AYY FIRST LIKE!!😂😅and YOU DROPPED TENNIS?!😱😨💕

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ahhhh damñ I reliked... no longer the first like😅💕

😖😖😓oki! and yeah😂😅💕

aww thanks youu this is amazing

*thank lol

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WOW GORGEOUS 👏🏼✨

Nooo this is amazing!❤💗

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JEEZ I feel really left out😂 ALL OF FRIENDS are getting featured (well not ALL but some) and I am just sitting here like 😭😭😂 but like, I don't want to be rude but I can't help being jealous😂😂

lol😂 look at my latex post if you want to read something really long😂

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Hey! love this collage, but something's hv happened and it's freaking me out... okay so on Monday (yday) I was walking along the scl corridor and another one of my friends was there (she doesn't k abt...) and she grabbed my hand, probably because I've put a plaster to cover the scratches I did last week, and my sleeve went up slightly and she saw one of the scars on my wrist and shouted "what the bloødy hęll!" but I just shook my arm back and ignored her. and then a little while later I saw her again (can we nickname her AA?) and AA said to me "I need to talk to you" so obviously I was terrified. Also last Friday I was talking to the mongrel through text messages even tho she was in the car with me and after I left the car, AA was trying to find out what was wrong but just stopped later.

and also, yesterday one of the friends I pushed away (nickname CA? sorry they're so weird) she came up to me and asked to talk to me alone, and said "Those weren't thorns were they?" ...that was my excuse for the scratches nd plaster... and she said a few more things in which I didn't respond and the she said "Do you have anxiety?" and I said "...Yeah" and then sHE WAS LIKE "Oh it's ok I get stressed too sometimes...." and then "it's fine I get anxiety too sometimes" and then I asked her "Do you have anxiety?" and she said "No" so I was like "well all that isn't anxiety, this is different" and then I happened to see the mongrel (I share a locker room with her class) and I told her about how CA just scared me :( and then after school because of what happened in the day I had a panic attack...

Today I left the car after scl and I got home and I was home alone and texted the mongrel "I really want to cut but I'm not sure cuz I hate having to cover it" and she kept saying "Don't!!" and DONT EVEN ASK ME HOW, but this girl in Yr 10 now knows that I self-harm and I'm depressed 😭 and I just had another panic attack, cuz the mongrel and my other friend (okay sorry nickname is SM) are telling me that it's good for others to know but the don't understand how much it's scaring me

I'm so sorryyy, but I really don't think I want to be alive right now... I can't do this anymore 😭😭 hgxxx