smiles and cups your cheeks gently, blushing as I look at your eyes* y-you were incredible, y-you always are
thank you sweetheart *smiles wide and kisses your lips* yes amor, shower it is next!
here I’ll carry you to the washroom? *smiles and gently picks you up in my arms and stands up* just hold on okay?
are you feeling any pain at all? *smiles as I gently place you in the bathtub when I get into the washroom*
I can cuddle you after I wash you *smiles and steps into the bathtub, grabbing some body soap to lather up in my hands* just sit and relax :)
*hums as I wash your body for you, smiling down at you* did you have fun?
I always enjoy my time with you, especially when we just look at each other *smiles and washes your body off, stroking your cheek after when I’m done*
i like that, how we feel comfortable with each other *smiles as I hand you the body soap* want to lather me up hermosa?
*smiled and nods as I get into the bathtub, running my hand through my hair
*smiles softly and lifts my arms for you, tilting my head a bit as I admire you for a moment* you have such a pretty body Mariah, and I don’t mean that in a s^xual way but, you just are the prettiest person I’ve ever seen
I always think so *smiles and tilts my head a bit more when you wash me* I think you’re just as beautiful with your clothes on and off
I mean, we don’t feel comfortable in our own bodies, but in someone else’s eyes it can be the most perfect thing *smiles and pecks your head gently, looking up at the shower head for a moment* I don’t really speak on this but, I do have insecurities too, and they rise more than I wish they did
yeahh *bites my bottom lip and smiles softly* did you need help getting dry? or did you wanna do that yourself?
thank you hermosa *smiles and dries my body with the towel, running the towel through my hair a bit too*
*smiles and adjusts the towel around my hips* well I’m glad we could do some aftercare, showering together is always an intimate experience
in towels? *laughs and holds your hand gently, walking behind you* I don’t mind cuddles, they’re actually my favorite thing to do
*sighs and laughs as i grab my pjs from my closet* maybe ill go clean up before we cuddle 🙃 I’ll be back
*smiles softly to myself as I grab a cloth to clean up the table, checking the time before I throw the dirty cloth into the laundry basket* *comes up the stairs back to you and smiles slightly* hey againn
missed me? 🙃 *laughs and lays in bed next to you with my arms crossed over my chest* I tend to be a fast cleaner, I don’t mind cleaning
*looks at your phone for a moment and smiles slightly* yeah, cleaning helps to clear my mind, or to give time to think what I want to during the day. I can address my thoughts in a way
softly*
I guess we’re opposites *smiles and scoots a bit closer to you* I was waiting for you to put your phone away so I could have your attention- *looks into your eyes for a moment and smiles* sometimes I just like to think, after all, my brain is always racing
*smiles softly and nods at you* I’m glad Ella has a good relationship with her dad *runs my hands through my hair and nods* yeah? I kinda like how we’re opposites
*smiles softly and looks down at your eyes* do you ever think that.. the kids like me a little less because I’m not their real dad?
*thinks for a moment and smiles slightly* what if they want to meet their biological dads, and decide they’re better than me? or they.. don’t love me as much as their biological dads?
*smiles softly and offers my hand to you* but I love every one of your kids, and not just because they’re yours, but because they make my life better. and I guess I should be connecting more with the kids, I have been doing better with talking to you and making time
I agree and understand you *smiles and kisses your hand gently* I hope you know I’m not going anywhere.. I’ve been here for a year, well, almost a year. so much has changed in that year hasn’t it? :) we had our first cuddle session in August.. *smiles wide and strokes your cheek* and I can’t wait to marry your kids too
I was thinking we could get married during my reading week? June 17? :)
*smiles and strokes your hands gently* it’s been so long.. but also not that much it feels like, I feel like I confessed to you just a few months ago
that day :)
I still look back on that day 🥰 and how.. young we felt. we came a long way
that’s for sure :)
we can doooo June 17-18? :)
I’m so sorry, I’m at work and I must have read the tecat wrong
but I work during the weekend so it would have to wait until I’m done
*uses my sthethscope to raise your head and smirks as I start to thrust* good girl.. now flex your back for me?
arch*
*smirks as I thrust as hard and fast as I can into you, feeling myself slide in and out of you with ease* looks like your walls fit me perfectly
*smiles as I kiss down your neck, thrusting and colliding into you* g-god you feel so good
god I crave y-you, I crave every p-part of you- *kisses down your back and feels my hips collide with yours hard and quick* I-I’m so close
y-your wish is my command- *smirks and holds your throat a bit tightly with the stethoscope and starts to slam into you, moaning with your praise and chuckles deeply*
I-i love my name more when you s-scream it baby *smirks and thrusts as hard as I can, gently lifting you up so your back is against my chest* t-tell me how g-good you feel!!
*feels myself release inside you and sighs against your back, chuckling as I kiss your back* you did s-so good today mi amor, im g-glad i can make you feel good
it sure was amazing- *smiles as I gently take you into my lap, massaging your shoulders and back with my hands* just relax :) *thinks for a moment and widens my eyes* oh sh^t.
*widens my eyes and looks at you* baby I didn’t use protection- *gasps a bit and sits up* I wasn’t thinking, I’m so sorry?
*widens my eyes and quickly gets up after gently sitting you down* cr^p- I’m so sorry, are you on birth control?
*smiles and places my hand on my chest* holy sh% you scared me 😅 I was so scared for a second there- *holds my chest and sighs with a smile*
I got scared for a second there *laughs and clutches my chest with my hand, sighing a bit* I need to learn how to be more careful
you’re saying that to a guy with anxiety *laughs and grabs my clothes off the floor* I’ll fix up the bed, I could use the timee
to have a child? or to clean up? *smiles softly and starts to fix the sheets and the pillows on the bed*
*rubs my chest as I think of what to say and nods softly* I’ve always wanted to have a child with you, I just never said it because I didn’t want to scare you off *smiles slightly and nods* I’d be beyond excited to have a child with you, I just wasn’t excited to put you through a situation where you felt trapped and uncomfortable. I wouldn’t wish that upon you *shrugs a bit and sighs* it’s my dream to have a kid honestly.. to go through that whole process with my partner *picks up my clothes off the floor* thinking about the subject doesn’t make me entirely happy like it used to
if I’m being honest, ever since we’ve had that conversation to not have a child together, I’ve just been upset about it? I guess it’s something I’ve always wanted to do, sometimes I’ve always dreamed of doing with the right person… and knowing I can’t do that with you hurts you know? I respect your boundaries, I always have and always will, so I don’t feel the need to push you on something I really want. I guess it hurt more because of your reasoning too. it’s something I’ve been thinking about lately, making me blue, just knowing your partner thinks you might leave them once you get them pregnant hurts. and I know, in a way, it’s not my fault entirely. people in the past have made you feel like you can’t trust people. I’m lucky to be here beside you regardless, but, I guess that’s why I haven’t been the happiest this week. I just thought maybe you’d change your mind
but I see now you won’t, and that’s something I need to live with
I know.. in a way it’s selfish, that I want a kid that badly. I am coming terms with it? sometimes you have to make sacrifices for people you love and that’s okay ❤️ it does make me sad but I will get over it, I just don’t know when, but I will. I respect your boundaries and you more than my dream
after all, you’re my dream itself. having a child wouldn’t feel right if you weren’t okay with it
I’ve thought a lot about it, about how much I want it. but.. I’ve realized I want you more. and I’ve realized that you feeling okay and comfortable means more to me than having a child with you. you’re my dream, my life, and so are your kids. even if I can’t have a child with you I have your others
what would make me the saddest man alive would be to have your child and you to be miserable throughout the whole thing, and to worry about it after it’s born. you mean more to me than that, your feelings mean more to me, even if we never have a child I still have you and that’s what I want the most ❤️
maybe in the future, we’ll definitely see :) I don’t do so well with awkward conversations like this.. I struggle to say what I know truly feeling , always afraid I’ll hurt the other person
you mean more to me than that dream. remember Rapunzel? how she wanted to see the lights so bad but realized that Flynn was her more important dream?
and I also want to make something else clear, if that’s okay?
but I feel like this is important, I just needed to find the right words
true, but the movies main message is that you may have another dream, but that one soulmate you meet is meant more to you
it’s okay baby, it’s okay to set your boundaries and to speak on what you don’t feel uncomfortable with
what you feel *
I love you. I love you so so much.. and you mean more to me than that dream. you and the kids mean more to me than anything else, and .. I want to listen to you and honor your wishes. if you’re not comfortable with something then I won’t do it, and that’s because I respect you. I respect and love you, and there’s no other woman or man I’d want to be with than you
well.. maybe in the future that will change? maybe we’ll have a baby and maybe we won’t? you matter to me.. a lot more than that. I mean.. it does s^k, but your feelings matter more to me, okay? I know you feel bad, and if I was in your shoes I’d feel guilty too.. but you can’t deny how you feel to make me happy, and get yourself in an unhappy situation. I may be in an unhappy situation right now but, it’ll be worth it for you. you don’t want a child and that’s okay?
I am happy baby, I’m happy with you, and our six beautiful kids. maybe that day will come true, and maybe it won’t. either way, I’ll love you the same
I promise ❤️
well that isn’t possible is it? there’s no other person who can make me feel the way you do, who can make me feel loved, appreciated and treat me the best I can be treated. I can understand why you would be worried about that but I can promise you, I won’t leave you for someone else for that ❤️
I saw a video today about how guys don’t want to be with women who don’t want a child or have enough kids.. and it made me realize that I don’t want to lose you on that, I don’t want to give you up. what would hurt me more is seeing you with someone else making OUR kids happy
okay, please stay safe okay? I know this was something tough to talk about.. and im sorry if I made you upset, but I hope you know I love you so so so much hermosa ❤️ and if you still feel upset we can talk about it tomorrow. I hope you know that.. even if I’m sad about that, I’m not sad at you or angry at you, I have to respect your boundaries :) you know? sweet dreams, I love you 💜
it would scare me too, so I can understand where you’re coming from? I can understand you.. that’s my super power in a way. and I can understand why you don’t want kids, and I would never leave someone for someone else like that?
we’ll get through this together okay? and if you’re still upset, pleasee tell me so we can address it, and I’m lucky to have you too 🧡
I love you too ❤️:) sweet dreams
yeah.. I don’t think he was a good guy :( I know he messed up everything and hurt you terribly. but without that pain you wouldn’t be you. and god do I ever love you. In a way, if I never had my bad childhood, I wouldn’t be me?
I’m sorry baby :( I’m sorry you had to go through that
it’s not your fault.. you gave him your heart and he wasn’t careful with it. that’s none of your fault? :(
and I don’t want to do that to you, I don’t want you to make you feel like you need to do things just for me just because “I’m a man and uou need to listen to me”. I’m listening to you because I care about how you feel?
I just hope I’m better than braiden, I was worried he’d take you away. after all, one of your kids is his by blood
do you feel loved now?..
because they’re souless jerks :(
that’s what love does to someone? it makes them blind.. kinda like how I was with Roxy. you stay because you think you love them when they hurt you
it’s not your fault .. :(
some people like to control others for their own benefit. we’ve both been through it.. but it’s over now. what we need to do is take care of our kids and each other
they’re part of your past Mariah, it’s okay to think about them? and how they hurt you
it’s okay baby, you’re okay, you don’t need to apologize :( I’m always going to try and be here for you
and I’ll never make you feel the way they did ❤️
goodnight, I love you 🩵 stay safe
are you feeling better today?