Please Tap To ๐Ÿป Prevent Wildfires
You're a true hero. Figures that now that I finally post, I'm selling something, doesn't it? Check my link!

h-a-scribble-a-h

Please Tap To ๐Ÿป Prevent Wildfires You're a true hero. Figures that now that I finally post, I'm selling something, doesn't it? Check my link!


154 3
I too have felt the need to post lately. only on my more-saturn account for now, but i am working on some collages and pieces of writing for my main. as well as changing what is taking up the link spot on all of my accounts. this is incredibly significant and of such high importance i cannot see how i could simply ignore what is going on in our world right now. i feel the need at this moment to advocate and speak against all of the injustices, but also an even stronger need to listen, and to encourage others to listen as well. because at this point, it is one of the most important things we can do. this is beautifulโค๏ธ
This is really cute๐Ÿ’•
this is truly beautiful!โค๏ธ๐ŸŒน
love this ๐Ÿ’• I wrote this quote on a sign at a protest once ๐Ÿ˜ฑโœจ
just found your account and I'm in love!! i love your collages, your quotes, everything!!! you seem like a kind, intelligent, grounded person who knows what she's talking about. I know I must seem crazy but you don't meet many people like that online. I hope we become friends! ๐Ÿ’•
lol I sound like a creepy stalker that's in love with you ๐Ÿ˜‚๐Ÿ˜‚๐Ÿ˜ถ
we need to talk moreโœจ
I'm feel the same about needing to post something๐Ÿ˜ŒI truly adore this edit, I mean WOW
I LOVE THIS THIS IS SO CUTEEEEER
tysm๐Ÿ˜Š๐Ÿ˜Š๐Ÿ˜Š and thank you for always reading my posts, it means a lot๐Ÿ˜Š๐ŸŒป
It is fantastic photography, isn't it? I mean I didn't take the photo but I thought it was pretty. :))
Somewhat, yes. I have been diagnosed with a sort of situational anxiety after many panic attacks a few years ago. I have not been back to get anymore help, and I did not ever get anxiety medication since it was not quite severe. But the panic attacks have been less than they were. I do not talk about my anxiety much, but I have thought about it a lot lately and how possibly I could use my experiences with mental health to help others and raise awareness. I have also had a close friend as well as a family member both with severe depression, which is truly a terrible thing to witness as well as a more terrible thing to have to live with. Thank you๐Ÿ˜Œ i think i work on some writing for that if people would like to read it๐Ÿ˜Œ๐Ÿ˜Š
i really like this!!!! ๐Ÿ’•
Aw thank you so much! ๐Ÿ’–โญ๏ธ Means a lot coming from you. ๐Ÿ˜˜๐Ÿ’ซ
tysm๐Ÿ‘–
ty ty again
Why yes I am!๐Ÿ’™Ravenclaw Pride!๐Ÿ™‹๐Ÿป
Ah yes, I adore Luna and now I also got you!๐Ÿฆ…
Genesis. Introverted girl who many describe as a big question mark. Has an obscure taste in music but prefers classic rock. Loves walking in the rain and jumping in puddles. Sad most of the time. Artsy. Amateur poet. And vegetarian. Nice to meet you.๐Ÿ’•
I am dying over your comment on my other account. Thanks againโ€”made my weekend โค
@comment yep๐ŸŒผ๐ŸŒผ
and tysm ๐ŸŒถ
I don't know if I'd say I'm a loner by choice, but it does have its pros and cons. I think it has a lot to do with that I'm more of a thinker than a talker so I don't socialize all that much. how about you?
I agree, surface-level socialization can be mundane. I'm glad to be a loner in the sense that I can form my own opinions without molding them to suit the people around me in an attempt to please them. I'd also argue that I know myself better and I'm all around more genuine with myself because of it. cons would probably be what you'd expect, I do get lonely sometimes, and I do want to have someone to have a deeper connection with. not to mention it gets uncomfortable when I have to pair up in a class :)
Wow thank you so much! ๐Ÿ’– That really means a lot. ๐ŸŒฟ๐Ÿ˜Œโœจ
charmant :) that quote is from Les Mis, about Eponine, if you didn't know. I love her character.
les mis is my favvvv
๐Ÿ˜‚ I've seen the movie and read the abridged book, but have seen the entire play in jumbled pieces. I need to try to find a good copy to watch it all the way through, and I'd love to see it live one day.
I also watched an older movie (not the movie musical) where Liam Neeson was Cosette's father, and it was ๐Ÿ˜ท. The movie musical is better, even though it leaves out a TON of the plot, but it's good for if you're wanting the premise of the music and the story.
for some reason it hasn't been notifying me when you comment. I love historical fiction, fantasy, and realistic fiction. I tend to enjoy the more melancholy moods and interesting/quirky writing styles
No, but I have heard of and if anything I should add it to my long reading list.๐Ÿ˜Œ๐ŸŒป
thank you! i love it as well!๐Ÿ˜„๐Ÿ˜Šโœจ๐ŸŒ™
and thank you for the applause as well, it was highly appreciated๐Ÿ˜„
tysm๐ŸŒถ
I've read all of her books and I really enjoyed them, really touching stuff
and ty ty ty ๐ŸŒถ๐Ÿฅ•๐Ÿฆ
you're too sweet <3 how was your day?
thank you!
my favorite of the dead Kennedys is probably jock-o-Rama, buzzbomb, and California รผber allies, really glad you were interested in it most people flat out reject punk
T h a n k y o u v e r y m u c h !!๐Ÿ’• I'm in a very busy and stressed period of my life I'm applying to college so...
How are you?๐Ÿ’• what's going on?
๐Ÿ˜‚๐Ÿ˜‚๐Ÿ˜‚ you don't sound like a therapist fren, you're fine. You just sound like an intellectual, which you are of course. I think the intellectual stimulation mostly; I like pretending and seeing if I can make others believe my make pretend. I look at everything as a game, and emotions get in the way of that as a whole. I make myself believe it's a game when the emotions are too de-habilitating. I make it a game when I deal with people I hate who I know are trying to manipulate me; it's chess. I make it a game when I go to prom on Saturday with a mask amongst people I once knew and can mess with now that I'm back for an evening; it's charades. Using and abusing is feeding into the bodily urges and making the emotional urges be forced down. Placating for something bigger, better. I know it's the derealization egging this on, but it's funny as I grow older I understand traits I have that match with the BBC's Sherlock Holmes characterization, which finds most people boring and never thinking enough, never thinking deeply enough, or about the important things, the addictive traits I see rising in me match with the example of Sherlock's characterization, the death wish for something other than boredom, risking my life to actually feel like I'm living, find a superficial high but not needing it when I find things that cause a natural one, like creating things and making. if you asked me why I overdosed on Benadryl, I'd say physical urges and boredom. If you ask me why I create, catharsis and boredom.
yknow, that really might help, climbing. I don't have many good climbing trees in my area, but we do have a big planted one in our front yard and I have a tree stand that I can climb. wow thank you for that suggestion, I think that'll really help! I used to climb all the time (mostly trees) even if I couldn't get very far, dunno why I've stopped. probably because the tree cutter guys cut my favorite limb off of my tree and I was very pรฎssed. they were just supposed to cut the ones over the roof, they weren't supposed to cut that limb???? fรปcking held that grudge for two years ๐Ÿ˜’๐Ÿ˜’๐Ÿ˜’๐Ÿ–•
Just like you!๐Ÿ˜Œ๐Ÿ’
thankyou so much๐Ÿ’•๐Ÿ’™
ty ๐Ÿฆ‡I guess really I just preach so much about people conforming and I feel like I'm hypocritical, but I'm generally I'm over-critical on myself so i get frustrated making original content. but in the end I enjoy being weird
I watched the live action Beauty and the Beast today and I'm not afraid to admit that I shed five tears at the ballroom scene.
mY CHILDHOOD AGH
thank you<3 I love imagery so whenever I manage to write something slightly not ugly I get pumped
thanks so much๐Ÿ’› and I'm doing well how are you?๐ŸŒป
no way! PUP is one of my favorite bands
I will be having spring break in two weeks, hbu? also thanks soo much all your collages are my inspiration๐Ÿ’›
I honestly haven't heard any songs by them that I dislike, but I have more favorites on the dream is over. right now I love familiar patterns, dark days, and the coast. how about you? โค
it's obvious that they love what they do, and that makes it so much easier for me to love what they're doing. it's great that cover such a variety of subjects in their songs, so I can listen to them in any mood I'm in
๐Ÿ’• I'm nog going yet
thank you Hannah every bit of support matters.๐Ÿ’•
Thank you!๐Ÿ’•
'Today happened' same ๐Ÿ˜‚ It was a crazy and unreal day because honestly we should not have been able to get those tickets because of scalpers and some fรปcking way, we did. I don't think that Tร˜P is going to do a big partnering again with Ticketmaster because it's really ticketmaster's technology that is sending out double codes and allowed scalpers to purchase tickets to resale for $1,000 to $2,000. But I'm so thankful for all of us who managed to still get through the bullshรฎt of Ticketmaster, and thankful that Tyler and Josh made another opportunity, and another, and another. Pretty soon it's going to be a huge tour instead of a mini one lol. But we're going to have to bring a fold up sit thing for Kimi to stand on And me six inch heels so we can actually see the stage ๐Ÿ˜‚ I've never owned a heel bigger than two inches in my life
I'm alright, thank you for asking โค๏ธ๐Ÿ˜„ we're going to select subjects for next year and the choices/sets available are tearing me apart. I want to study physics and English literature but it's impossible to do that. my English teacher suggested to study it on our own if so, but he warned us it'd be tough. I plan to self study, and (hopefully) I won't regret it X) that sums my current situation up good enough I guess. I hope you're doing well โค๏ธโค๏ธ have a nice day :)
โคโคโค
this is so cool!!!! I love ur collages so much! they are so beautiful๐Ÿ’–๐Ÿ’—๐ŸŒธ
WELL OF COURSE HOW ELSE COULD WE EVER DO IT.๐Ÿ˜‚ " I M B A T M A N "
What do you mean by first or second?
well it was not being able to talk at all during class and you get really frustrated (to tears, for my case) because you can't. It was like being crushed by your feelings. it overwhelms you and it's like you can't breathe at all. it was literally feeling nothing but negativity, all the sadness and anxiety for not much of an explanation or reason... I wasn't feeling too stable a few days ago so i guess that was why it happened... but as a conclusion, it was a helpless and horrible experience I hope you haven't, don't and won't go through โคโค
It was the "Dan and Phil BOOK & TOUR!" video. What about you?
Thank you so much!๐Ÿ˜Š๐Ÿ’•
welcome
the book will be available in iTunes for 0.99$ as it is essential and cheap
thanks!๐Ÿ˜Œ
thank you!
Thank you again๐ŸŒท
Hannah! No pressure, please, but I miss seeing your lovely posts. My eyes are begging for a new one. ๐Ÿ’Ž๐Ÿ‘€
thank you, lovely โค๏ธ how have you been?
Hellooooo I absolutely luvvv ur account- keep it up girl!!! ๐Ÿ˜๐Ÿ’ž๐Ÿ˜˜๐Ÿ’๐Ÿณ๐Ÿ’ซ
No PrOBLeM
aLsO ThAnks๐Ÿ’–๐ŸŒ
thank you, have a lovely night.๐Ÿ’›
let's do it! meet me in the pit at 7:30. the revolution begins now
โค๏ธ๐Ÿจ
It's all a dodie reference. It's always a dodie reference. ๐Ÿ˜‚๐Ÿ˜‚๐Ÿ˜‚
I'm very tired!! And excited bc my sisters 18th birthday tomorrow โค๐Ÿ˜€๐ŸŽˆ๐ŸŽ‰๐ŸŽ
How are you doing? What's up?
And yeah I'm finishing highschool only two weeks left and then I have important exams after that some little time to prepare... and yeah it will be stressful!! After that prom and the actual graduation ๐Ÿ˜€
We celebrated!!๐Ÿ˜ like till the morning๐Ÿ˜‚ it was a fun party
thank you! I had a speaking test in my German class (a big one where I had to sit in front of the class and answer questions in German) I ended up going anyway though, because I knew it'd be worse to put it off. of course I didn't come to that conclusion until after the deed was done and the jar was empty :)
unfortunately we had to go inside because it started deflating. still fun though !
thank you๐Ÿ’œ๐Ÿ’œ๐Ÿ’œ๐Ÿ’œ
we were dancing under a tree and it felt right! she's such a deep thinker and has opened lots of doors in my mind :)
OMG I AM SINGINGG THIS SONG IN CHOIR I REMEMBERED LOL
Hannah I was looking through my collages and idk why maybe cause ur really nice I was wondering that if I tagged you in the bookshelf tag if you would like to do it?๐Ÿ’•
I feel like you like books like me and I would love to see you post something cause everything you do is amazing!๐Ÿ‘Œ๐Ÿฝ๐Ÿ˜Œ
hey, we haven't talked at all but i just wanna say how amazing your collages are!๐Ÿ˜
THANK YOU SO MUCH!!! Means the world coming from youuu!<3
Consider yourself tagged, but if course it's your choice I just think you might have an excellent taste in books. I and I think many other would too like to see what you red, but if you decide to do it if you scroll for a bit you'll see it.๐Ÿ’•
*read
it was the bit that doesn't have a roof but is still enclosed around the sides and it started raining,, and they didn't see her while they were closing it and locking up :)
๐Ÿ’—โค๐Ÿ’—
skyrim character archetype: raspberrymage
thanks๐Ÿช๐Ÿช๐Ÿช๐Ÿช๐Ÿช๐Ÿช๐Ÿช๐Ÿช
I'm doing pretty good, just super busy, how are you love?๐Ÿ’›๐Ÿ’ซ
that's good, anything interesting happening lately
rad! tell me how you like them :)
same I'm just finishing school but nothing other than that
it's amazing!! after a few listens, my favorites are fenn and it won't be me. let me know once you listen to it :)
thank you๐ŸŽˆ
I couldn't agree more! Cats are my life, and talking about that my mom said once summer starts she'll give a kitten, even more reason to get excited for summer.โ˜€๏ธ
I've always liked Siamese but tbh I know how many cats that are out there that have no home so I'm glad to take whichever needs one.๐Ÿ’•
I'm doing pretty well, spending the extended weekend at my grandparents house, which I think is exactly what I needed to clear my mind and brighten up my attitude. I spent the day playing games with my grandma, going for a nice walk around their lake, and reading the wonderful Three Dark Crowns by Kendare Blake. How are you? ๐ŸŒฟโœจ
I've only yet listened to one podcast, Beautiful Stories by Anonymous People. I've been thinking of checking some others out. Are you a regular listener,
I have no idea what you meant with all those big words but it sounded very inspirational โ˜บ๏ธ
OMG! Thank you it means a lot coming from you! Thank u so much!
makes me wonder what the other steps would be :)
Thank you! it really means a lot
well put! that being said, would you say you idolize/have idolized someone?
the name billy is calling to me
hannah! I'm feeling good, and you?
I think I definitely have. I've definitely become more aware and careful of how high the pedestals that I put people on are, but I think the pedestals are still there. but it's definitely not fair to yourself or the person being idolized to hold unrealistic expectations of them
oh my god definitely definitely definitely
maybe risky was the wrong word. it was a conversation that really needed to happen, and even though it was hard to bring myself to do, it would've had to happen sooner or later. it went well! thank you for caring <3
OML yassss, I prevented wildfires!!!! ๐Ÿ˜‚ This is so inspiring, refugees are treated so darn unfairly... ๐Ÿ’ž๐Ÿ˜˜๐ŸŒฟ๐Ÿ‘๐Ÿผ๐Ÿ‘๐Ÿผ๐Ÿ‘๐Ÿผ๐ŸŒทโœจ
thanks so much, your literally the only person who talks to me๐Ÿ˜‚ but I'm doing pretty well how are you?
Im glad to hear you're doing well! ๐ŸŒฟ๐Ÿ’• I mainly planted petunias and impatiens but there were a few other types thrown in there as well. ๐ŸŒท๐ŸŒธ And I mainly just have testing on the last few days, along with some random activities and study guides. ๐ŸŒป
Funny thing is, we just found I baby bunny eating the flowers I planted. ๐Ÿ˜‚ But it's a baby bunny, so I can't be too upset. ๐Ÿฐ
that's great, and yes I got out a few weeks ago, how about you?
thanks soo much, you always leave the nicest comments! I wish soo much that you would post more, I really enjoy your collages.
but I do understand that some people don't have the time, and that's totally okay.
Thank you!!!๐Ÿ˜Œ๐Ÿ’ž
glad to see the nickname is catching on
it's actually going to end up pink, but it's been so fun. I've been crร ving some change n this is hรญtting the spรถt
I'm doing pretty good๐Ÿ˜Š just busy with real life๐Ÿ˜‚๐Ÿคท๐Ÿผโ€โ™€๏ธ but yeah pretty alright, yourself? and I guess to get me to feel umm thingssss๐Ÿ˜„ it takes something to do with my morals, like the core of my values, to occur. Either it resides with them or it doesn't, everything else falls inbetweenโค๏ธ
anytime, I'm not really being caring๐Ÿ˜น I am being selfish because I love your collages so much I just want to see more๐Ÿ˜น๐Ÿ’›
that's cool that your staying at your grandma's. um I have mostly just spent the break with friends and family and in my room binge watching tv๐Ÿ˜‚๐Ÿ˜‚๐Ÿ˜‚
Hi i made that tutorial you asked for on this acc ! :-)
Oh, you ๐Ÿ’™ It's been a long time since we have talked... Hello ๐Ÿ˜‚๐Ÿ˜…
well honestly im not sure who died because it's a song from halseys album but the whole album is a reference to romeo and juliet so i guess they died ? big question mark though
Thank you, by the way how are you?๐Ÿ˜Œ๐Ÿ’•
THANKS FRIEND!
unfortunately I don't. :(
I'm actually doing pretty good! My vacations have just started so I'm ๐ŸŽ‰ How about you?
Good I guess๐Ÿ˜‚
๐Ÿ˜Œ๐Ÿ‘๐Ÿผ๐ŸŒน
thank you for your kindness๐Ÿ’› as always has and always will be deeply appreciatedโœจ๐ŸŒ™
finally ๐Ÿ˜…
So here's the thing I believe in aliens but conditionally. I'm not scared of them and honestly to be able to know we are not the only ones out there I feel like it wouldn't be an anonymous species but one that already exists. To be honest I feel like in another galaxy other humans who are more modern have a spaceship and will most likely find us first. But I guess I have no problem with aliens and I believe we are not alone in this galaxy or entire universe.๐Ÿ––๐Ÿฝ
thank you!โœจ im going to be swimming a lot & taking lifeguard courses๐ŸŠโ€โ™€๏ธ
next year! that is, if I pass lol๐Ÿ’ซ
he's very thoughtful, and his comedy definitely has layers. you should watch "make happy" when you get the chance. it made me cry
:)
that means so much๐Ÿ’› thank you so so very much, as always๐Ÿ˜Œโœจ๐ŸŒ™
Hope you had a good time at your Grandma's ๐Ÿ˜‰ Btw, it's ok if you have 10... I haven't been that active either ๐Ÿ˜… I would love to see another collage of yours, tho ๐Ÿ’–๐Ÿ’™
*whispers* I'm back once again who knows for long(also great to see your collages are wonderful as usual๐ŸŒธ)
โค๏ธ I definitely don't think there's one universal Meaning, but something that's been present in my life is just trying to find what I'm passionate about. so, trying to get to know and understand myself better. that and "live and let live"/"love and let love"
do you?
the lyrics are actually from 100 letters by halsey !
I do always think of meaning and purpose as kind of interchangeable in this context, why are we here and what should we be doing while we're her kind of thing. which may not be right. I guess the meaning of life could be thought of as what gives it purpose, religion and the possibility of a higher power(s) comes to mind immediately. i think a lot of people would take comfort in the thought that they're playing a part in a scheme that's bigger than them. (hypocrisy warning) but do you think that maybe the fixation on finding a meaning or purpose ultimately defeats the purpose? should it be something that's discovered or experienced?
also wanted to say that conversations with you are always interesting and i enjoy them so much
I quite agree when I think about it in an incredibly vague yet individual sense๐Ÿ˜Œ I have finally posted my answer as well if that is something that is of interest to youโœจ I just always appreciate the unique and unpredictable thoughts you bring to the conversation๐Ÿ˜Œ๐Ÿ˜Šโœจ๐ŸŒ™
thank you so very much๐Ÿ˜Š and ahh, this is why art is my favorite topic of philosophical conversation๐Ÿ˜Œ it is one thing that arises so many significant questions and it is also my passionโœจ I do feel like the intent of art is a whole different spectrum of the relation between purpose in life and purpose in art, as well as the same analogy but involving choice and free will. There are so many different spectrums of thought and purpose in art. I have only found one constant. Although I don't feel as if "to make someone think" is a true independent intent to a piece. The artist may not know it but there is usually feelings involved with thoughts. Really, everything makes the mind think. Only certain things make the mind feel so much of something to make them ponder for hours or perhaps a life time. There is thinking in everything but a feeling is what sticks. The feeling you felt in a moment is one of the most predominant parts of memory. It is like a collective decision of the senses in one single moment. I do believe intent is an interesting and completely valid way to categorize art just as much as the reaction is. But these are just messy thoughts and perhaps a lot more opinion than I would like to have in a response. Hopefully it all made a bit of sense๐Ÿ˜„ and as one final thought; what is classified as art at all is a new debate. As all of this is just fragile theory that is up for debate. One could argue the opposite that art has no purpose at all, and nonsense is the truth. An uncommon theory, but still a theory nonetheless. So much thought produced one single topic is fascinating to me, and incredibly fun๐Ÿ˜„๐Ÿ˜Œโœจ๐ŸŒ™
omg your icon is so cute ๐Ÿ’ž
Thank you forgiving your opinion๐Ÿ˜˜๐Ÿ’•
thank you๐Ÿ’•I'm doing well, you?
aw thank you so much i really appreciate it, i just brought up a bunch of feelings from my childhood today and i realized that i missed out on so much by being afraid and anxious all the time and it was upsetting
thank you, that's a really good way to look at things, that helps a lot ๐Ÿ’•
Hi! Just thought I'd drop by and throw some tomatoes at you. ๐Ÿ…๐Ÿ…๐Ÿ…(Remember the tomatoes? They're a good thing.)
thank you so much!! it means a lotโ˜€๏ธ
thanks man!!
Oh gosh, thank you ever so much for the spam! How are you? I'll probably reply later though, because I gtg to sleep now lol! Goodnight! (sorry, I probably sound crazy to you ๐Ÿ˜‚) xx ๐ŸŒท
oml thanks haha
aww thanks so much!! it means a lot๐Ÿ˜Š you are so sweet and you always make my dayโค๏ธ the pre edited version of my collage is in the remixes of the collage
pretty well considering I have a love life for the first time since eighth grade ๐Ÿ˜‚๐Ÿ˜‚
how are things with you?
just like you comments. I swear when I see you commented on my page you make my day.๐Ÿ’ซ thank you, thank you, thank you! it's an honor coming from you!
That's wonderful, thank you so much for your reply! I'm pretty good, having one of those lazy Winter afternoons (it's winter in Australia)! Did I mention I'm a huge fan of your gorgeous account? xx ๐Ÿ’ž๐ŸŒฟ๐Ÿ˜˜
Teach me how to be like you. You are so perfect. ๐Ÿ‘
ive been told a couple different definitions of introvert & extrovert, ans i think im kinda both as well. i like being with people but it starts to be really draining by the time ive been at school for 6 hours & have had people over at my house. i just want to get home and draw and go outside and be alone.. so i guess im ambi?
The concert, for sure; I seriously am in love with Ohio now! And we went to Harry Potter world which was AMAZIBG. I've been hanging out with Natalie and her boyrfriend, and have been texting Annakate at least twice a week, as usual ๐Ÿ˜‚ what have you been doing this summer?
i think you deleted the post ??
oh oops yes i'm sorry ๐Ÿ’•
thanks sm!!โ˜บ๏ธ๐Ÿ’–๐ŸŒป๐Ÿ’ฆ
awe thank you! And I will check out that link ๐Ÿ˜‚๐Ÿ˜
phew
your collages are stunning how could I have not known of you before?!!!!!!!!!
,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,
๐Ÿ˜‚๐Ÿ˜‚
hahaha that's the next step ๐Ÿ˜‚
hey, do you live anywhere near Georgia? -if u don't want to say u do not have to--I know u know that but I'm just saying it for no pressures๐Ÿ˜‚- because like girl you need to come over to my house one day in the future and we need to hang out ๐Ÿ˜‚
I sincerely believe in making interweb frenships also in person friendships so it might take years but I wiLL HAVE U OVER lol ๐Ÿ˜‚
I'll bring ice cream
๐Ÿ˜‚๐Ÿ˜‚๐Ÿ˜ญ
it is the year 2020
Tร˜P has started another music tour
Kay is 20 years old
Hannah is an age Kay is not aware of but they'll both be older
They glide casually into the stands of the arena
And t h e r e
F i n a l l y
After years and years of waiting
They get to meet up ๐Ÿ˜‚๐Ÿ˜‚
i think im doing ok right now! I've been going on walks and actually doing things I enjoy. makes all the difference :) and you?
I apologize for just now getting back to your comment from a week or so ago. I recently went on a short but lovely vacation of sorts to visit family. But that is besides the point. I suppose emotion is a very abstract concept and it is not an easy thing to navigate efficiently in others and in ourselves, at least that has been my experience with it. I do feel like emotion is one of the stronger "points" in memory. I also think a lot about the quote "People will forget what you said and what you did, but they will never forget how you made them feel." As I do indeed believe this to be a little exaggerated to make a point, it does make its point. Many of my fondest of memories from when I was a child are based significantly on an emotion and build off of that. Like the curiosity I felt when I saw my first snow, I do not fondly remember who all was there besides my parents and a few cousins, but I remember it was a beautiful and happy day. I also remember the fear I felt on my first day of school, frightful that the other kids would not befriend me or accept me. however I do not even remember my first teacher's name or even all of the other children that went to my preschool. Emotion is a vague idea. It seems to consume everything in an underlying way. Perhaps it, itself, is the art. I hope this was the response you were intending to receive, I must admit I have been in my own little Cheyenne, Wyoming lately (hopefully you understood the vlogbrothers "reference" there๐Ÿ˜„)๐Ÿ˜Œโœจ๐ŸŒ™
that is an Ultimate Compliment, thank you ๐Ÿ’•
tysm๐Ÿ˜˜!!!!!!!
๐Ÿ’•
nope, you're fine! I know I shouldn't give in to things and continue to talk it out n stuff. I don't know if I want to care anymore about feelings and life and I guess I'm just giving up easy and bein done with everything. I didn't get to screenshot a lot of the responses to the actual debate that were on their collage, but I did try on there to explain myself calmly and say to please stop being rude about things. they deleted the comments so I could not screenshot them. it would probably make more sense for the escalation of things and explain more into why I just gave up easily and all, but it's chill because we're blocked on most accounts I think so that they won't have to see my page anymore and be triggered by things so it's all fine and they'll be happier if they don't see my page and don't feel affronted by my opinions of things. they're cool and all, we just can't get along because they don't like me disagreeing and would get very triggered by things because they wouldn't listen calmly to explanation and such, and that's okay.
I deal with so many people like this so much and I found their comment on my post promoting the video of why I personally don't believe there are more than two sexes/genders and it was just super offensive off the bat and idk i think I got much more angry because this is PC, this person used to follow me, but now they're deciding to be petty and challenge me as what I believe when in the video I'm clearly like!1!1!2 I want everyone to believe what they do and be happy and it sickens me to the point where I just snap sometimes.
they'll get over it and move on and feel better now that their accounts are blocked. I didn't want to but they just kept coming back and back and I was just snapping back because I'm sick of being treated like shรฎt in this society just because I believe different and people want to decide that if I have a dumb opinion that nothing of me counts and that I'm on a whole invalid and I don't count.
I'm just going through a tough time and I don't know how to overcome my fear and fight mode which was brought out when talking to lonepotato but it never changes anything and I'm never valid and I just would rather not exist than exist in a world of people who don't think I count.
I'm not sure why I'm saying all this lol cos I know I got snappy and I'm ok with it because tbh I think lone potato needed to be snapped at and I just don't care anymore about trying to be perfect and nice like I don't have any hard feelings with them because I bet they're super cool I just don't know them and I know I can't know them because they just don't agree with me and so it triggers them that I disagree and maybe I'm just tired of people feeling entitled to me being different and believing different and I guess I just snapped at her/them/him. and then I keep talking about this like I'm trying to validate why I was angry and annoyed and reacted badly to being treated rudely because I don't feel like I have a right to be negative and a bรฎtch sometimes because I only feel like things are my fault and that it's my fault that a person gets triggered by my opinions and it's my fault I allow people to control me like
it's just a hard time right now ๐Ÿ˜‚๐Ÿ˜‚๐Ÿ˜ญ๐Ÿ˜ญ
don't mind any of this I'm just talking it out for some reason and I don't know why but I guess I am lol
No, go on. I care. And it can only help to write things out. โค๏ธ
and I know you weren't lecturing this isn't me feeling affronted because I totally know how I fed the fire and such and I'm cool with knowing like I know I didn't handle it well and I wish I had better but I just snapped this time out of all te others and I understand why but I still don't feel like I have validation to express opinions in the first place so might as well be loud and boisterous and passionate because at least I can be proud and happy outwardly about things and maybe people will start to believe me and believe that I am valid if I am so happy with what I believe and if I prove every single part of me even though I know that it's not their right2!2!2! to have me prove myself
I'm going to leave before I keep ranting lol. I'm not trying to be self pity party I'm just really confused rn and I accept what I did and I accept what they did and I'm just glad that I've blocked because I just want to be left alone and it makes things easier not having to worry if what I say is going to be blown out of proportion and then go into a long rant with people trying to talk reason and then me eventually snapping and making it worse
ok. leaving now ๐Ÿ˜‚๐Ÿ˜‚๐Ÿ˜‚
Thank you :) and same to you. I'll always be here. With 1,000 word texts. ๐Ÿ˜‚๐Ÿ˜‚
I was gonna say! You're far too mature to be 12. ๐Ÿ˜‚
good luck w your leadership position! what does your "things I enjoy" include?
oh my god you are actually so sweet and i appreciate your kind words so much. i don't know what i did to deserve your respect, but thank you for being great
seriously thank you so much, your words are so thoughtful and they really made my day
your account is honestly gorgeous, oh my goodness๐Ÿ˜ฑ๐Ÿ’•
thank you, and no problem๐Ÿ’—would you like to be friends ?? xx
my name is Abby โ˜บ๏ธ๐Ÿ’—
awww thankssss๐Ÿ˜๐Ÿ˜˜โค๏ธ how sweet๐Ÿ˜๐ŸŒน thank you!
haha he says thank you โค๏ธ
Hannah you will not even believe
I figured out that Kylie created a fictional world and lied s manipulated so much and caused to much trauma to me and my friend and everything finally makes sense and I need to write it out in explanation BUT WE KNOW NOW WHAT HAS HAPPENED. I KNOW EVERUTJINH ABOUT ALL OF THE BULLYING AND HARDSHIP AND SO DOES KAYLI AND WE ARE HEARTBROKEN BUT WE FINALLY KNOW TJE TRUTH
i can never get the past five years back and neither can Kayli, because Kylie stole that happiness from us and put us through heล‚l. she really sincerely did. but we can actually tell Kylie all of this and make her know what she's done and apologize and we can MOVE ON AND I CAN STOP BEING IN TERROR
I DONT FEAR KYLIE ANYMORE
OH MY GOD
she's a delusional piece of scum, and I mean that entirely and once I've explained everything you'll understand why, but THE TRUTH LITERALLY HAS SET ME FREE
How are you doing love?๐Ÿ’ž
thank you! โค๏ธ
that sounds fun! I had camp last week. it was super fun. I'm doing pretty good.๐Ÿ’ž
what is a competitive magnet? that sounds intense๐Ÿ˜ฌ haha and mainly academic. I'm going to be a sophomore this year. The main thing that scares me about it is not that it's hard, but that I'm not getting that good of an education๐Ÿ˜ž my school is very small and there isn't many opportunities. They say no one from my school ever goes very far.... I could be in honors classes and more advanced but they just don't have the opportunities. PLUS they might be taking art out of the budget and drastically cutting the music one๐Ÿ™„๐Ÿ˜• it's just a rough situation I guess. it's just going to be a little harder to get into a good college when it comes time and for me to follow my passion of the arts. thank you for the support thoughโค๏ธ๐ŸŒน
thanks !! im doing pretty well mostly considering the fact that its summer but yea !! how are you doing?๐Ÿ’š
they might expect me to justify myself but it's hard to say, and my goal is to get treatment before school starts because i can't handle it anymore. thank you so much for your advice, it's very appreciated ๐Ÿ’•
thank you so much, you always give great advice and i appreciate it more than words can express ๐Ÿ’•๐Ÿ’•
I think commenting brings the post up, so yeah !
aww thanks ๐Ÿ’— why aren't you posting more?
whoa! I didn't even know those existed! that's so cooool!!!๐Ÿ˜ definitely worth an uncomfortable backpack transport trip for!๐Ÿ˜‚ and you're right๐Ÿ˜Š thanks for bringing a new light to it๐Ÿ˜Š!โค๏ธ๐ŸŒน happy school year to you as well!๐Ÿ˜
well i got my cartilage pierced a couple weeks ago, & got together with some pals of mine. i also went swimming at the beach yesterday. in a couple weeks we re going to thr family cabin for a weeek .. any plans this summer fpr you?
Okay๐Ÿ˜ƒ so you edit on computer? Well, I'm great today actually. At the moment I'm driving in the car to The Netherlands. Staying there for about a week or less, need to get some stuff done for college. I was very sad and stressed these days. I had so many depressed days in my past, I don't want to go back to that state of mind. Really trying to stay positive and on track. But yeah moving from one country to another can be very stressful.
โค๏ธโค๏ธ thank you, and all the same could be said for you. you make pc a lovely place to be โค๏ธโค๏ธ
thank you so much! Lol I've never seen anyone comment bewitching ๐Ÿ˜‚๐Ÿ˜‚ You're something else ๐Ÿ˜‚๐Ÿ˜
nice!
write a book please I want more
probably short it seems to have gone by so fast and plus I have had a lot of good times but time seems to go by faster when your are having fun
hbu?
Oh okay๐Ÿ˜Š and thank you!๐Ÿ’•
Wish you the same๐Ÿ’›
aw sometimes it doesn't work, sorry!
what i mean by real, genuine, and honest is basically not a forced relationship. i've been in relationships in the past that only existed because the other person craved love and i was available and easy to manipulate. i want something that doesn't quit after the first bump. i want a person who will be there for me through thick and thin, and not someone who's only with me because i comfort them and make them feel better. i want someone to genuinely tell me that everything will be okay, someone who won't make light of the things that go on in my head. mutual support and love is what i want but apparently that's too hard to find.
exactly:)
I don't surf I tried to when I was younger
There is a nest of red back spiders in my garage and every park has a snack warning I even saw one once
HELLOOO
yeah it's going by so quickly. but I hope you can finish your reading soon, what book is it?
I'm jammed into a small dining room, shoulder to shoulder with family and strangers alike. the birthday boy is standing beside his cake on the table, grin on his face and top hat crooked on his substantially smaller head. today he turns eight, and he's celebrating with a willy wonka themed party. his mother decided to light his candles the time of his birth, conveniently and thankfully taking place sometime after four in the afternoon. as the match lights his candle, his friends and family begin singing. loud and out of tune I belt along. Birthday Boy is waving his hands as if he's a conductor. it's evident that he's eating up this moment, and I am too. I look out into the compressed crowd and see light greater than any amount of candles behind everyone's eyes. the love and energy in the room swells as we reach the end, each word drawn out for as long as possible. any emptiness inside me carved out by the cold that often comes with the world is filled with love.
I find that nostalgia is an artist who paints my memories sweeter than reality, but I can say for certain that I was so aware of how happy I was in this moment.
would you answer the question the same as your favorite memory?
that's good maybe I should read it sometime๐Ÿ™Œ๐Ÿผ
thanks!!
๐Ÿคงโ—๏ธ
Thank you for the pelting of tomatoes. ๐Ÿ…
yes! proceed
hello, how are you? ๐Ÿ˜˜
aww thank youuuu !! that's wonderful, I'm ok thanks, my mother made me some erm "interesting" soup, which I'm trying to avoid helppp!! xx ๐Ÿ˜‚๐Ÿ˜˜
thank you!! Ikr it was really good I wish I could relive it.
ahh thank you for your comfort ! ๐Ÿ˜˜ may I ask, is your name Hannah ? xx ๐Ÿ’“
I'm great thanks! hbu??โ˜บ๏ธ๐Ÿ’–
that's good, in Australia it's winter so I'm at school๐Ÿ˜ซ
thank you so much๐Ÿ’
that's what i was goin for, so thanks! ๐Ÿ…๐Ÿ…๐Ÿ…
๐Ÿ’•
1. I'd definitely be questioning humanity๐Ÿ˜‚ 2. either die of laughter or take a photo, post it and become famous then run out of the door๐Ÿ˜‚๐Ÿ˜‚๐Ÿ‘๐Ÿป
hahaha I jus laughed at your comment for about a minute straight, I take that as a compliment and I am very gratified for it ahah so thank you
although I do hope for the best in the next attempts of your resuscitation
thankssss๐Ÿ‘Œ๐Ÿฝ
You're so very welcome๐Ÿ’› I am so incredibly glad you appreciated itโœจ and yes, it was definitely not an experience I particularly wanted, I am just glad it has passed and I have such supportive people along side me. Thank you so very much for your kindness all of the time๐Ÿ’›โœจ it truly always means so much. I hope you have been doing better, since the post๐Ÿ’›๐Ÿ’›๐Ÿ’›โœจ๐ŸŒ™
why thank you! I'm too I think I might do like 6 of these.๐Ÿ’ž
thank you! โญ๏ธ
I am so grateful to hear that๐Ÿ˜Œ๐Ÿ’› and yes indeed, it does. My break ends in about a week. How about yours?โœจ๐ŸŒ™
Huge thanks, for your words and your lovely day-making comments. ๐Ÿ…
nnnghh thank you๐Ÿ’•I always love reading your comments:))
hello, how are you? i honestly can't wait until you post again, you create such meaningful masterpieces! xx ๐Ÿ’“๐ŸŒฟ๐ŸŒป
thank you so very much and my best wishes go to you as well๐Ÿ’›
thank you๐Ÿ’–๐Ÿ’–๐Ÿ’–
not much just my depression ๐Ÿ˜‚
haha thank you โค๏ธโค๏ธ
ah why thank you, that means more than you'll know! I also appreciate the kittens thoroughly, thank you! how was your Saturday? xx ๐Ÿ’“๐ŸŒฟ๐ŸŒป
Well then, I suppose I'm getting kicked out of the country for drinking hot tea (I drank 3 mugs of it today). Hopefully the British will accept me as one of their own. ๐Ÿ‡ฌ๐Ÿ‡ง
honestly I always thought it was the sorcerer's stone everywhere until a few years ago and I was like what in the world I've been living a lie
and why thank you๐Ÿ’šโœจ
well, thank you! (also, I must say, that was the most well-worded sentence I've read)
ahh, that sounds wonderful! mine was great thanks, we went on a bush hike, so good exercise haha! xx ๐Ÿ’“๐ŸŒป๐Ÿ˜˜
probably you or in the middle !
how about you ?
oh darn i also love secret for the mad
I guess it depends on how you define selfish
I'm not sure. it might help that I don't view selfishness as always a negative thing. I just think that most action's motives can be traced back to self-serving purposes. you could do a Really Great Thing, and it could directly benefit someone else, but if you didn't get any satisfaction from it, would you have done it? a big part of the reason I don't think of selfishness as bad is because if it's true, that it's at the root of motives good and bad, would we have a sense of morality without it? (I know this is messy! I'm sorry. I'm quite exhausted)
i'm sorry, i didn't see your comment until now. thank you so much. i relate to everything you said and knowing that i'm not alone really helped me. thank you for caring ๐Ÿ’•
Oh same! They're each too beautiful to rank haha
that's great! I hope we continue exchanging thoughts, because I find our conversations to be some of the best I've had. you have a lovely mind. thank you for giving me glimpses of it, it allows me to see mine better. :)
how to make Valkyrie angry happy and numb 101 is on my post lol. you can check it out if you want XD
Why no Pixar you're breaking my heart!๐Ÿ˜‚๐Ÿ’”
thank you so very much๐Ÿ’™ and I have not quite found a way to approach something so broad yet, and I think that is quite strange. but I also think it is quite okay. perhaps that feeling of being truly alive can be enough to tell us who we are in the times we need it the most๐Ÿค”๐Ÿ˜Œ๐Ÿ’›โœจ
W o w thank you so much man! It was pretty experimental and I actually got a lot of inspiration from professional collage creators.
thanks!! it was awesome honestly even though it was one of the "tamer" runs haha. how r you doin?
Mostly Mariano Peccinetti, allong with a few other random ones I saw on Pinterest. And tysm๐Ÿ’•
no problem !! i havent gone back yet.. we dont start for another week or so but im not really looking forward to it๐Ÿ˜‚ how bout you?
umm i think web design, art, history, geography, phys. education, and um french
Nice nickname lol, and no problem. I wish the same for you as well (that is if you are in school), and I appreciate the kind words๐Ÿ’•
thank you so much for all your sweet comments. you are always such a kind and uplifting person and your comments make my day. thank you so much, ily ๐Ÿ’•
that'd be insane! i think im still gonna try myself but I'd love to see the different angles :))
Thank you so much for the follow! I absolutely love your account.๐Ÿ’•๐Ÿ‘Œ๐Ÿผ
tysm!! ๐Ÿ˜˜
No problemo! Awh thank you.๐Ÿ’•In 10 years I see myself maybe just graduating college for something I do not currently know, and moving to somewhere like London or LA only if I have the money needed for that which might not happen. And I honestly don't know from there. I guess I'll have to wait and see really๐Ÿ˜‚how about you?
100% accurate
hi im okay, hbu?
anytime xX โคโค
Hahaha thanks!๐Ÿ˜‚๐Ÿ’–
โค๏ธ
Thank you sm!โค๏ธ๐Ÿ’–
I wish
YOU'RE TOO KIND
thank youuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuu! honored
hothouse by 78 violet, allahu akbar by emperor x, a song for ernest hemingway by the wonder years, never is a promise by fiona apple, not alone any more by the traveling wilburys, hurry hurry by air traffic controller
thank you ๐Ÿ’•
thank you!
thank you! AND OMG ๐Ÿ˜‚๐Ÿ˜‚๐Ÿ˜‚๐Ÿ˜‚๐Ÿ˜‚๐Ÿ˜‚๐Ÿ˜‚
Thank you fellow birdling
๐Ÿ˜‚๐Ÿ˜‚๐Ÿ’—
you're a boy?
wow! awesome choices.๐Ÿ‘๐Ÿผ๐Ÿ‘Œ๐Ÿผand haha I have no clue yet.
YOU got me lool๐Ÿ˜‚
ahh stay safe! you'll be in my thoughts โค๏ธ
I didn't thought it is obviously Hannah :)
so, what the most recent history of hannah?(wyd:)
is it two? number three has me intrigued :)
mine is about being unaware of my sophomore condition and preparing a trip in the ๐Ÿ—ป where I'll be tempted to get a taste of my traditional cuisine ๐Ÿœ
I give you a virtual pray and helping thoughts for you to pass safe through everything๐Ÿ‘‹๐Ÿพ๐Ÿ˜(my cats too)
1: last year I had my appendix removed 2: my mother brought me to red lobster for my 12th birthday, despite me being allergic to shellfish 3: I am flattered by your comparison and I'd love to meet someone who reminds me of you (or just you) in real life
thank youu๐Ÿ’•Life's been treating me alright recently, and you?
You're such an informed person. :) What's the Spoken Words Club, and what's drawing you to it?
sรญ!
thank you ๐Ÿ’—
hahahah yes lol
nah I really don't want to go into that bull shรฎt stuff, it just really bothered me this morning because I was curious and looked myself up on here and saw that and it made me panic for the first half of the school day because it was just so plain stupid and frustrated me
but with some people they'll never be happy if you agree or if you don't or if you try or if you don't, it doesn't even matter, they don't care at all, and I don't want to waste my time on something that is pointless to try and resolve
because I'm way too mentally unstable to let the little things get to me. the big things are what I save my time and care for. but the little things? they shouldn't matter.
on the other hand: feIstY lItTtLE gIrRl
that shรฎt is hilarious
haha awwwh thank you so very much !! how are you going? xx โค๏ธ๐ŸŒป
no stoP
about what lol
it's supposed to be a bell but ยฏ\_(ใƒ„)_/ยฏ
wow. thank you, that really made me feel better <3
also, I've said this numerous times before, but you should write a book. something bigger than life that makes you question your thoughts (because you've already done so many times in our beloved conversations)
thanks pal๐ŸŒธ and I'm into literally anything and everything except modern country music, I think it's pretty dang awful
Thanks so much man๐Ÿ’•๐Ÿ’•And honestly same I've gotta lot of chemistry stuff due that I still haven't done whoops
haha thanks you communication worked a treat!
Thank you! ๐Ÿ’• I'm a fan of Panic Cord. โœจ And Miss You. ๐ŸŒป I love her voice.
aahA for once my collage and caption actually directly coordinated haha i didnt even realize๐Ÿ˜‚
my friends and i were playing smash or pass w baseball card and we were all divided on him
given the context that we would have gone on some dates and gotten to know each other, and would be consensual, smash.
thank you! i'm just really bad at dealing with anxiety and it's been weird lately and i don't know how to act.
Ah Hannah you always understand.๐Ÿ’• Well some people I know have so issues and I don't like it when they go down in flames so. And thank you!! It's always lovely to hear from you.๐ŸŒน
*some
thank you :))
nice ๐Ÿ‘Œ๐Ÿผ
I honestly have no idea as of right now. ๐Ÿ˜‚
i appreciate the input man. ๐Ÿ™Œ๐Ÿฝ
and i agree completely; no answer is the best answer
ooh, interesting question! I'd probably write about how even though the year hasn't been bad, it's been disappointing.
stunning ๐Ÿ‘Œ๐Ÿผ๐Ÿฐ๐ŸŒฟ๐Ÿ’•
I think nationally this year has been very polarizing and lots of messiness globally. I had a lot of expectations for myself that I didn't meet, but I have made some inward improvement
how would you answer that?
Hi Hannah!๐Ÿ’–โœจ
tHanks homie!๐Ÿ”Š
omg your collage look like...actual real life collages
if that makes sense...๐Ÿ˜…
thank you ๐Ÿ˜‰๐Ÿ™๐Ÿผ
~Greetings Hannah~โœจ
woah thatโ€™s a cool idea ๐Ÿ‘Œ๐Ÿผ
gonna write that down haha
ahh thanks !! and yes the clip feature is dysfunctional in all sorts of ways
THANK
YOU
โ€ผ๏ธ
Anything, really? but mostly fantasy or scifi
ooh โ—๏ธnew user and icon?? what inspired this change?
I think especially with conceptual words, your experiences can change what something means to you. things do start getting tricky when itโ€™s used to excuse poor behavior. if someone is being racist/homophobic/etc, they canโ€™t get out of it by saying they donโ€™t define themselves as said thing because it means something else to them. do you have any thoughts on this?
Iโ€™m looking forward to your active account :)
im doing okay! how have you been?? also love the switch up with the profile and the name ๐Ÿ˜€
is that your own hair and ear?