(hi I'm here)

*giggles* pretty good u?

J-*does above(well above on the other one) but WAY FRÎCKIN HARDER*

f: *above^*

d: AMAZING

J-*smiles above^^*

*hugs him as their whole body's touch and she smiles*

F: *smiles and pulls away the slightest bit*

d: SO FREAKING AMAZING

J-*smiles up at her and whispers* I told u

what is?

F: *whispers- still pressed into him* I can tell

*pushes herself into him and smiles and runs her finger lovingly across his bare chest*

D: YAYYY

J-I'm always open to u baby girl and only u

what?? *still pushed into him dragging her fingers lovingly across his bare chest*

(message to myself-DON'T SCREAM)

F: yay *begins to get off him*

d; you

J-*sits up and puts her in his arms and cradles her*

F: *smiles*

*smiles still pressed into him a runs her fingers lovingly across his bare chest sorta tickling him but not very much*

J-*rocks her in his arms* hi baby *kisses her nose* hi

D: *softly chuckles*

*smiles above^^*

F: hi babe. hi

J-*chuckles and kisses the top of her nose rocking her* tonight I'm gonna rock u to sleep

F: yay *smiles up at him^

*above^^takes a deep breath* I'll go back in

D: yayyy

D: ok. let me help

J-u like that idea?? *rocks her in his arms*

F: what idea? *innocently looks up at him*

*holds onto him* just please tell me if ur gonna throw me

d: I will. I'm going to jump. ok?

J-rocking u to sleep *smiles at her and rocks her in his arms lovingly*

*gets a tighter grip* okie I'm ready

F: fudge yeah

D: *jumps in with her*

J-*smiles* YAYYYYY can I have that fudge now?? *laughs and rocks her*

F: noooo *laughs and smiles*

*holds on for dear life*

d: *comes back up with her and sets her in the shallow end*

J-aww man *smiles and rocks her* so do u just wanna do whatever when we get there or plan things out?

F: hmmm *sits beside him*

hey I wanna stay with u I'll be ok if u just don't throw me I'm not like 3 feet tall

J-*holds her* my mom likes to be organized that's why I'm asking

D: I know *sits beside her*

I'm like 5'7

maybe taller

f: ah. I don't know

J-bc if u wanna plan we can do that rn

f: no- let's just go and have fun

*slowly stumbles around but the water helps her*

J-okie any dinner plans?

d: yayyyy

(AHHHHHH <<<me screaming)

f: let's look *gets her laptop and sits next to him*

what? *stumbles around practicing*

(AHHHHHHH<< me screaming)

J-*pulls her close to him* wanna sit on my lap?

f: mhmm *sits on him*

(😂😂why u screaming??)

J-*holds her on his lap*

(I ISH SCARED FOR U)

(thanks I guess 😂😂 I'm like freaking out 😖😖)

(I AN FREAKIN OUT FOR U)

(I literally got so scared I threw my blanket over my head I've got a really good reason to be scared)

(AHH)

(there goes the lighting)

(AHHHHHHHH)

(my flagpole got hit by lightning in June I will never forget the sound and all the electronics plugged in are no longer useable good thing my stuff wasn't and yeah we had a big mess outside)

(oh wow)

(yeah I spent the whole day with my so called "friend"....that's a long story)

(what happened?)

what?? *stumbles around the pool*

d: you're doin it!

(wait the lighting thing or being "friends"??)

(both)

I'm stumbling and walking in a pool

(which one first??)

D: well you're walking!!!!!

(flagpole!

ummm stumbling I'm tripping over my feet

d: Still!!!!

(well it happened at like 2am and our air conditioning went out so we had to get that fixed our rain gutter by the pole blew out umm we had to get a bunch of new electronics bc the lighting blew them out umm our satellite blew out and the tv company wouldn't come out and fix it so we got a new tv company to go threw I think that's it)

(WOWWWWWW)

*smiles* hold out ur arms and get in here I wanna see if I can walk to u

(yeah u could hear the BOOM like a mile away!! oh yeah that made the house around us loose power)

(I almost screamed again)

(AHHHHHHHH)

babe?

d: *holds out his arms and gets in*

(thanks 😂😂 are u screaming irl?? and u said earlier "we are screaming for u" who's the we??)

(I am right now and Amber and I were the we//Elsie)

*takes a deep breath and slowly takes her fist few steps shaky*

(ohh so u were screaming irl??)

D: *watchss her*

(ya)

*takes another breath sorta stumbles but keeps going slowly and shaking*

(wow😂thanks)

(do u have messages??)

(green with a white speech bubble)

*keeps going slowly shaking along the way*

(ya)

d: *watches)

(could I give u my email??)

*slowly keeps going almost to him sorta stumbles*

(ya!!)

D: you have this

*looks up to make sure his arms are open*

d: *arms are wide*

*keeps repeating his words in her head as she slowly makes her way over*

(got it)

(I'll log on tomorrow bc I just uploaded my iPad so I gotta log in but I forgot the pass and my dad knows it)

(ok)

d: you got this

(just say- HAIIII 💜)

(ok. email or text?)

*takes another deep breath and repeats his words*

D: you got this you got this you got this

(messages)

*finally falls into his arms*

(AHHHHH << me)

d: I'm so proud babe

(I literally grabbed my hair and pulled it owww*

*relaxes into his arms half smiling*

(AHH OWW)

d: see? you could do it. I knew it *kisses her*

*thinks in her head: I really did it....smiles in his arms*

(I've got short hair which hurts bad)

*kisses him*

(oooo yeah 😬)

thanks for believing in my babe....but this is only water

d: *kisses her*

d: it's a huge step though. no pun intended

*kisses him putting an arm around his head and the other around his body*

D: *pulls away* I love you

(okie now I'm about to scream but I don't wanna bc I'd wake up everyone)

(ya)

I love u to *her arms still around him* guess what?? I'm almost all better

d; YAYYYYY

*gives him the hint*

*hugs him with her arms still in the same spot*

D: oooooohhhhhh tomorrow I promise

yay!

*smiles* u really think I'm ready for u know what?

D: YAYYYYYY

D: yes

(oh man my computer just rebooted and it makes a noise and I jumped)

YAYYYYYYYY

best late birthday present ever

(wow the water sounds like the ocean)

(record it!!)

D: yayyayayaya

(my mom and younger sister are awake bc the storm)

(haha u can't really hear it but I'll try)

(ooooo yeah )

*hugs him* u really do think I'm ready?

d: yes

*smiles*

d: *smiles*

u better be shirtless or else!

d: ok

f: So what do you think?

Good

D: yay

u got anything that I'm required to wear?? or not wear?

d: nope! wear what you want

are u sure?

d: ya

I can wear whatever

d: yup

hmmm then I know exactly

*still clutching him*

D: yayyyy

YAAAYYY can u walk around?? *still in his arms*

(I gotta go on the bus EMAIL UUUU)

D: mhmm *walks around*

(I'm here)

*moves herself in his arms so he holding her in a cradle poisson*

(yay)

D: *rocks her gently*

*smiles and strokes her fingers lovingly across his bare chest*

D: want to go in?

hmmm I'd rather stay in ur arms *smiles still stroking his chest lovingly with her fingers*

D: ok

unless u don't want me here *looks down*

d: of course I do

are u sure?? usually you'd smile if I said that

d/ yes *grins*

*sorta smiles and strokes her fingers lovingly across his chest*

mmhhmmm

d: *smiles at her* I love you

d. *kisses her*

*face lights up with happiness* I love you to *kisses him back*

D: *smiles into the kiss*

*kisses him one hand pressed into his chest the other on him face*

D: *kisses her- one hand running through her hair*

*blushes and smiles hands still in same place kissing harder*

(be back later)

(okieeee)

(look at what she said^^)

d : *kissing*

*pushes her hand gently onto his chest and the other still on his face and she starts kissing harder and smiles*

D: *kisses harder and smiles*

*above but 100% HARDER and she moves her hand around his face*

d: *smiles and kisses HARD*

*smiles wide and kisses WAYYYYY HARD above^^^ and rubs his chest with her hand*

D: *holds her close and kisses WAYYY harder*

*rubs his chest and kisses WAYYYY WAYYYY WAYYY HARDER and rubs his face smiling*

D: *tangles his fingers in her hair*

*smiles and continues to rub his chest and chest continues to kiss hike VERY VERY VERYYYYY HARD*

D: *kisses VERY VERY VERY HARD *

*smiles still rubbing his chest and face kissing VERY VERYYYYY VERYYYYYY VERYYYYYYY HARD*

d: *pulls away for breath*

*smiles still rubbing his chest and face*

d: *grins*

*smiles wide full happiness still rubbing his face and chest*

d: *face is full of happiness *

*smiles still rubbing his face and chest*

(are his fingers still tangled in her hair??)

(ya)

d: I love you

*still rubbing his face and chest* I love u to

(hey I'll get u that pic tomorrow)

d: good *untangles his fingers*

(thanks ❤️)

why u think I wouldn't say that?? *still rubbing his face and chest* is this uncomfortable for u?

(yup np 💜)

D: no. it's amazing

*smiles still rubbing his face and chest* good bc I like doing this

I guess u couldn't wait till tomorrow huh?? *smiles still rubbing*

D: I couldn't *smiles down*

*smiles still rubbing* but we still can tomorrow right?

d: of course

morning?

d: yes *grins*

*traces his face with her finger lovingly/gently still rubbing his chest*

*smiles*

darn I can't leave lipstick stains on u then.....hey you'll get to see me with no makeup tho

d: yay!

what's so good above that mister?

D: I love your natural look

*burst out laughing* you've got to be kidding me

d: nope *smiles*

f: *stands and walks to the kitchen*

*still cradled in his arms rubbing his chest and tracing his face lovingly/gently*

J-*closes the laptop*

wait.....what?!

d: it's true

f: *gets a snack*

*smiles still cradled in his arms and snuggles him*

J-u got any bbq chips?

D: *holds her*

f: ya. want any?

J-ah yeah

*snuggles him barely touching the water*

f; ok! *comes back with chipsI

d: *holds her above the water*

J-YAYYY FOOD

*smiles still snuggles him*

*closes her eyes and falls asleep well half asleep*

f; miiiiine *sits in the beanbag across from him and eats*

d: *rocks her gently*

J-awww *gives her the puppy dog eyes*

*snuggles him in sleeps holding onto him*

Nuuuuuuuuu

d: *gently rocks her*

J-yessss *gives her the puppy dog eyes*

nuuuuu *eats*

*snuggles him still alseep*

*sheilds her eyes*

d: *holds her*

J-YESSS *gives her the eyes*

Ahhhh *closes her eyes*

*dreams the most wonderful dream ever and snuggles him tighter*

J-gimme the chippssss!! *gives her the eyes*

*eyes closed*

d: *smiles*

J-GIMME THEMMMMM *does the eyes* I'm never going to give up!

*snuggles and dreams*

MY EYES ARE CLOSED HOT BOY

d: *snuggles*

J-IM NEVER GONNA QUITE HOTTTTT GIRLLLLLL *gives them to her*

*smiles as she snuggles and dreams*

NOOOOOOI ME EYES ARE CLOSED

d: *smiles*

J-IM NEVER EVER GIVING UP SUPER HOTTTTTTTTTT GIRLLLLLL *gives them to her*

well me an my food are a packed deal *eats*

*wakes up and see him smiling and she continues to snuggle him* hi

d: *quietly* hey

J-hmmm *grabs her and kisses the life outa her like the worlds gonna spend pulling her really close*

F: *giggles and kisses him HARD*

*smiles still snuggling* sorry I couldn't help myself ur just so comfy and cute

J-*brakes off*how about now?

J-*still holding her really close*

d: I don't mind *smiles softly*

maybe

*smiles* REALLY CUTE and comfy

d: thanks! *chuckles softly*

*secretly puts her hand in the water brings some up in her hand and puts it on his head and giggles*

d: AH! *laughs*

J-hmmm well I better get some orrrrr the tickle monster is gonna come!

*laughs*

Nuuuuuuuu

d: *laughs*

J-yessss what would u rather??

*smiles as she laughs and whispers* I'm glad to be back........*pauses* thanks to you *smiles bright*

NEITHER

J-*hmm starts ticking her*

d: I'm glad you're back *smiles just as bright*

*smiles and puts more water on his head*

d; heyyy

*laughs and puts more on his head on till its dripping wet and smiles*

d: NUUUUU

*smiles* u look cuter AND hotter this way

J-*tickles her more*

*laughs and flops off him* you lost me boiiiii

d: why thank you!

J-*grabs her still tickling her* I'm not gonna stop till I get those chips

babe ur hotter than one hundred million thousand volcanoes erupting at once

You lost me forever *giggles*

d: yayyyy

J-hmmm lets go the harder way *tickles her brings her really close and kisses her hard*

I'm no hotter than 2 degrees

f:*giggles and kisses him harder*

; you are hotter then 2000 degrees

J-*smiles harder and above*

F: *smiles and kisses harder*

haha very funny

d; I'm not joking

J-*above and smiles pulling her closer and smiling*

f: *smiling*

haha yeah u are

J-*smiles above^^*

d: noooi

f: *smiles and kisses*

*looks at him seriously* wait what?!? babe stop lying

J-*smiles*

(brb)

J-*kisses*

(awww okie hurry upppp)

d: I'm not lying

*kisses*

ummm babe......I'm not hot,pretty or anything really

d: you are all of that

umm no I'm not

*kisses his neck*

d: umm yes you are

nuuuuuu I'm not

d: yessss you are

hmmm u got prof?

*still cradled in his arms*

d: yup. your hair. you

ummm that's not prof, my hairs ugly and I'm a failure and also.....

D: your hair is beautiful and you are amazing

haha very funny

d: *sighs* ok fine. I'm joking and you aren't beautiful at all *sarcasm*

yayyyyy I finally got the truth

d: *groans*

babe I only like to hear the truth

why ya groaning?

d: never mind

TELLL MEEEE

d: never mind *firmly*

I only like the truth

baaaabbbbeeeee

d: it's nothing

(gtg take a shower. be back soon$

please tell me!!

d/ no

(okie) babe I'm not giving up

*sighs and pulls back tears unnoticeable*

D: noooo

please!! *looks away and pulls back her tears*

(I'm here)

D: no *sighs*

f: (it's like 3 pm right?)

*looks down and pulls back tears*

I-I......

D: what babe?

(eh yeah sorta)

n-nothing *looks down pulling back tears doing it in a way he can see her doing it*

D: jess......

f: okie ima go take a shower

J-oh fine

*looks away pulling her tears away*

D: tell me whats wrong *gently*

f; bye *pecks his lips as she stands*

*looks away continues to pull her tears back* n-no

J-awww

D: yes. Jess. now. as your boyfriend I need to know

f: oh shush *giggles*

u won't tell me I won't tell u either *looks down pulling her tears away*

J-go take a fast shower

f: I will

d: it's just that you always say you're not beautiful. who cares. you're amazing and sweet

but I was told I'm not many times

J-go forth and come back

D: so? don't you belive me?

f: *takes a shower*

I'm not sure *buries her face into his chest almost about to cry*

d: if you believe me then tell me

d: please. I want to know

*looks up at him with tears in her eyes* how am I beautiful?? how am I amazing or sweet?? I'm more like rotten and failure

D: this is the only thing I hate about you. the fact that you put yourself down when you should be raising your self up

I-I'm sorry.........*tears start flowing out* I-I should j-just l-leave........

d: no. I love you. stay

*tears flow out and she can't stop them*

d: *kisses her deeply*

*continues crying*

d: shhhhhh *cradles her gently*

*crys and can't stop*

d: babe I love you *wipes her tears away*

*continues to cry*

*curls into a ball*

d: *holds her close*

*whispers through the tears* just. drop. me.

D: no. never.

into the water *whisper through the tears*

just please. drop. me. *whispers through her tears curled into a ball*

D: no. never. ever. *holds her tight+

*squirms around crying*

D: I'm holding you

*moves around harder crying harder*

d: *stands up and climbs out, still holding her, and places her on a chair*

*stands up and runs to the water*

D: no!!!!!!!!!! *grabs her waist and drags her back*

*sighs still crying trying to get out of his grasp and whispers* I'm sorry sometimes stuff comes over me I used to do this often but not as much

*keeps struggling crying harder*

d: what do you want to do right now?

die in the water

nobody would care

*crys hard*

d; I would. faith would. josh would

they wouldn't.......why would u?? I need 5 reasons and then MAYBE change my mind

D; ok. you are my girlfriend. you are faiths best friend. you are an amazing girl. we love you and you don't need a freaking 5th reason when you have me

hmmm but this is why YOU would miss me

yeah I want the 5th reason

D: because I couldn't kiss you if you left. because I would be cold at night. because I would be able to sleep because I'm crying. because you're my girlfriend. because I love you

hmm *thinks crying less*

D: *waits with bated breath*

but u didn't always have me

*thinks*

d: yeah. but I always knew I was missing something and that something was missing me

two questions first- 1 when did u start liking me or having a crush on me?

D: when I first saw you. for both

this is still the first question but when was that?

d: freshman year of high school

wow..........

d: yeah. I was stupid not to ask you in a date the first day

d: I was chicken and knew you were too hot for me

ya know I wouldn't said yes but would have passed out first

(would have said yes)

d: *laughs* good to know babe

2- why did u pick ME out of all people every girl in the school would kill to date u

D: i knew you were special and different and would be mine forever if I had the guts to ask

wait one more question- if u could do one thing in the world or make something happen what would it be?

D: I would make us both older so I could make you mine officially

*looks wide eyed at him*

d: it's true

*runs to him and hugs him like squeezes the life outa him*

D: *hugs her tightly and spins her around*

*hugs him super duper tight*

why did I ever not believe you??

D: I don't know. *holds her*

I'm sorry I'm sorry I'm sorry

d:it's ok it's ok it's ok

u forgive me?? but why??

d: because I love you. it's what I do

babe there's something really important I need to tell u

d: yes?

I love you *smiles and hugs him*

d: good. hey want to do something?

like what??

d: this *kisses her deeply*

*smiles and kisses him back deeper*

d: *kisses her and pulls her close-7

*moves as close as she can to him and kisses deeply*

d: *kisses deeply*

*puts a hand on his face the other on his bare chest*

d: *runs his fingers through her hair*

*above but whispers* I don't care WHAT u touch (omg that was weird)

(😂😂)

d: (wow yeah 😂) *presses into her*

(really tho she doesn't care at all so I don't care what u put he touches oh man that sounds wrong 😂😂)

(lol yeah 😂😂)

*above hands still same places rubbing his face*

D: *with one hand rubbing her bare back with the other pulling her close*

(seriously I don't care at all my FORMER irl best friend rubbed off on me it's a lonngggg story)

(I just thought the most weirdest thing ever that she almost said)

*smiles above rubbing his face*

(ya 😂😂)

b: *above^^ but whispers*better?

*whispers above still rubbing* hmmm I could use some zip

D; some what?

*hints to him*

*whispers above still rubbing* something moreeee *hints*

d: you show me first *teases*

*whispers above still rubbing* it could use two things only YOU can do and I'm not telling

d: telllllll meeeeeeee

*whispers above still rubbing* nope u know I bet

*hits him using her eyes* (it's got nothing to do with her eyes)

d: I don't *rubbing*

(ya I know 😊)

*whispers above still rubbing* well I'm not telling I guess it'll just stay like this

D: pleeeeeaaaasssseeeeee *gently moves forward until she is pressed to a wall*

*whispers above still rubbing* nuuuuu *gently pushes him back smiling*

d: heyyy *holds her waist*

*giggles slowly moving backwards holding onto him above still rubbing*

*whispers* u know what it is inside u I sorta gave it away earlier

D:true *chuckles*

*whispers* I almost said it 22 mins ago

*grabs him whispers* hold ur breath close ur eyes all you'll see why

d: okie *turns her around so she's facing away from him- but still holding her- and rubs up and down her front*

*smiles wide whispers* u found it *pushes into the water*

D: hey!!! *falls in*

*whispers still holding onto him* I gave u warnings and u found it

*smiles wide*

D: yay *wraps one arm around her waist and holds them up, and the other rubs harder*

*smiles wide as she cherishes the feeling* u enjoying this?

D: yeah baby *rubs harder and smirks* may I jump?

yesssssss *smiles as she enjoys it* well good u can do that whenever I want to

D: *moves them to the medium height do they can stand and presses her gently against the wall and kisses her deeply and rubs all around her body*

do this whenever u want I won't EVER mind

f; *comes out in a robe and her hair wet*

d: oh baby I will *rubs her everywhere harder*

*smile ginormous and kisses enjoying the feeling wishing it would never end and whispers* touch whatever u want when u want

good I can't wait

D: *keeps rubbing and begins to kiss all around her face and neck area*

J-*napping on the couch*

f: *giggles and sits on the beanbag*

*smiles and kisses enjoying it badly* do u mind if I?

d: no

(that sounded weirddddd)

(ya 😂😂)

*touches him everywhere*

*rubs everywhere and whispers* ohhh I'm enjoying thisssss babyyyyy

d: *smirks and presses hard and fast*

(ugh stop being sooo weird -to myself)

d: oohhhh baby

(STOP- myself)

*smiles rubs him everywhere* this I'm enjoying badly I would do this allllllllll day

*rubs harder everywhere* hey u stopped

D: we can *smiles* you hurting yet? *smirks and rubs HARD on her everywhere and kisses her neck area hard and fast*

f: *smiles at him and stands*

ahhhhh noooooo *enjoying it rubbing him hard* I can't wait and babe my body is always welcome to u

J-*sleeps*

D: good *stops and stands back- smirking*

f/ *grins and gets dressed and sits at his feet*

babe I don't care what u touch or what u see anymore I'm YOUR property now

d: yeah you are baby

babe this is amazing I could do this without youuuuu *still rubbing him hard*

D: come here babe *walking in the deep end*

yup I don't care what u see or touchhhh

*swims over to him* yeahhh baby?

d: *smirks and holds her tightly against him* take a deep breath

*takes a huge breath*

*in her head-awwww yeah babyyyyyy this is lifeeeee rubbing his everything and everywhere hard*

d: *kisses her and brings them under*

d: *kissing and rubbing hard*

f: *rolls her eyes and walks outside*

*in her head yeahhhh babyyyyy this is lifeeeeee kisses him hard rubs everything and everywhere very hard*

J-*sleeps*

d: *brings them up* ok now I'm hungry *laughs*

awww *still rubbing his everything and everywhere seriously hard* I enjoy this

D: me too babe but I'm hungry

u can see and touch anything on me whenever u want to I won't care EVER

aww fine

f: *smiles and goes to the grass and lays down*

babe this continues tomorrow morning

J-*sleeps like a baby*

d: ok! *climbs out and helps her*

u better

*holds onto him*

d: much *grins* I'll go take a shower

aww that felt good this body I gonna get used till there's none left

okieeee

*plans out her outfit for the night/morning*

D: ok *goes and takes a shower*

{8 pm}

aww he better use this body *stumbles inside*

D: *in their room*

f; *in her room*

J-*sitting on her bed*

*sitting on the bed*

F: *doesnt see him, is on her phone*

we're gonna have funnnnn tomorrow

d: your body sore?

J-Faaaiiittthhhh

nuuuuu it feels really good

f:*shrieks and falls into him*

like seriously good

d:good *rips off his shirt and tackles her into the bed and kisses*

J-*grabs her* sorry

*tackles him and kisses*

*giggles and smiles*

f; it's fine babe *smiles up* what do you want to do tonight?

J-hmmm I don't know

f: *sighs and sits up*

awww baby

this is da lifeeeeee

d: *smirks and rubs his body into hers*

J-sorry

awwww mannnnn *rubs his hard into hers*

f; it's ok *sighs* I guess I'll go to sleep then

J-I gotta make sure u aren't cold

d: *on her and running him into her and kissing her and rubbing his chest up and down*

f: *giggles* true

(running should be rubbing)

ahhhhh mannnnn this is amazing *smile kisses and does what he is*

D: *he rubs harder and her shirt falls off her and he smirks*

J-*lays down and leaves her room*

F: *lays down*

ahhhh u got in nowwwww *smiles and dies above*

d: *kisses her stomach and smirks*

(does and dies)

d: *kisses all around her*

ahhhh the life *above*

my body is now yours forever

d: *picks her up and pushes her to a wall and he kisses up and down her body* ohhhh baby

f; gnight *tries to fall asleep but can't*

baby ur getting it good

awwww baby u do this whenever you'd like

J-*lightly rubs her shoulders*

d: good *picks her back up and throws her gently onto the bed and lays beside her and entangles their legs and presses his face into her chest*

f: *shifts*

ahhhh the life *smiles above* whenever u wanttttt

J-*holds her*

D: mmmmmm *kisses her chest* gnight babe

f: *sighs*

wait lemme changeeee

d: okie *sits up*

*changes*

d: *looks away*

*sits in bed*

hey I told u see whatever u want feel whatever u want

f;*muffled* gnight *her face is in the pillow*

d: *smirks* I know my babe

J-*holds her half asleep*

*smiles lays down* I'm glad I'm urs

f: *when he's fully asleep, she slips out of bef^

(bed not bef)

J-*half asleep holding her tight*

baby u enjoy this don't you?

F: *whispers* if you let go I'll give you a kiss

d: yeah *yawns*

J-mmmm *doesn't let go still half asleep* nuuuu

*faces him*

that moment u touched.........

F: yes *smiles* I'll give you moooore *sing song voice*

d: yeah?

J-nopeeee *holds on tight half asleep*

pure enjoyment

F: yesss. wayyyyyy more of me

I cherished thattttt

d; as did I

J-mineeeee *holds her celery close and tight half asleep*

good

ur pretty fun to touch

f: I'll be all yours. allllll of me. just let go

d: why thank you

J-u already mine u can't bribe MEEE *holds her tight half asleep*

you're welcome

f: I'll let you touch all of meeeee just let go

J-nuh uh I already cannnn *pulls her tight half asleep*

boyyyy babbbyyyy ur magicallll

f: mhmmm suuuuuure you can *tickles him* let me gooooooo

d: dang it was

J-NEVERRRRRRR *holds her super close and tight fully awake*

of yeah it was

f: *groans softly*

d: *grins*

I don't think I need that anymore *points to her shirtttt*

d: nope!

*smiles*

J-*hugs her tight* u can't run away from me

gooddddd

I don't want it

f: let me go and I'll give you a kiss

d: you don't need it

J-nah I'll get one anyways ur not running off *holds her tight*

f: nuuu let me go *grins* I'll let you touch and kiss me if you let go

that's gooddddddd babbyyyy reaaallyyyy gooddddd

d:yeah

J-already can *holds her tight* if u go I come with

F:ok then let me go.

can't wait till the morning

d: neither can, *falls asleep*

J-I come with? *holds her tightly still*

f: yes

*falls asleep head on his bare chest*

d: *falls asleep one arm around her waist*

J-can I carry u then?? *holds her tight*

f: no. I should walk

*smiles falls asleep head on his chest hands touching things*

J-whyyyy? *holds her tight*

f: because it's easier for both of us

J-wear we going first?? *holds her tight*

f:I'll show you. let me go first though love

*massages his everything and everywhere while she sleep head on his chest*

d: *softly snores*

J-are u sure I can't carry u?? *sits up still holding her tight* I don't wanna let go

*above*

(hey u wanna sleep??)

f: yes. I need to walk

d: *wraps himself around her*

J-aww can I hold ur hand?? *holds her tight*

(sure but I can't rp tomorrow morning)

*above and whispers is sleep* yeahhhhh babbyyyy

f; no. let's go *struggles to escape his grip*

(neither can I)

J-*holds her tigher* I'm not going then

(okie. I can at 3 ur time until 4:30 ur time)

(ok last tomorrow night??)

f: please? we can kiss when we arrive?

(ya)

(wait what do u mean?)

J-nuh uh *holds her tightly* only if I know where we're going

f:we're going to the ocean

(I meant late tomorrow night)

J-ummm I can hold ur hand tho *holds her tightly*

(yes)

(YAYYY)

f: sure. but lightly. very lightly. like feather light

(YAYYYYY)

*whispers above*- aww u got it baby

d: *moans in sleep*

J-why?? *holds her tightly*

f: my hand hurts. come on babe

*above still massages everything and everywhere and whispers* shhhh I've got UUUU

J-other hand? *holds her tight* I'm not giving up

d: *snores*

(NIGHTTTTT SIS)

f: I slammed them both in a drawer. come on. why are you paranoid?

(niiiiiigggghhhhtttttt sis)

J-wait when?? *holds her tight* I promised to protect you and love you

(NIGHTTTT)

f: in the shower. I'll be fine. just let go

(NIIIIGGGHHTTT)

J-babe..........why are we going tho?? *holds her tight* I'm not letting go

*smiles while doing above*

f: cuz I feel like it

J-babe is that the only reason it's the middle of the night *holds her tight*

starts crying in her sleep bc the dream she's having and starts kicking the bed, hard*

(action^^)

d: *wakes*

f: yesssss

J-babe?? but why? *holds her tight*

*crys and kicks*

*kicks and crys hard*

f: I feel like it

d: heyyy babe

J-hmm *thinks holding her tight*

*crys and kicks the bed thrashing*

F: pleeeessseeeee

d: *shakes her*

*talks in her sleep really like she's talking in the dream* how could u u do this to MYYYYYYYYY boyfriend?? *thrashes and sobs*

J-but first before I decide why did u smash ur hands? *holds her tightly*

f: I didn't mean to

d: heyyy Jess!

*kicks and crys hard*

*thrashes*

d: *wakes her*

J-but really did you??

J-*holds her tight*

f: nooooo *tries to escape*

*doesn't wake up still crying and kicking*

J-*holds her really REALLY tight* hmmmm are u sure??

*falls off the bed whimpering*

f: yessss *tries to escape*

d: JESSSSSS

*whimpers laying on the ground*

J-*holds her so she can't get away* I'm still thinking

*still asleep laying on the ground whimpering and sorta crying*

f: hurrrrttttttt

d: JESS! *holds her*

J-babe is there something going on? *holds her tight*

f: no *fake winces* it hurts

*curls up in his arms whimpering and crying*

J-what hurts??*holds her* usually u look different when it hurts

d: babe wake up

f: you're holding me too tight

*whimpers not waking up crying*

d: *strokes her cheek*

*whimpers curled up crying*

(there's one way to wake her up and I'm not telling 😂😂)

D: hey *kisses her*

J-*loosens the grip still holding her* hmmm why couldn't I carry u then?

*whimpers still asleep*

F: because I'm hurting *slips out of his arms and runs*

J-*holds her tight but not super tight* tell me what's going on

(Faith is stuck in Josh's arms)

F: nuuuuyyy

J-Faith somethings going on *holds her tight but not super tight* u seem like u don't want me around you

*whimpers still asleep starts crying sorta*

f: I do *looks down*

d: *pulls back and sighs- laying her on top of him*

J-u don't seem like it.......ya know I can leave if u want *looks sad still holding her*

F: don't leave!

*whimpers and sorta crys still asleep curls into a ball and shivers*

d: *rubs her back*

J-babe then u tell me what's wrong *holds her tight*

*whimpers and is still crying, still asleep and shivers*

(none of those will wake her but ur REALLY close!!)

f: it's nothing. really. I'll stay

d: *rubs her everything *

J-wait are u serious ur gonna stay? *holds her*

f: yeah *leans back*

*opens her eyes ever so slowly still shivering*

(gtg. brb. gotta get ready for bed*

J-for sure?? *holds her on his lap*

(ohhh okie I'll be here)

f: yeah *inwardly sighs*

J-*holds her less tight but holding her so she's not cold* I love u my baby girl *kisses her neck*

f: *smiles* I love you more

d: heyyy baby you ok?

*opens her eyes really slow still whimpers and shivers from being cold*

J-no I love u more

d: here *lays her down beside him, sits up, grabs one of his shirts- and pulls it over her and it covers her like a nightgown *

f: *giggles* not possible *kisses his neck*

I'm not sure *shivers and whimpers*

J-says who?

babe I don't need it

d: *puts a shirt on himself and covers both of them with a blanket*

f: says meeeee *grins*

I only need YOUR warmth

d: *smiles and cuddles with her*

J-hmm lets see

f: see what?

*try's to pull the shirt off of herself*

J-*kisses her*

d: no. you need it

f: *giggles and kisses*

nuh uh only your warmth I need that's it *pulls it off*

J-hmmm do u see now?? *kisses her*

d: *puts it back on* you need warmth as well as me

*moves as close as she can get to him for warmth pulls the blanket over them*

f: maybe *kisses*

babe I don't need it

give me 5 reasons ALL of them

J-*kisses her deeply smiles*

d: You are shivering. I am cold. you are barely wearing anything. I am only wearing shorts. therefore if you want me to be warm you need to be warm

f: *smiles and kisses him deeply*

babe I'm ok

*cuddles him for warmth*

J-this better?

d: *pulls it back on her*

f: just a bit *smiles, pulls back, and lays down*

J-*huggles her* I'm keeping you warm

babe I'm ok!! *cuddles him*'why don't u believe me?

f: good *pulls a blanket over them* you know it's summer? *giggles*

d: because you need this. I'm worried about you

(gtg brush my teeth)

J-yeah this is going to be the best summer ever

but why?!?!? babe I'm fine

it's just one thing I want but I don't wanna tell u........u gotta guess its something easy

(OKIEEE)

*pulls off the shirt and cuddles him pulls the blanket on them*

d: tell me pleeease

nope u gotta guess no hints *pushes her bare stomach against his*

*pulls the blanket on them*

NO HINTS

d : awww *his shirt is still on*

f: it is *gently pulls him down beside her*

no hints *cuddles him pushes herself into him*

d: awww *yawns*

J-good *lays next to her and gives her warmth*

hmm just guess I'll give u ONE hint

*cuddles him*

f: *smiles and isn't tired*

d: spilllllll

u did it today

J-*smiles not tired*

d: I will tomorrow *yawns* I'm tired babe

f: you tired?

ohh *face falls*promise??

J-no

J-are u?

d: promise babe

f: noooo *smiles* whatcha want to do?

d: triple promise *holds her tightly*

u better *huggles him the shirt off of her having him give her warmth*

J-hmm what do u wanna do?? we can't do much at night

d: *smiles* I will

f: *sits up* i don't knoe

J-hmm

go to sleep baby

*strokes his face and hair*

J-*sits up*

d: thanks *falls asleep*

shhh now sleep *strokes his face and hair*

f: *stands and paces*

*sits fully awake*

J-what are u doing?

*sits there stroking his face and hair*

f: trying to think

d: *snores lightlt*

J-ohhh ok *thinks*

*sighs and sits and mumbles random stuff*

f: *tugs on her nightgown sleeve as she thinks* (gown in remix)

d: *in his sleep pulls her beside him*

J-hmm movie?? umm idk

*sits next to him*

*holds him*

J-netfex?

d: *smiles and sleeps*

(Netflix)

F: yes. *pulls up Netflix on her laptop and sits on him*

J-what should we watch?

*sighs as sadness washes over her*

f; hmmm........ *scrolls down* Narnia? Sherlock? aw anything else?

d: *he pulls her close*

J-hmm

F: *looks at him*

J-how about....nah

f: what?

*sighs and moves closer to him still sitting trying not to wake him*

J-Disney stuff

F: YAYYYY *clicks on one and gets off him and lays on her stomach and watches*

J-*lays next to her* what movie is this?

d: *kisses her cheek in sleep*

J-*lightly rubs her shoulders*

(wow how can he do that laying down and she's sitting?)

f: beauty and the beast *smiles*

*sighs with sadness*

d: (he ish talented 😂 sorry)

d: *twitches in sleep*

J-*smiles still lightly rubs her shoulders* this hurt?? u said earlier ur body hurts

(😂😂TALENTED BOIII)

shhh it's ok *says in calming voice and holds him still sitting sighing*

f: I was lying *smiles and pulls him closer*

(YA!!)

d: *wakes and frowns*

J-why?? *moves close to her*

*doesn't realize he's awake still sighing and holding him*

F: I wanted to go to the lake alone.... *looks down*

d: what's wrong my love?

J-ohh sorry but what's wrong??

*sighs* nothing

J-u could have told me I promised to protect you and keep you safe

J-I'm really sorry

F: well... you'll hate this...... but.....

d: fine *pouts and turns away*

J-somethings up I just know it.......and if u ever want me to leave.......

J-tell me

F: I wanted to......

J-I'm gonna listen

*buries face into her and a mumbles*

f: I may have wanted to drown myself..........

J-WHAT?!?!?!!?

d: tellll meeeeeeee

F: *silent*

J-baby why would u do that?? *holds her*

*sighs and stays quiet*

J-I'm glad I held u back

f: *she puts her face in her hands and tears slowly pour down her cheeks*

d: SPILLLLLL

J-shhh I've got you *holds her close*

*looks up sadness has taken over her* I'm not even sure

f: *doesnt show any sign she is crying other then her hidden tears*

d: what do you need? I'll give you anything

F: *pour down faster*

J-Faith just cry I don't mind I'll be here I've got you *holds her close and comforts her*

F: *her tears keep flowing and before she could prevent it- she shakes with violent sobs*

I'm not sure.....*sadness has overcome her looks to her whole body and insides covered in sadness* babe I don't know WHY I'm sad

J-I've got u and I'm gonna hold u *holds her close* just cry it all out

D: don't be sad *sits up*

J-*holds her from shaking*

f: *keeps crying and crying and can't stop*

I don't know why I am! I can't help it.....

d: then I am too *sighs*

J-*holds her and comforts her*cry it all out I've got you I'm gonna stay and I'm gonna help u

I'm sorry *turns away before she cry's*

F: *finishes crying and tries to stand*

*curls into a ball*

d: *cries into his pillow*

J-where u going?? *holds her and helps her not letting go*

F: *her legs give out and she falls on top of him*

*whispers to herself* I can't do anything right, Dillion's mad at me and hates me......I should just run

J-*holds her close* baby what's wrong??

d: if you run I will literally kill myself

*looks over to him* u heard me??

please don't kill yourself

f: I can't do anything right. I'm a mess. sos my life except for you

J-babe u don't know how great your life is *holds her close*

J-*cradles her*

(did u see what she said??)

f: i don't deserve you

d: (ya I thought I responded) I want if you don't

(what did he say?!?)

J-babe you do

d: I want if you don't

J-*holds her* I wouldn't be here if I thought I didn't deserve u or u didn't deserve me

f: I don't. I'm not beautiful or smart

(that made no sense what he said)

J-babe you are

f: no im night

J-u always have been always will be

f: no. I haven't and never will

J-babe the real u inside of you is beautiful but so is this you

J-babe listen to me I tell you the truth

(I didn't understand what Dillion said)

f: I DONT DESERVE YOU

J-babe stop it you do

f: well I don't!!!!

d; If you don't run I won't die

J-you've been through to much I'm not going to put u through that I'm taking you to a better place well not literally

J-but u have I'm the good part of ur life I'm gonna stay that way I'm not leaving or anything like that

*looks at him with sadness* u don't like me I should run

f: I'm not pretty. I'm not beautiful. I'm not smart. I should just go

d: why do you think that? I love you!

J-NOOO!!!! *grabs her tight*

*bursts into tears*

how do I know that? *says that between sobs*

f: yesssss *sobs and tries to escape*

d: I showed you today and will show you tomorrow

J-*holds her tight* your not leaving Faith

*sobs hard looks like she doesn't believe him*

f: b-but

d: will you allow me to show you tomorrow?

J-Faith even if u were not any of those I'd still love u, Faith I love you so much u don't know how much *holds her tight*

*sobs*

f:*having a mental breakdown*

d: will you? *softly*

f: *trying to escape*

J-shhh it's ok I've got you *holds her in a cradle poisson but she can't get out of his arms*

*sobs into her hands*

J-Faith YOU ARE NOT LEAVING *holds her against him tightly*

f: *sobbing*

d: *pulls her into his arms

*whispers between sobs* I just don't know

(that was an action^)

d: yes you do. I proved it

J-*holds her against him* ur not leaving baby girl ur not going to drown yourself, or anything

f: let me *trying to escape*

*leans on his chest and sobs really hard*

J-FAITH NO *holds her seriously tight* Faith what is wrong?

f: *goes limp but quietly sobs*

d: shhh *strokes her hair gently*

J-shhh I've got u baby girl.....always will *holds her tightly* now what's wrong?

*sobs into him*

F: I just hate myself right now

d: shhh baby I got you ok? I always have and I always will

J-why baby?? *holds her tightly kinda huggles her*

f: I just don't know

(I had to get ready sorry)

J-shhhh *holds her/ hugs her tightly*

*sobs really hard into him*

f: *starts struggling again*

d: shhh babe I've got you

J-FAITH STOP *holds her tighter* Faith I'm not mad I'm just sad that u would do this

*sobs really hard*

*curls up into a ball so he can't see her face*

F: JUST LET ME GO

d; I know you're crying Jess

no I'm not *sobs still curled in a ball*

J-FAITH I'm not letting you go and kill yourself ok?? *holds her really tight*

(hey I gotta go to school and my phone is dead but I'll try and get home really fast)

F: LET ME

(okie!! lysm sis!)

d: yes you are

F: *struggles harder*

J-nope I'm not letting you *holds her really tight*

nope *crys in her ball*

f: LET ME GO

d: yup *lifts her chin up*

J-FAITH STOP *grabs the phone still holding her tightly and calls Dillion*

noo I'm not *try's to make it look like she's not crying*

F: NO

d: ^picks it up* hey

J-I need some help Faiths trying to kill herself and I can't get her to stop..... *holds her really tight and yells* FAITH PLEASE DONT!!! will anything make u stop?

*looks at him*

f: NO

J-FAITH PLEASE

d: one sec. Hey Jess Faith needs your help

f; NEVER

umm ok *stands up* lemme put something on first

J-ok just please hurry *holds her really tight*

d: thanks. we're coming

J-Faith tell my why u wanna die *holds her really tight*

f: LET ME GO

f: i already did *struggling*

J-ok I gotta go *hangs up and holds her really tightly*

d; see you soon

J-Faith Jessica and Dillion are coming over *holds her really tight in a position where she can't move*

F: *screams in frustration*

*pulls on a sweatshirt and shorts* ok I'm ready

d: *pulls in a shirt* let's go *grabs his keys and walks out*

J-Faith please if u die I'll kill my self *kisses her and holds onto her really tight like it says before*

*stumbles after him*

F: *tries to break off- trying not to let him love her so he won't miss her*

f: *wants to die but wanted Josh to be happy*

J-babe I'll miss you to much I'll have to kill my self to not think about you *holds her really tightly above and kisses her*

f: *whispers^ no *struggles*

*stumbles and almost falls*

J-yup that's what I'll have to do *kisses her and holds her so she can't move*

d: *picks her up and brings her to his car*

f: *shakes her heads and tries to move*

J-*kisses her and holds her in a way she can't move* babe stop

f: *tries anyway and shakes her head*

*gets in the car and buckles*

d: *buckles and drives to Faiths house*

J-*holds her in the same way still kissing her*

*looks seriously sad*

we there yet?!?

f: mmmmmm!!!! *tries anyway*

d: yeah *parks the car and rushes out*

J-*above same position and kissing her*

J-*yells* HURRY UP

*gets out stumbling*

f: *keeps trying to escape and shake her head*

D: *picks her up and walks quickly with her inside*

J-*holds her the same way so she can't move*

*stumbles over to them*

J-shhh *holds her same way*

f: MMM!! *tries harder*

*kneels down next to them*

d: can you help, jess?

f: *pulls back and cries out* LET ME GO

Faith what's wrong?? *looks really sad and says in a calm soothing voice*

*looks at him* I'm not sure

f; LET ME GO KILL MYSELF

d: Faith.... *sits beside Josh*

J-FAITH NO *holds her same way*

F;*cries and struggles*

Faith please stop this......you're my best friend I can't loose you *tears in her eyes*

J-*holds her same way*

F; *cries and tries to escape to Jess*

d: let her go Josh

*grabs his hand and crys*

d: josh let her go

J-close the door and block it so she can't get out

J-*slowly lets her go*

d: ok *closes the door, locks it, and sets a chair in front of it and sits in it*

f: *cries and throws herself into Jess's arms*

*sits on the ground*

shhh *hugs her* it's ok

J-thanks for the help......*stands and walks to him* she's never done this before

f: *buries her face in Jess's sweatshirt and cries*

shhh it's ok.....it's ok *hugs her tightly*

d: this also may help Jess. hopefully. I'm happy to help

f: *shaking*

J-has Jess ever done this before?

J-how will it help her?

shh I've got you *holds her tight*

d: well maybe Jess will realize she's needed and loved

d: and yes actually this morning

f: *goes limp on Jess*

(I'll be back really soon)

J-hmm

*hugs her really tightly*

(okie)

f: *whispers* don't leave

d: yeah...... *looks at them*

Faith I'll always be here *points to her heart* always and if u need me: call, text, FaceTime if u call I can talk and if u really need I can come

(I'm here)

J-so what did she do??

but ya know Josh love you beyond words he can help you also, he love you Faith

f: ^sovs^

f: *sobs*

D: she tried to drown herself

shhh it's ok.....I'd stay forever but I can't

J-that's what Faith wanted to do

it's ok Faith........

o-ok *sniffles and sits up*

d: huh

now are u ok?? *hugs her*

J-this is weird

I-I think so *hugs back weakly*

*looks at Dillion*

d: really weird

d: *sits beside Jess*

now u have something to say to Josh

*hugs her really tight*

I'm sorry *looks down ashamed*

d: *smiles gently at Faith*

J-it's ok

J-just don't do that again

o-ok *meekly*

J-*walks over*

*walks to her bed and buries herself under the covers*

J-*sits down and rubs her back*

*slowly stands up*

*muffled* thank you sir

can Jess come here? *muffled*

J-like walk over to you?? or live here?

walk over here *muffled*

Dillion??

d: go ahead

little help please

d: *helps her over and sets her on the bed*

(I'll be back gotta eat dinner)

(okie)

(I'm back)

*whisper to him* can u stay?

D: yes

F: Jess come here

*looks at her* yes?

J-*holds her*

*holds onto Dillion and stumbles to her while holding him*

J-*puts her on his lap*

don't ever try to kill yourself please

ever

d: *sits in faiths bed and puts Jess in his lap*

*sits on him* well only if you don't

J-*holds her smiling*

I won't. I promise

*leans on him*

J-*smiles at her and hugs her*

d: good. we can't have you both dying

well I guess then

yayyyyy

babe!!*playfully hits him*

*hugs Dillion*

J-you ok now baby?

I guess so

d: *laughs and hugs her*

J-*smiles and hugs her*

(I'll be back soon)

*sighs and is too tired to smile*

(okie)

J-u tired baby girl?? *holds her*

(I'm back)

*eyes look really tired*

are you ok now??

yes

and yes

d: you tired Jess?

;(I gtg eat but I'll try to be on later. if I can't- see you tomorrow!)

(ok let's hope)

*rubs her eyes* I guess

J-we can finish the movie tomorrow then

o- ok *falls asleep*

d: want to go home? or stay here for the night?

(brb)

home..... *try's to stay awake*

J-*holds her as she sleeps*

*asleep*

d; ok *picks her up*

J-*whispers holding her* thank you guys sooooo much

*leans on him trying to not fall asleep*

d: anytime

d: *hugs her*

J-*holds her while she sleeps*

*falls asleep in his arms mumbling* lets goooo

D; ok *walks out* see ya

J-bye! *holds her and falls alseep*

*asleep in his arms*

D: *carries her to the car and drives home*

*sleep in the seat*

d: *arrives and carries her inside and goes to bed with her*

*lays really close to him and cuddles him*

(gtg for a few mins)

(oh ok)

<the next day>

*asleep on him*

J-*holds her as she sleeps*

*sleeps and cuddles him*

*mumbles as she sleeps how stupid she is*

d; *awakes*

*asleep*

*cuddles him still asleep mumbling about how stupid she is*

J-*snuggles with her asleep*

d: hey Jess wake up

*wakes up *

J-*wakes up and kisses her head* hi my baby girl

hey love

*cuddles him still asleep mumbles about how stupid she is*

J-you feel any better?? *hugs her*

a bit

d: JESS

J-I'm sorry if I was hurting you last night.....

it's fine... *gently rubs her waist*

*groans still mumbles same thing and asleep on top of him*

D; *sighs*

J-*rubs her waist gently* really I am sorry really sorry

*blushes and smiles softly at his touch* I know

*wakes still mumbles on top of him*

d: hey

(gtg brb)

J-*still gently rubs her waist* does this hurt??

hi......*still mumbles half asleep*

no

(ok if I don't respond I'll be eating)

J-good *smiles still gently rubbing her waist*

(okie)

*blushes a soft pink*

d: you ok?

J-*smiles gently rubbing*

hmm?

*mumbles*

(hello??^)

(sorry)

*blushes deep red*

d: are you fine from last night?

what do u mean?

d: the faith incident

J-*gently rubs her waist smiling* what's up?

yeah I'm fine about that.....it's something else *mumbles*

nothing *squeaks*

D: what is it?

J-*smiles still rubbing* ur probably enjoying this huh?

n-nothing

maybe *squeaks*

d: please tell me babe

J-*smiles still rubbing*

no it's n-nothing

*holding in a wide smile*

d: babe.... *rubs her back*

J-*smiles and rubs*

*barely holding it in*

it's nothing!! *mumbles*

d: babe.... *kisses her neck*

J-*rubs and smiles* just show that beautiful smile of yours

*her smile breaks out*

babe it's nothing *mumbles*

J-there it is *smiles still rubbing*

*smiles wide*

nothing at all......except

d: tell me *kissing her neck*

J-*smiles and rubs* feel any better?

all that happiness is gone....... *sighs and mumbles*

maybe *squeaks*

*holds his head there*

D: nooooooo *kisses her neck*

yeah I'm not lying *holds his head there*

J-TELL MEEEE!!!!!! *smiles and laughs with rubbing*

D: NOOOO *kissing up her neck*

*giggles* maybe.......

babe I'm not lying...... *holds his head*

D: *kissing*

J-*gives her puppy dog eyes smiles and rubs*

*holds his head* babe it's like gone gone

nooo *giggles and smiles sweetly at him*

D: *kissing*

J-yesssss *gives her the eyes while rubbing and smiling*

babe it's not gonna come back *holds his head by her neck*

finneeeeee yes *giggles*

D: *kissing all around her neck* I need it to

J-how much better?? *smiles and rubs*

right now?

but why??? *holds his head close to her neck*

d; because I need your happiness *gently sucks on her neck and kisses*

J-what do u mean right now?? *rubs and smiles*

like how I'm feeling right now? *giggles*

*holds his head there sorta smiling* hmmmm why?

J-yup *smiles and rubs*

D: because you're miiiinnneeee and I need you to be happy *gently sucks and kisses*

I'm feeling.... well AMAZING

hmmm I'll think about it *holds his head sorta smiling pushes herself to him*

d: okie *kisses*

J-*leans in and kisses her still rubbing* that's good

*holds his head by her neck sorta smiling* there's three ways only

*smiles and kisses* whatcha want to do?

d: oh? and what are they?

hmmm can't say *holds his head*

J-finish the movie?? *rubs her waist*

D: then I can't help *kissing*

(if I don't respond that means my iPad is dead)

Sure. could we pause this for a sec while I get my computer?

u know what they are that's all I'm saying *holds his head by her neck*

d: no I don't. I'm serious. tell meeeee

I'll do anything u want me to do for u to get my happiness back

J-sure

D: I want you to.... run around the house and come back and you're happiness will be back

u do I know u do

yay! *hops out of bed and grabs her computer*

*strokes his face*

d: *smiles*

hmmm I can barely walk

J-*gets a spot ready for her*

d: fiiinnneeee kiss me and then you'll be back

*hops back in bed and opens the computer*

that's only one

which will only bring 45% back

d: give me a hint for the other two

J-*covers her in stuffed animals and rubs her waist*

well I would but it would give it away

*blushes and smiles and turns the movie on*

d: pleeeeeaaasssseeeerr

J-*rubs and moves closer to her and puts the animals on her head*

nope I can't I'm sorry *lays down*

heyyy *giggles*

d: then you won't come back *grins*

yup and ur not getting it out of me

J-whaaaaattttt??? *rubs and puts them on her*

nothing! *laughs*

d: hmm *kisses her*

(lips or neck??)

(lips)

J-*smiles rubs and puts stuffed animals on her*

*sorta kisses back but not much*

*enjoying every second *

one hint they both happened yesterday

d: *kisses harder*

*sorta kisses but not much*

J-*smiles pulls her closer and rubs*

that's the only hint

*smiles*

(my iPad is at 2% and I can't find my charger so if I don't reply I'll hopefully be on soon)

d: *begins to rub her*

(okie)

(where??)

J-*above*

d: *rubs up and down her front*

*giggling*

that's 2

d: *doesnt know the last one*

u enjoy this don't you?

J-*above*

I'd tell you but then it wouldn't work........look into memory

d: yup

(I gotta make some cookies I'll be back tho)

*smiling and begins to rub his back*

J-ahhhhh *above*

(k. if I'm not back I'm eating dinner and watching a movie and will tell u when back)

*smiles and continued but harder*

(seriously what is it though? I completely forgot and it won't let me go back too far)

(ohhh ok I'll be on)

(them both shirtless 😂😂)

J-ohhh man baby ur good *above*

*lays down trying to get happiness back but it's not working and all the sudden jumps up*

(hello??^^)

I know *smiles*

D: what?!

I bet u know......or are u asking why I jumped?

J-*smiles and rubs her waist* this good?

d: why you jumped

(I'm going to take a really fast shower)

yes *smiles and rubs harder*

(okie have fun don't drown 😂)

ohhh u promised to do something and never did

(😂😂u always look on the bright side)

J-I'd rub harder but I don't wanna hurt u *rubs*

(yaaaa 😂😂)

Oh it won't hurt

d: oh yeah.... *smirks*

(I'm back didn't drown 😂😂)

J-are u sure? *rubs gently*

(yayyyyyy)

yes

*lays back down* u figured number 3 yet?

D: mhmm *grins and pulls her close to him*

J-promise u tell me if it hurts?? *rubs gently*

did u??

*stares up*

promise

*lays there*

d: yup *takes off his shirt*

J-ok then *rubs a little harder*

I think u got them

*smiles and rubs harder*

d: can you help me with the last one?

*takes off her sweatshirt she didn't take off the night before*

d: yay

hmmmm maybe

d: pleassseeee

J-*smiles rubs hard but gently

*smiles and giggles and stops rubbing him*

one condition

d: yesss?

*presses their bare stomachs together*

d; what's the condition? *grins*

J-what u laughing at? *rubs*

u promise to keep me happy forever

nothing *smiles*

d: always *pulls her so their stomachs touch and kisses her*

if I am sad u fix it

D; always

J-OKIEEE *rubs and laughs*

u promise??

*laughs and smiles*

D: I promise. may I kiss you now?

J-*tickles her still rubbing*

yup

*laughs*

always

D: yay *kisses her and pulls her close*

J-*smiles and rubs*

*moves to him and kisses his neck, hard*

*smiles*

d: YAYYYY

*sorta sucks on his neck and kisses*

J-why u smiling so much?? *rubs and smiles*

d: yayyyyy

what??

you want anything from me? *bats her eyelashes*

J-hmmm maybe baby......*rubs and smiles wide*

d: nothing *smiles and holds her there*

what do you want from meeeee?

(ya)

J-u know what I want *smiles and rubs*

*sorta sucks on his neck and kisses*

nuuu you must give me 2 hints

(what??)

(for what?)

J-u can only do it *rubs and smiles* we call it magic

(nvm)

hmm.... *playfully* second hint?

I liked it when u did this to me.....it was comforting *blushes sucks sorta and kisses*

D: good. my turn next

J-I said both! *smiles and rubs*

Yayyyy okie *kisses him*

*unhooks herself from him*

d: awwww

J-*kisses her back and pulls her close*

u said u wanted ur turn

*giggles and kisses hard*

d: YAY *kisses her neck*

*kisses her hard and pulls her close*

*sighs happily and holds his head* u forgot something

*kisses hard*

J-*above^^*

D: riiight *gently sucks on her neck*

*kisses him and tangles their legs up*

*smiles* you got it baby

J-*smiles and above*

ahhhh so comfortable

*smiles and kisses*

d: *sucks hard*

*smiles wide and holds his head* ahhhh the life

D: *smiles and pulls back*

J-*smiles and above*

*smiles wide and hard* awww

*wraps her arms around his torso*

d: all good things must come to an end

J-*wraps his arms around her waist and neck*

yeah I guess........*smiles* weird question??

*kisses and moves closer*

(it's not supposed to have ??)

J-*smiles and pulls her onto his lap and kisses hard*

d: ya

*smiles and kisses him a bit harder*

why do u suck on my neck?? I mean I like it very much I just always wondered

J-*above^^*

D: I don't exactly know..... *thinks*

*kisses*

hmmm

J-*above*

d: hmmmm

any idea?? it's u who does that

*pulla back*

d: I don't know *laughs and stands*

really??

d: ya

hey should we do the "thing" tonight?? remember u said we could resume that wonderful thing u did to me

J-*holds her on his lap*

D: I think so yes

hmm do u just like the feeling or something??

d: oh yeah!

good *smiles* do it whenever you would like to

*smiles and tries to untangle their legs*

u better remember what to resume

d: could you demonstrate for me? *platfully^

J-*slowly removes his legs*

hmmm u sure??

J-*smiles at her*

*she tries to move*

d: ya

J-*holds her as he untangles their legs* almost done

okie

*starts rubbing his everything and everywhere*

*sits on top of him*

J-*holds her* done

d: ohhh yeahhhh *smiles*

yay *tries to move*

J-*picks her up*

*continues to rub and smiles still sitting on him*'don't worry I'm not done with you yet

*giggles*

d: yayyyy *smirks*

u enjoy this don't you?? *smiles rubs everything and everywhere harder sitting on him*

J-*cradles her* hi my little baby girl *kisses her nose*

d; ooohhhhh yeaaahhhhhhh

hi my prince *laughs and kisses his neck*

good because so do I *smiles rubs everything and everywhere really hard and lays on him tables their legs up and kisses him with all her strength*

D: ooooo *kisses her*

J-*rocks her gently* your my little baby girl nobody else's

I know. and you'd better not kiss anyone. or else. *glares*

*smiles wide above but rubs SUPER DUPER HARD*

J-I won't ever......well one other person

D: yaaaaaaa

J-but u will to

*whispers still going really hard* I'm waiting *smiles*

J-and u won't get mad

really? how?

D: oh baby *flips over to lay on her*