yes yes yes yes yes yes

hah..thanks!

no it's not but thanks 🙈

UNNACCEPTABLE COMPLIMENTTT jkjkjk thanks it's still a trashy edit

LiStEn LiNdA YoU DoN’t KnOw wHaT I LoOk LiKe

and you know how hard I am on myself cosmo

it's a thing I've been saying recently

OH WHATEVER LOOK AT YOURSELF APHRODITE IS SHAKING IN JEALOUSY

cosmo? or Aphrodite?

I got cosmo from how deeply I care for ppl if Joh think of it cosmos are apart of space and space is endless just like my care and love for ppl also there's a flower with the word cosmo in it and its absolutely rare and beautiful

*if you

sure

ask meh the question I get nervous

I get nervous when ppl say that and leave me hanging lol

anyways what’s the question?💖

if your not Jizzle then no

I was first gonna say Mochi but bc you didn’t respond well when I said Cosmo (that was her nickname) I knew it want you but when you started talking about how Jeff Bernat was Filipino you talked as if you were Filipino which made me think of Jizzle

*werent

is one of them right?

mmkay

wait better question what month did I leave PC?

what month did I leave PC?

answer the question 💖

give up Jizzle ik it’s you

yes bc you did •w• and not she does that and you said “comment on my profile” well Mochi doesn’t have a post on her acc so it couldn’t do that

* and only

plus Jizzle is Filipino and Mochi isn’t

I already had a talk with Andrea and she’s not the one

you already know my nickname Sherlock Rose

and ik you’re not Luna bc she’s not Filipino, I lost contact with her, and another reason why ik you’re not Mochi is bc Jizzle was there when I left and Mochi left before I did

so Jizzle...how’s life treating you?💖

so what you’re saying is Drea knows who you are?

MOVHI?!

I REMEMBER THAT VERY CLEARLY

MOCHI SENT THAT TO ME ALL THE TIME

YOU GET YOUR BOTAE RIGHT BACK HERE MISSY!!

Mochi is Filipino? and if my memory is correct her favorite color is purple

so that’s why you asked if I could type on your acc to see if I knew you but I couldn’t bc you haven’t posted something I should’ve knew something was up when your icon changed

well KDNA got hacked when I left

yeah well I was gonna say something but I just was like “wait....”

that’s why I also added the flower excise

ummmmmm it’s a sensitive thing.....me and Katie got into a unforgettable fight and it was very bad that literally affected the whole squad and I didn’t wanna see her anymore so I left...do I regret it? yes very very very much I thought about that day ever since it happened although she forgave me I was filled with sorrow and I couldn’t bring myself up to her I do miss her ngl....

ahhhh I’m sorry 🥺💘

it’s okay it was never your fault youre my bby....she’s a wonderful friend that I messed up it’s my fault never yours

and no we haven’t

but I missed you tons ngl.....I really did I always prayed you were okay

really what’s the news?

and same last time you were here you were in a dark spot so I thought the worse thing came over you....

oh wow....was everything okay?

yeah ik and wow.......I’m so sorry....ik how it feels to get caught

I’m very glad you’re back 💖💖

yes but not here back when I had army amino

ik how you feel with the crying I cried a lot when I got caught my parents belittled me sm I disliked myself so much but don’t put yourself down alright you’re a wonderful girl and such a sweetheart 💖

yes??

okay

wow so your parents somewhat trust me?

well I miss you sm Mary you have no idea 💖

awwwww 💖💖💖

you’re literally about to make me cry

out of joy

I’m just so glad you’re okay

like I literally thought heaven had a new angel and I was praying super hard to make sure you’re alive and I’m so happy you are

I love you more 💘

yeah....I debated really hard on if I want to comeback or not Whoop convinced me but I brushed it off and said no I’ll wait til summer but I was sitting in art class and I was like “I have a feeling I should download PC” and so I did

💖💖

💜💜💜💜💜💜

oh dearie where should I even begin!!

well what do you wanna know?

dean and Jungkook? well Deans Ben working really hard on his album about time honestly bc I missed his music and Jungkook he just had a comeback and he worked really hard to learn the choreography and I’m proud of him he sang a song in English with Lauv and he sang a solo called My Time

she....got caught and I haven’t talked to her since first semester she just randomly blocked me one day and her sister did too she kept getting caught by me so ig her mom finally had enough

yeah she really really did but it’s okay everything is apart of Gods plan if she was meant to stay in my life he’ll bring her back to me

just like how he did with you 💖

thanks you are too and I hope you know that 💖

do t worry I didn’t tell whoop who you are and I promise I won’t either bc I work hard finding you out and she needs to work hard too!!💖

🥺💖

lol I forgot you called Katie that

:)

gosh I really wanna cry I missed you so much

everyone did

well you sure did comeback with a bang

I LOVE YOU OVER 3000

11:4- yes

41*

yes ;-;

I can’t believe you thought I wouldn’t remember your bear face literally I was hoping you would put it just so ik it was you

lol tbh I’ve been staying up past 2AM a lot lately

so what else do you wanna know?

tbh I still Gish over it it’s your signature mark how can I not!!!

gush

I love anything you do because no matter what this eomma will be forever proud of you

MY CHEEKS ARE SO RED FROM SMILING OML

me too

it’s just funny how everyone is coming back this year first me, you, and now Katie

ALSO ITS ALMOST MY BIRTHDAY

idc you could be my birthday present I could ever have!

*and it would be the best present

it's April and look at the amount of followed you have and that's the data

date

*followers

yup!! and imma be 17

April 8!! just like Jonghyun 💖

ahhh Jonghyun is the one who died in 17’ and it feels weird a little bc we share the same birthday and ppl celebrate his death which is sad but I find it beautiful bc he’s still an amazing man who sadly lost a battle but he was more than that 💖

but it’s okay a lot of ppl left the kpop industry so don’t be pressured to stay in if it’s out of your interests 💖💖

lollll

mine is at 13% Lololol

you forced yourself out of kpop? awww why?

nope but Joshua is 💜

eomma i have to go but pls get some rest and i'll text you tomorrow if i can.

oh shoot wait wrong place.

okay goodnight my beautiful angel 💖

Thanks beautiful I made it at 3AM🤪

I stayed up til 5AM and some up at 9 lol

woke

Lololol whoop kept begging me to tell her but I said no bc I worked hard finding you out and I told her she has her Roma’s genes she has Sherlock Ahoop in her

*Whoop

and yeah and no I’m not tired

I’ll lot say JIMIN bc that’s literally your famous pfp so I saw BP

haha sorry I’m drawing~

there’s no talent in me so don’t worry

she use to love me I’m a plot twist to her

even I can’t forgive myself on what I did to her that’s why I can’t talk to her

I wanna ask her a million questions like is she okay? what happened during the year? is she happy? but the very last question I’ll ever ask is does she forgive me

I don’t think so I really don’t know

I always pushed those emotions away but when it’s night time I can’t stop thinking about it the words I said was so hateful it wasn’t me at all....I acted accepting but I wasn’t and bc of that I left her and hurt her left the PC community now everything I built all the love and kindness I shared I’m hypocrite on what I done

please don’t I’m not ready to talk to her rn

I can’t say I want her to tell you herself

not the fight but the reason why we fought I find it disrespectful if I go around and spread someone’s business when they should be the one to tell others

yeah...

I’m breathing okay but I’m still pale which is causing me to be nauseous and cold

I just....idk.....

ฅ•ω•ฅ

I just can’t stop thinking in what I did she might have forgotten everything but a year ago from today that’s when things started going south I remember bc it was almost my birthday I was 15 at the tile and I’m about to be 17 idk maybe bc God knows how hurtful that situation was and he may try to make me confront it so I can feel better but it’s hard to not be able to forgive yourself

you say she loves me but I think not

yeah...

I’m just a mess

how can you be so sure?

yeah

okay...

ik you do but I don’t love myself ppl tell me I’m amazing, sweet, last night my friend sent me 2 long paragraphs on how selfless and amazing I am but tbh I häte myself maybe it’s bc I’m how I am have you ever häted yourself so bad you cried and cried yourself to sleep? I have

okay bye!

so amazing✨🤧

yeah

and if you’re busy you can go I don’t wanna hold you up

just waiting for a reply from her ig

it really is ngl

I like this combination 🌧💫🌱

rain water is actually healthier than bottled water

right!!

yup

it’s bc I’m bottled water it still has small tracks of fluoride and chlorine but rain water is pure bc as it evaporates it filters out and gets pure

mhmmm

if you want I just confused the living heck outta her rn lol

and nah it’s bc I only know who you are

nope

I deleted my original acc

and on pics art I’m not gonna talk to no one on there

lol okay

hey bby I’m doing good

at first I was texting my guy friend but he fell asleep so I got bored and saw that and saw how cute it was and I got bored so I slept

same

I think she is the one who had like 4K followers

ummmm I don’t remember her usednake tho but she was friends with Katie

or it could be Fernanda

my picsart acc is jxonrose

haha nah it’s fine bc I was texting my friends

I'm sorry bby 🥺👉👈💖

Oh no no no!!! You’re not annoying I’ve just been binge watching anime all day and night and I just haven’t been on my phone that much so please Mary please don’t think you’re annoying tbh I LOVE it when you text me everyday it makes me think “wow someone is thinking of me” I’ve just been busy and If I have to be completely honest coming back on PC has been overwhelming and anxious for me but with you talking to me it makes everything calm and happy for me

it’s also the fact that I can’t really put my emotions into words ik I should talk about it but I dislike feeling so distant from everyone and then I have this deep feeling of being anxious and uncomfortable ik there’s no real reason for me feeling this way but I do

yes I’m way more comfortable with you talking to me on VSCO

my user is itsyoumylove-

and idk....I’ve honestly been thinking about leaving but I just don’t know.....

I think I'm so use to the life I have now it's just a weird adjustment to adding in what I use to have and everyone is a complete stranger now bit a familiar stranger there's a quote ” forgetting someone you have once loved before is like trying to remember a stranger you never met” not tab this quote correlates to anything but it sorta does at the same time in a weird for of a way