i know pc is usually used as an escape for most people here or to post memes or whatever but i feel comfortable just ranting and stuff here so I found this pic today bc it was in the flashback thing from a year ago that snapchat shows u and my dog on the top rigby died in june i posted a few times about him and since then i’ve been in one of my worst depressive states its jhst everything about myself and my life adding up and things just feel so pointless and everytime i think of him my heart actually aches i didn’t think it was possible to miss something so much and my other dog is getting older and every aspect of my life feels like ś h ï t and i constantly feel like im running out of time most of my friends i had to cut off or just give me B Š excuses on why they hardly talk to me and thwy dont understand why i get upset abt it but everyday is the same and those small happy moments i get hardly last 5 minutes but i feel bad saying this bc its just all self pity

everyday just feels like its the same day on a loop and i feel useless and boring and i feel myself rotting away as stupid as it sounds im just sitting here wasting my time and like ,, i’ve talked to mostly mymom abt this bc i figured she could help but she always says “just wait til college things will be better you’ll meet new people” but literally nothing like that matters to me at all. not to sound like a pretentious nihilist but nothing matters to me at all sometimes bc its bound to end or be taken from me like. idk i just hate the idea of having a mundane life but i also cant stand the thought of living

anyway how.about.them.mets?!(:

Don't feel bad for saying that. You're my just self-pitying. You are not weak. Admitting that there is a problem is the first step to solving it. And right now, you've admitted that you're in a bad place mentally. I just want to remind you that your feelings are valid. I think we've all been in really dark places before, so you're not alone, however alone you might feel right now. And you're still young. Things might feel like the end of the world now, but this is so tiny in the grand scheme of things, in the grand scheme of the rest of your life. You're so brace for confronting your problems and you're so strong for roughing it out. I love you and I'm so proud of you. You will be ok. For now, take your time to rest and treat yourself gently. ❤️

*you're not just self-pitying

*you're so brave *toughing it out

jeez sorry for the grammar issues

i'm so sorry leah:(( i dont think i can say a lot to make things feel better bc i feel the same way for the most part but just know that i'm here for u and it will be all okay soon. i love u leah <33

leah i love u sm and i hope u know ur not in this alone :( i feel the same exact way all the time and honestly i’m not sure when it’s going to get better, but everyone is here for u. whatever happens, we’ll get thru it together. don’t give up 🥰

you’re not pitying yourself, there’s a lot going on in your life and you deserve better. Please stay alive and seek professional help. I hope this was helpful

also sorry I’m commenting on this two days later

I’m so sorry bby :(

re: Oh my goodness, you’re so sweet 💞. I’m glad that I was able to help.

damb

thats crwzy