im so stressed and anxious about December i have to schedule a junior meeting, think about taking the sat or act, practice asl Christmas caroling, present asl song in front of class, try not to ask for many presents bc money.. i go to sleep and wake up wi

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im so stressed and anxious about December i have to schedule a junior meeting, think about taking the sat or act, practice asl Christmas caroling, present asl song in front of class, try not to ask for many presents bc money.. i go to sleep and wake up wi


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*with my heart racing every day and i’m sick of it
i’m so paranoid
i can’t do it i literally see no point of being alive anymore. i know we joke around about it but im actually stuck
i love u guys but you can’t be here in person w me i don’t have a lot of irl friends
and then i’m also angry at myself for not creating music more often or practicing piano
OH and i’m anxious because sometime next week or the week after i have to stay after school everyday to “tutor” for ASLHS but no ones gonna show up so it’s just gonna be me and Mrs banks and it’ll be awkward and I thought Emma could come w me but I think she has tech week for her jazz thing w the drama program