it’s very uncommon and worrisome for me to even begin to develop feelings for people at any capacity; whether it be sxxual, romantic, platonic.. anything. so due to that, i often play things off as a joke or with sarcasm to keep myself from being those feelings just because it’s like… unnerving to me. however you are, so far, an amazing guy and i truly enjoy spending time with you so far

so obviously just take that however you see fit, but it’s meant to be understood as my admittance that there might be some lil feeling flourishing here. anddddd yeah, i really do look forward to getting to know you better and spending more time with you also seems nice